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Song Dixin has resigned from the original psychological counseling center. He looked at his brand new personal studio, took a few photos with satisfaction and sent them to Zhou Yu'an, one of the investors.

However, Zhou Yu'an called directly, and as soon as he got through, there was a voice flying to the sky:

"Brother Xiaoxin, I made an appointment with Dr. Zhong on Saturday!"

Song Tixin was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Congratulations, I'm waiting for your good news."

Zhou Yu'an talked excitedly for a long time before hanging up the phone. Song Dixin looked at the busy traffic outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and remembered the few consultations he had given Zhong Fuchu. It should be regarded as the most failed case since his career, but it was also the case with the best luck. .

Psychotherapy has never been a "medicine" to cure the disease, and the psychiatrist is just a crutch and mirror for the patient, trying his best to guide on the basis of witness and companionship.

People's traumas all stem from relationship problems. He once received a female patient. Through her early interaction experience with her father, she believed that the world was not worthy of trust. This sense of distrust made it difficult for her to invest in intimate relationships later in life. among.

How to invest in a relationship?Lovers, couples, or friends do not have ready-made relationships that can be obtained without effort, and psychological counselors cannot directly lead patients into them, but can only guide patients to walk a new path, develop new relationships, and experience new experiences , to repair early traumatic experiences.

Zhong Fuchu has always been resistant to psychological counseling, and he has always offered treatment in a semi-compulsive manner, and he has not gained Zhong Fuchu's complete "trust" until now.

But fortunately, during this brief company, he witnessed his change and became willing to take the initiative to enter a new relationship, and the person who brought him the change was his real "psychiatrist".

Song Dixin was thinking about it when his cell phone rang. He took it out and was surprised to find that it was Zhong Fuchu.

This is the first time Zhong Fuchu has called him on his own initiative since he visited the doctor, and he is busy answering the channel:

"Doctor Zhong? Do you want to make an appointment for consultation?"

Zhong Fuchu's voice was very calm: "I want to end the consultation."

Finish?Song Dixin's first reaction was to blame himself. He asked, "Is there something wrong with the current consultation? I can adjust it."

But Zhong Fuchu said: "It's not your problem, it's my own desire to end it."

Song Tixin was startled, and then he understood Zhong Fuchu's meaning. He laughed and said, "Congratulations, do you need one last consultation? I can store the things you want to throw away for free."

For those clients with post-traumatic stress disorder, the end means that they have completely let go of the trauma, and as a psychological counselor, he must accompany them to re-enter the trauma and re-experience it to know whether it is really over.

Zhong Fuchu agreed, and made an appointment tonight, but asked not to be at his own home.

"My studio just opened, you can come to my studio." Song Dixin doesn't mind the location, he can understand a person who wants to let go of the past completely, choose the ending location to a place that he will never go to again .

Zhou Yu'an returned to work with Xu Xing in the afternoon, and happened to meet a group of employees who were going out for a live broadcast event. More than a dozen of them were wearing Pikachu doll costumes, swaying from side to side and rehearsing dances, which attracted many girls' surprise cries.

Zhou Yu wondered if Zhong Fuchu was here, would he bring them all home?He smiled and tugged one of the ears, but the employee inside suddenly lifted the hood, revealing a sweaty head. She was a lively girl, and said with a joke:

"Mr. Zhou, if you pull my ear, you will be responsible for me."

There was booing from the side, and Zhou Yuan knew that this group of people was not serious every day, so he also joked: "Mr. Zhou has already got his name, so I will send you a red envelope."

As a result, other Pikachu rushed over to surround him and begged for red envelopes. Zhou Yu'an was in a good mood and sent several red envelopes in a row in the WeChat group. He was about to ask Xu Xing to send them too, but he saw Xu Xing go to the office with a serious face .

After playing around, Zhou Yuan returned to the office with Xu Xing, and was surprised to find that Xu Xing was playing chess on the computer.

"Little Comrade Xu, didn't you say that you will never play chess again in your life?" Zhou Yu'an still remembers playing chess at Xu Xing's house when he was a child, Xu Xing's grandfather forced him to play chess, Xu Xing refused to obey, and even smashed the chessboard. .

Xu Xing stared at the chess game and squinted his eyes, touched a cigarette, bit it in his mouth, and said, "You don't understand the joy of meeting your opponent."

"What if you are not someone else's opponent? Are you also happy?" Zhou Yu'an sat down beside him, propped his head and said.

Xu Xing suddenly turned his head, glared at him, and said angrily: "Who said I can't win? As my brother, how can you grow others' ambition?"

Zhou Yu'an patted the table and said angrily, "Didn't you tell Dr. Ye that I'm 'just' your friend? Speaking of which, how did you meet Dr. Ye?"

Xu Xing's arrogance disappeared in an instant, he bit his cigarette and snorted, and said, "I used to be his patient."

Zhou Yu'an felt that this matter was not simple, and was about to ask, but was interrupted by a phone call from Mingyan.

"Lolo, do you still remember what I told you about Uncle Guan's daughter last time? She arrived in Wenhua City yesterday. Your Uncle Guan and I decided to let you meet tonight. That's what your father meant."

Zhou Yu'an jumped up from the chair as soon as he heard it, and refused without thinking: "No, I don't agree."

Ming Yan lowered her voice a little: "Luo Luo, you are not young anymore, do you think your father can tolerate you doing nothing in Wenhua City?"

Zhou Yu'an knew that if Ming Yan brought out his father, he would be threatening him, but he couldn't possibly go with a girl, so why waste other people's time, he still refused: "Really not, I have to work overtime tonight!"

He gave Xu Xing a wink, and Xu Xing pretended to be next to him and said loudly: "Zhou Yu'an, why are you calling again! Have you finished your work?!"

Mingyan didn't believe in these little tricks, and said directly: "It's fine if you don't go, just wait for your dad's call."

Zhou Yuan looked up to the sky and sighed, and finally could only agree.

Uncle Guan has been a friend of his father for many years. The two families have had a lot of business contacts. The Guan family has only one daughter named Guan Ruoxuan, who is two years older than him. They often played together when they were young. Later, Guan Ruoxuan went to France to study and never met. .

Zhou Yu'an was picked up from the company by Mingyan, and he was first pulled away to clean up, he was made uncomfortable by such a blind date posture, every time he looked for an opportunity to escape, Mingyan pulled him back.

"Why do you become so sloppy when you live alone, and you don't have any better clothes?" Ming Yan looked at Zhou Yu'an's T-shirt and jeans with distaste, and compared them with a dress.

Zhou Yu'an said with a bitter face: "Mom, can we stop acting like attending a banquet?"

"Ren Ruoxuan has lived in France for so many years and studied art, you can't lose face."

Zhou Yu'an sighed inwardly, Mingyan was extremely obsessed with her face, she pursued the ultimate luxury from inside to outside, she wanted to win everything, she didn't want others to underestimate her, even "blind date" Fight for it.

In the end, he looked at himself in the glasses, it was fine, he could go directly to the debut press conference.

Mingyan personally sent him to the reserved restaurant, straightened his collar, and forced him a bouquet of roses, asking him to give it to Guan Ruoxuan later.

"Luo Luo, don't blame your mother for making you do unhappy things. If you can marry a daughter from the Guan family, it will help you in the future, and my mother will not do anything to harm you." Mingyan looked at the handsome young man in front of her, This is the son she spent most of her life raising, the foundation of her current status, and the guarantee for the rest of her life.

Zhou Yu'an was infected by Ming Yan's solemn attitude, and did not directly refute, he patted Ming Yan's shoulder lightly, and said softly: "Mom, I know, but this matter cannot be measured by interests, it depends on my preference." I don't like it."

Mingyan glared at him, sighed and said, "When I was your age, I didn't have such childish thoughts long ago."

Zhou Yu'an was instructed by Ming Yan to do some things, Ming Yan turned around and left, before leaving, she left a sentence: "Don't let mom down."

Looking at Mingyan's back, he suddenly felt a little sad, thinking that if Mingyan found out about his sexual orientation in the future, he didn't know what would happen.

Guan Ruoxuan will arrive soon. She obviously dressed up carefully today, but there is no tension or eagerness in her eyes. Shi Shiran sat down and greeted him with a smile.

"Yu'an, I really didn't expect that I would have a blind date with you one day." She glanced at the rose next to Zhou Yu'an's seat, her smile was a little hazy under the candlelight.

Zhou Yu'an smiled awkwardly, and called out: "Sister Ruoxuan." He had long forgotten about Rose.

Guan Ruoxuan smiled and said: "Sister Ruoxuan, I knew you must have been forced to come here by your mother. To be honest, I was also forced to come here by my father."

Zhou Yu'an breathed a sigh of relief, and his smile became more sincere. The two were playmates when they were young, and even though they hadn't seen each other for many years, they could chat for a few words. Gradually, the atmosphere became good, and they could even laugh out loud.

"Do you still remember your fifth birthday? Your family held a garden party for you. Aunt Ming dressed you up as a Disney little prince and performed a song for us." Guan Ruoxuan was seven years old that year. She has always had a good memory and remembers a lot of things from her childhood.

Zhou Yu'an tilted his head and thought for a while, his memory of before the age of five was a little fuzzy, but he remembered the group photo, in which he was indeed wearing an exaggerated princely costume, Xu Xing laughed for a long time after seeing it.

"I can't remember clearly, what did we play at that time?" He continued the conversation casually, thinking that the meal should be finished, and it would be good to just chat like this.

Guan Ruoxuan thought about it for a while, and said: "I remember that you took us to your house for an 'exploration'. In the attic on the top floor of your villa, there was a boy, you called him brother, and there seemed to be a fight at that time, and it was quite noisy big."

Zhou Yu'an was stunned for a moment, a familiar scene flashed in his mind, but in an instant he slipped away unpredictably, he asked, "What brother?"

The cousins ​​on his father's side seldom interact with each other, and his mother's side has no relatives. Where did the elder brother come from?

After all, it was a memory from nearly 20 years ago. Guan Ruoxuan tried hard to recall it for a while before saying, "It seems to be the son of your nanny who stole your things and was discovered."

Zhou Yu'an was completely stunned at this moment, he suddenly remembered asking Mingyan the reason for changing her name, and also mentioned a nanny's son.

But the nannies in his family changed countless times, and no one left his son to live in his house.

He rubbed between his brows, feeling a bit of a headache, but continued the topic, and asked, "What happened to him later? He won't be kicked out with his mother, right?" Yi Mingyan couldn't tolerate any sand in her eyes. With a different personality, it's easy to change a nanny.

"It doesn't seem to be there. I saw it when I went to your house to play later. It's just not easy to mess with. It looks scary."

A scary nanny son who lives on the top floor of his house, why doesn't he have the slightest impression?No one mentioned it at home?

"But something happened to you later, we went to visit you, and we never saw that person again." Guan Ruoxuan said.

Zhou Yu'an frowned and asked, "What happened to me?"

"You seemed to be sick at the time. Aunt Ming asked us to talk to you more, but you were always crying, or bored, and no one cared about you." Guan Ruoxuan recalled, "Later on, I followed my mother to France. Yes, I also learned from my father that you have recovered from your illness."

After Zhou Yu'an listened, he felt a little indescribable feeling in his heart, like when he passed a slope while riding in a car and then fell down suddenly, his heart vacated for a moment, making people feel that he had nowhere to go.

"Stop talking about this, how are you doing recently? Why did you stay in Wenhua City?" Guan Ruoxuan changed the subject when she saw that Zhou Yu'an's face was not looking well.

Zhou Yu'an came back to his senses, put aside that strange feeling, and chatted with Guan Ruoxuan.

The atmosphere of the dinner was generally good. The two of them were as natural as siblings. At the end, Guan Ruoxuan invited Zhou Yu'an to play at her home in France. Zhou Yu'an smiled and said, "Then our parents must have misunderstood."

Guan Ruoxuan thought so, the two looked at each other and smiled, the tacit understanding was self-evident.

"You should give this bouquet of roses to me, so that you and I can do business for our parents when we go back." Guan Ruoxuan glanced at the forgotten roses.

"Ah yes, I'd have forgotten if you didn't tell me." Zhou Yu'an hurriedly handed the bouquet of roses to Guan Ruoxuan with solemn hands, like awarding an award.

The two went out of the restaurant, the city's nightlife had just begun, and the hustle and bustle was everywhere. Guan Ruoxuan hugged the rose and said, "Why don't you go for a walk?"

But Zhou Yu'an wanted to go back a little bit. He was about to find some excuse when he saw a familiar figure walking towards the front of the street, looking desolate and sparse amidst the slowly flowing lights and feasting.

It's Zhong Fuchu, why is he here?

Without even thinking about it, Zhou Yuan raised his hand and shouted, "Doctor Zhong!"

Zhong Fuchu raised his eyes to look up, his eyes first fell on him, then on Guan Ruoxuan who was at the side, his eyes sank a little in the heavy night.

Zhou Yu'an was still immersed in the surprise of the chance encounter, ran over and smiled happily: "Why are you here?"

Zhong Fuchu just came out of Song Dixin's studio and was about to pick up the car, but he was unwilling to answer this question. He glanced at the woman and the rose in her arms.

Guan Ruoxuan also walked over with Zhou Yu'an, and said naturally: "Yu'an, this is your friend, and you don't want to introduce me?" Then she looked up at this strange tall man, first surprised by his appearance, and then stunned. The indifference and alienation in his eyes.

Zhou Yu'an hurriedly introduced the two of them, both using the word "friend", but Zhong Fuchu deliberately highlighted "a good friend who lives next door" in the introduction.

Guan Ruoxuan brushed her long hair, smiled with an unaffected shyness, and said, "Mr. Zhong is planning to go back too?"

Zhong Fuchu glanced at her, hummed in a calm manner, then looked at Zhou Yu'an, frowned slightly, took a step closer, and said in a deep voice, "Have you been drinking?"

Zhou Yu'an was stunned, he drank a little bit of alcohol, so he seldom drank, and only drank a little red wine tonight, he didn't know that his cheeks were finely powdered and the corners of his eyes were moist.

He looked at Zhong Fuchu carefully, stretched out a little finger, tilted his head and said, "I just drank a little bit of nail cap, should I be fine?"

Guan Ruoxuan was embarrassed by Zhong Fuchu's indifference before, but now hearing what Zhou Yu'an said, she couldn't help joking, "How many drinks have you had?"

Zhou Yu'an glared at Guan Ruoxuan, but seeing Zhong Fuchu's expression suddenly darkened.

Guan Ruoxuan glanced at Zhong Fuchu, and said to Zhou Yu'an: "There is a movie theater nearby, and it's still early, how about we go to a movie together?" She winked and asked Zhou Yu'an to take Zhong Fuchu along.

Zhou Yu'an didn't understand, he was about to refuse, but before he could speak, Zhong Fuchu held his arm hard, it hurt so much, he looked at Zhong Fuchu puzzledly, Zhong Fuchu looked down at him, and his tone was not very good:

"Go back with me."