monologue

It took Chu Xingmu an hour and a half to cut Wen Ti's hair. In order to achieve satisfactory short hair effect, every scissor was carefully thought out.

Wen Ti and Chu Xingmu stood in front of the bathroom mirror. After an hour and a half of results, Chu Xingmu said, "It's better than a dog's."

Wen Ti: "Do I have time to cry now?"

Standing behind him, Chu Xingmu touched Wen Ti's new hairstyle, helped him pick up the broken hair on his shoulders, kissed his ear and said, "Let's go to the barber shop tomorrow."

Wen Ti looked at the new hairstyle in the mirror, satisfied and dissatisfied, Chu Xingmu went back to the kitchen and put the fish slices into the cooked rice porridge, took the trash can to clean up the hair on the floor, and squatted in front of the pile of hair Glancing at the bathroom door, Chu Xingmu went back to the bedroom to find a box, and put all the hair that was going to be thrown away into the box, he wanted to keep it.

Wisdom teeth and hair, if someone discovers these two things of Chu Xingmuzang one day, maybe it will be regarded as a pervert.

Enthusiastic citizens heard that Comrade Wen returned to the kitchen to help Chu Xingmu serve dishes and fish porridge, and suddenly remembered something, and turned around to ask Chu Xingmu: "Brother, I have another kind request."

"You speak first, and I will listen first."

"I remember that we found two wake-up pills from Jiang Guoan's safe. One was broken and the other was broken. Is the intact wake-up pill still there?"

Chu Xingmu frowned and thought for a while, he almost forgot about the wake-up medicine for too long, "It should be at Han Yang's place, why are you asking this?"

"There are some things I want to ask my father personally. Cheng Hai is so sure that the awakening medicine can wake up his sister, so I want to try it too."

Chu Xingmu looked at him for a while, "I'll ask you later, have you figured out when to visit your mother?"

"When the case in your team is over, let's go together." Wen Ti went out with the food.

Regarding the fact that Wen Ti was sent to a drug den by the Fu family when she was a child, Chu Xingmu decided to hide it from him. It's not a good memory anyway, so it doesn't matter if you think about it or not.

After dinner at midnight snack time, Wen Ti went to look for something in the side sleeper, opened the door and found something extra in the side sleeper, "When did you bring my luggage back?"

Chu Xingmu, who was washing dishes in the kitchen, turned off the water and returned to him: "Jennifer said that the house you used to live in was taken back, and all the luggage was moved to her place. I was just about to ask you, do you think our place is Not spacious enough?"

"You are so busy that you can't even go home, I don't want to trouble you."

Chu Xingmu went to take a shower after washing the dishes. Wen Ti decided to pack his luggage the next day. He searched the bedroom several times but couldn't find his laptop, so he went to Chu Xingmu's study to find it. When he opened the door, Wen Ti saw the toys in his toy box being taken out and put on the table.

Wen Ti glanced at the bathroom door, walked to the table, sat down and turned on the lamp, and moved Chu Xingmu's things aside, he found that all the small toys had been wiped clean, and one of the picture books had already lost its pages. When Wen Ti picked it up, she found that the picture book had been rebound.

Chu Xingmu came out of the shower and saw that the lights in the study room were on, so he opened the door and went in, "Jennifer said you brought these from Wen's house, so I brought them back."

Wen Ti picked up a wooden apple with some peeling paint, held it in her hand and fiddled with it, and the original wooden apple turned into a pile of wooden parts, "This was given to me by an uncle who knows carpentry in the mental hospital. "

Then he picked up a yellowed notebook with Wen Ti's name written all over it: "When I first arrived in Nanjia, I met a girl who was about to be discharged from the hospital. She taught me to write her name, and then this notebook was filled with me. gone."

Chu Xingmu feels that there are more patients in the mental hospital who are like ordinary people. They have specialties that normal people do not have. There are cutting-edge talents in various fields, as well as learned scholars and talented students.

Violent violent psychopaths are in the minority, but ordinary patients are regarded as inaccessible monsters because of these violent psychopathic crimes.

As a result, mental illness has been gradually stigmatized by prejudice in society and violent crimes caused by mental illness, and it has become a criterion for evading accountability and dividing heterogeneous and normal people.

Wen Ti put all those toys back into the box, and thought of how these small toys were surrounded in a circle, Wen Ti asked, "Captain Chu, do you feel insecure too?"

Chu Xingmu went to the door and turned off the light in the study, walked to Wen Ti and moved the desk lamp to the corner of the table, pressed Wen Ti and said, "I'm afraid something will happen to you."

Wen Ti looked at Chu Xingmu's "preparation work", turned her head and said, "On the table?"

Chu Xingmu put his hands on the table and asked, "Don't want to?"

"I've wanted to do this for a long time."

Not long after, there was the sound of heart-wrenching panting from the study with the half-closed door.

Wen Xiangqin and Zhong Changxin did not go home immediately after leaving the Public Security Bureau, but went to Zhong's old house. Zhong Changxin's grandmother didn't know about his kidnapping, and Zhong Changxin didn't want his grandmother to worry too much. , but the first thing after the dust settled was to want to see her.

"You've been following me since the afternoon. Have all the matters in your company been resolved?" Zhong Changxin stood still on the Qingshi Road in the garden outside the old house, and turned to look at Wen Xiangqin.

A floor lamp was installed among the flowers beside Qingshi Road, and the mottled flower shadows shone at Wen Xiangqin's feet. Wen Xiangqin walked up to Zhong Changxin and said, "I have been dismissed from my post a long time ago, and the Wen Group has nothing to do with me anymore." .”

Zhong Changxin persuaded him earnestly: "In name, you are still Wen's eldest son. There are still many things that need you to deal with. I'm fine, so you don't have to follow me all the time."

Wen Xiangqin stared at Zhong Changxin in a daze. He had just experienced a life-and-death struggle. Wen Xiangqin was afraid that Zhong Changxin would disappear if he didn't pay attention. He didn't care about what had been lost, he just wanted to hold on to Zhong Changxin New, he was the solace of his life.

But he didn't expect Zhong Changxin to react like this.

"I want to be with you, but you just want to drive me away?"

Zhong Changxin was afraid that he would misunderstand and explained: "I didn't drive you away, I just didn't want to waste your time."

Wen Xiangqin stared into his eyes for a few seconds, and suddenly said: "Do you know that Wen's has gone bankrupt, and all my personal property linked to the company has been taken back, and I have no money to continue sponsoring your research group, so Do you want to get rid of me sooner?"

Zhong Changxin froze for a moment when he heard this. He didn't know why Wen Xiangqin thought so, but these words undoubtedly made Zhong Changxin feel angry.

The relationship between him and Wen Xiangqin is not frank, and there is always a layer of paper between them. Wen Xiangqin feels that Zhong Changxin is with him so that the research team can have a fixed source of research funding, and Zhong Changxin I feel that Wen Xiangqin is sometimes too calm because he doesn't value him.

Zhong Changxin turned around and said, "I'm not with you for money, nor do I want to get rid of you. I don't like to hear these words."

Wen Xiangqin grabbed him: "In the eyes of others, I am an unkind, profit-seeking businessman. I have no advantages other than making money. Since I was rescued, your attitude towards me has been very cold. Did Fu Shaoming tell you that?" What?"

"He didn't know about our relationship and didn't say anything. I was very tired. I had never been so tired before working all night. It was the first time I understood the dangers of this society. Even if the work piled up, I could handle it with ease. I would be annoyed that you never verbally expressed your liking for me."

Wen Xiangqin hugged Zhong Changxin and said, "Why don't you talk to me? I'm not delicate and not good at expressing, but we've known each other for three years and we've been together for seven months. I've already recognized you. "

Zhong Changxin said truthfully: "I am not confident that we can be together forever."

He has an enviable identity and talent, he is the leader in his field, and he is called a genius, but he fell into a relationship that worried about gains and losses, so he felt "inferiority" for the first time, I can only keep a distance from the other party, one is to maintain his arrogance and self-esteem, and the other is to continue to maintain his self-confidence after the end.

Wen Xiangqin probably didn't expect that he would hear the words "not confident" from Zhong Changxin's mouth by deliberately saying those words to stimulate him in order to let Zhong Changxin speak out what was in his heart.

"In terms of lack of self-confidence, I am actually the one with the least self-confidence. I have nothing left, only this love is worthy of you."

Zhong Changxin's body was a little stiff, and Wen asked Qin, "You are so busy with work every day, and you are willing to spend time worrying about your relationship. You care about me. Where is your self-confidence?"

Zhong Changxin's self-confidence has been repeatedly frustrated since he returned to China. Whether it is cooperating with the criminal investigation team or investigating the truth about his grandfather's murder, he has also been misunderstood and unreasonable. He has thought a lot these days, and many things have already happened. He didn't know the exact answer, but he didn't dare to judge the result of his relationship with Wen Xiangqin.

"I'm not very good at dating, and I'm very slow to deal with relationships."

He envied Wen Ti and Chu Xingmu's way of getting along with each other with mutual trust and respect, and he didn't have to worry about who would give up who.

But he doesn't want to imitate them, he just hasn't found a way to balance his relationship with Wen Xiangqin, he wanted to find a good time to talk to Wen Xiangqin about everything, and stop sticking to guessing the other party's thoughts and intentions, But Wen Xiangqin took the lead.

Wen Xiangqin completely abandoned his arrogance and began to change the subject: "I'm homeless, can you take me in for a while?"

Zhong Changxin asked, "Is your house gone?"

"Wen Ti is too ruthless. If Wen's group has nothing to do with Yuan's, maybe they can keep part of their property, but if Wen Ti doesn't do that, I can't bring down Fu Shaoming."

Zhong Changxin thought that he would take care of Wen Xiangqin in the future, "Can you do housework?"

"I haven't done it, I can learn."

Wen Xiangqin tried to think about the life from a wealthy businessman to a family husband, and it seemed to be not bad.

Zhong Changxin glanced at the time: "Go in first, my grandma should be waiting."

The old blue brick wall is covered with blooming vine roses, which Mrs. Zhong has planted carefully for several years. Smell Xiangqin smelled the fragrance under the roses, and suddenly pushed Zhong Changxin to the blooming vines in early summer. Under the vine rose, leaned against the green brick wall and kissed her.

This kiss was expected, but Zhong Changxin didn't know that there was another unexpected thing next.

After Wen kissed Qin, he said: "Keep your voice down, you can hear it most clearly at night, don't be discovered by grandma."

Zhong Changxin hastily pushed him guiltily: "What are you doing?"

"Didn't you tell Wen Ti? You haven't had sex with me yet, so he made a phone call to laugh at me."

Zhong Changxin: "It's not now, it can't be in this kind of place!"

Wen Xiangqin touched Zhong Changxin's belt and asked, "Really not? You don't think so."

While talking, Wen Xiangqin grabbed Zhong Changxin's ass and picked him up. They saw Wen Ti being hugged by Chu Xingmu at the gate of Longjingxuan last winter, and Zhong Changxin asked Wen Xiangqin if he could do that. hold him.

Wen Xiangqin bit Zhong Changxin's ear and said heavily, "Honey, help me untie the belt."

Hearing this address, Zhong Changxin's body shook violently, his face turned red to the base of his neck, Wen Xiangqin grabbed Zhong Changxin's hand and put it on his waist and bumped him, urging him, "I've been waiting for you for a long time. It's too late."

The author says:

There is a watermelon field in front of Amen, Agua Atian, there are only melons to eat.The annual reading day has become a melon eating day, yes I ate melons for two days.Since it is reading day, by the way, I recommend a classic masterpiece "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee that I personally like very much.