embrace the moon

Before the sun rises, the whole world is like a dream, only the moon is real; after the sun rises, the whole world is real, only the moon is like a dream.

——Li Juan

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Gu Qianfan's posthumous work was destroyed due to an accidental fire. For several days in a row, major media platforms and art lovers flocked to it, and the whole painting boat hall was flooded with scolding and condemnation.

In this regard, Gu Yu really didn't know what to do.After Gu Tianbai knew about this, he spent a lot of money to silence the news on the Internet, but he still couldn't suppress it.Mingyue, who was already very popular, was also forced to stand on the cusp at this time.

Sure enough, no one cared about what Gu Lao painted.Concerned about one thing only: his insane grandson did something unforgivably stupid.Although the words "accidental fire" were clearly written on the headline of the news, all the blame was still attributed to the person standing in front of the camera at that time.

Gu Yu's photo was posted on the Internet, and this time, it was truly seen by the whole world.

That day was July [-]th, and Gu Yu remembered it clearly. He was upset and walked around the streets at night until the early morning.

The only way he could think of was to stand up and apologize when the heat subsided a little.

But what he does, belongs to his future, his vision.

Why let others see him, why should the outside world pay attention to him?He just wanted to be wrapped in a fragile eggshell. Although it was not strong, as long as he couldn't hear the wind outside, it would be fine.

In fact, on the other side of the Internet, there are too many malicious speculations and slanderous remarks about his life that he knows nothing about. How can he really not care?It's just that when I think that if I care about those things, it may make people who really care about me feel sad and disappointed, so I dare not care about them.

Although not many people really care about him.

Even Jian Qiao...he wasn't sure.After all, it was because of him that Jianqiao was attacked and placed in negative focus.

The long road seemed to have no end, and there were almost no pedestrians on the empty street. Occasionally, a car would speed by, making a gust of wind, and flashing faint yellow lights, passing by in a hurry from his world.

After a long time, he felt tired, so he sat on the side of the road, bent over and curled up into a ball, hugging himself.

The phone rang on the quiet and deserted street. Gu Yu picked up the phone, looked at the name on it, hesitated for a long time, and connected the phone.

"Gu Yu, don't worry about these things now, I have a solution," Jian Qiao said softly, "Come here, I miss you very much now."

Soon, Gu Yu received a location. Jianqiao was not in the Painting Boat Hall. The location he sent was in a high-rise hotel, where he could see the night view outside the window, the river, the grass, and thousands of houses.

He came to the door of the room, and the knock on the door broke the silence of the night.

The door was opened, and a hand stretched out, pulling him in, pressing against the door, leaving sweetness and softness between the lips and teeth.

Gu Yu looked at him in the darkness, scrutinized him carefully, and held his cheeks with both hands.

Jian Qiao looked calm, but there were waves in his eyes.After meeting his eyes for a long time, he suddenly chuckled, "Xiaobao, you don't have to feel that you did something wrong."

Closed curtains and dim bedside lamps, clean white walls and minimalist murals.

Gu Yu looked into his eyes without saying a word.

"Before Master left, he gave me a task," Jian Qiao said softly, breathing warmly on his cheeks, "He has been working hard to train and promote me, and he wants me to protect you."

Gu Yu frowned, and called out in a deep voice, "Jian Qiao."

"I already knew about the paintings he left you," Jian Qiao continued, "Master told me that this is the last gift he gave you, not these paintings, but your parents. You understand Is it? This is what he will teach you in the end, called understanding."

Gu Yu couldn't take his eyes off, watching every emotion in his eyes, wanted to say something, but didn't say it.

"You did it. In this matter, you chose to protect your family. Master will be proud of you, and so am I," Jian Qiao put his arms around his waist and patted him on the back. "This time I protect you."

"How to protect?" Gu Yuhong looked at him intently, "Jian Qiao, I don't want you to sacrifice anything for me..."

"You'll know in the morning," Jian Qiao interrupted him, leaned in for a deep kiss, let go of him after a long time, and said in a hoarse voice, "Now, shouldn't you reward me with something?"

Jian Qiao leaned closer, almost touching Gu Yu's chest, and gently stroked his fat lips with his thumb.Gu Yu leaned against the wall, unable to retreat, his breathing became more and more rapid and hot, and it gushed into Jian Qiao's ears seductively.His breathing was disordered, his lips were red, and he asked in a low voice, "What do you want?"

The room is filled with warm yellow and dim lights, and the moonlight outside the window penetrates into the room through the gaps in the curtains, casting a cramped and silent coolness in the room.

The two of them were getting closer and closer, Jian Qiao's fingertips stroked his lips, cheeks, ears, and hair, and finally settled on the back of his head with a light touch.His eyes moved down, and fell on the corners of his eyes and brows, the tip of his nose and lips, and finally moved closer, and his moist and soft lips covered him.

Gu Yu stared at the eyelids close at hand in a trance, and the deep eyelashes trembled slightly, as if emotional.So he also closed his eyes, and kissed Jian Qiao in a pandering manner.The lingering lips and teeth are a strong sense of aggression and possessiveness that they have never experienced before.

Regardless of the tip of the tongue or the lips and teeth, it is inevitable to confide the irresistible impulse.After the deep kiss, Jian Qiao's breath was already unstable, his fingertips moved forward, and grabbed Gu Yu's neckline, his eyes were full of unfathomable tenderness, and the desire that was overwhelming people's hearts like a prairie fire.

Jian Qiao panted and approached, his hot breath fell on his lips, only to hear him softly say, "You."

The moment the warm breath lingered in his ears, Gu Yu couldn't hold back anymore, he held Jian Qiao's waist, raised his eyes and stared into his eyes.A deep pool, a clear spring, and a moon in the water are not enough to move the eyes at this moment.

The buttons of the shirt were unbuttoned one by one until all the clothes were scattered on the floor. In the hazy and ambiguous light, the forbearable panting was scattered high and low.

They entangled each other that night, as if they were afraid that there was no one in front of them, and wrote a lingering elegy for a night with intense love and unbearable pain.I have talked and joked about this matter countless times, but now I have a different emotion in my heart, wholeheartedly, regardless of Fengyue, piled up with a fiery impulse to bind together.

This is the first time for them, with the lingering melancholy in their arms, it is as heroic as a farewell poem.

It was almost morning, and Gu Yu had fallen asleep.Jian Qiao put on her clothes lightly, and slowly opened the curtains, revealing a gap, staring at the outside world.

Four years ago, he lived in this room in this hotel on his first night in this city.

At that time, he was also silently observing the city in front of him in the early morning, imagining what kind of stories would happen here in the next four years.On the last day, in a trance, he felt that the world was like a circle, going round and round, and returning to the original point.

The sky is getting brighter, the summer wind blows into the room, lifts the curtains, and kisses the cheek of the person sleeping on the bed.

In the morning, when Gu Yu woke up, Jian Qiao had already left.The messy sheets and the pain in his body all strongly reminded him of the stormy night yesterday.

Jian Qiao was not in the room, Gu Yu suddenly felt an indescribable panic.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw the letter beside his pillow.

A long letter.

Gu Yu almost expected something, his fingertips were cold, his hands were trembling, and he slowly unfolded the letter.

Still such neat and beautiful handwriting, as warm and bright as Jian Qiao himself.

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Dear Gu Yu, my little treasure.

The first good impression of you sprouted from the first sight of seeing you.

You were wearing a simple and clean dress, with headphones, turned your head and looked at me.

Maybe the sun was just right that day, and you look more beautiful than anyone else.

Being attracted to you for the first time may sound very superficial.

You haven't done anything yet, and I'm fascinated by your name.

You always say that it is depressed Yu, but I don't think so.

I think it is fragrant and fragrant, just like you, a sunny and warm flower.

like you.

I like your frankness and your kindness.

I like you willful, I like you cute.

I like your tenderness and everything about you.

I embrace gentle people.

I also embrace your confusion and panic, as well as your restlessness and rebellion.

Also embrace all your true feelings and real feelings that are unknown.

My little treasure, you are my treasure.

You and your parents are reconciled, I am happy for you.

From now on, they will be your haven.

When I read this letter, I had already left.

Maybe see you again, maybe not.

That's the way I say it, and you're bound to laugh at my stupidity.

You are the smartest, but use my stupid way.

Don't waste your intelligence on someone who doesn't deserve it.

You must not feel that you owe me anything.

In the past three years, you have given me so much joy and happiness. You have taught me to love and made me feel loved.

Take it as my answer.

What I did was not just because I promised Master to protect you.

I am also fulfilling my promise to you.

I miss you very much, I started to miss you before we parted.

I really want to hug you, kiss you, and do the most intimate things.

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

I don't know if I can share a pair of headphones with you and listen to the same song.

Wondering if I'll still be able to hear your naive, clumsy bedtime stories.

I love you.

Is this the first time I tell you this?

I regret it.

If I knew that one day we would be separated, I would tell you a thousand times.

I like you, I love you.

I'm sorry, but you must be very unaccustomed to writing it so bluntly.

I'm just... a little scared.

I don't know what the future holds.

If I don't come to you for a long time in the future, just find someone else to be with you.

That person must not be like me, I will not be reconciled.

If like me, why not me.

Of course, I hope that you will meet the next person you like more slowly.

I hope that when we are all strong enough to support our own sky, we will meet again.

When that day comes, I will still hold your hand without thinking as before.

I am sorry that I lack the courage to follow you for the time being.

Sorry for being so unpromising this time.

Sorry to hurt you.

But I really want you to remember me.

Whether it is body or mind, remember me, and it is best never to forget.

Thank you for the doll, I like it very much.

Jane Kaikai left it to you, but I took Gu Xinxin away.

Happy to be separated by us, will they cry at night? (laugh)

I do not know.

But don't you cry.

You don't cry anymore.

Gu Yu.

I leave you my watch too.

It has accompanied me for many years, and now it will accompany you for me.

If it is broken, don't throw it away, it can still be used after repairing it.

Looking at you who are sleeping at this moment, I seem to have a lot to say.

I thought the future was far away, and the rest of your life was very long.

Unexpectedly, we just went our separate ways scribbled.

I'm so wordy, why is this letter so long. (laugh)

But when I think about the future, it is the only consolation I can leave you, and I want to write longer.

When you finish reading, you will see me when you look up.

You should eat more, rest more, and don't force yourself to be too tired.

Don't eat seafood, don't let yourself be bullied.

I have drawn some pictures for you in the past few days, and you can see them when you return to the painting boat hall.

No one will force you to burn it this time, so remember to keep it safe.

The galaxy will send you, the breeze will send you, and the world will give you.

You are my world and I love you.

Gu Yu.

Gu Yu.

Goodbye.

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Jian Qiao left, leaving only a night of unforgetable intensity and little red marks on his body.He was stunned for a long time before he managed to react.

Gu Yu picked up the mobile phone by the bedside, and as soon as he turned it on, overwhelming news suddenly rushed in.Countless news, countless topics, countless reports, all talking about the same thing, a thing that completely overwhelms all other news——

On an authoritative art platform, through the mouth of the contemporary art benchmark Lao Chen, he personally announced that the painting genius Mingyue has since closed his pen and left the public eye.

Compared with reminiscing and remembering the dead, the world prefers to watch the jokes of the living.

Gu Yu threw away his cell phone, recalling what happened last night.Finally couldn't restrain it, almost collapsed.Sobbing and choking, she could hardly make a sound, trembling, she raised her arms to cover her eyes, tears gushed out, crawled across her face, and wet the quilt.

His love for Jianqiao has never been so intense as at this moment, penetrating his heart and lungs, bursting out with powerless and trembling pain.

Why did you leave, why.

What he loves is not Mingyue, but Jianqiao.

The author has something to say: it's time to delete the word "Qingshui" in the copy...