embrace the moon

"Have you ever liked someone?" Gu Yu opened the book and asked in a low voice amidst the sound of reading.

"...Huh?" Jian Qiao raised his head and glanced at him, a little confused why he asked this suddenly, "Why?"

"Answer." Gu Yu said.

Jian Qiao thought for a while, but said nothing: "Let's read your book, worrying so much all day long."

"Lu Xun and Dr. Bai next door to the Painting Boat Hall are lovers," Gu Yu said, "Have you ever liked someone? Just... a boy?"

Jian Qiao bowed his head and did not answer.

"I want to know." Gu Yu said.

Jian Qiao turned one page of the book, then turned a few pages forward, from dialogues to texts, from exercises to grammar, finally closed the book and sighed softly: "Of course."

Gu Yu lay on the table and looked at him with his head tilted, as if he had something to say.Jian Qiao rummaged through the schoolbag with his hand, took out the pen and homework book, and put his hand into the schoolbag again.

"How does it feel?" The voice next to him was very soft.

When Jian Qiao heard this question, his hand paused, his fingertips touched the cold and smooth iron shell in his palm, and finally withdrew his hand, took out a can of Coke, and placed it in front of Gu Yu.

"Thank you." Gu Yu was still lying on the table, opened the can, raised his head slightly and took a sip, the bubbles were flying around in his mouth, and his teeth were itchy.

After he finished drinking, he turned his head and continued to look at Jian Qiao.

Jian Qiao felt terrified when he was watched, he couldn't turn a book, hold a pen, or play with a mobile phone, and he didn't even feel comfortable in a daze.

"Secret!" Jian Qiao finally couldn't hold back and replied, "Why should I say it!"

"I didn't ask who you are," Gu Yu said, "I just want to know how it feels."

Jian Qiao sighed, ignored him, opened the book and read it on his own, but he didn't read a single word for a long time.

Gu Yu had no choice but to turn his head back in despair, opened the book and stood it up, covering his whole head, lying on the table in a standard sleeping position, staring at the text, not sure if he read it or not.

Jian Qiao suddenly reached out to support his chin, turned his head, and leaned over.

Seeing the face in front of him approaching all of a sudden, Gu Yu was so frightened that he hid back, but Jian Qiao pinched his face hard, making him unable to retreat.

He looked into Jian Qiao's eyes, his eyes were a little erratic, this face is so beautiful, who has ever admired it so closely?He was so close that he could feel the warm breath of the other party, and so close that his eyes were hard to focus, and he felt like he was about to cross-eyed.

Jian Qiao lowered his eyes and carefully looked at his facial features, from the eyebrows to the tip of the nose, the brown pupils, the deep eyelashes, and finally moved his eyes down, and landed on the pink and moist lips.

He continued to move forward, and Gu Yu fled quickly, raised his head and sat down, holding the pages of the book with both hands, his face was burning, and he said falteringly: "You..."

"How does it feel?" Jian Qiao withdrew his hand and asked.

"Just..." Gu Yu blushed and thought about it, how could he say it?Very nervous, heartbeat is fast, if you get closer, you can kiss.

"That's the feeling, do you understand now?" Jian Qiao asked.

"...Understood." Gu Yu nodded and wiped his face in embarrassment.He picked up the soda and took a sip, biting the bottle and secretly glanced at Jian Qiao.

How could he be so calm, neither excited nor shy, it seemed extremely smooth and natural.Gu Yu felt some strange emotions rushing back and forth in his heart, making him feel empty.

"Have you seen him like this too?" Gu Yu asked.

"Who?" Jian Qiao asked him back.

"It's...the person you like." Gu Yu said with difficulty.

Jian Qiao quickly corrected: "I liked it, but now I don't."

"Oh," Gu Yu responded, and then changed the subject, "Then have you seen him like this?"

Jian Qiao stared at the book in front of him in a daze: "When he was asleep."

"So you..." Gu Yu glanced at him, "If he fell asleep, wouldn't he hide?"

Jian Qiao frowned, not quite understanding what he meant, and asked, "What?"

"It's just that he won't be like me just now..." Gu Yu spoke with a guilty tone as if he hadn't walked the dog once when Mr. Gu was away, "Like me... avoid... right?"

Jian Qiao didn't answer right away, he let out a long sigh of relief, and explained: "I have never kissed him, nor anyone, nor have I ever been in a relationship. I am still a pure boy, okay?"

"... Oh." Gu Yu responded, suddenly burst into laughter, and laughed for a long while suppressing his voice.

Jian Qiao couldn't help laughing when he heard him laughing so happily, although he didn't know what was more funny.

"Have you liked him for a long time?" Gu Yu asked.

"Not long." Jian Qiao replied.

"Is he a good character?" Gu Yu asked.

"Good character, bad temper." Jian Qiao replied.

"Is he tall?" Gu Yu asked.

"Very tall, taller than both of us." Jian Qiao replied.

"Is the voice nice?" Gu Yu asked.

"It sounds good." Jian Qiao replied.

"Does it look good?" Gu Yu asked.

"It's very pretty." Jian Qiao replied.

"Does it look good with me?" Gu Yu asked.

Jian Qiao turned his head to look at Gu Yu, looked at his facial features again, thought for a while, and replied: "No."

The two of them looked at each other with serious eyes, looked at each other for a while, and suddenly couldn't hold back, they both burst out laughing.

"Stupid." Jian Qiao said with a smile.

Gu Yu couldn't stop laughing, and suddenly asked, "Who is he?"

Jian Qiao froze for a moment, and put away his smile: "Didn't you say that you don't want to ask who it is?"

"Now I want to know." Gu Yu looked at him seriously.

"So what if you know, inferiority?" Jian Qiao joked.

"How can I feel inferior, and he is not as good-looking as me." Gu Yu said.

Jian Qiao smiled and sighed lightly: "But that's a secret."

Gu Yu had no choice but to give up and nodded: "Okay."

get out of class ends at 11:45 noon, and there is no class in the afternoon. Jian Qiao thinks that after finishing his homework, he will go to the painting boat hall. Where should he write?classroom?library?Well, libraries do.

After Gu Yu went out to grab a meal, Jian Qiao calmly packed her schoolbag.In the past, Gu Yu always went home to eat when he could, but now he never cooks by himself if he can solve it outside. It is indeed a troublesome thing to cook for one person.

Jian Qiao put his schoolbag on his back and walked out from the southwest gate of the school. He put on his earphones, lowered his head, and walked forward step by step, his fingers gently grasping the corner of his coat.

The earphones played the Russian song that Gu Yu and he listened to together that day, it sounded quite bleak, but at this moment, it is really a bit miserable.

He walked for a while, turned around and walked into an alley, and stopped at the entrance of the alley.There was a person standing in the alley, leaning against the wall and lighting a cigarette, exhaling smoke rings from his mouth, and flying toward the sky.

Seeing him coming, Qi Zirui laughed, with a gloomy and elusive smile, and put out the cigarette: "It seems that you are still very obedient."

Jian Qiao didn't want to talk too much nonsense with him, so he asked directly: "What did you say to Leng Qing?"

"What did you say?" Qi Zirui repeated, feeling amused, "Of course it's what you're afraid of, so I just said what."

Jian Qiao's hands were tightly clenched into fists hanging by his side, the veins on the back of his hands were raised, and his nails were embedded in his palms.He didn't know why Qi Zirui used various methods to force Leng Qing away, but later he understood that the reason was very simple, he just wanted to win.But now, they have all left, what else is there to entangle?

Jian Qiao looked at him with cruel eyes and a cold tone: "In your eyes, what is deserted?"

Qi Zirui's smile became more mocking, and even he himself found it ridiculous: "Jian Qiao, aren't you too naive? We grew up together, why did you put him first in everything after you met him?" ? You never thought about how sad Lengqing was when he didn't get the gold medal, but you never thought about how sad it was for me to watch and wait all day long?"

Jian Qiao lowered his eyes and didn't answer. Of course he knew what it was like to put in all the effort but no hope. He had also experienced loss, but he couldn't bear to see the deserted experience.What a proud man he was, desperate to move forward in his bones, but he was forced to fall down again and again, into the wet and cold abyss.

"You have to remember, you pushed Leng Qing out step by step, what right do you have to blame me?" Qi Zirui approached him, full of hostility like a demon, "The last call Leng Qing made to you three years ago, You also hung up by yourself. Have you seen his pitiful look? When he was at his worst, he couldn't even afford medicine, and you didn't help him!"

"Shut up!" Jian Qiao said angrily, his clenched fists trembling uncontrollably.

"So you still choose not to paint for me again?" Qi Zirui approached and pushed him against the wall, Jian Qiao snorted and stared at him with frowns.

"As I said, I know both Leng Qing and your secret," Qi Zirui said, "Now you and Leng Qing are quite famous, right? If the outside world finds out..."

"Qi Zirui!" Jian Qiao roared angrily, becoming more and more angry, "The only thing left to do is to paint!"

"Who isn't!" Qi Zirui also lost control and yelled at him, "Why are you the only ones who have a way out? Why can you give everything to him?!"

Qi Zirui pushed him away, and punched him hard in the abdomen. Jian Qiao bent down in pain and did not speak.

"Anyway, I can't see clearly. What if he loses his reputation? He is not suitable for painting now. What did I do wrong?" Qi Zirui pulled him up and raised his fist.

Jian Qiao was suddenly pulled aside, a figure rushed out and kicked Qi Zirui away.

Gu Yu hugged Jian Qiao and looked at the person in front of him: "You are the one who is not a good person, right?"

Qi Zirui supported the wall to stand firm, looked up at him, and said angrily, "Who are you?"

"Is it okay?" Gu Yu choked on him.

"Okay, I can't take care of it, so can you take care of our affairs?" Qi Zirui asked him back.

How could this person be so brazen, Gu Yu laughed angrily: "Your fists are already on Jianqiao, why can't I care? If you punch him, I'll kick you, isn't it too much?"

Qi Zirui walked over aggressively: "You're an outsider, you take yourself too seriously!"

"Hey! Stop!" Gu Yu pointed at him, "Young guys are so angry now. Haven't you heard the public opinion on the Internet that Gu Qianfan's grandson is stubborn and lawless? My methods are comparable to You are too much, even dare to provoke me, Areusure?"

Qi Zirui frowned: "Are you Gu Qianfan's grandson?"

"Yeah," Gu Yu said, "I know a lot of people, I know all your seniors and idols, I heard that Old Chen..."

"Jian Qiao," Qi Zirui interrupted, "You should think about what I said carefully, I'm leaving."

"Hey, I haven't finished talking yet, are you polite!" Gu Yu shouted looking at his angry back.

After Qi Zirui left, Jian Qiao stared at the ground and laughed.

"Laughing fart," Gu Yu let go of his hand, and looked at him angrily, "I am laughing seeing you being beaten to death."

Gu Yu is really good at finding excuses. Lao Chen is the predecessor and benchmark of oil painting for young people of his generation. Everyone admires him. If his name is discredited by Lao Chen, it will undoubtedly mean that the road ahead is boundless. Confidant, at a loss without support.

"You didn't fight back when he hit you," Gu Yu said, "I've never seen you with such a good temper."

Jian Qiao stood up straight, rubbed his stomach, Qi Zirui was still so ruthless, although he dare not say he was used to it, but it was expected.He straightened his clothes and said, "It's not easy for him, after all, he grew up together..."

"What?" Gu Yu asked in disbelief before he finished speaking, "He beat and scolded you just now, and made you look like a human, and you can't bear to fight back?"

Jian Qiao didn't say a word, Gu Yu had seen it, the forest was big and there were all kinds of birds, today was a good day, I saw a living Lei Feng.He nodded angrily: "Talent, you are a fucking talent, you are the most selfless, you are the greatest, I am meddling in my own business."

Jian Qiao frowned and sighed softly, "Gu Yu."

"I interrupted you to contact Brotherhood!" Gu Yu burst into anger, turned around and walked outside, muttering to himself, "Idiot, idiot."

Jian Qiao didn't catch up and stood there watching him go away.Why did Gu Yu suddenly appear here?Didn't he go to eat?Did he hear what he just said?Now that Qi Zirui knows that he is Gu Qianfan's grandson, will he treat him badly?

Gu Yu had no appetite, so he went straight back to the painting boat hall, where he was painting in the studio. Gu Yu stood silently at the door, watching his back, thinking about what Qi Zirui said over and over again.

What is "Lonely, it is not suitable for painting now"?Leng Qing draws so well, why is it not suitable?

Their draft has basically been completed, and the next step is the design stage. When grandpa comes back, it is almost time to enter the competition.He looked at it every day, and was amazed every day. These two people used to paint oil paintings, and they were very compatible in style and technique.Gu Yu felt that even if they didn't get a good ranking, it was absolutely impossible for them to be poor.

He leaned against the door frame, looking at Leng Qing from head to toe.

This person exuded the same temperament as his name from top to bottom, no matter how you looked at it, he was deserted.Tsk, this long leg, how tall he is, his voice is nice, and he's a nice person, but he has a bad temper and doesn't like to talk to people, but he still has a lot of fans. Compared with Gu Xiaobao, he is still a little bit worse...

……Um?

Gu Yu stood up abruptly, shocked again.

……Um? ? ? ! ! !

Tall, good personality, bad temper, nice voice, very good looking, not as good looking as Gu Xiaobao...

"I'll go," a thunderbolt struck Gu Yu like five thunderbolts, "I'll go."

Hearing the voice, Leng Qing turned her head to look at him, then turned her head again, filling in silently.

Gu Yu turned around and ran, rushed into his bedroom, jumped onto the bed, buried his head in the soft quilt, and slammed his fist on the quilt.

Why did God do this to me?Why do I, Gu Xiaobao, have to endure this at such a young age? ?

When Gu Yu asked Jian Qiao if he liked being deserted before, he didn't admit it, but after thinking about it carefully, he didn't deny it either.

"Oh my God—" Gu Yu wailed.

The author has something to say: Gu Xiaobao: I have endured the handsomeness and keen insight that I shouldn't have at this age.