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"Come for a physical examination?" Shen Cheng smiled, trying to make his expression look as natural as possible.But the two people present understood how it was possible to appear in the hematology department just for ordinary physical examination.

I know, but I don't want to point it out, maybe there is still a little bit of luck in my heart.

Yan Chen raised it harshly at first, then slowly put it down.For a moment, he didn't know whether he should laugh or cry, and finally there was a dumbfounded expression on his face.He didn't expect such a coincidence that the secret that he wanted to hide until the last moment was exposed in front of a person he didn't accept until yesterday, and he left without turning around. It was already Yan Chen who tried his best.

As if accepting his fate, Yan Chen walked to the chair in front of the desk and sat down, smiled wryly: "Uncle Shen, what a coincidence."

The atmosphere was a bit dry, and Shen Cheng was not a person who was good at dealing with such situations, so he could only change the topic dryly: "Coincidentally, I have been working here, it's normal if you don't know... Ah, yes, back to the topic, What are you going to check here for? Is it a routine physical examination? You don’t come to the hematology department for routine examinations. I have a colleague who is..."

"Uncle Shen," Yan Chen interrupted Shen Cheng, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "I'm here to check whether there is a significant increase or decrease in white blood cells in my blood, whether there are primitive or immature cells. Because from the first two months, I started to have frequent nosebleeds and frequent fever..."

After a pause, Yan Chen continued: "A month ago, I was filming in country A, and the test result was diagnosed as leukemia, but..."

"But you think it might be an error in the inspection, and want to make sure again?" Shen Cheng put down the pen he had been holding in his hand, took off the eyes on the bridge of his nose, and covered his eyes with his hands.He is slightly short-sighted and only wears it when he goes to work.

"The blood test can't be wrong..." Shen Cheng said, "Whether it's at home or abroad, the blood test report will not be too big for any hospital above the second-level hospital. So, what is the name of the hospital you are looking for?" ?”

Yan Chen reported the name of the hospital.

Shen Cheng only felt that his chest was pressed by a boulder and he couldn't breathe. He hadn't felt this uncomfortable feeling for a long time.As a doctor, he has seen too many births, old ages, illnesses and deaths, but for some reason, this time he is not willing to admit this established fact.

"You should do another blood test." Shen Cheng twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly, and continued: "Nowadays with advanced technology, bone marrow transplantation is not as risky as before. As long as the HLA match reaches more than eight points, the success rate of the operation will increase." It will be as high as 60% to 70%. We can check with your immediate family members first, and if not, we can look for it from the bone marrow bank. As long as you are not in the accelerated period, everything is still in time. So, don’t be in a hurry, we can take it slow Slow down...the first thing you have to do is to be hospitalized and receive targeted therapy, so that the disease can be brought under control, and then we can slowly find the matching bone marrow."

How could Yan Chen not know that the first thing he should do now is to receive treatment?During these days, when the night was quiet, he always picked up his mobile phone unconsciously and searched all the questions related to leukemia treatment over and over again. There are still many leukemia-related webpages in his mobile browser favorites.But he had to face a cruel reality.

Even though he doesn't want to give up hope, the hope he can keep is only 5.00%, because——"Uncle Shen, maybe my dad doesn't know, my blood type is different from his, I follow my mother, I have HR negative blood .”

One sentence, like a blow to the head, instantly shattered Shen Cheng's full of words.

"So what?" Rubbing his swollen temples, Shen Cheng put on his glasses again, took out a blood test form and began to fill out, "Your blood type is the same as your mother's, so start checking with your mother first. There is a bone marrow bank, there is no bone marrow bank in China, there are also those in Europe and the United States, and there are also those in the world. There are so many people on the earth, is it possible that there is still no one to match?"

"So what about panda blood? Aren't there a lot of giant pandas in Huaxia?" After tearing off the written list and handing it to Yan Chen, Shen Cheng took the landline on the table and made a call, and called someone to lead him. Without waiting for the doctor in charge to arrive, he directly pulled Yan Chen to go to the blood draw place.

"Wait..." Yan Chen pinched the list in his hand, "I'm an adult, I can go by myself. But at the same time, it's professional ethics for doctors to keep patients' privacy, so I hope, Uncle Shen, you can stand on the side of doctors. stand unwaveringly.”

"Heh..." Shen Cheng chuckled, trying to keep his tone calm: "Why are you still pressing me with professional ethics?"

"Dad's health has become worse and worse in recent years. I don't want him to worry about me. I think Uncle Shen thinks the same as me." Yan Chen said with a smile.

This smiling and polite look is exactly the same as that of Yan Hongwen when he was young.Shen Cheng felt uneasy and sullen, turned his head and said: "You young people are very talkative, I can't say no to you. But the idea of ​​not wanting you to die is indeed the same as your father's, after all he I don't want to be at his bedside when I'm old."

The smile in Yan Chen's eyes deepened.

"So hurry up and check it out. I'll make a call there, and the results will come out at noon. You can go to the hospital in the afternoon when you get the results. I'll arrange the beds, and the treatment can start in the afternoon..." He exhaled again With a breath, Shen Cheng picked up the water glass and took a sip of water, without turning his head, waved his back to Yan Chen, motioning him to go quickly.

Yan Chen lowered his eyes, pulled on the mask, turned and went out, the moment his hand touched the handle, he seemed to think of something again, turned around and said: "Thank you, Uncle Shen."

"Hurry up, I still have dozens of patients to see, don't waste my time here!" Shen Cheng lost his patience and sat down on the sofa by himself, ignoring Yan Chen.

Yan Chen was not annoyed, and even had fun in his bitterness.So does he count as being honored by his father now?There is an acquaintance in the hematology department who can get the report in advance and perform the surgery himself.

Although both Yan Chen and Shen Cheng understand that even if the blood types match, there are very few people with more than eight HLA points. Can Yi Yanchen survive?

What's more, Yan Chen has long lost hope for the future.Treatment or not, is just a means to prolong life.When he received treatment, he just wanted to see if Shen Cheng, who had been with Yan Hongwen for more than 30 years, could give him something to depend on when he grew old.I also want to inquire about Lu Xuyi's recent news and see if he has found another caring person.It's better to find someone who loves him and he loves him too.In this way, he can completely forget about himself.

In the end, he had to hide it from Lu Xuyi and the fans, find a remote island or a small mountain village by himself, and slowly wait for him to get up and approach.Then he would ask people to burn his body, and just leave a box for Yan Hongwen, let him keep it as a nostalgia, and sprinkle the rest anywhere without polluting the environment.

Yan Chen also understands that hospitalization for treatment is the best way now, but Yan Chen can't do it.How could he be hospitalized at this time?He hasn't explained to all the fans why he quit the circle, and he hasn't figured out how to tell Yan Hongwen. Most importantly, he still doesn't know how Lu Xuyi is doing.

It turned out that I got it at noon, and Yanchen didn't go home after the blood was drawn, so he sat in a small corner of the hospital.I don't know where Shen Cheng got Yan Chen's phone call, but he called Yan Chen at noon and asked him to get the report.

When Yan Chen arrived at the office, he was not surprised to see Shen Cheng also there.Greeting naturally, Yan Chen just found a place to sit down, his face calm.

"Go to the hospital." As soon as Yan Chen sat down, Shen Cheng said, "Although you are currently in the accelerated stage, who can guarantee that you will still be in the accelerated stage tomorrow? The time for everyone to enter the rapid stage is different. It is a day, a month, or a year or two. I am a doctor, and I don't like to gamble, which is why I only do operations that I am sure of. Therefore, it is the best choice for you to be hospitalized for treatment now. Your father's side I will help you hide it first, you are hospitalized first, and we can find the bone marrow matching slowly..."

"...I can't be hospitalized yet." Yan Chen interrupted Shen Cheng again, "Uncle Shen, please prescribe me some medicine first, I'll take it first, it should be able to inhibit the spread of cancer cells, and then wait..."

"What are you waiting for?" Shen Cheng laughed angrily. He also forgot that Yan Chen was just a stranger with a familiar name. Matching bone marrow? Did the fuck you turn into a box of ashes when your dad found out?"

Yan Chen was slightly taken aback, then smiled again, his chest felt warm.He understands that Shen Cheng really thinks for himself, so it's normal for him to speak unscrupulously.

After losing his temper, Shen Cheng quickly came back to his senses, a little helpless, and a little bit confused: "It's uncle who said something wrong, don't take it to heart, I just..."

"I understand." Yan Chen interrupted Shen Cheng again, explaining: "I understand what Uncle Shen means, it's not that I'm not ready to receive treatment, I just have some things to deal with, I have to deal with these things before I can be hospitalized .”

"What could be more important than your life?" Shen Cheng frowned.

Yan Chen smiled slightly and said: "It's not a matter, it's a person and a group of people. I don't want him to know that I divorced him because of my illness, and I don't want fans to know that I quit the circle because of my illness."

Shen Cheng instantly understood, that's why he hates people who risk their lives for love, even though he is also the type of people he hates the most.