There's a gust of wind coming from the south

At the alley, Nanfeng anxiously wanted to light a cigarette, but found that the only one left in the cigarette case had been accidentally dropped on the ground.

He cursed secretly, bent down to pick up the cigarette, rubbed it with his fingers twice, and put it in his mouth.

"Hey, the little rabbit didn't pick up things on the ground to eat when he was a child." Shen Shi who followed snatched the cigarette from Nanfeng's mouth, and said with a smile, "Where are you going?"

"Whatever, I won't go back anyway." Nan Feng said with a dark face.

Looking at Nan Feng who rarely put on a dirty face, Shen Shi was amused, and subconsciously brushed his hair with his hands.

This action made both of them a little embarrassed for a moment.

Shen Shi was thinking quickly to make up a reason for his intimacy, but Nan Feng spoke first: "A man's head and a woman's feet can only be seen but not touched."

"Ha, what kind of feudal and decadent thinking are you doing? You will be a teacher of the people in the future."

Shen Shi had no choice but to praise Nan Feng's good answer, which directly changed the topic and avoided embarrassment.

"Director Shen, can you kindly take me in for another night tonight?"

"Otherwise, should I let you sleep on the street or bother Liu Ye and the others again?... Hey, why do you call me Director Shen? Luo Xun told you?"

Nanfeng nodded and stood up: "Let's go."

As if taking revenge, Nan Feng raised his hand and rubbed Shen Shi's head, then turned and walked towards Yuhuo Lane.

Shen Shi was a little dazed by Nan Feng's actions, and inadvertently put the cigarette that had just fallen on the ground into his mouth, and it took him a long time to recover.

……

Seeing Nanfeng, Xiaotu hurried into the house to change out the vest and shorts, and found a beautiful skirt to put on.

The little girl has lost a lot of weight recently, although she will still pester Nan Feng to talk about things, but there is always some cautiousness in her eyes.

After Nanfeng briefly asked her about her study and living conditions, Shen Shi sent Xiaotu to bed on the pretext of going to school tomorrow.

"Girl has been having nightmares recently, and she can't concentrate. I want to take her to see a psychiatrist." Shen Shi took two bottles of cold beer from the refrigerator, and threw one to Nanfeng.

"It's probably because of that incident." Nan Feng sighed.

"My fault." Shen Shi raised his head and drank a few swigs of wine, then slumped onto the sofa, with his arms outstretched on the back of the sofa.

"I don't blame you." Nan Feng said.

Shen Shi smiled, patted the seat beside him: "Sit."

Nanfeng pulled the tab of the beer and sat down beside Shen Shi.

Nanfeng: "It's a pity about my canned oranges."

"No, I didn't bring any beef either. How about I make some now?" Shen Shi was about to get up, and suddenly slapped his forehead, "It's broken, I forgot that you can't drink now!"

Nan Feng crushed the beer can in his hand upside down, and looked at Shen Shi with a smile: "It's late."

"You kid is really unconscious."

"Let's go to each other, Director Shen. Back then when you were playing with a knife, you cut a big cut in your hand. Why don't you smoke cigarettes and drink alcohol?"

"Fuck, what do you mean I scratched my hand with a knife?! Do you have a conscience?"

Nan Feng touched his chest, raised his eyebrows and said, "It seems that there is no movement."

Shen Shi sneered, and rushed towards Nanfeng to hold him down, and said ruthlessly: "Boy, when I go to the kitchen and bring out a knife, I'll gouge out your heart and take a good look!"

Nan Feng was still injured, and when Shen Shi was fighting with him, he still wanted to avoid his injured arm.

The area of ​​the sofa was not enough for two big men to make a fuss. Shen Shi blocked Nan Feng's injured arm with one hand, and grabbed his struggling wrist with the other hand and pressed him on the sofa, firmly imprisoning him.

"Is it wrong?" Shen Shi smiled.

"Wrong." Nan Feng panted back to him.

"Call Shige, say Shige, I was wrong."

"Brother Shi..." Nanfeng smiled and softened his voice, "Brother Shi, I was wrong."

Shen Shi, who suppressed Nanfeng, was suddenly stunned.

Nan Feng under him was still panting slightly due to the tossing just now, his eyes were crooked looking at him, as if stars were hidden in them.The corners of the mouth were raised, revealing a dimple on one side.

Looking back at himself, almost his entire body was pressed against Nan Feng, pushing him down on the sofa, with one leg still squeezed between his two legs.

Shen Shi panicked and forgot to let go of Nan Feng's hand.

It wasn't until the other party struggled a few times and said: "Stop making trouble, and disturb Xiaotu again." He let go of his hand suddenly, almost bouncing off the sofa.

"Go to bed and sleep, I'm still sleeping on the sofa." Shen Shi said with his back to Nan Feng, then opened the door and walked out.

"Why go?"

"I, smoke a cigarette."

Looking at the shadow of Shen Shi smoking in the night outside the house.

Nan Feng suppressed his smile and thoughtfully.

……

At dawn the next day, Shen Shi got up.Today he has to go to the hospital to get Wu Nianen's examination results.

Since the beginning of summer, the old man always said that he felt bloated and couldn't eat in summer.And the fire is very big, the old love has mouth sores.

Shen Shi found that Wu Nian'en seemed to have lost a lot of weight suddenly, so he forcibly dragged him to the gastroenterology department for examination.

Faced with the barium meal to be taken before the X-ray examination, Mr. Wu, who was not able to serve it on weekdays, lost his temper as a child.He said that he was an old bone, and he was determined not to suffer from this crime.After being coaxed and threatened by Shen Shi and the doctor, he pinched his nose and drank it.

"Stinky boy, even if you're not sick, you've made your master sick!" Wu Nianen's beard twitched.

"Success, it's all my fault. It's disrespectful for me to force you to drink me." Shen Shi helped Wu Nian'en and sent him home with a mouthful of nos.

That night, Shen Shi dreamed that he had lost a front tooth, and it was quite painful.As the old saying goes, this is a sign that the elderly in the family are about to die.Shen Shi never believed in these things, thinking that there were no old people in the family anymore, so he didn't take this matter to heart.

When I rushed to the hospital, there were not many people coming to see the doctor.The doctor who checked Wu Nian'en that day obviously still remembered Shen Shi, and waved to him for him to sit down and said.

Shen Shi: "Is the old man alright?"

The doctor pursed his lips: "Not very good."

He handed Wu Nianen's examination results to Shen Shi, took a pen and explained to him: "The old man is not here, so I will just say it straight. There are solid space-occupying lesions in his stomach, combined with other examinations Looking at it, it is more likely to suspect a malignant tumor, and it has already spread. I suggest that he should be admitted to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible."

Shen Shi didn't quite react for a while, and he was stunned for a long time before he said: "Are you sure? My old man doesn't smoke or drink on weekdays, and he hasn't suffered from any serious illness. Could it be something wrong?"

He lowered his voice, eager to hear what he wanted to hear from the doctor.

"I can't tell you now that I'm not sure. I need to be admitted to the hospital for further examination. I think you should find a way to persuade your elderly to be hospitalized."

Shen Shi's heart was very confused at this moment, he thought that Mr. Wu was suffering from gastritis and gastric ulcer at most.Advanced cancer?how could be.He still looks so energetic.

"If it's what you said, how long will he..."

"Everyone's situation is different, but generally speaking, it's only two to three months. Go back and discuss with your family members. The cost of targeted cancer therapy is not cheap. The old man is getting old, and there are things like birth, old age, illness and death. , all of you should take a closer look."

……

After leaving the hospital, Shen Shi didn't go home, but walked along the Anhe River to the Ancheng Bridge.It wasn't until the moment he sat in the bridge hole that the messy emotions gradually came up.

The old man always likes to joke around, saying that no one cares about him anyway, and when he is in a hurry, he will paralyze at the door of Shen Shi's house and force him to provide for his retirement without paying a dime.Who made him his disciple.

Facts have proved that jokes can't be messed up.

The vibration of the phone interrupted Shen Shi, it was Nanfeng.

"Brother Shi, have you got the results of the old man's inspection?"

"Ah."

As if aware of Shen Shi's bad tone, the phone paused and said, "Is it not good?"

"The doctor said it might be advanced gastric cancer."

"……Where are you?"

"Don't come." Shen Shi sighed, "Leave me alone for a while."

After Shen Shi finished speaking, he hung up the phone and looked at the sparkling Anhe.

Based on his intuition and understanding of Shen Shi, Nanfeng also guessed that he went to Ancheng Bridge again.I wanted to go back to school today to prepare materials for postgraduate studies, but I still couldn't let go, so I cycled and turned around.

Shen Shi felt someone sitting down beside him, and saw Nan Feng with a sideways glance.He was still holding a plastic bag with iced Coke in it.

"Thirsty?" Nan Feng handed Shen Shi a can of Coke.

"Thanks." Shen Shi took the Coke, pulled the ring but didn't drink it.

"Brother Shi, I know you're in a lot of trouble right now." Nanfeng raised his head and took a sip of soda, "Life is so fucking fucked up. One bad thing after another, I'm afraid it won't overwhelm you. It seems The way to stop the pain is to dig a bigger wound in another place, it’s really unstoppable.”

What Nanfeng said without saying a word was all Shen Shi was thinking about.

"But Brother Shi..." Nan Feng turned his head to look at Shen Shi, and said softly, "Because of this, the occasional happiness is even more precious, isn't it? Come on, tomorrow is tomorrow as soon as the sun comes out."

Shen Shi knew that Nan Feng's words had an effect on him.Although it didn't cure the root cause, it temporarily restored him to a state where he could think about problems normally.

"Don't plagiarize, I said the last sentence." Shen Shi stretched his arms around Nan Feng's shoulders, "Thank you, Teacher Nan."

"No, Director Shen." Nan Feng smiled, and sat side by side with Shen Shi in this posture.

"What should I do next? You have to inform the old man's family."

"I seldom hear him talk about his family, but I know that he has two sons and a daughter. The eldest son and daughter are both in Ancheng, but they rarely see each other. The younger son has gone to the south."

"Seldom mention it, but don't want to mention it." Nanfeng understands this feeling very well.

"The cost of treatment shouldn't be cheap, right?"

Shen Shi nodded in acquiescence.

Nan Feng frowned and said, "Do you think they will let the old man treat it?"

"Cure." Shen Shi replied, "If they don't cure them, I will cure them."

Nanfeng inadvertently curled the corners of his mouth.

It was this kind of deep consciousness that allowed him to see the light in the long dark night.

……