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"Is there something wrong with my previous name?" Zhou Yu'an looked at Song Dixin with a complicated expression, puzzled in his red eyes.

"No...no problem, I just heard it from others before, and I'm a little curious." Song Dixin suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart. As a psychiatrist, he must never reveal the patient's privacy, but he was still in the dark as he watched. Zhou Yuan felt very contradictory again.

Fortunately, they have not been together for long, Zhou Yu'an will definitely get out of the broken relationship soon, and Zhong Fuchu may fall into the original situation again, or even worse.

What's more, how can two half-brothers come together?Zhong Fuchu's choice to break up is already the best result for the two of them.

Just as Song Dixin was about to persuade Zhou Yu'an, he suddenly asked, "Brother Xiaoxin, does Fuchu have any trauma or mental illness?"

"Huh? Why do you say that?" Song Dixin was a little surprised by Zhou Yu'an's sudden sharpness.

Zhou Yu'an stared at the coffee in front of him. There were still tears on his face, but his expression had gradually calmed down, and he said, "Now I calm down and think about it. Although my mother scolded me too much at the time, with Fuchu's character, It shouldn't be like this...definitely want to separate from me."

He looked up at Song Dixin, paused and said, "Unless...he has related psychological trauma, and my mother stimulated him. And he asked you to be a psychiatrist, maybe it has something to do with this, can you tell me?" When he spoke the second half of the sentence, his eyes were full of longing.

Song Dixin sighed, and said cryptically, "I can't tell you, I can only suggest to you, it's better for you and him to let go of this relationship."

Hearing Song Dixin's tone, Zhou Yu'an was a little more certain about his guess. He shook his head and said, "No, I will never let go. If he feels pain now, and I give up on him and leave him, then he will suffer even more. Ah, as his boyfriend, shouldn't I spend more time with him and make him happy?"

Song Dixin looked at Zhou Yu'an in surprise. He originally thought that with Zhou Yu'an's personality, he would be angry and sad for a while, and then forget about this feeling, but he didn't expect him to think this way.

"But... what if he is even more unhappy seeing you?" Song Dixin felt that Zhong Fuchu might only think of bad memories from the past when he saw Zhou Yu'an now.

Zhou Yu'an opened his eyes wide, as if he didn't understand why Song Dixin said that, but his eyes were still full of pure confidence, "But when we were together, he was always very happy, even if he sees me unhappy now, I should Work hard, don't give up easily."

Song Dixin said that he had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know whether Zhou Yu'an's behavior was good or bad, but he didn't have the qualifications to interfere too much, so he could only bless the brothers.

Zhou Yu'an bid farewell to Song Dixin and came out of the cafe with a completely different mood from before.

He thought about Zhong Fuchu from last night and tonight over and over again, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong with him. He didn't know what Zhong Fuchu had gone through, but he wanted to walk there with him.

Thinking of this, he patted his cheeks, walked towards the neighborhood where he and Zhong Fuchu lived, started running as he walked, and ran all the way to the door of Zhong Fuchu's house, his flushed face was covered with Khan, before he could catch his breath, he started ringing the doorbell, and covered the cat's eyes with his hands.

He was afraid that Zhong Fuchu would not open the door when he saw him.

After pressing it for the third time, the door finally opened. Zhong Fuchu seemed to have just taken a shower. He was wearing a nightgown, and there were still many drops of water in his hair. His eyes darkened when he saw it.

Before Zhong Fuchu closed the door, Zhou Yu'an quickly stretched his arms into the crack of the door, raised his chin slightly, and panted and said:

"I just want to tell you that I still like you very much, so you can't drive me away. I will fly wherever you go, and live next door to you wherever you live. Anyway, I was chasing you before, the big deal, I'll chase you one more time!"

He showed a righteous look, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his eyes were still red from crying, but now they were wide and round, but his slightly stiff back and trembling eyelashes still revealed the uneasiness in his heart.

But Zhong Fuchu was unmoved, he was silent for a while and said coldly: "Zhou Yu'an, it's meaningless for you to do this."

Zhou Yu'an clenched his fingers, tilted his head and said stubbornly: "But what is the meaning of liking someone? You have already given me the love, and I will never give it back to you. Similarly, I have also given the love to you. You You can't throw it away either."

He tried his best to raise his smile, two dimples appeared at the corners of his mouth, looking at his lover who changed overnight for some reason, his eyes were slightly shaking with firmness.

Zhong Fuchu closed his eyes. He didn't want to face the innocent smile in front of him because he had been pampered and treated kindly all the time. It was originally the existence he liked and cherished the most, but now he saw it and thought he was ridiculous.

He should have suspected it a long time ago, from the first time he heard someone called Zhou Yu'an, from meeting Mingyan downstairs, from seeing that jar of candy in his house... There are so many coincidences in the world, he is just deceiving himself all the time .

It wasn't until I saw the truth with my own eyes that I suddenly woke up from the dream.He is a person who has been walking in the dark, and gradually let go of the light and hope that he was holding on to, and at that moment, it shattered and fell apart, and the sharp fragments pierced his heart inch by inch, just like it did 20 years ago.

Fate made the biggest joke for him, and the "like" he owed Zhou Jialuo 20 years ago was finally returned to him in the most absurd gesture.

But he must not continue to entangle with him, otherwise he will be completely reduced to a joke.

He looked at the still confident and ignorant person in front of him, and said in the most indifferent tone:

"Zhou Yu'an, let me say this one last time, there is no possibility between us, from the past to the future."

His tone was affirmative, as if he was not only speaking to Zhou Yuan, but also to himself.

Zhou Yu'an looked at Zhong Fuchu in a daze, obviously he should be the one who felt heartbroken when he heard these words, but he felt that the emotion flowing in Zhong Fuchu's eyes was far more painful than his own, he retracted his arm, slowly shook his head and said:

"But you have to give me a reason. It's irresponsible for you to throw me away for being so ignorant. If it's because you don't like me, I can accept it, but you just said you like me a few days ago. Did you change your mind overnight? I don't believe it."

He lowered his head slightly, but looked up, and said in the most pitiful tone possible: "You can be angry with me, scold me, and say bad things to me, but you can't drive me away for no reason. Unless, You say right now, you don’t like me, you hate me, I will stay far away from you, and never come to you again.”

He looked at Zhong Fuchu with confident eyes, as if he firmly believed that he would not admit that he hated him, but his heart tightened violently, and his nervous breathing began to be short of breath.

When Zhong Fuchu heard the words, he clenched the doorknob tightly, his joints ached, and his throat was hoarse, as if it was blocked by coarse sand.

Hate and love, past and present, recognize each other in many times, intertwined and entangled, can't tell the depth, and don't know the severity.

An unspeakable silence filled the space between the two of them, like summer rain, which was so dull and damp that it made people feel flustered.

The toughness supporting him in Zhou Yu'an's heart gradually dissipated, his eyelashes fluttered and he lowered his eyes, his palms were sweaty, and he began to regret why he said that. If Zhong Fuchu really said he didn't like him, If you hate him, then he really has no way out.

He was just about to take back that sentence regretfully, when Zhong Fuchu said in a hoarse voice:

"I can't like you."

What does it mean?Zhou Yu'an looked up in confusion, but the door in front of him was closed, blocking his sight.

There is no way to like him, do I like him, or don't like him?

He stood in front of the door for a long time without recovering.

Zhou Yuan returned to his house in disbelief, and he found that there was a high mountain between himself and Zhong Fuchu, standing silently, but Zhong Fuchu was unwilling to tell his knot .

But he will never give up just like that.

That was the sweetheart he had finally found, how could he just let it go?Of course you have to hold it firmly!

He was thinking about "Chasing People Project 2.0", when the doorbell rang suddenly, his heart skipped a beat, and he rushed over to look at the cat's eyes, only to find that it was Mingyan with an angry face.

He sighed, knowing that if he didn't open the door, Ming Yan would definitely make a fuss outside, which might alarm Zhong Fuchu, so he finally opened the door.

Mingyan came in with high heels, and went back and forth in the house looking for someone without changing her shoes. Zhou Yu'an knew who she was looking for, so she sat on the sofa and ignored her.

Mingyan searched around and returned to the living room, staring at Zhou Yu'an and said, "I thought you were in Wenhua City to start a business with Xu Xing, but I didn't expect it to be with a man, do you know that you What if Dad found out?!"

Zhou Yu'an looked numb and said: "If you know it, you know it. I'm in love normally, what's wrong?" He has no feeling for Ming Yan's unrestrained lifting of Zhou Shengnan.

Ming Yan pressed her temples angrily, and said sharply: "It's reasonable for you to be with a man. That man is not a good thing. After doing it for a long time, he doesn't even have parents. No wonder he has no shame at all."

Zhou Yu Anteng stood up, eyes blazing: "Who asked you to investigate him?"

Mingyan sneered and said, "Where do I need to find out? That kid from the Wu family told me everything. A man who came from nowhere in the wild coaxed you to drink the drugged wine 12 years ago. Now that I suddenly find you, who knows if there are ulterior motives?!"

This is simply black and white!Zhou Yu'an laughed angrily: "I voluntarily drank it for him, and you can believe Wu Haoyu's words!"

Mingyan frowned even deeper, "Voluntary? How old were you at that time, and you were tricked into being like that, how do you make me believe that he has no other intentions?"

Zhou Yu'an knew that Ming Yan's prejudice was unreasonable, so he didn't bother to argue, and said, "I know what kind of person he is, so you don't need to worry about it."

He seldom disobeyed his mother since he was an adult, and now Ming Yan has been completely angered by talking back one after another. She threw her handbag on the coffee table and said harshly: "I don't worry? Do you know how difficult it was for me to walk all the way, Is it not for you?"

Speaking of this, her eyes were a little red, "I'm not like other wives. I have worked hard to get my current status. I will provide you with the best environment. I have never treated you badly since I was a child, and now I still want to be angry with you." Die, how do you make me think?!"

Zhou Yu'an was silent for a while, then said in a blunt tone: "But I have my own life, you can't control me forever."

Mingyan took a few deep breaths, "You go back to Zenan City now and work in your father's company, don't even think about staying here any longer!"

Zhou Yu'an clenched his fists, unable to restrain his anger anymore, and said loudly, "Why? I'm in my twenties, and I can be with whoever I want. Why do you care about me?"

He has been obedient for so many years. Most of the decisions in his life are made by his parents. There is no room for him to control him. Now that he has grown up, he will continue to be manipulated. He does not want to continue to be a good child whose mother shows off to others. !

"Your father and I gave you everything! You rented a house here to raise a man, didn't you spend all of our money?!" Ming Yan screamed.

Zhou Yu'an's face darkened in an instant, he looked at the flushed mother in front of him, and said coldly: "Then you take it back, I don't want it anymore, I can work and support myself!"

He was not greedy for the extravagant life, and it didn't make much difference to him if he had more money or less money. If he could live freely, he could completely discard those things outside of him.

Mingyan pointed at him angrily, said hello several times, stepped heavily on the floor with her high heels, picked up the handbag on the coffee table and hurried out.

Zhou Yu'an watched the door being closed with a bang, and collapsed on the sofa, feeling unprecedentedly relaxed.

He can finally run after Zhong Fuchu boldly with confidence.