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The bodyguard sat down at the next table, surrounded Li Jin's table with himself and the fence, and no one disturbed him except for the passers-by outside.

Zhong Liang stared at the night market in a daze, Li Jin rarely heard the bodyguard chatting quietly.

"It's been so long since I've been to Yanghuai, and this is the first time I've come to the night market."

"I really miss it. It's been a long time since I retired from the army and changed jobs..."

"Ahem." Ding Jiawang said.

The two young bodyguards immediately stopped talking.

Li Jin asked Zhong Liang half-jokingly, "Hey, you are so strict with them, you don't let them go out."

"I don't have one." Zhong Liang lowered his head under the dim incandescent light of the small shop, his voice was so low that he could barely hear him.Li Jin felt that he took a sip of water uneasy, then withdrew his hand, and didn't take it to the table again.

After a while, the boss brought over two bowls of noodles with shrimps. The shrimps were big, crystal clear and shiny.Li Jin handed the chopsticks to Zhong Li'ang, "Eat it while it's hot! It's delicious!"

Zhong Liang moved very slowly, grabbed the back of his right hand with his left hand, picked up a chopstick and put it into his mouth.

Li Jin thought he was just not too hungry, didn't pay much attention, buried his head in the middle of the meal, Zhong Li'ang suddenly coughed violently, his face flushed red, he bent over, and spit out all the noodles he hadn't had time to swallow.

"What's wrong? Li Ang?!" Li Jin panicked, squatting down in front of him, and gently patted his back to comfort him.

Zhong Li'ang grabbed his collar with both hands, pulled it down vigorously, had difficulty breathing, opened his mouth to gasp for air, but couldn't breathe evenly, as if he wanted to cough up his lungs, and his whole body was painfully stiff.

Only then did Li Jin realize that his neck was red all the way to the back of his ears, because the shadow of his hair had not been noticed, and he found it shocking when he looked closely, and there were patches of red marks on his fair hands.

Ding Jiawang made a decisive decision and asked the two bodyguards to drive. He didn't care about being polite, and wanted to tear Li Jin away and carry Zhong Liang.

Li Jin shouted, "Don't move!" He stepped behind Zhong Li'ang, lifted him up with the bench, and let Zhong Li'ang lean on him.

Not caring too much at the moment, Ding Jiawang gritted his teeth, while carrying the guitar on his back, he supported Zhong Liang from the side.Li Jin immediately ran up, trying to keep his steps steady so as not to make the person in his arms feel dizzy.

Shuttle through the rushing crowd, with bodyguards opening the way ahead, Li Jin still felt that every step was very difficult.

when?Why didn't he find out at all?Zhong Li'ang's weak and difficult panting almost constricted Li Jin's breathing.

Ding Jiawang ran after him, scolding Li Jin a thousand times in his heart.It's no good for Er Shao to contact him!But while running, he found that Li Jin's speed was comparable to his professionally trained self, and his breathing was messed up. Looking sideways, he saw the fear, bewilderment, and panic on his expression that he had never seen before, and he couldn't bear it for a while.

He ran to the car in one breath, put Zhong Liang down steadily, and the car rushed away immediately.

Li Jin panted heavily, watching Zhong Li'ang leaning against the car door, he kept scratching his neck with his hands uncomfortable, scratching out blood spots, he couldn't breathe, blood spots appeared on his face.He firmly held Zhong Li'ang's hand, not letting him hurt himself again, and shouted at the driver, "Hurry up!"

The driver was startled, he almost stepped on the gas pedal, and several people were slammed onto the seats due to inertia.

Li Jin quickly supported the back of Zhong Li'ang's head with his hands, lifted his chin slightly, tried his best to keep him breathing smoothly, his distressed hands were trembling slightly.

He saw Zhong Li'ang frowning, his narrowed eyes glistened, his mouth was slightly opened, and there was a hoarse panting in his throat, unable to speak a word.

This omega is so fragile and light, and the fragrance of amber seems to dissipate if you are not careful... Just thinking about it for a while, Li Jin felt his internal organs throbbing, forcing him to dare not even think about it.

He asked Zhong Li'ang to pick his hand, and then put the two hands on his forehead, closed his eyes and prayed silently, "It will be fine... just hold on..."

Then the soft hand that was held lost its strength and hung down...

"Liang!"

...

"Peanut allergy." The doctor said, "Shock caused by asthma, fortunately, the intake is not large. The person is still awake and needs to be hospitalized for observation."

Li Jin sat with his head bowed outside the ward, as if his soul had been drained.

"Mr. Li." Ding Jiawang's tone was no longer polite. "you..."

"I'm sorry, it's my fault." Li Jin stood up, his clothes a little messy, and he didn't even have the courage to look up.

Ding Jiawang took a deep breath, "Mr. Li, until now, I can't let you continue to have contact with the second young master. Before you took him to the bridge privately, it was already difficult for us, but the second young master has behaved well since then. Without any behavior beyond the rules, he can return to normal life. Until today when I met you in lollipop, and because of your negligence, his life was almost in danger. Please understand..."

Li Jin pursed his lips, unable to refute.That's right, it's all because of himself... His heart was tortured, and the back of his hand scratched by Zhong Li'ang was aching.

He should have stayed there without a face, but when he turned around, drips dripped down the ward, Zhong Li'ang's small face was sickly pale, lonely and helpless.This is all because of myself.

Li Jin couldn't take a step forward, "I want to stay here with him."

"Mr. Li!" Ding Jiawang said angrily, "Mr. Li, this is our business. To put it bluntly, what position do you take to 'accompany' him here?" The perpetrator?He didn't say the last sentence.

Li Jin clenched his fists, yes, what position does he have.A random friend?Unintentional perpetrator?Or is it the "partner" he has been looking forward to, longing for, but not recognized?

But if he left, he left when Zhong Liang needed him... He couldn't do it at all, he wouldn't abandon him.

Does Zhong Liang need him?Did he know he was allergic to peanuts?And why eat peanuts?Li Jin was so distraught that he scratched his hair in despair.

"Mr. Li!" Ding Jiawang urged in a stern tone.Several other bodyguards also surrounded and blocked the glass of the ward door.The offensive pheromone spread silently, forming a coercive barrier.

Li Jin suddenly remembered that Zhong Liang would feel very uncomfortable in such a pheromone environment, so he simply gave up the pheromone resistance.For a moment, he felt an invisible pressure on his shoulders.

He actually felt that this feeling was redemption.

Glancing at the sleeping Zhong Li'ang from between the bodyguard's shoulders, Li Jin gritted his teeth and compromised.He reported a series of numbers to Ding Jiawang, "I will always be there. Contact me anytime if you need anything."

He stood in the stairwell for a long time.

Never knew that one could be so close to losing hope.

After smoking one cigarette after another, the lungs became cloudy, and the exhaled breath smelled of burning.He still felt that he could not repay the pain that Zhong Liang suffered at that time.

He felt that he was so stupid that he didn't notice his abnormality at the beginning, he must have endured it for a long time... and himself, as if nothing had happened, joked with him.

How much he wished that Omega could stand in front of him in a healthy state, and he would agree to whatever he wanted.He can't lose Zhong Liang.Otherwise, where would he go to find the second Zhong Liang?How could it be found?

Li Jin sat on the first floor of the emergency building of the hospital all night.

The night in early spring is cold, the empty hall and the metal benches are even cooler.

Li Jin's heart sank a little bit.

...

Received a call from Ding Jiawang in the morning, and 5 minutes later, Lijin stood outside the ward.His clothes were wrinkled, his eyes were bloodshot, his lips were dry and peeling, and he looked more tired than a few bodyguards on duty at night.

Ding Jiawang sighed, "Second Young Master wants to see you."

With trembling hands, Li Jin slowly pushed open the door.

Zhong Liang's head of the bed was raised thirty degrees, his face turned pale.The moment he saw Li Jin, a flame seemed to be ignited in his eyes.

"There you are," he said, an octave lower than usual, trying not to sound weak.

"Hmm." Li Jin responded, only to realize that his throat was extremely hoarse.He sat down on the chair by the bed.

Zhong Liang looked much better.No excessive coughing and asthma, as usual cool and clean.The fragrance of amber mixed with the smell of disinfectant makes it even colder.

Li Jin used his mobile phone to look at the photos during the night, and there was no scene as vivid as his eyes.There is no Zhong Liang in the phone, Zhong Liang is sitting in front of him.

Li Jin stretched out his hand and gently held his cool hand.Li Jin's hands were not hot either.

"I'm sorry..." Li Jin lowered his eyes, "I'm sorry..."

Zhong Liang held his hand tightly.

"You don't have to eat...it's all my fault..." Li Jin cherished that white hand, and buried his face in Zhong Liang's hand.

"Because you like it, I want to eat it... I thought it would be okay to eat a little..." Zhong Liang hesitated for a moment, then gently put his left hand with the drip still on Li Jin's hair, and stroked it twice .His heart throbbed for a moment, unexpectedly Li Jin withstood the attack of several bodyguards and waited for him all night.The smell of cigarettes on his body was so strong that he couldn't get rid of it, and his brows seemed to be furrowed on his forehead.

At this point, what is there to doubt?He respects himself, loves himself, waits for himself, saves himself time and time again, drives himself crazy, makes himself happy, feels sorry for himself... Even if he doubts him, isn't his actions the best proof?Especially seeing the affection in his eyes, Zhong Liang's heart softened uncontrollably.

That's him.

Li Jin froze for a moment, "You are so stupid...don't do this..." He kissed Zhong Liang's palm, and Zhong Liang shrank back a little itchy.

"...Li Jin." Zhong Li'ang suddenly called him solemnly.

Li Jin finally raised his head that had been down for a long time, looking at Zhong Li'ang, his eyes were a little moist, which burned Zhong Li'ang severely.

"I... decided. I want to leave."

Feeling the hand holding him tighten suddenly, Zhong Liang became nervous again uncertainly, "What's wrong? Don't you want to?"

"No. I am willing." Li Jin stroked the back of his hand with his lips, very affectionate and gentle. "Wait for me, soon."

"En." Zhong Liang rolled his eyes.They were speaking words that only each other could understand.