make do

Maybe it was because he was tired, so after the ups and downs, Yan Chen fell asleep quickly, his arms still tightly wrapped around Lu Xuyi.

The heat from the madness just now still remains in the hidden part behind him, and it seems that it can flow out with a single movement.Lu Xuyi stared blankly at the man in front of him with his eyes closed tightly. After a long time, he heard his heart beating uncontrollably, and heat slowly rushed to his cheeks.

Hate it?it's OK.

Like it?like.

Lu Xuyi asked himself and answered, this was something he had been looking forward to for a long time. Occasionally, when he dreamed back at midnight, his swollen lower body reminded him of that hazy dream where he could see the protagonist clearly.

I like Yan Chen.Liked for a long time, a long time.Long enough to get used to it, long enough to become a habit.If one day he really couldn't like her anymore, Lu Xuyi felt that he would definitely collapse.

After waiting for so long, Yan Chen was finally single.After accidentally catching a glimpse of Yan Chen's reaction that day, Lu Xuyi was excited for a long time.But there was no panting sound as he thought in the bathroom, only the sound of water dripping down.His ecstatic heart suddenly calmed down.

It seems that it has been a few months since Yan Chen broke up?When a man is full of blood, it is normal for him to hold back for a few months and suddenly can't help it. How could he think that Yan Chen is because of himself?

Really narcissistic.Lu Xuyi curled his lips, and was no longer in the mood to chat with Yan Chen anymore, and went back to the bedroom without saying a word.Since that day, there has been an invisible barrier between the two.

They were not familiar with each other, so they knew a lot about Yan Chen. Does Yan Chen know him?

The answer is self-evident.

But how could things become like this?

Lu Xuyi seldom did such a thing, maybe that incident really stimulated him, or maybe it was because he lived under the same roof as Yan Chen every day.There is only one bathroom in the suite, and every time Yan Chen finishes washing, the water vapor left in the bathroom and the faint fragrance in the air can always easily stir up the string that Lu Xuyi has been pressing deep in his heart.

Lu Xuyi doesn't like watching movies, and he seldom satisfies himself.Indulging once in a while can also make people completely relaxed.This time, he probably indulged too much, but how could he know that Yan Chen, who was supposed to be filming on the set, would appear at his door at this very moment?

At that moment, Lu Xuyi wished he could slip through a crack in the ground, or quickly went online to see if anyone was selling medicine that could make people lose their memory for Yan Chen to take.He even regretted it, why was he bewitched by such a small temptation at that time?If he didn't live under the same roof as Yan Chen at that time, wouldn't he have let him see him doing such embarrassing things?

Masturbation is not scary, what is scary is that Yan Chen knows his orientation.

Lu Xuyi also forgot how much effort he had used to stop the trembling all over his body.

But what happened later was too inexplicable. After he came back to his senses, he followed the natural reflection of his body and completely indulged himself.

Things don't seem to be bad either?Lu Xuyi covered his face, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.Even if it was 419, the person he had been waiting for for so many years, at least gave him a little response.

Even if it is a physiological reaction that even he himself disdains.

The mobile phone on the side vibrated for a long time before Lu Xuyi lazily reached out to take it, without looking at whose call it was directly connected to.

"Hey……"

Liu Liang's voice was anxious and incoherent, but Lu Xuyi understood what he was talking about immediately.

Director Cheng did tell him about the bed scene. Since Yan Chen doesn't want to shoot it now, then let's not do it.Thinking about it, he comforted Liu Liang first, then called Director Cheng to apologize, and asked him to cancel the scene and asked Yan Chen for a day off.

Hanging up the phone, looking at Yan Chen's tightly closed eyes, there was a slight breathing sound next to his ears.Lu Xuyi suddenly found that it was as if someone had taken a nail in his chest and lightly hammered it in with a small hammer.The process is slow and the pain is sharp.

He pushed himself into the abyss step by step.

There are thorns and rocks everywhere, and it is barren, with no grass growing.In the place filled with smoke and thick, there was a complicated and rugged path, the ground was covered with thorns, and he walked barefoot.The bright red blood draws from the punctured wound, moistening the road, making the thorns grow more vigorously, and the road ahead becomes more and more difficult.

All mistakes start here.

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As soon as he woke up, he found this naked man in his arms. Yan Chen subconsciously wanted to push him away.But when he saw the man's face clearly, he regained his senses in an instant.

Still trying to push it away, but it's just hot.There is no such psychological line of disgust and rejection.

The temperature of the air conditioner seemed a bit high, Yan Chen carefully touched the remote control from the bedside and lowered it by two degrees.

The man in his arms was breathing lightly, and the tip of his nose was covered with a thin layer of sweat, Yan Chen wiped it off for him without thinking.After wiping, he was taken aback again.

Yan Chen wanted to laugh, but also felt sad.The smile is that he doesn't seem to be the frigidity that Mu Qing said, and he still can't escape Lin Jing's curse sadly.

Unconsciously stroking the man's back with his hand, it was only after taking off his glasses that Yan Chen realized that Lu Xuyi's eyelashes were not only very long but also very thick.When he opened his eyes, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, with a faint light and an itchy throbbing.The thin lips are slightly parted, and the red tongue can be seen through the tiny gap.The soft hair was messily attached to the head, and the whole person revealed a lazy taste, which was very different from his usual cold and abstinent appearance.

What should we do now?

In this life, the person Yan Chen hates the most is Yan Hongwen, who has no responsibility and doesn't know what responsibility is.

Now that the matter between them has happened, if Lu Xuyi has no objection, he will also be responsible.

Yan Chen smiled wryly, but in the end he still chose the path he hated.

When Lu Xuyi woke up, Yan Chen told him his thoughts.

Will Lu Xuyi have any objections?How could he have an opinion?

He wished he could drag Yan Chen to the Netherlands to get a marriage certificate, of course, the premise is that Yan Chen is willing.He waited for so long, even if it was because of Yan Chen's guilt, he would not refuse this rare opportunity.

The deformed relationship between the two seems to have started at this time, so when did Yan Chen fall into it?

Probably on the day when the same-sex marriage law was passed in October, Lu Xuyi rummaged through the box and took out the household registration book from the depths of the suitcase, and rushed to pull Yan Chen, with an unprecedented serious tone: "Why don't we try?"

Lu Xuyi's eyes are very beautiful, but he had a slight cold a few days ago. Because of sneezing, his eyes seemed to be full of water all the time. Lu Xuyi thought it was troublesome, so he took off his glasses all the time in the hotel.The warm light in the room fell from the top of his head, reflecting into his clear eyes, shining with the brilliance of broken stars.

At that moment, Yan Chen clearly heard his heart "jump" from his chest to his throat.

After a long time, he said hoarsely, "Okay."