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Yan Chen had been awake for a long time when Lu Xuyi returned to the hospital.He was in poor spirits just after chemotherapy, but he still resisted the drowsiness and kept looking at the door with his eyes open.It wasn't until Lu Xuyi pushed the door open that a bright light flashed in his eyes.

"Let him sleep and he won't sleep. He said he wanted to wait for you to come back." Yan Hongwen was a little helpless, and forced a smile at Lu Xuyi who walked in.

Lu Xuyi's eyes were a little red, and he didn't want to show his sadness in front of Yan Chen, so he forced a smile on his face and said, "What's the matter, you don't want to sleep if you are told to sleep? Are you kidding me?"

Yan Chen saw that Lu Xuyi's eyes were shining brightly, and the mask was a little too big, almost covering two-thirds of his bony face, leaving only a pair of glowing eyes.

Hearing Lu Xuyi's words, the light in Yan Chen's eyes became brighter and brighter. After a long time, he shook his head with difficulty, and said slowly: "I... want to wait for you to come back."

Lu Xuyi's heart was sore and astringent, and the heat couldn't stop rising, and he suppressed it again, pretending to be relaxed and helpless, and said: "I won't run away again, why are you so clinging to me?"

Since yesterday, the relationship between the two has been getting better and better, and they have almost returned to the state of their initial love. Yan Chen also likes to cling to Lu Xuyi more and more.When Lu Xuyi went to the bathroom for a while, Yan Chen would stare at the door eagerly for a while.

Today, when chemotherapy was over and someone pushed him out of the chemotherapy room, Yan Chen tried his best to confirm that Lu Xuyi hadn't left before falling asleep.

What he didn't expect was that when he woke up again, Lu Xuyi had disappeared.

When the person disappeared, Yan Chen didn't ask any questions, but suppressed sleepiness and widened his eyes, looking at the door from time to time.When the door of the ward was pushed open, he immediately looked over, for fear of missing something.

Before Lu Xuyi left, he discussed with Yan Hongwen, and when Yan Chen woke up, if he hadn't come back, he told Yan Chen that he had just left and went home to cook porridge for Yan Chen.

Although it was indeed discussed, it depends on whether Yan Chen listens to this sentence.

Obviously, Yan Chen couldn't listen.Maybe he just listened to it and Lu Xuyi left, and he didn't care what Lu Xuyi was going to do.After just finishing chemotherapy, Yan Chen's consciousness was particularly haggard, so no matter what Yan Hongwen said, he couldn't listen much, and he would soon forget it.In the end, there was only one sentence circulating in my mind - where did Lu Xuyi go?No matter where he goes, I can't rush him.

Maybe it was because it was so precious to have it again, so Yan Chen didn't dare to do anything that made Lu Xuyi feel disgusted at all.

If Yan Chen hadn't been ill, Lu Xuyi would never have noticed this thought hidden in his heart.But now, what can Yan Chen hide with such a weak appearance?

Lu Xuyi seemed to have a blunt instrument on his chest, and he stroked it slowly and vigorously, leaving a deep and difficult to heal bloodstain.Open the bloodstains and look inside, it is full of blood.

Lu Xuyi was in so much pain that he almost couldn't hold back his tears, so he could only pretend to be helpless and covered his face, and said in a muffled voice: "If you miss me, just call me, just ask me to come back! If you don't call me, how would I know?" you're awake?"

"I... my phone was... confiscated..." Yan Chen still struggled to speak, he finished the sentence intermittently.

"Then you don't know to ask Dad to call me?" Lu Xuyi wiped away the marks on his eyes, and moved his hands to look directly at Yan Chen's eyes.

Yan Chen's eyes lit up again, and even Yan Hongwen next to him was a little surprised, but it wasn't the timing, and he didn't interrupt the conversation between the two, he just secretly suppressed his face, turned around and wiped the corners of his eyes, Leaving one sentence - "I'm going to buy some porridge" and left the ward.

Lu Xuyi sat next to the hospital bed, poked Yan Chen's hand that was not on an IV, and couldn't help pinching it. In the end, he might feel that Yan Chen's bones were a little tight, so he just grabbed his right hand and held it directly in his hand.

Yan Chen didn't speak, his eyes were full of affection and tenderness.

The two held hands quietly, and after an unknown amount of time, tears welled up in Lu Xuyi's eyes.

Yan Chen sighed slightly, feeling helpless and at a loss, raised his bony right hand, and wiped Lu Xuyi's tears not too quickly.

Laughing: "Reaper just invited me to his house as a guest, so... don't be sad."