I still don't want to go to school today

What is the proof that time has passed and that what happened in the past really happened?

Voraka looked down at his legs while his eyes were still above the water.They were distorted by the dark green water waves, kicked twice childishly, and finally suspended in the sand rising from the cracks in the rocks.

After being completely enveloped by the somewhat turbid river water, he seemed to be deaf suddenly and couldn't hear anything.Pressure from all directions is pushing in.The feeling in the chest cavity is particularly obvious, as if a hand is rubbing the heart into the lung lobes.

He exhaled the air remaining in his lungs little by little, and subconsciously adjusted his posture to float himself up.

It was hard work suppressing his instincts, but he knew he could do it.He relaxed his limbs, let the water lift him up, and slowly sank with his back slightly.

The water was already a certain distance away from him.Countless light spots spread out and gathered rapidly, and finally formed a stable round spot that was gradually moving away from him.

Another step is to stop holding your breath.

It's not hard work, but it's painful.

In an instant, he struggled desperately and stretched out his hand towards the round spot in his vision.

But it's too far.not enough.

If death happened in different regions, he thought his lungs should be the first to die.

Like the blades of a turbine, it was torn apart extremely quickly.If it could be cut open, it might have become a blood foam in the ribs.

still falling.

"Do you need us to push you?" the scenic spot staff asked. "Don't be too scared, our place is actually not particularly high—"

The girl who was dragged back after the previous dance said angrily: "Not tall? I almost lost my life... Ouch, help me, my legs are all weak..."

He touched the equipment on his waist and glanced under the tower.

"Ready? I'm calling one two three—one, two—"

He jumped down without hearing the "three" at that time, his internal organs were pulled to one place by the sudden gravity, and his hands almost convulsed to grab something in the air.

The same, seemingly endless falling—

It's just that it was the wind that wrapped him up at that time.

Why can't water preserve the appearance of a corpse like formalin?

"How many points did you score this time?"

This voice stunned him for a long time.During this period, the blurry light in the field of vision stopped, and the water stopped flowing.The severe pain in his lungs disappeared, and he could even speak aloud: "...I don't know. The results haven't come out yet."

"Have you figured out where to go?"

He hangs his head. "No."

"You're an adult and you don't have any plans? I really don't know what to say about you. You haven't made any progress. Look at you——"

"I'm not……"

He still wanted to defend himself, but the falling stopped.

...It's so cold, Mom.

He wanted to close his eyes.

"...Are you sure you're done?"

"..."

"Don't you even look at me?"

"Look at me—didn't you say you loved me?"

"How did you lie to me, Fu Luojia?"

"You said you owe me. That's it. When you said sorry, when did I say it's okay? You owe me."

"I want you to pay from now on, I want you to give me everything."

"I want you to live to satisfy me. One day I want to break the law, and you go to die."

"It's okay, it's okay!! No need to press——"

"Heads down and heads down—"

"Take that dog away, why does it always come to get in the way—"

A mouthful of bloody river water was vomited out.The cold and distorted facial features reset little by little, stained with temperature.

……

Things like moths or dragonflies are flying around under the trees.

The clouds were low in the sky, and the sun came and went.Xu Zhibian stared at it for a long time but still didn't feel the pain in his eyes, until someone called him.

"Brother Yan!"

He turned around, "Why?"

"I haven't seen you for a long time! Where did you fill in?" The boy jumped over in two or three steps, hesitated for a while, and didn't put his hand on his shoulder. "My first choice is D University. Teacher Chen told me for a long time. It's not that I don't like F University. The key is that I just want to study D Law..."

Xu Zhibian smiled, "Not bad, very good."

"You have the highest score in the class, right? Teacher Chen didn't persuade you to go to those awesome schools?"

He didn't answer the question. "I'm going to S University."

"Huh? This is a bit... low, right?"

"Because Fu Luojia is going to S University for medicine." He said, "I'll accompany him."

"...Awesome." The boy clasped his fists together, "Science is pretty good, what about Tang...Tang Cheng, right? I've never heard of him, yet he got a city champion right after he came—"

"I'm not familiar with it either. It should be pretty good. Ye Qingang is still being interviewed by the evening newspaper in the city."

"With such achievements this year, it seems that Principal Gong is about to become a full-time student?"

"Yang Liansheng should have come down." He shrugged.

"Where's the Fu Luojia man, didn't he come to school?" The boy looked around.

"Fu Luojia is waiting for me to go back at home." When Xu Zhibian mentioned this name, he would be very serious.

This boy didn't know him well, and he came to talk to him purely because he was too excited to pass the exam and couldn't talk.But he doesn't care about the motives for others to talk to him, as long as someone talks to him about Fu Luojia, he will be very happy.

Humming a song, he purposely walked away and passed by the window of the grade office.

Ye Qin stopped him again: The person still didn't come?

"You can tell me anything. It's all the same anyway."

She frowned.

"The Department of Medicine at S University is average to him. Even if he must study medicine because of his mother, he can go to a better one..."

"We don't consider repeating the exam." Xu Zhibian said.

"Can you be responsible for his future?" She was very dissatisfied with his tone. "I'm going to tell him to his face."

I can finally say this. "He listens to me."

She snorted coldly. "I'll call his dad."

Xu Zhibian waved his hand casually, turned and left.

After seeing Chen Feng, he went back to Fu Luojia's dormitory and took away the things left there, including his original mobile phone.

Sure enough, just like his computer hard drive, the photos were deleted.He pouted.

It was easier to find the things that Fu Luojia threw away - that day he pinched his nose and rummaged through the garbage cans in the community for a long time before finding the garbage bags containing those things.But it is very troublesome to get back the deleted ones.

Gotta go back and seriously criticize him again.

The owner of the dessert shop hurriedly took the ice cream cart back indoors.Xu Zhibian stepped on the ground with one leg and slowed down, saying that sister, I want two cones.

"You still want to ride a bike, can you take it?" The boss couldn't help being concerned.

He thought about it, and he really couldn't take it, so he ate one while standing under the canopy of the dessert shop.

Before we finished eating, it started to rain.He angrily threw the other untouched cone away.

It's a pity to throw him away-Foraka may feel better after eating this cone.

The phone is on.

There was silence over there, only the same sound of rain as here.

"Are you on the balcony?" Xu Zhibian's voice was gentle, "Don't get caught in the rain, can you go into the living room and wait for me to come back?"

"Okay." Then came the explanation, "I'm not on the balcony. The windows are locked, so I can't get out."

"Have you taken medicine?"

There was a "hmm" over there, quite cute.

Xu Zhibian changed his hand to hold the phone. "You didn't lie to me, did you?"

"No." He smiled.

"Go and turn on the TV now, isn't the documentary you're watching on the air?"

"Okay." After the rustling sound, the male anchor's thick narration sounded, and Fu Luojia was very happy: "It's really on the air."

"Then sit on the sofa and wait for me to come back."

Xu Zhibian looked at the sky and the tree, hung up the phone, walked into the rain, got on his bike and left.

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