monologue

Chu Xingmu has never felt that the land in Nanjia is so hot. The person he has not seen for five years has been met with the help of Wen Ti. It is easy to meet a violent mental patient who has been isolated for five years , but this psychopath killed the director of the Public Security Bureau. I don’t know what Wen Ti and Dr. Qiao said to allow Chu Xingmu to come in. Anyway, he definitely didn’t go to Li Yaomin to apply.

Dr. Qiao opened the last door, stepped back and said, "I'm going to the monitoring room. I don't have much time. Go in quickly."

Chu Xingmu nodded and said, "Thank you."

Dr. Qiao smiled, "You should be Xie Wenti, I'm just a guide."

Chu Xingmu looked at the door he had been looking for for five years with mixed feelings. It seemed that the life of that person was not very good in the past five years. It was not so much that he was kept under guardianship because the murderer was seriously ill, but he was actually imprisoned in a mental illness. In the courtyard.

Seeing that Wen Ti's face softened a little, Chu Xingmu was relieved. He pushed open the iron door, and there was a heavy "squeak" sound. The decorations in the room were only a table, a chair and On the old iron frame bed, a man with gloomy eyes and protruding cheekbones was lying on the old iron frame bed facing the door. There were many nail marks on the surrounding walls. Wen Ti saw that the man's nails were all bald.

"Lu Liangshan." Chu Xingmu stood at the door and called out.

The person on the bed moved slightly, muttering something non-stop, no one could hear the babbling, before seeing Lu Liangshan, all Chu Xingmu got was "his condition has worsened and it is not suitable to visit", Chu Xingmu Xing Mu guarded Wen Ti behind him vigilantly, and Lu Liangshan sat up from the bed. The distance between his bed and the door was not far, and there was an isolation net in between, but the isolation net could be opened.

Lu Liangshan didn't know Chu Xingmu at all. When Zhou Jinlin was killed, Chu Xingmu was also shot. He was rescued when his life was hanging by a thread. After his injury recovered, Chu Xingmu went to detoxification. All the "truth" he knew was in the After those cases were settled, someone told him that he had always wanted to read Zhou Jinlin's files, but Li Yaomin and Wu Huanshan didn't give him the chance. Yang Weiyuan said that he suspected that Zhou Jinlin was not the murderer, and that his father retired early without saying a word. Professor Mu Fang, an expert in psychology, no longer cooperates with the police. These people are all related to Zhou Jinlin, or are colleagues or friends. Due to the special nature of Zhou Jinlin's case, they did not put the file in the city bureau, but directly sent it to the provincial department. He has not participated in the trial of Zhou Jinlin's case, including when Xu Chi's case was heard, Chu Xingmu did not appear in court due to physical reasons, and Zhao Hailu's injection made him miss the opportunity to know the whole story of the case in three months. The trial speed of the two cases was several months faster than the average case. Questions and mysteries have been hanging over his head. This is what he cares about the most in the past five years. He dare not let himself rest. There are so many truths to tell To find out, to stop means to live in that shadow for the rest of your life.

Chu Xingmu didn't know who Lu Liangshan was even if he introduced himself, he simply omitted the process of introducing each other's identities, his voice echoed in the empty and dark intensive care unit, and he asked: "Do you still remember Zhou Jinlin. "

Lu Liangshan twitched the corner of his mouth, and began to mutter something incomprehensible again. Chu Xingmu said a few more names and Lu Liangshan's identity information, but he didn't get a response from Lu Liangshan himself. Before coming, he thought about this possibility. He chattered and asked related questions here, but the other party turned a deaf ear to his words.

Chu Xingmu took a few steps forward, Wen Ti worriedly held him back, Chu Xingmu said: "There is a separation net, it's all right."

Wen Ti let go of her hand and watched Chu Xingmu walk closer to Lu Liangshan. Lu Liangshan stood up with the help of the bed frame. He began to draw some strange symbols on the wall. With his bald nails, Chu Xingmu Watching him with heavy eyes ignores his own problems and turns to do other things.

Just when Chu Xingmu was thinking about how to get Lu Liangshan to notice him, Wen Ti patted him on the shoulder and said: "He is pretending to be crazy, he can hear every word you say clearly."

Chu Xingmu was puzzled, Lu Liangshan didn't look like he was pretending to be crazy, Wen Ti said: "He killed the director of the Public Security Bureau, and he was imprisoned here for five years and no one has ever visited him. Once he gets better he's going to jail, he's used to it here."

After staying in a mental hospital for a long time, they will get used to it, because they have lost the ability and opportunity to live outside, and it is difficult to be accepted by others. Hiding in a society full of people is more lonely and dangerous than staying in a mental hospital.

Wen Ti intends to help Chu Xingmu. Wen Ti has much more experience in dealing with mental illness than Chu Xingmu. Lu Liangshan hid in the corner and listened to their conversation verbatim. Wen Ti walked to the isolation net Asked: "We are not the first person to visit you. The sentence has been handed down for five years. With the psychiatric report, you will neither be executed nor go to prison. We don't expect to hear the truth from you. We only ask What happened to you that day, and how Zhou Jinlin was killed by you."

Lu Liangshan quickly glanced at Wen Ti and then lowered his head to look at the wall. Chu Xingmu waited for a long time and the other party did not say a word, not even muttering. Wen Ti confronted Lu Liangshan in front of Chu Xingmu. Mu Ben wanted to pull Wen Ti back, but was stopped by Wen Ti, Lu Liangshan looked at Wen Ti with weird eyes, he stood up against the wall and walked towards Wen Ti, but his walking posture was rather strange, one deep and one shallow Like long or short legs, Wen Ti and him looked at each other through a partition net, Chu Xingmu suddenly found that the lock on the partition net was missing, Chu Xingmu had a bad feeling and hurried up to pull Wen Ti, Lu Liangshan suddenly Rushing out of the isolation net, Wen Ti was knocked to the other side by the suddenly opened net door, before he could react what was going on, he was pulled behind him by Chu Xingmu, and then he heard a "stab" , Lu Liangshan rushed towards Chu Xingmu fiercely.

Dr. Qiao, who saw this scene in the monitoring room, rushed over immediately with his people. Lu Liangshan clenched his fists and covered his stomach and looked at them angrily. Chu Xingmu kicked him away in a hurry. With too much strength, Lu Liangshan slammed into the isolation net door, and half of the door fell off a corner. Two medical staff came in one after another and controlled Lu Liangshan. Lu Liangshan looked at them viciously, muttering non-stop.

No one expected that Lu Liangshan would attack them. Dr. Qiao walked up to Lu Liangshan, and with the help of the medical staff, he broke off his right hand. Lu Liangshan's right hand held a piece of nail about one centimeter long in his palm. Dr. Qiao again Ask other people to search carefully for any offensive things on Lu Liangshan, and then take him back to the intensive care unit.

Chu Xingmu clenched his fist and touched his face, Wen Ti hurriedly took a handkerchief to help him wipe off the blood under his eyes, there was a long wound near the bottom of his eyes that was bleeding, if it wasn't for Chu Xingmu's block, The injured person is Wen Ti.

"The face is scratched, can Dr. Qiao trouble you to help Captain Chu treat the wound?" Wen Ti pressed Chu Xingmu's face with a handkerchief and turned to Dr. Qiao.

Dr. Qiao handed them the small piece of nail and said, "I'm really sorry, he has never attacked anyone in the five years he's been here, it's because of our negligence, you go out with me first, we'll talk as we walk."

Wen Ti said something else to Dr. Qiao, Chu Xingmu’s mind was not on the wound at all, he saw Wen Ti worried about him and suddenly felt that the injury was worth it, Captain Chu couldn’t help being hurt even if he had a thick skin Bleeding, pain will still hurt, he still asked appropriately: "Is it disfigured? Will it affect you to look at my handsome face and read love poems in the future?"

Wen Ti: "..."

"I'm fine, I'll be fine in just two days." Chu Xingmu touched Wen Ti's back, "Where did you hit just now? Shoulder or back, does it hurt?"

Wen Ti shook her head: "I'm fine."

When the two left, they were injecting Lu Liangshan with tranquilizers. Wen Ti glanced at Lu Liangshan with reproachful and disgusting eyes, but the latter still stared at them viciously.

In the office, Dr. Qiao asked the nurse to bring the anti-inflammatory medicine, and Wen Ti instructed: "Please, Dr. Qiao, be more careful. I don't know how long the nails have been left for a long time, and how many bacteria have stained them. If the wound is infected, it will be troublesome. "

He saw that the place where the nail had scratched had swelled up.

Dr. Qiao put on a mask, took cotton balls and iodophor, and said, "Lv Liangshan has never attacked anyone before. He has been talking to himself in the intensive care unit and saying things that no one can understand. We will clean and search him regularly. I didn’t expect to miss the ward.”

"Did anyone besides us visit him in the past five years?" Chu Xingmu asked.

After a moment of hesitation, Dr. Qiao shook his head and said, "We haven't even seen his family members."

Dr. Qiao is not the attending doctor in the first district, nor has he treated Lu Liangshan. He always emphasized that Lu Liangshan never took the initiative to attack other people. Wen Ti felt that Dr. Qiao was implying something to them.

Wen Ti asked: "Who is Lu Liangshan's attending doctor?"

"Doctor Lin."

"Which Dr. Lin?"

"Shen Lin."

Wen Ti's face suddenly became ugly, almost instantly pale, and the previous uneasy expression appeared on his face again, Chu Xingmu frowned and asked: "Who is Lin Shen?"

He had never seen whose name made Wen Ti's mood change so quickly.

Dr. Qiao didn't remember it at first, but after seeing Wen Ti's face change in an instant, he suddenly remembered, "If I remember correctly, Lin Shen used to be Wen Ti's attending doctor, and Wen Ti didn't live with Zhong Minglou. Before we were together."

"How long?" Chu Xingmu suddenly had a bad premonition.

"One year, but Wen Ti was only four years old at that time." In other words, when he was four years old, Lin Shen treated him.

"Doctor Qiao, I want to see the ward where Mr. Zhong and I lived before." Wen Ti said after waiting for Chu Xingmu's wound to be disinfected.

Dr. Qiao said: "Yes, there are some sundries piled up in that room now. Be careful when you go in. It's not good to get injured all the time in the hospital."

While the three were talking, a young female nurse walked into the office with the checklist and medical records, and hurriedly said that some family members of the patients wanted to see the attending doctor. They had doubts about the cost of treatment, and Dr. Qiao had to go to see the family members of the patients first. , Wen Ti remembered how to get to the old ward, so when Dr. Qiao asked someone to take them there, Wen Ti refused. Dr. Qiao didn't insist anymore, and left after a few instructions.

Wen Ti wrapped the piece of nail on the table with a tissue and put it in Chu Xingmu's pocket. Chu Xingmu sat on the chair, and Wen Ti stood in front of him and reached out and touched the band-aid lightly. Chu Xingmu Mu grabbed his hand and asked, "Have you been in the first district before?"

"Well, I've been in Lu Liangshan's ward a few times, because I didn't listen to the doctor, didn't take medicine and didn't cooperate with the treatment, I broke the doctor's injections and medicine bottles, and made them angry, causing them a lot of losses. I decided to give me some punishment. "Wen Ti clicked on the spot on Chu Xingmu's face that was hit by Lu Liangshan's fist.

"I lived there for a week, and they wanted me to know that only by cooperating with the doctor's treatment, I would not have to stay in that dark room, listening to the sound of rats running around in the underground drain every night, Putting your ears on the ground is like a monster whispering in your ears, which was scary when I was a child, but now I find it funny."

"Don't laugh when you say that."

Chu Xingmu leaned his head on Wen Ti's arms again, and said in a muffled voice: "I have seen Lu Liangshan, but I still haven't asked anything."

Wen Ti felt that the current Chu Xingmu was a bit like the wronged Chu Daha, he held up Chu Xingmu's head and said, "Chu Captain, please accompany me back to the ward."

Chu Xingmu readily agreed, and the two returned to the first district from the second district. The old wards were concentrated in the northwest corner of the first district. After the reconstruction of the first district, those old wards in the northwest corner remained. Ti took Chu Xingmu through the boiling water room and walked northwestward to District [-]. On the way, they found that the treatment room in District [-] had expanded a lot. Half of the area in District [-] was used to build treatment rooms, and the treatment equipment was released every year. What's new is that drug treatment is no longer the mainstream in mental hospitals. The patients in the first district are more serious and difficult to control than those in the second district. There are also many violent mental patients who can get sick at any time, and most of the victims are them. Chu Xingmu is not very clear about these family members. Most of the cases he comes into contact with are homicide cases. Among them, there are only a few cases of mental illness crimes. Wen Ti saw them a lot when he was a child. Zhongminglou will divert his attention by telling stories.

Weeds are overgrown around the old ward, which is half the height of a person, but there is a small path leading to the door of the old ward, which should be stepped on by people who store sundries. Chu Xingmu walked through the path, and a row of doors hung Rooms with rusty numbered numbers stood before them.

"It's here." Wen Ti said, standing still.

Chu Xingmu took out the key that Dr. Qiao gave him, Wen Ti pointed to a room on the left and said, "That one."

Chu Xingmu walked over, the door lock was rusted but could be opened, Wen Ti stood hesitantly under the steps of the corridor, surrounded by dirt or dust cobwebs, he didn't want to go in at all, Chu Xingmu quickly took off his hands and feet Putting the coat on Wen Ti's head, he asked, "Is it all right?"

Wen Ti couldn't help laughing, pulled her jacket over her shoulders and said, "It's ok, the captain has a heart."

Chu Xingmu rolled up his sleeves and tried to open the door. When the single door was just opened, a lot of dust fell from the door frame. Wen Ti was far away. Chu Xingmu didn't care about the dust falling on his head at all. Fanning the ashes in front of him with his hand, he went in first and stomped on it a few times, then said, "Stand here for a while, there are a few boxes blocking the way, I'll move them out first."

Wen Ti backed out as soon as she heard that, and Chu Xingmu happily went in to carry the boxes.

Chu Xingmu asked loudly in the room: "Have you lived here with Zhongminglou for six years?"

"Well, Mr. Zhong also passed away here." Wen Ti moved two steps forward, pointed to the south wall and said, "That's right there."

After speaking, he stepped back and stood in the corridor with his back to the window.

Chu Xingmu was choked by the dust and coughed a few times, he said: "Mr. Zhong must think that you, a brat, have finally come back."

"Yeah, I saw him." Wen Ti said with a smile.

"Then did he ask who I am?"

"asked."

"How did you ask?"

"Ask me who this shrewd and capable man is."

"Then how did you answer?"

"I said, I brought my parents back to see him."

The two chatted across a wall, one was moving things inside to make room, the other was wearing clothes outside to avoid dust falling on his shoulders, just chatting, Wen Ti's gloom and Chu Xingmu's annoyance were much less , just two affectionate love words to confess to each other, real earthy love words.

Chu Xingmu didn't say anything for a long time, Wen Ti didn't hear the sound, so he looked inside curiously, Chu Xingmu suddenly flashed out from behind the door, put one hand on the door frame, and quickly kissed Wen Ti on the face, silly Li asked foolishly, "Did Mr. Zhong see it?"

"I see, your mouth is full of dirt." Wen Ti said with some disgust, and then pushed him in.

Chu Xingmu suddenly wiped Wen Ti's face with the hand that had just finished moving things, "Your face is covered with dirt."

The two laughed together, it was childish and outrageous.