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Yan Chen also couldn't remember when he fell asleep.Suddenly there was a familiar sound of breathing in the room, and after a while of panic, I felt at ease again.

There was no reason for this peace of mind, probably no one but Lu Xuyi would make Yan Chen feel so at ease.While Yan Chen was afraid of Lu Xuyi's arrival, he also enjoyed the comfort of this moment.

Maybe the secret that I tried so hard to hide was finally known and relieved.

But it doesn't mean that Yan Chen can accept that Lu Xuyi suddenly found out about this matter that he tried his best to hide.He had planned for so long and done so much, why did he suddenly know?

Liu Liang told him?Won't.Yan Chen was sure of this point. Although Liu Liang didn't mean what he meant, he agreed to his own affairs, and he would not tell Lu Xuyi unless it was absolutely necessary.

So, how did Lu Xuyi know?

Yan Hongwen?

It's still possible.A few days ago Yan Hongwen asked him about his relationship with Lu Xuyi, but Yan Chen himself lightly brought it up.Yan Hongwen hesitated to speak, but Yan Chen changed the subject and said that he was sleepy.

Maybe it's because he's sick, and his acting skills have really declined.Yan Hongwen obviously didn't believe Yan Chen's rhetoric, and it was normal to find Lu Xuyi by himself.It was just out of the father's concern for his son, and then accidentally revealed the fact that he was sick.

But not necessarily.Yan Hongwen is very cautious in his work, and Yan Chen has emphasized that he does not want to have any contact with Lu Xuyi again, presumably he will not rush to find Lu Xuyi.

After thinking wildly for a long time, he didn't come to any conclusion, Yan Chen let out a low sigh.Beside the bed was the sound of Lu Xuyi's low breathing, which finally made this room, which only had the beeping sound of the cold instrument, a little more lively.I don't know if Lu Xuyi fell asleep, but if he was told to remain still, he must have fallen asleep.

Looking at his peaceful sleeping face, the corners of Yan Chen's mouth slowly turned up, as if he had touched honey in his heart.Just staring at it without blinking, I don't know when I turned my head and fell asleep.

After Yan Chen's breathing gradually calmed down, Lu Xuyi, who was lying on the recliner, slowly opened his eyes.In the thick night, something crystal slipped down in a trance.The cold wind rustled outside the window, and after a long time, I heard a suppressed choking sound accompanied by the sound of the wind, blowing into the distance in this bitter winter.

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When Yan Chen opened his eyes again, it was already the second day.It's snowed again this morning, and it's still snow outside.But Yan Chen was not in the mood to appreciate the scenery outside the window, because he found that Lu Xuyi was missing.

If the recliner beside the bed was not still there, and there was a neatly folded quilt on it, Yan Chen would have doubted whether Lu Xuyi had been here last night.

Where did Lu Xuyi go?Yan Chen was about to get out of bed, but found that he had put the bottle on for some unknown reason.I wanted to call and ask, but then I remembered that I hadn't touched a mobile phone for a month.Mobile phones have high radiation and many bacteria. From the day Yan Chen started chemotherapy, he was forbidden to touch these electronic products.

Now that he is confined to the bed and cannot move, Ke Yan Chen is more and more eager to know where Lu Xuyi has gone.There was a panic in my heart, and I was slightly relieved.

It would be a good thing if he did go.

It has been a week since his last chemotherapy, and the next chemotherapy will probably be tomorrow, Yan Chen doesn't want Lu Xuyi to see him in a mess.

Thinking of this, Yan Chen put his mind back a little bit, but couldn't help but look up at the door frequently.

When he raised his head for the third time, the door was opened from the outside, Yan Chen raised his heart slightly, and saw Cheng Yang poking his head in: "Brother Chen, what do you want for breakfast?"

Yan Chen: "..."

After despising himself for a while, Yan Chen suppressed his disappointment again, smiled at Cheng Yang, and said, "I don't have an appetite, you can eat."

"Don't eat again?" Cheng Yang frowned, "Let's eat some, how about I buy some light porridge?"

Yan Chen still shook his head, Cheng Yang sighed, and didn't intend to force it anymore, Yan Chen didn't want to eat and could only wait for Uncle Yan or Sister Mu to persuade him.After gently closing the door, Cheng Yang turned around and prepared to buy his own breakfast.

Walking to the elevator entrance, a man came out with a thermos bucket, looking familiar.Cheng Yang took a few more glances, but he couldn't remember where he had seen this person before, so he didn't think about it at all.

The door was pushed open again, this time Yan Chen didn't look up, he was reading a book with some doubts: "What's wrong, Cheng Yang? You bought it back so soon?"

The door was gently closed, and the footsteps approached, only to hear Lu Xuyi's cold and slightly hoarse voice: "You have a good relationship with that Cheng Yang? Why do you always think of me as him?"

Yan Chen raised his head abruptly, the surprise and joy in his eyes were undisguised.

Lu Xuyi was stabbed again somewhere in his heart, and his tone softened, "Stop reading and eat breakfast. I asked the doctor, and they said that the most important thing for you now is to supplement protein. The things outside are unhygienic. I will I'd better make you some food at home, let's make do with it this morning and drink some lean meat porridge."

The thermos was opened, and the smell of meat and millet came out. Yan Chen didn't know what was going on. His taste buds, which hadn't been active for a long time, protested at this moment, so Yan Chen didn't vomit the phrase "don't eat" in his throat. come out.

Lu Xuyi took out a small bowl, picked up a spoon, scooped up a spoonful of porridge, blew it on his mouth, and brought it to Yan Chen's mouth.

Yan Chen was slightly taken aback, probably because Lu Xuyi's eyes were too calm, he hesitated a little, Yan Chen opened his mouth and swallowed the lukewarm porridge.

Lu Xuyi lowered his head, scooped up another spoonful, and repeated the previous action, "You have a bad appetite, and I won't force you to eat more, just eat half a bowl. My house is still close to the hospital. I'll go back and buy some shrimps later, and then give it to you." You cook some porridge."

As if to say another very common thing, Lu Xuyi kept moving his hands, but his tone was uncompromising.

When Yan Chen heard the word "home", Yan Chen felt an itch in his heart, and suddenly couldn't bear to break the long-standing peace between the two of them.

"Aren't we divorced?" Yan Chen couldn't say anything.

After eating less than half a bowl of porridge, Lu Xuyi stopped moving, and took the spoon that Yan Chen had just eaten, and finished the remaining porridge in the bowl in two or three bites.

Taking a tissue to wipe Yan Chen's mouth, Lu Xuyi put the bowl into the thermos, and said, "Sleep if you're bored, don't read, it's bothering your mind and mind. I'll go back and make porridge and come back at noon."

The tone is soft, just like the wife's exhortation to her husband before going out.Yan Chen's eyes were sour, and he said in a deep voice, "Okay."

Lu Xuyi smiled slightly, the red marks in his eyes were extremely obvious, but Yan Chen didn't dare to look any further, and looked away as if to cover up.

In this regard, it seems that everything that happened some time ago was a phantom.They didn't seem to be divorced, and Yan Chen didn't get sick, they still looked like they were in love.

But in the end it was different.

Yan Chen smiled helplessly, these things have happened and cannot be changed, even if there is regret medicine, it is useless.

What happened is what happened, and the past cannot be changed.