I still don't want to go to school today

"It seems to be when Xu Zhibian was in the fourth grade—eh, was it in the fourth grade or the fifth grade? Anyway, you two were not as tall as the original drinking fountain. Did you come to our house to play? We hadn't moved at that time, I still live on the side of the old street, in Yumin's area."

Fu Luojia looked at her blankly, and she took a few steps closer: "You don't remember me? Hey, have I changed so much? They all said that I haven't changed much from now on—"

"Being passionate," Xu Zhijian said "tsk", and put down his crossed feet. "Isn't it normal that others don't remember you? Do you really think you are loved by everyone?"

"I said Xu Zhijian, you should be more polite when talking to your sister!" She sat down on the sofa, bypassing the black girl who was making fun of her.Fu Luojia wanted to move to the other side to leave enough distance, but he and Xu Zhijian were already close enough. "Your aunt calls my card for living expenses every month."

"Then let me ask you, why are you here?"

"The kid is still here, so you just yell at me, you're showing your vicious face." She turned her head and smiled at Fu Luojia again, "Hey, you were obviously not blind when you were young, why did you still fall in love with him when you grew up? With a scheming mind, he has an appearance that can deceive little girls—"

"Liu Shantong!" Xu Zhijian suddenly stood up.

"Ouch." Fu Luojia was pulled by her cousin, and fell to the side unexpectedly - the strength in her hands was in the same strain as Xu Zhijian.

The person who pulled him over hid behind him, leaned on his shoulder and whispered, "Why did he blow up this time...I can't beat him now, kid, help me."

"..."

"Liu Shantong, let go."

"Why are you so nervous, I haven't seen my kid for so many years, can't I chat with him—"

"Who hasn't seen you for many years? He doesn't know you."

"How is it possible!" Cousin shook Fu Luojia's shoulder twice, "How come you don't remember, you used to braid Xu Zhijian's hair because I borrowed hairpin bows and headbands—"

"He and I--"

The swearing was finally swallowed back.

"—Are you going to go or not?"

……

"Fuck," someone finally entered the classroom after lying alone in the classroom for a while. "Who did Li Xin have sex with in the seat? It was so intense?"

Fu Luojia looked up.

"...Don't look at me like that." Tang Cheng put down his schoolbag, "It has nothing to do with me. I only have one thing these days, and that is to seize every minute and every second to review—"

"I kicked it." He said flatly.

"Hiss——" Tang Cheng gasped, "Aren't you afraid of being beaten? Li Xin and Xu Zhijian are very close, they have sent several people to the hospital—" He looked around, lowered his voice again Voice, "Don't worry, I won't tell.—Can I ask you a few questions?"

After explaining a few questions to Tang Cheng, almost everyone in the classroom came.When Li Xin arrived, Fu Luojia paid extra attention, and found that he and Sun Qiya came in arm in arm.

Sun Qiya's face changed when he saw the pile of things, but Li Xin was very calm, and buried his head to pick up things.Sun Qiya said something, and then knelt down to pick it up with him.

"...Do you understand?" He looked away and asked Tang Cheng.

"No." Tang Cheng shook his head heavily.

"That's good." He returned the exercise set. "Ask someone else." He didn't even know what he was talking about.

Not surprisingly, he received a note again during the break.But he has no time to deal with Li Xin for the time being, because Teacher Ye is here again.

"Class representative, the homework I let you accept!"

Fu Luojia never thought of collecting homework since he came back.It stands to reason that he hasn't come for a few days, so someone else should do it for him.So at first he didn't think it was him who was shouting - even if he believed that it would be a matter of time before Teacher Ye found him again.

Half of the class looked at him, and the other half looked at Chen Ke.Chen Ke cleared his throat, "Well, everyone hand in your English homework right away—"

"Didn't the class representative come back? You don't need to collect it on your behalf." Teacher Ye interrupted him with a frown.

Then the other half of the people also looked at him.Chen Ke slammed his chair and sat down.

Fu Luojia pinched his palms.

"Come out, I've been busy recently, and I have a lot to tell you—"

"...Chen Ke is the class representative." In order not to scratch the suddenly itchy scars, he spread his palms on his forehead.

silence.

Teacher Ye's trembling voice seemed to come from the sky. "What's the meaning?"

Fu Luojia was silent.

"Didn't you hear, Fu Luojia? I asked you to collect your homework and hand it over to my office. I have something else to tell you—"

"I don't live in school."

"Varied--"

"Let's just talk here. I don't live on campus. I won't go to the provincial capital during the holidays. You just... just tell her that."

"Foraka!"

"Don't call me." He closed his eyes. "Headache."

The student's respect for the teacher waits until after she leaves before the discussion erupts.

"I'm awesome," someone blew a hooligan whistle.Zhou Linya slapped his hands and turned his face away, "Although Ye Qin isn't a fart in school, it's really brave of you to be so straightforward!"

"I don't like her a long time ago. There are as many wrinkles on her face as pockmarks, and she is smeared with dirty things every day. The smell of her body makes me want to vomit."

"You said you don't live on campus? What do you mean, she wants you to live on campus? What else is there to go to the provincial capital—"

"Hey, why are you lying down again, are you uncomfortable?"

He lay on the table and read Li Xin's note.

"Why are you against me? I asked you because I was afraid that you would suffer. There are many things that Xu Zhijian didn't tell you.

"He has been in the circle since the first year of high school, I'm afraid you don't know how popular he is?

"Don't you have any sense of crisis when you're with him?"

He read it a few times and probably understood the meaning.

"You have shit in your head, don't you?! What else do you want me to do?? Who the fuck likes to take it? If you throw it at me, I'll just throw it in the trash can!!! Who the fuck cares—"

Chen Ke's roar was followed by even more grandiose heckling.

Fu Luojia frowned slightly, trying to plug his ears.

After a while he took out a pen and scribbled a few words on the note.

"Tang Cheng."

"Hey, what are you doing?"

"Pass this," he regrouped the note, "to the one named Li Xin."

"Good. I still don't understand a few questions—"

"...Bring it to me and have a look."

……

For the subsequent English class, no one would call Teacher Li good before class, and the class would always be full of wanton talking and laughing, etc. Fu Luojia was actually unexpected.

"No one likes her." Zhou Linya said. "In the past, everyone didn't think of her as a person. It was you who blew the first horn of resistance."

"……What's up with her?"

"Oh, it's so obvious that it favors eugenics, and looks down on those with poor grades. It's dragging to death. You don't know how impatient Tang Cheng is when he asks her a question. It seems that Tang Cheng has polluted her. Like the air around—really, what did she think she was?"

"Please, Fu Luojia is the one she shows the most obvious favoritism to. He shouldn't be able to find out, right?" Li Shuyi was neither salty nor bland.

"That's why I say that Ye Qin is really a failure. The students she likes so much don't like her, and they don't give her face in front of dozens of people in the class." Zhou Linya shook his head, "I also heard that she divorced It was her husband who didn't want her, and her freshman son didn't want to live with her, so he went with his father."

Fu Luojia tore a page from the draft book with a loud voice.When he looked up, he found that they were all looking at him, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"...I thought you were angry." Zhou Linya muttered. "You've been really weird recently, I always feel like you're going to explode at any moment."

"Unified examination at the end of next week." He said.

"All right, all right, I won't disturb your study."

He also said the same thing to Xu Zhijian.But Xu Zhibian still couldn't understand why this could be a reason to go to school.Xu Zhibian is still—almost every day—difficult to get up early, and insists on going to bed later than he, the insomniac, the next day.

"Don't you memorize a lot of liberal arts?"

"Maybe, I haven't memorized much. History, geography, politics... One subject after another is boring."

Fu Luojia was silent for a while, "Have you taken the test? It's a full set."

"I passed the exam. It's the end of the semester. Last semester... Well, I had something to do last semester, so I didn't take the exam. What's the matter?"

"It's nothing."

Xu Zhibian asked him if he was nervous.He said no.

There may be nervousness, but it will not be because of the exam.

Maybe it's related to some kind of premonition.

During physical education class that afternoon, he saw a car next to the teaching building, the window was opened a little, and it smelled of orange freshener.After seeing the license plate, he deliberately touched the hood, it was warm.

Then he ran all the way upstairs, knocking open the door he hadn't opened for a long time.

Boss chair, desk, photos on the desk, electric stove in the corner, two people sitting opposite each other.

"Gaga?"

The person sitting on the boss chair was very surprised and turned sideways towards him. "Aren't you supposed to be in class now?"

He looked at the other person who was sitting.There was a cup of cloudy tea in front of her, and her gaze passed over the mirror frame.

"He's been like this recently. He doesn't listen to discipline, is rude, contradicts the teacher, can't tell what is good from what is bad, and hangs out with some bastards all day—"

"I'm sorry, teacher, I'm bothering the teacher. His mother is in the hospital, and I'm too far away, so I couldn't take the responsibility of supervising in time—"

"Look at him now! He's gloomy and loose, and he's going to be in his third year of high school soon! He's not mentally prepared, what does that sound like?"

"I let the teacher down, I will definitely communicate with him well. Jiajia, apologize to the teacher."

He took a step forward while bowing his head.

When he raised his head, he stretched out his hand suddenly, and smashed everything on the table to the ground.