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"Do you want to hear a story?" Mu Qing asked.

"What?" Lu Xuyi was puzzled.

"Listen," Mu Qing smiled, "You should know these things."

This story is a bit long.The starting point of the story is when Yan Chen and Mu Qing met each other.

Mu Qing and Yan Chen are not childhood sweethearts, but they have known each other since childhood.At that time Yan Chen was still a little one, on the day of Yan's family banquet, he sat alone on the stone bench in the garden.Mu Qing and a group of little girls were arguing and going to the garden to pick flowers, and they saw Yan Chen who didn't fit in with the others at a glance.

Silent, quiet, and even a bit cold and aloof from strangers.It may be that Mu Qing has really loved beauty since she was a child, so no matter what kind of person you are, as long as you are good-looking, she wants to make friends.

So, in that garden, Mu Qing, who was only eight years old, took the initiative to hold Yan Chen, who was only nine years old.

Since then, the two have often played together.

At that time, Yan Chen didn't like to talk, when they were together, it was often Mu Qing who chattered endlessly by himself, and Yan Chen answered a sentence or two from time to time.

As they got older, the relationship between the two became closer.Until that incident happened, the relationship between the two was brought to a new level.

The teenage Yan Chen doesn't need love, but the teenage cardamom girl is already pregnant with spring.

Mu Qing likes Yan Chen, very much, very much.But Yan Chen, as if deliberately pretending not to understand, expressing and hinting are useless to him.

Mu Qing is shy. Girls like their beautiful first love to be initiated by boys.But in the end Yan Chen was different, it was Mu Qing who confessed in the end.

In fact, it's not a confession, it's just asking if you want to be together, but Mu Qing is very happy in the end.

This love lasted four years.

In the past four years, I have to ask Yan Chen if he has done anything wrong.That's really not the case.

Mu Qing said that she was hungry, and Yan Chener would definitely show up downstairs in her dormitory within 10 minutes.Aunt Mu Qing was in pain, Yan Chen would not tell her to drink more hot water, but would bring warm baby and menstrual pain medicine.When Mu Qing gets into a little mood, Yan Chen will coax her patiently.

During the time they were together, there was not a single quarrel.Even if it was a quarrel, it was just Mu Qing's unilateral quarrel.This is not a quarrel at all, it can only be said to be Mu Qing's unreasonable trouble.

But Mu Qing didn't know how to vent her emotions.She couldn't think of any solution except to fight.The result is arguing and arguing, which is the end of breaking up.

In fact, on the day of the breakup, Mu Qing was also dizzy with anger, and blurted out the word break up.But Yan Chen agreed just like that.Easily, without thinking about it, and without holding back, I agreed to break up.

"Why?" Hearing this, Lu Xuyi really didn't understand, why didn't Yan Chen stay?Childhood sweetheart and first love again, after four years of love, how can we separate after breaking up?

Mu Qing smiled wryly, and said, "He doesn't love me at all! Don't break up, keep it for the New Year?"

Lu Xuyi was taken aback for a moment, and his heart shook violently.

"Surprised?" Mu Qing seemed to have guessed that Lu Xuyi would have such a reaction, even though her face was bitter, she still tried her best to give Lu Xuyi a bright smile.

"You said, our minds are quite open now. It's normal to be together for a month without holding hands, hugging or kissing. It can also be said that boys are very educated. But have you ever thought about not holding hands for four years?" , no hugs, no kisses?" Mu Qing's eyes were full of bitterness, but she was still smiling.The bright smile coupled with the bitterness in her eyes is extraordinarily ironic.

Lu Xuyi's pupils shrank into a small dot, his face was blank and shocked.

Mu Qing laughed at herself again.

"I'm surprised, but it's true! I don't need to lie to you, you can also ask Yan Chen. This is the truth! For four years, he has been an upright gentleman! He hasn't even touched me with a finger! "Mu Qing paused every word, gritted his teeth.

"You might ask why...why? Because Yan Chen is a fucking crook!" Mu Qing lost control of her emotions, but she still managed to control her volume.

This sentence was like a magic voice, endlessly playing in Lu Xuyi's ear, disturbing his mind.With his mouth slightly open, Lu Xuyi wanted to ask something, but he didn't know what he wanted to ask.

Now his whole mind is full of what Mu Qing just said - Yan Chen is crooked.

What's the meaning?Isn't Yan Chen straight?Doesn't he like Mu Qing?How could he be bent?

"Don't believe it." Mu Qing touched his face, calmed down, and continued: "He told me himself, a few months after we broke up, on the day he and you received the certificate."

There was a coaxing sound in Lu Xuyi's ears, as if the eardrum had been pierced by a sharp needle, there was a rumbling sound.

"He apologized to me, saying that after being with you, he understood what a man's physical impulse is... what is domineering, what is possessive..." Mu Qing stretched out her hand to cover her eyes, "I...I'm really, jealous to death You! Lu Xuyi...do you know what a good man you got?"

After the initial trance, Lu Xuyi regained his composure, and said lightly: "But so what, he and I have divorced." There was a strange indifference and irrelevant tone in his tone, and there was even a bit of pain that was not easy to catch .

"Heh..." Mu Qing chuckled, "Yeah! You're right! No matter how good you are, you're also divorced...Actually, I was very glad that you were divorced at first."

"Last year, I was pregnant. Unfortunately, the man I met was a scumbag. At that time, I still couldn't forget Yan Chen. They said that if I can't forget, there must be echoes. I also wanted to see if it was true. So, I called Yan Chen , and told him that I need someone to accompany me. But when I think about it now, what I did at that time was no different from a female cousin. Right?" Mu Qing asked.

Lu Xuyi nodded without hesitation, "Yes, knowing that someone else has a family, you still plan to intervene. You are clearly ready to be a third party."

Lu Xuyi was surprised when these harsh and vicious words came out.It seems that he really minds.I really mind that Yan Chen didn't say anything, went to country A by himself, and stayed with Mu Qing for half a year.

Mu Qing smiled bitterly again: "I also despise my own behavior. But Yan Chen is very clear-headed, and he even broke my fantasy from the very beginning. He did accompany me for half a year, but every day, hanging on to him All that comes out of her mouth is 'Cheer yourself up, I want to go back early, I'm afraid that Xiao Yi will think too much'..." At this point, Mu Qing seemed to remember something sad again, and her eyes full of sadness drooped slightly.

"In the first month after he came, I was still hesitating whether to give birth to a child, but at that time I was in a bad mood and the child was already a month old. The doctor said that insisting on abortion would not only damage the body, but may even never have another child in this life. ...This child's father is such a scumbag, how could I want to give birth to him? But I had to give birth to him...I lost control of my emotions again and again and suffered from mild depression. "

"Yan Chen is worried. He is afraid that once he leaves, I will do something that hurts me and my children. So is Yan Chen. He is the same as my daughter... a child who is not liked by his parents, so he knows this best. Feeling... He told me that the child is innocent, and my body is also my own, I don't need to hurt myself and the child because of that scum..."

"In the end, I gave birth to my daughter. She is almost one year old now. She has been staying in country A. I just brought her back to the country a few months ago. Do you want to see it?" Mu Qing smiled, her face full of tears. Mother's pride.

Lu Xuyi shook his head, feeling a little confused, and asked, "Do you have a child?"

Mu Qing chuckled again, then nodded, "Yes, my daughter." After speaking, Mu Qing picked up the phone, skillfully opened the photo album, took out the photos and put them in front of Lu Xuyi.

At this moment, Lu Xuyi believed what Mu Qing said. The little girl on the screen was very beautiful, with fair skin, bright eyes, and a small red mouth pouted coquettishly.Before the facial features are opened, one can already see the country and city in the future, carved out of the same mold as Mu Qing.

The development of the matter was completely different from what was expected, and Lu Xuyi began to panic.His temples throbbed uneasily, and he had been kept in the dark.All the truth was guessed by himself, but now all his guesses have been overturned, and the belief that has been supporting his divorce has also collapsed in an instant.Something was broken on the ground, Lu Xuyi didn't know it.

"I was pregnant at the time, and I was alone in country A. Yan Chen had no choice but to stay, enlightening me and taking care of me. Finally, when I gave birth to my baby and confinement, he rushed back to the country without stopping. It was also at that time, It was only then that I realized how ridiculous it was that I wanted to intervene between you at first. From then on, I let it go." Mu Qing's face was full of relief.

"So, I'm even more jealous of you!" Mu Qing smiled sincerely, and Lu Xuyi could clearly see from her eyes that she really let go.

"But...God always likes to joke with people." Mu Qing lowered her head and took a sip of coffee, "A few months ago, Yan Chen told me that he was going to divorce you. I was a little confused and suspicious. He loves you so much, How can I divorce you? There must be something hidden in it!"

"But if Yan Chen doesn't say anything, what can I do? Until last month, after I was done with everything, I called him to greet him..." Mu Qing paused, and then said: "I'm really I envy you, Lu Xuyi."

Lu Xuyi frowned, his face full of confusion.

"I envy you that Yan Chen thinks of everything for you, I envy you that you have such a good person who loves you all the time, even though he is tortured to death by chemotherapy, it is still your name that he mutters in his sleep at midnight..."

"You... what did you say?" Lu Xuyi panicked for a while, his hair stood up coldly as if possessed by a demon, his bewildered mind was like a blank sheet of paper.

Mu Qing's voice sounded like a lifetime ago, and she pronounced the cruel and bloody truth to Lu Xuyi word by word - "Yan Chen, he has leukemia."

With a bang, Lu Xuyi felt as if he had been slapped in the head. His lips began to tremble violently, and cold sweat broke out one after another.His face was pale, and his heart seemed to have forgotten to beat.

Is this the truth in his mind?Lu Xuyi thought.