Chaser

"Tell me, Chenchen is my child, tell me, tell me..." The man shook like a wild dog, and the woman opposite him barked at him, and the woman in front of him could only scream like crazy, "Ah!!!..." His hands were not moving He kept hitting the man in front of him.The child next to him was squatting by the sofa next to him, shaking constantly, and shouting "Dad... Mom..." intermittently.The two grown-ups have gone crazy, the man kept slapping the woman across the face, cursing while slapping: "□□, bitch..." The woman's face was swollen to the point where she couldn't see her original appearance at all, but the delicate make-up The traces and the little bit of unbroken hair can still tell that she was a beautiful and elegant woman before, at least before she went crazy.The woman was so beaten that she had no ability to fight back. She could only twist her body constantly to reduce the pain when she was beaten. "Crazy, you crazy..."

With a "bang", it was over. The boy looked at the woman who had fled, and stared dumbly at the man lying on the ground in front of him. The man on the ground was bleeding continuously near the temple on his forehead, and his eyes were straight. Looking at the boy in front of him, he muttered: "Chenchen..." Trying to crawl over to the boy, the boy seemed to be frightened and didn't respond, watching the man in front of him not breathing at all...

"Dad..." Yu Chen was awakened by the dream, sweating non-stop, sat on the bed in a daze for a while, slowly took a pack of cigarettes from the cabinet next to him and lit one, and every time he finished this dream, he exhaled smoke It was only when he felt that he had come alive, and he felt suffocated in the dream.Now my head is like a horse watching flowers, everything is there, I want to sleep because I probably don’t have the chance, and now I don’t want to sleep anymore, I’m afraid, what should I do if I continue that dream again, I was in France before that is.

When Yu Chen first arrived in France, one day when Yu Chen was taking a nap, he dreamed that Gu Ming was pedaling a broken bicycle from China to France. Yu Chen was so moved that he was about to touch him when the alarm clock rang. Feeling that I was pulled out of the dream by a strong force, unwilling to reconcile, I stubbornly missed the class all afternoon, and persistently wanted to walk into the original dream.The dream is the original dream. I don’t know if it’s because I woke up once and changed the original intention of the dream. Anyway, the end result is that Yu Chen watched Gu Ming in the dream riding a bicycle and was hit by a car he couldn’t name. The sports car was knocked into the air and turned a fancy circle, and the gymnastics team must have been a master-level scene. Yu Chen woke up with fright.After waking up, she still had a cold for several days, and her heart was always worried. She didn't find out the news of Gu Ming's stay in China through many connections, and she was exhausted physically and mentally. She was so ill that it took more than a whole month to recover.From then on, Yu Chen didn't dare to go to deep sleep anymore, and he also got the problem of waking up when he was dreaming and determined not to go back to sleep.

Unable to sleep, Yu Chen opened the curtains and looked outside, it was raining sparsely, not too much.The hotel is not very far from the cemetery area, and it was only eleven o'clock in the morning when Yu Chen procrastinated and packed up for a long time. When he passed by a flower shop, Yu Chen went in and bought a bunch of sunflowers, which were bright yellow. In Yu Chen's impression, his father likes sunflowers very much. He once used sunflowers to describe Yu Chen's mother: I think she is like a little sun, which lights up my whole world.Maybe until the last moment of his life, that woman was still his little sunshine!Yu Chen thought to himself mockingly when he walked out of the flower shop with sunflowers in his hands.

The Phoenix Cemetery area in the light rain is not so scary and gloomy, but only bleak, desolate and sad.Yu Chen stood at the foot of the mountain and thought for a long time before he remembered where his father was. He walked there with sunflowers in his hands, and the tombstone in front of him was engraved: Tomb of his beloved son Yu Yang.Looking at the surrounding signs, it seems that no one has been here for a long time. Yu Chen put the sunflower in his hand and leaned against the tombstone, and carefully wiped the dirt on the ground with a small brush bought from the grandfather who guarded the grave below. , When everything was almost cleaned up, Yu Chen almost slowly pulled back his emotions, found a place at random, and sat down cross-legged.

He took the sunflower next to him, took out a pair of scissors and a beautiful small vase from the bag of the windbreaker, and tapped the small vase in the left hand lightly with two fingers bent in his right hand, making a crisp sound, Yu Chen smiled. He said: "It's beautiful! I made it myself in France. The master craftsman in France saw this little vase I made and kept asking me to be his apprentice, but I justly refused. He kept He praised me for being talented and a rare seedling. I was so embarrassed by the praise. In fact, I didn’t tell him. I did this for a long time. I don’t even like it, but I finally got to see this, so I brought it to you, it just goes well with the bunch of sunflowers I gave you.”

While Yu Chen was slowly pruning the sunflowers, he put a branch in the bottle next to him, and kept telling Yu Yang some interesting things that happened to him in France.In the end, Yu Chen inserted all the repaired sunflowers into the bottle, placed the bottle beside the tombstone, and ran to find a few small stones in the distance to fix it: "It's been windy recently, I think I need to fix it for you, I didn't bring you any fruit when I came here, but I brought you a bunch of your little sun, don't be disgusted, don't you see that I tried my best to satisfy you? I also added another service for you-reinforcement Small vase."

After the small vase was reinforced, Yu Chen made sure that even a tenth-level typhoon would not blow it away, so he continued to return to his previous position with confidence and sat down cross-legged. He smiled and said to the tombstone: "You know? I really want to Sentimental for a while, just like in TV dramas, telling a tombstone that I am so wronged, so sad, so sad, I miss you so much. But I found that I don’t seem to be sentimental at all, just like you used to Say I’m a little heartless, I don’t seem to be sad for a long time, I don’t know when I can’t feel my sad emotions, not only sad, but also many other emotions. , Adrian said I was just sick, I think he is lying, I am healthy, how can I be sick? In fact, it is because I have no conscience, so I have no emotions, it seems that your little sun is right Wrong, I am a cold-blooded animal."

After pausing for a while, Yu Chen slowly packed up the flower stalks and branches on the ground, and thought for a long time: "Actually, Adrian didn't lie all the time, I'm really uncomfortable, I haven't had a good night's sleep for a long time. , I always have nightmares, and sometimes I can’t sleep all night long. There are always a lot of things in my head inexplicably, which makes me very annoying. Adrian gave me a lot of medicine for me to take, but I didn’t If so, I took a few bottles of sleeping pills. He always said that I was sick, and always gave me a lot of medicines that I couldn’t name. I felt that I was going to become a big medicine barrel. I felt that now It must be invulnerable to all poisons."

After speaking, Yu Chen laughed for a long time, rubbed his sour face, and sighed: "Hey! My smile lines are showing again, I must be old again." The crossed legs felt numb , Yu Chen changed his posture, straightened his legs, and kept pinching his legs: "I saw Gu Ming again, and he was still the same as before, as long as he glanced at him, he would never take his eyes off. This kind of amazing person, I thought that when he grows up, he will restrain his sharpness a little bit, but he didn't expect that his sharpness will open up and kill the surroundings in seconds! I am so proud, but unfortunately, it is no longer mine. Let the past go with the wind It all follows the wind." Yu Chen sang happily: "It's so good! It's sung by a little heavenly king. When I have time, I'll get you a small speaker to listen to."

Yu Chen raised his hand and glanced at the time: "I might have to go, there are no taxi drivers in this remote place, so I have to go down the mountain to find a taxi, or I will have to spend the night with you today. That's it Come on, come see you next time, you have to be well, stay here and wait for me to see you next time, seeyounexttime!" Yu Chen chuckled, then hummed a song, took the packed garbage and walked slowly step away.

Things are different, people leave tea to cool down, the past is empty, only the sunflower in front of the tombstone slowly fades the pale golden light of the whole body with the arrival of darkness, which seems to indicate the footprints of people, a bunch of flowers in the darkness shine.