I still don't want to go to school today

Of course it's not right, it's not a benign emotion.Fu Luojia wanted to defend this point, but his thinking was pulled away by the time point of "a few years ago".It is true that he doesn't remember much about elementary school, but he has a vague idea of ​​his speech and behavior patterns at that time.

Aisles, corridors, classroom corners, playgrounds, school gates...

and the little ones.

He stands in it, and his role is—

"...What else did I say to you?" Xu Zhibian's attitude towards these things before was varying from enthusiasm to indifference, and it was even more difficult for him to have the desire to explore—maybe some kind of protective mechanism was at work over the years It's not that he hasn't thought about it.

"Are you influenced by me?" He felt his own resistance, but he still had to go on. "before……"

Have I hurt you before?

"You are fine," but Xu Zhibian just said that. "I've liked you before."

……

Dad emphasized to Teacher Ye that he hoped that Fu Luojia would "have more contacts with the outstanding students in this class, open up his heart, and gain sincere friendship" in the third year of high school. Roommates in the class" problem of time difference between work and rest.

After learning who this "roommate from the other class" was, Mrs. Ye immediately understood the connotation of the conversation. After Xu Zhibian took the initiative to move away, he found another focus: the outstanding students in "this class".

She counted down the standings and raised her head from the podium: "Rudy, move to the empty seat in the fourth row."

"You," she looked down at Zhou Linya who had been sitting by the podium for a long time, "do you want to continue to sit here or what? I see that you have been clean for so many days, and your ranking has not improved."

Zhou Linya dropped the pen in his hand, pushed the chair and stood up.

"Be respectful."

Rudy was obviously not happy either. Zhou Linya stood in front of him with the book in his arms and he didn't move. When Teacher Ye showed doubts, he objected in a low voice: "I have the right to choose. I don't want to have sex with people I don't like. Deskmate."

"I'm ranking by grades. You did well in the exam this time. If you don't go, I'll let the one below you go." Teacher Ye became impatient. "Do you know the principle of learning from each other? This is your chance."

Rudy fell silent.Zhou Linya tossed the book away: "What the fuck, move it quickly!!"

Fu Luojia silently watched him tidy up and settle down next to him.Rudy has too many books, many of which are directly piled up on the desk, which makes Fu Luojia's vision on the left and right very unbalanced, and there is a sense of discomfort that foreign objects have invaded.

Rudy didn't communicate with him the whole time. He took out this document and just read it without a pen in his hand.

Tang Cheng came to knock on the back of his chair, but he responded briefly without looking back: "For questions, ask Rudy."

There was a soft "hum" from the side, and the atmosphere relaxed slightly.

It’s not that Xu Zhibian’s ranking in liberal arts has attracted attention. He has been asked about this matter unintentionally or maliciously many times, so the first sentence Rudy said to him was not too surprising: “Xu Zhibian Cheating, is there any help from you, you two are so gluey—”

He was not salty: "The surveillance video of the monthly exam has not been overwritten. ——You are taking the exam at 506, aren't you?"

He wasn't so sure that Rudy's grades were fake, but Rudy's reaction confirmed it.

"Is it..." The originally pale face gradually turned red, "You gays are all so cheap?"

In any case, it is impossible to "open your heart and reap sincere friendship".

One night when he was halfway running, it suddenly started to rain heavily. He took Xu Zhijian to hide in the shade of a huge camphor tree, and waited for the rain to pass.After a while, Heimi came out of her own bush with the leash in her mouth, and snuggled up to Xu Zhijian's feet.

He could feel the hot and humid moisture on Heimi's fur and Xu Zhijian's body temperature.Everything can be touched except this rain, so the rain gradually becomes a false background.

They didn't speak for a while, Xu Zhijian's index finger slowly moved across his palm, as if drawing a meaningless symbol.

After the darkness drenched the rain, it stopped and did not move forward to them.

Xu Zhijian tapped his fingertips to indicate that it was over.He blinked and saw the corners of Xu Zhibian's mouth curled up.

He opened his mouth almost subconsciously:

"At that time we..."

"Where do you want to be in a year from now?"

He was stunned.

"Have you thought about it?" Xu Zhibian's voice was very soft.

He had meant to talk about the past—or the present as well.future……

"I want to go to the same place as you."

"...you can go where you want to go."

Hei Mi raised her head, stood up and walked around them, flicking her tail while watching.

Xu Zhijian held a small piece of flesh from his lower lip and refused to let go, biting and sucking.Fu Luojia felt the pain, and unknowingly led him back out of the shade.

The rain stopped.

"Come to my house on weekends and make up math for me."

Dafu Luojia's state of mind suddenly changed dramatically as soon as this order was issued.While trying to explain "you know my math level", he turned out all the textbooks for three years in high school - the liberal arts are a little different from what they learned - and started to make a review outline for the table of contents.

He actually didn't know how to learn mathematics better. This method was mentioned by the junior high school mathematics teacher when he asked them to prepare for the senior high school entrance examination. He never used it because he was lazy.

He also retrieved the papers that had been written and thrown aside before, and selected the few papers with the lowest scores, densely packed with knowledge points and error-prone points in the blank space, and put them in the notebook for writing the outline.

After finishing writing, he stared at his handwriting, the structure was loose and the strokes were erratic, which was far worse than Xu Zhijian's handwriting, and he began to think about whether to change it to a typed draft.

There was a physical education class after that, and the car was already there when he got to the school gate.Dad rolled down the window a little to hand out the medicine, and raised the window again before he could speak.

As soon as the medicine bag was opened, there was a scent of oranges, and the medicines were still the same types, with an extra box of soda candy.

One can tell at a glance that it is Lin Guoren's favorite.

When I returned to the classroom, I found that the notebook that was originally placed on the table was gone.

Apart from him, there are three people in the classroom, Rudy, Sun Qia and a girl.Rudy was sleeping on the table, Sun Qiya was playing with her mobile phone with her head down, and the girl was cutting her nails.

"Have you finished reading it?" He walked up to Sun Qiya, "Should I return it to me?"

Sun Qiya glanced at him, "Crazy, what do I see about you?"

He was silent for a moment, then suddenly stretched out his hand to grab the back of Sun Qiya's chair, dragged the chair away with force, and bent down to feel inside the table.

The book is on top.

"You fucking—"

He has turned around.

Sun Qiya changed his tone again: "Why are you taking notes on liberal arts and mathematics, and is it for someone?"

The sound of clipping nails stopped.Rudy propped his head on his hands and looked over.

Fu Luojia still ignored him.

"I have evidence that he hangs out with those perverts, as long as I send the pictures—"

"You can see who will disappear from here first," Pharoja said.

This is of course not just talk.Tuning and monitoring can make many things easier.After explaining to Mr. Ye that "the pen bought by my mother disappeared", he found the classroom video after the lights were turned off the night before.

The probe has a night vision function, and the color of the human body is brighter than the environment.The two white shadows in the screen quickly gathered and covered each other, and he operated the mouse to quickly capture the screen.

"did you find it?"

"……No."

"Hey...it's okay, your mother will buy it for you when she gets better."

The extra images in the folder on the computer desktop should come into play within the next week.

Liu Shantong was also present at Saturday's dinner, although Xu Zhijian was reluctant.Fu Luojia took the takeaway at the door, patted Hei Mi on the head and asked her to loosen the trousers of the takeaway uncle.

Liu Shantong moved a chair and sat down next to him, and brought a dessert in front of him.

"This is for Xu..."

"Leave him alone, you eat."

He dug out a small spoonful and tasted it meaningfully, but still pushed the thing to Xu Zhijian.Xu Zhibian rolled his eyes at Liu Shantong.

"Childish. He was even more extreme when he was young," Liu Shantong said, "You may not know, didn't you leave when he graduated from the sixth grade, how sad was he? - I have to make up stories to coax him , Say hello to him twice a day, call him by his name the first time, call your name the second time, he will answer me twice, follow your example. Childish ghost."

"Stop talking—" Xu Zhibian seemed really angry.

"Learn from me?" He was stunned.

"He treats you like a little idol - how dare you kick me!"

Explaining mathematics to Xu Zhibian was much easier than he imagined.Xu Zhibian's comprehension ability is very good, he took the outline and read it by himself, and ticked off a few key chapters.

"Probability and statistics... I don't quite understand it." Fu Luojia handed him the prepared topic, "You should try to do it first."

Xu Zhibian was different from his habit, he rarely used draft paper, and his reading speed was very fast. After reading the questions for a while, he started to write slowly in the answer place, with neat and beautiful handwriting.The resulting rolls tend to look pretty good—though not necessarily right.

He will be very focused when he starts a problem, as if he is grinding some kind of grain.Unlike Fu Luojia, he can be distracted by watching people doing the questions.

"Are you sleeping here tonight?" Xu Zhibian asked suddenly.

He nodded.