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Lu Xuyi admitted that the seven-year marriage between himself and Yan Chen was a failure.Because in this relationship, apart from him, there is no one who has given his sincerity, and Yan Chen has been ignored from the beginning to the end.He also knew that he lost ugly, but he never thought that he would lose so ugly.

"You know I've been in Hollywood, I thought a

The country is big, but the facts make me have to admit that the world is too small. "An Yan took out the stack of documents and handed it to Lu Xuyi.

Lu Xuyi also forgot what expression he had at that time, but he still remembered his heart that was riddled with holes and bleeding from those photos.It was as if there was a dagger that cut iron like mud, slashing his chest one after another, very smoothly, and the knife fell with blood.His throat was tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and he could only breathe with his mouth open.

An Yan's words made Lu Xuyi feel as if he was in an ice cellar, and each word was like a curse from a devil, making him feel so much pain.Lu Xuyi really wanted to ask him to stop talking, but when he opened his mouth, he was unable to speak out because of the suffocating pain.

"The film was filmed in Los Angeles, which happened to be the hospital where Yan Chen took Mu Qing to the obstetric examination. At first, I just thought the back looked a bit like it, so I didn't look carefully. But then I saw Anna greeting him. Anna is the daughter of the movie. The protagonist, she has worked with Yan Chen before."

"She was also surprised when she saw Yan Chen, and asked Yan Chen casually if Mu Qing was his girlfriend. Yan Chen didn't speak, but just smiled. Mu Qing didn't seem to be happy about what she heard, and kept her face dark. Finally, they chatted After a few sentences, Yan Chen took Mu Qing away."

"I was not close or far away at the time. I didn't hear what they talked about very clearly. Because I will soon have a role in the scene, so I only heard this... Afterwards, when I was busy with the filming, I found someone Went to the hospital to check, Yan Chen indeed took Mu Qing to the obstetrics and gynecology department."

"I didn't intend to tell you at first... because I know that you love Yan Chen very much, to the core and to the depths of your life. My thought at the time was to let this matter rot in my stomach, but just A month ago, the person I sent to spy on Mu Qing told me that Mu Qing had returned to China with her child..."

"I was still involved in a lot of roles at the time, so I couldn't leave immediately. I had no choice but to let people continue to watch Mu Qing in China. During the period when Yan Chen came back from country A, there was indeed no contact between them. But on the day Mu Qing returned home, Yan Chen..."

Having said that, An Yan paused.

Lu Xuyi tried his best to make himself look relaxed, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his eyebrows were curved, and he said: "And then?" But he didn't know that after he finished speaking, his heart was broken again, and his heart deviated from the original position. He kept falling, and the blood all over his body froze.

"Yan Chen..." An Yan looked directly at Lu Xuyi, his eyes were full of unbearable, but he didn't know that the unbearable in his eyes was cruel when it fell into Lu Xuyi's eyes!Even An Yan felt sorry for him!

An Yan quickly closed her eyes, then opened them again quickly, with a hoarse voice: "Yan Chen has gone to pick up the plane..." As the words fell to the ground, there was a long sigh one after another, falling in the empty villa, lifeless .

Lu Xuyi collapsed at that moment, trembling uncontrollably, cold sweat dripped from his forehead, and then covered his whole body.He seemed to be in a whirling abyss, dizzy and unable to see clearly the road ahead.His eyes were extremely red, but the tears seemed to have dried up. Even if Lu Xuyi was hoarse, there was not a single tear that could wet his eyes.

This sudden truth made Lu Xuyi unable to straighten his back, and forced him to have an operation to remove the heart that was bleeding all the time, tormenting Lu Xuyi's fragile and helpless nerves.

"What should I do? An Yan, what should I do..." Lu Xuyi's voice was hoarse, and there was no trace of anger on his face, which was completely ashes.

And An Yan was still adding fuel to it, "Get a divorce, is it possible that you still have to raise a child for Mu Qing? A bastard born from Yan Chen's extramarital affair? Lu Xuyi, don't be so cheap!"

Lu Xuyi's face became paler and paler, like a piece of transparent paper. After being extremely disappointed and mournful, his heart suddenly turned ashamed, and finally returned to a piece of stagnant water.

——"Okay." After a long time, Lu Xuyi spoke, still in a muddy hoarse voice, "I'm not a bitch."

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This happened just four months ago, and until now, Lu Xuyi still clearly remembers the pain, that's why he woke up so quickly after that auction.But after all, he had fantasies about Yan Chen, that's why after knowing the naked truth, when Yan Chen needed help, he still stretched out his hand without hesitation.

At this moment, he was extremely thankful that the fantasy in his heart did not make his relationship with Yan Chen fall into a dead end.

It has been three full days since I learned the truth from Wu Wei.Lu Xuyi finally adjusted his mentality and stepped into An Yan's villa.

Lu Xuyi has not been to An Yan's villa for a whole month. An Yan still trusts him as always, so Lu Xuyi also has a key to An Yan's villa, just like Lu Xuyi trusted him and gave him the key to the Lu family's gate Same.

Lu Xuyi had never been to An Yan's house alone.Every time he went, he would call in advance, and after learning that An Yan was not at home, he would ask An Yan when he would go back, and then pick a time when An Yan was at home.

But this time, he specially chose to go when An Yan was not at home.

An Yan didn't live with his parents, and he lived alone in the big villa. But because of the part-time job and his obsession with cleanliness, the house was always clean and tidy, and there was no trace of dust on the white floor.

Lu Xuyi took out the slippers he often wore from the shoe cabinet and changed them on, closed the door unhurriedly, walked slowly upstairs, turned a corner, and arrived at the study.

His eyes looked at ten lines, and after 10 minutes, Lu Xuyi did not find what he wanted on the bookcase.That's right, how could An Yan keep things in the same place after he was almost discovered last time?

Lu Xuyi shook his head slightly and sighed, wondering if he was mocking his simple thinking.One thing, from the time it happened until now, An Yan kept it a secret from herself for five full years, and even used this so-called "truth" to slander Yan Chen, and she still believed it to be true.

After leaving the study, Lu Xuyi didn't bother to restore the things, he didn't even close the study door, and opened the door of An Yan's bedroom.

No matter where this villa is, Lu Xuyi can go in, but An Yan's bedroom, because Lu Xuyi is gay, he especially avoids it, regardless of gender.Therefore, according to An Yan's understanding of herself, the bedroom is probably the most dangerous and safest place.

An Yan really thought so in his heart, Lu Xuyi smiled slightly, otherwise, why would he carelessly put these evidences directly in the drawer of the bedside table?

After silently reading the thick stack of materials, Lu Xuyi's temples throbbed, and the pain was severe.

He was very curious and puzzled, what is An Yan's purpose in doing these things?

Just to separate him and Yan Chen?Or is it to smear Yan Chen unscrupulously?Or is it because he likes Yan Chen?

No, it's impossible!Lu Xuyi rubbed his sore temples, Anyan a steel straight man, how could he like Yan Chen?But if An Yan didn't like Yan Chen, why did he try to separate them?

This time I filed for divorce with Yan Chen. To be honest, after knowing the truth of all this, Lu Xuyi regretted it.He regretted why he had to believe in other people's one-sided words, why he didn't go to investigate in person, why did he doubt Yan Chen?

At first, he fell into panic and remorse, and then he slowly sobered up, and he began to think about An Yan's purpose for doing all this.After thinking about it to no avail, he decided to come to An Yan's villa to look for it, to see if, as Wu Wei said, An Yan was going to start blackmailing Yan Chen recently, and wanted to use this black material to directly ask Charlie to take Yan Chen out of the house. Delisted from the character list of "Sea of ​​Stars".

At this moment, the thick document in his hand proves that Wu Wei did not lie.The information on An Yan has already been collected, and now he is simply waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity that can make Yan Chen unable to turn over forever. Therefore, he has not made a move until now, and Lu Xuyi was able to find this document in the villa. .

Now, he knows everything he wants to know, but he still wants to know a reason, so even if he blames it in his heart, Lu Xuyi is willing and wants to hear An Yan's explanation based on his friendship of more than 20 years.

No matter how high-sounding the reason is, he still listens to it, as if in this way, he can find a perfect excuse for his mistake.

An excuse to apologize to Yan Chen, and an excuse to ease their relationship.

Yes, at the moment when he knew the truth, Lu Xuyi forgot everything in his mind. He only thought that he should go to Yan Chen quickly, apologize to him, and explain everything to him. He hoped that Yan Chen would forgive his waywardness, and then Then start again with Yan Chen.

He thought very well, and this thought was extremely strong, but the stronger he got, the more he understood that he couldn't go back.

He personally lifted the fig leaf between himself and Yan Chen, and now he has to go back and cover it again. How can Lu Xuyi not understand the truth that it is hard to get rid of it?

But the more he couldn't go, the stronger this thought became, until it made it difficult for him to control himself.Therefore, he urgently wanted to understand why An Yan did this.

As if in this way, he can put all the blame on others.But how could Lu Xuyi not understand, if he hadn't blindly listened to him, how could this series of things have happened?

"Crack", the door was finally opened from the outside, Lu Xuyi sat up slightly, and the person he was waiting for finally came back.