There's a gust of wind coming from the south

The school where Zuo Xiaodao works is strictly controlled, and non-school personnel must first go through a set of complicated registration procedures.Shen Shi thought it was troublesome, so he stood smoking and waiting under the street lamp at the school gate.

A branch of pear blossom climbed out along the fence, and when the evening wind blew, the petals fell like falling snow.Shen Shi raised his head and looked at the solemn and simple teaching buildings on the campus from among the branches, feeling a little emotional for a while.

When he was a student, it wasn't that he didn't have the determination to come here.It's a pity that he didn't catch up with the good time. Reality forced the matter of studying hard from "dream" to "dream".However, if he was unwilling back then, he is almost relieved now.After all, some opportunities were only created in the years of fucking after that, and now I think about it, I am still a little grateful.

"Brother Shi!"

Shen Shi turned his head when he heard the sound, and smiled after looking at the person who came.

Zuo Xiaodao seems to have grown taller again. He is wearing a clean white sweater and jeans, and has short, crisp hair, revealing the shallow scar between his eyebrows.

It has to be said that he seems to have transformed from the gloomy and sensitive non-mainstream town boy in the past into a handsome and handsome young man.

"Long time no see, Xueba." Shen Shi raised his hand and rubbed Zuo Xiaodao's hair, looked him over from head to toe, nodded, "Yes, he looks like a dog."

Zuo Xiaodao smiled and took the big and small bags from Shen Shi, looked at the messy snacks inside and frowned, "Brother, why did you bring so many things?"

"This is for you and your classmates in the dormitory. When you go out to rely on friends, you have to have a good relationship." Shen Shi patted Zuo Xiaodao on the shoulder, "Let's go, find a place to sit? You choose a place, and I'll pay for it. "

Zuo Xiaodao: "Aren't you going to walk around the school with me?"

Shen Shi waved his hand: "Your school is very strict, and I'm afraid it won't be until midnight after the messy entry procedures are completed. I think it's very lively around here, just find any place, mainly to see you."

Zuo Xiaodao thought about it for a while: "There is a good barbecue across the road, brother Shi, have you eaten yet?"

"Success, that's it." Shen Shi grabbed Zuo Xiaodao's neck, raised his chin at him with a cigarette in his mouth, "Little devil, lead the way."

……

The business of this barbecue shop is quite good, the two of them entered the shop and couldn't find a seat for a long time.

"Brother Shi, wait for me." After Zuo Xiaodao finished speaking, he walked towards the back kitchen, and after a while, he saw a fat middle-aged man walking out with Zuo Xiaodao talking and laughing.

Zuo Xiaodao introduced to him: "Uncle Wang, this is my elder brother, he came here to see me."

Fatty Bai shook hands with Shen Shi enthusiastically: "Xiaodao is my daughter's tutor, and he has helped me a lot on weekdays! Wait a moment, I will ask the waiter to set up another table outside. It is also warm now Well, it’s better to play skewers in the open air, open and bright!”

After the fat man finished speaking, he beckoned to the waiter to make arrangements, and even brought a special beer to the table.He hurriedly greeted Shen Shi and Zuo Xiaodao to eat and drink well, but before he could say a few words, he was called away by the cursing lady proprietress in the back kitchen.

Zuo Xiaodao used a bottle opener to pry open two bottles of wine, and didn't bother to pour into the glass, so he clinked glasses with Shen Shi with the bottle.

"Brother Shi, I miss you."

Shen Shi touched Zuo Xiaodao with the wine bottle, but couldn't help but ask, "Are you a tutor? Is it because you don't have enough money?"

Zuo Xiaodao smiled: "That's enough."

Shen Shi looked into Zuo Xiaodao's eyes and continued to ask: "Didn't you say before that you were doing a part-time job in the training class, so why don't you do it now?"

"Still doing it." Zuo Xiaodao subconsciously answered, and suddenly realized that he seemed to have exposed something.

Shen Shi: "How many jobs do you have now?"

Zuo Xiaodao curled the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, picked at the wrapping paper of the beer bottle, and stammered: "It's just... four or five servings."

He didn't need to look to know that Shen Shi's face turned dark.

"You're so busy, what do you do with your studies?" Shen Shi snatched the bottle he was pouring out from Zuo Xiaodao, and said with a frown, "I'm quitting... Hey, didn't I tell you that if you don't have any money, you'll be fine." Do you want to find me? Have you spent the 2 yuan I gave you last time?"

"No, I keep them all." Zuo Xiaodao lowered his eyebrows and bit his lower lip, then looked at Shen Shi again, "Brother Shi, I can't spend your money."

Shen Shi violently knocked on the head of Zuo Xiaodao: "See you out with me, right! Who do you think I am? An Chengyi acquaintance?"

"Take you as my own brother." Zuo Xiaodao said in a muffled voice.

"Yo, you still know that I'm your brother?" Shen Shi snorted coldly.

Zuo Xiaodao took out a cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth, took two puffs before he said: "Brother Shi, I'm an adult, I can't rely on you for help with everything anymore."

Seeing that Shen Shi didn't speak, Zuo Xiaodao continued with a steady mind: "Don't worry, I have arranged part-time jobs in the evenings and weekends, and it won't affect my studies. But don't persuade me, what do you say with the money you gave me?" I don't know how to spend either. This is not to alienate you, I have my principles. "

"Fart principle." Shen Shi cursed, but still added a glass of wine to Zuo Xiaodao.

Zuo Xiaodao smiled: "When you were my age, you were still struggling alone? I figured it was okay. You were naked and had nothing to worry about. You still brought the little rabbit with you at that time, didn't you just carry it here? "

Having said that, Zuo Xiaodao raised his head and looked at Shen Shi, his eyes glowed, "I want to be like Brother Shi, so can you give me a chance to exercise myself?"

Shen Shi couldn't help being amused by him, shook his head and said, "You really don't know how to find a role model."

He handed a skewer to Zuo Xiaodao's hand, nodded after thinking for a moment: "OK, you have a backbone, and I won't stop you if you want to be self-reliant and self-improving. It's not a bad thing to say that experience is not a bad thing, but I'll say it up front , everything must be based on academics.”

"Don't worry, Brother Shi, I'm sensible."

Shen Shichang heaved a sigh of relief. When facing Zuo Xiaodao, he would always have an old father-like mentality.

Shen Shi put the left knife on the shoulder and pressed it hard: "I won't say too much. Boy, the sky is high and the birds are flying, so you can go boldly."

Don't be afraid of falling, you will continue below.

……

The two drank wine with the skewers for a while, seeing that half of the beer had already gone.Zuo Xiaodao still has class tomorrow, so Shen Shi won't let him drink any more.

"Brother Shi won't stay for a few more days?" Zuo Xiaodao looked at the iced Coke that Shen Shi specially ordered for him, and thought it was a little funny, but he obediently pushed the wine aside, unscrewed the Coke bottle and took a sip.

"Well, there are still some things to do when we go back."

Zuo Xiaodao nodded, hesitant to speak: "Actually, I don't know whether I should ask...you, Brother Nanfeng, you..."

"We're fine." Shen Shi smiled and dispelled Zuo Xiaodao's worries, "He's coming back from abroad in two years, and we'll come to see you at that time. Brother Nanfeng also misses you very much."

Zuo Xiaodao also knew something about Shen Shi and Nanfeng's separation.

After he got the admission notice, he went to Ancheng once, and to be honest, he was terrified by Shen Shi's state at that time.Later, when he went to Beijing to report, it was also the station that Shen Shi sent him to.At that time Zuo Xiaodao wanted to say something to comfort him, but after thinking about it again and again, he didn't know what to say.But he had a hunch at that time that Shen Shi and Nan Feng would never end here.After all, they have gone through so many ups and downs together, trust each other, understand each other, regard each other as more precious than their own lives, and it is only a matter of time before they get together again.

Not like him.Wishful thinking, the two lines are drifting apart.

"Any plans to come back for summer vacation?"

Shen Shi's question interrupted Zuo Xiaodao's thoughts, he came back to look at Shen Shi, and didn't quite hear his question just now.

"Is there something on your mind?" Shen Shi asked with a frown.

"Ah." Zuo Xiaodao smiled, "No, I'm happy with Brother Nanfeng for you."

Shen Shi looked at Zuo Xiaodao curiously: "When did you realize my relationship with Nanfeng?"

"I guessed this a long time ago. The state of the two of you towards each other is different from that of ordinary friends." Zuo Xiaodao turned the Coke bottle upside down, "I've always been quite sensitive to these things."

Shen Shi became more interested.

"Speaking of which, when did you first find out that you like men?"

Zuo Xiaodao was stunned, then shrugged indifferently: "Junior high school, or earlier. Who knows, I just don't have any feelings for girls anyway."

Shen Shi nodded: "Oh, by the way, I haven't seen Xiaojun for a long time, how often do you usually keep in touch?"

Mentioning this name, Zuo Xiaodao's heart twitched suddenly.

Ever since Feng Xiaojun sent him a text message of "being a brother" that day, the two of them rarely saw each other.

During this period, he also tried to contact Feng Xiaojun several times, but the attitude of the other party always made him feel that the other party was hiding from him on purpose, and made it clear that "'Brother' is used as an excuse, I just can't accept you It's gay."

Zuo Xiaodao didn't want to be a lowly guy, and he didn't look for him again until before the college entrance examination.He only found out about Feng Xiaojun's counterattack to get into the Ancheng Police Academy from a few other people.

The last time I saw Feng Xiaojun was the night before he came to Beijing to go to school. The kid suddenly appeared downstairs at his house and said that he had something to hand over to him.

It was a brand new laptop, bought by Feng Xiaojun with the money he had saved for a long time.In his words, Zuo Xiaodao is about to go to school in a big city, and it is decent to have a new computer to follow, and it is not easy to be looked down upon by other students.

Regardless of whether Feng Xiaojun's idea is naive or not, Zuo Xiaodao originally wanted to express his affection for it.

During the period when the two were not in contact with each other, the upset Zuo Xiaodao also had to start asking himself about his feelings for Feng Xiaojun.

brother?I'm afraid it's not that simple anymore.

It has to be said that he has feelings for Feng Xiaojun.

During that period of time when the two of them stayed in the old library all day long, accompanied day and night, gagging, drinking and eating meat together; at the moment when they saw Feng Xiaojun being honored and injured for his righteousness; Looking at the dusk of "I wish I had been there at that time"; on the New Year's Eve when walking side by side to the street crossing on the thick snow, and... when I was about to reach the peak of solving my physical problems, Feng Xiaojun suddenly appeared dripping in my mind. Sweaty face moment.

These are naked|naked|naked reminders to Zuo Xiaodao, he can't lie to himself, he really likes this bastard Feng Xiaojun.

It is also because of this that he feels so angry when the other party's birthday is not told to him, and when he is asked loudly "is he a pervert" while holding his collar.

……

Just when Zuo Xiaodao was holding the computer and looking at Feng Xiaojun who was dodging his eyes under the dim street lights, and opened his mouth to say to him: "Feng Xiaojun, let's talk.", he suddenly found himself standing on the corner of the street, facing They cast a shadow of timid eyes.

It was the girl sitting opposite Feng Xiaojun in the restaurant that day.

The touch in Zuo Xiaodao's heart, together with the determination he had made with great difficulty, instantly shattered into slag, and he felt that the computer he was holding in his hand at this time became heavy and very hot.

"You, friend?" Zuo Xiaodao looked at the intersection and paused, and then swallowed the word "female" in the middle of "friend" in a self-deceiving way.

Feng Xiaojun smiled embarrassedly: "Well, girlfriend."

Well, I can't lie to myself now.

Zuo Xiaodao nodded: "Very good, treat others better."

"Brother Xiaodao... I..." Feng Xiaojun hesitated to speak.

Holding the computer, Zuo Xiaodao waved at him, turned around and entered the corridor, and said, "Go back."

Feng Xiaojun looked at the back of Zuo Xiaodao leaving, and for a moment felt that it was not a matter of leaving or not.Just as he sighed and was about to turn around, Zuo Xiaodao called him from behind.

"Little soldier."

Feng Xiaojun turned his head hastily, with panic in his eyes.

Zuo Xiaodao looked at him silently for a while, then smiled softly: "Goodbye."

……

Zuo Xiaodao's reaction confirmed Shen Shi's guess in his heart, he took a deep breath, and pretended to be nonchalant, knocked the wine bottle in front of Zuo Xiaodao.

The wine bottle made a crisp sound when it touched the table, Zuo Xiaodao came back to his senses again.

"Brother Shi, what did you just say?"

Shen Shi looked at Zuo Xiaodao and smiled, automatically avoiding the previous question.

Shen Shi: "I asked you if you plan to come back during the summer vacation?"

"Forget it, I want to take advantage of this time to work and save more money." Zuo Xiaodao absently took the wine bottle in front of him, raised his head and took a few sips, completely forgetting that Shen Shi just ordered him not to drink any more.

Shen Shi didn't speak, nor stopped him.Seeing that most of the bottle of wine was drunk by Zuo Xiaodao in one go, he silently got up and went to the counter to pay the bill.

"It's getting late, let's go back." Shen Shi turned around and said to Zuo Xiaodao.

"Brother Shi..." Zuo Xiaodao held the wine bottle, still sitting on the spot with his head bowed.

After a long time, he took a deep breath and smiled bitterly: "When I mention him, I feel a little uncomfortable."

really.

Shen Shi took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and shook in front of Zuo Xiaodao: "I don't feel well, just sit for a while."

Zuo Xiaodao smiled, took out a cigarette and lit it in his mouth.Smokey's eyes were sour, and he blinked hard.

Shen Shi also sat back with Zuo Xiaodao, smoking slowly with his hand holding the cigarette.

This kind of thing is really hard for him to persuade.

One after another, customers left after eating and drinking, and in a blink of an eye, only their table was left in the whole barbecue restaurant.

Then in a blink of an eye, the night fell.

"Small knife." Shen Shi paused, "I didn't really believe in fate in the past. Later I found out that some things still depend on fate."

"Understood." Zuo Xiaodao exhaled smoke and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Shen Shi took out the last bottle of wine, picked up the bottle and pried it open in front of Zuo Xiaodao: "Drink it, go back to sleep after drinking, everything will be fine tomorrow."

Zuo Xiaodao took the wine, raised his head and took a few more sips.

In the end, he put the wine bottle heavily on the table, stubbed out the cigarette and said, "I'm good brother. Hey, it's a big deal."

Shen Shi secretly sighed, nodded and patted Zuo Xiaodao on the shoulder.

"Let's go, don't go back later."

……

After returning to the dormitory, Zuo Xiaodao lightly washed his face in front of the faucet, and then quietly climbed onto the bed.

His head was clearly in a daze, but he just couldn't sleep.

Just staring at it for half a day, Zuo Xiaodao just felt a little drowsy, only to hear a sudden "didi" sound from the nearby computer that hadn't shut down in time.

He got up a little irritably and opened the chat software, and saw a profile picture in the special category that he hadn't contacted for a long time jumping up and down.

His heart suddenly beat fast, and after much hesitation, he finally opened the dialog box with slightly trembling hands.

——I'm going to Beijing to climb the Great Wall, are you there?

Feng Xiaojun.