if you catch up

Unexpectedly, Chen Fan came to him on the weekend.

Yi Yang made a cup of tea and handed it to Chen Fan on the sofa.

He was actually a little awkward, but Chen Fan's frank look and soft smile in his eyes were not much like usual, so he was a little relieved.

Chen Fan took the water and said with a smile: "I know you're bored at home, so I won't have to look for you everywhere."

Yi Yang: "Is there something important?"

Chen Fan took a sip, put the cup on the coffee table, turned to look at Yi Yang, "Well, it's very important."

Yi Yang nodded, motioning for him to continue.

What is the solution? Problems always have to be solved.

Chen Fan said: "The confession was a bit hasty before, and it may have scared you, so I will say it solemnly again today, you listen clearly."

He looked at Yi Yang seriously, "I like you, Yi Yang. I have liked you since five years ago. It is not the kind of friend, but the kind of love that wants to be together forever. I don't want to hide anymore, and I hope you don't escape. Let's talk openly and honestly."

Yi Yang nodded again, "Okay, let's talk."

At this time, his heart was surprisingly calm.

Chen Fan continued, "Okay, I know you may be surprised, and I know you won't accept me quickly, but if you give up like this, Yi Yang, I think I will regret it for the rest of my life."

Yi Yang said: "Well, you know what I mean".

Chen Fan smiled, "I know, I know better than anyone else that you said you would never fall in love with someone else, but I want to make that exception."

Yi Yang paused, but still told the truth, "I don't want to lose you as a friend, but I also don't want to lie to you. I have no intention of being together with you...for anyone."

"You're always like this," Chen Fan smiled wryly and shook his head, "Once bitten by a snake, and ten years afraid of well ropes, well, let me ask you."

He was facing Yi Yang, looking into his eyes.

"Where's Xiao Yuan?"

Just as he asked, Yi Yang's eyes were about to look away subconsciously, but Chen Fan stared at him so seriously, he still didn't look away.

Just didn't answer.

It's not that he didn't think about this question, on the contrary, how many times he dreamed back in the night, he was up and down in this whirlpool and couldn't help himself, how did he feel about Xiao Yuan?

No matter how much you think about it, it will eventually come to nothing.What's the use of thinking so clearly, they won't be together in the end.

What Chen Fan said was right, he was bitten by a snake once and was afraid of well ropes for ten years.

Returning to his mind, Yi Yang said lightly: "It's even more impossible for me and him."

"I'm not asking if it's possible, Yi Yang, don't run away." Chen Fan said softly.

Yi Yang finally looked away and lowered his head. After a while, he sighed and said, "I don't know."

The following air inevitably fell into silence.The two sat quietly on the sofa without talking.

It took a while before Chen Fan opened his mouth, with a helpless smile, "He is always a tumor in your heart, and if you don't remove it, it will never heal."

Yi Yang didn't answer.

"It's not that you can't pick it off, but you haven't thought about picking it off."

Yi Yang gently closed his eyes.

cut out?How to pick?

The person he loved and the mistakes he made were all rooted in his life and melted into his flesh and blood. They were the sharp blade that tortured him and the armor that protected him.

"Yi Yang, even if it's not me, I hope you come out of your shell." After saying this, Chen Fan paused, and then smiled, "That's not good for acquaintances. I seem to be a special virgin. I was moved by myself."

"Of course, it's better for me. My own cabbage can't just be so cheap for others."

Yi Yang was still teased by him in the end, and raised his head, "How do you talk, who is a pig?"

Chen Fan glanced at him with a smile, sighed, pretended to be helpless and said, "Hey, if you want, pigs can be pigs, how cute."

"I don't want to cook cabbage yet."

When the two of you were joking with each other, the atmosphere became lively.

They didn't talk about that topic again, but they both understood in each other's hearts. After all these years, there is still some tacit understanding.

He insisted not to fall in love, and Chen Fan insisted on chasing, to see who would waver first.

Xiao Yuan... Xiao Yuan seemed to mean the same thing at that time, Yi Yang thought, why is my love in this way?If it was a few years earlier, or a few years later, wouldn't this be the case?

Now, I don't have the courage to fall in love with others.

But fortunately, such a good friendship is still there.

In the evening, Chen Fan cooked at Yi Yang's house. He said that if he wanted to capture a man's heart, he had to start with his stomach, so he rolled up his sleeves, put on an apron, and planned to show off his skills, but Yi Yang's house couldn't be called clean. Food was running out, but there was indeed very little food left in the refrigerator. It was already dark, and it was inconvenient to go to the supermarket now, so Chen Fan had no choice but to make do with it.

After eating, the two chatted for a while, and when they came back to their senses, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.Thinking that there is nothing important to do tomorrow, they plan to go to Chen's father and mother's house together, which is also close to Yi Yang's house, so Chen Fan will stay tonight.

Originally, there were not many acquaintances in a foreign country, and few people visited his family. Later, his father was hospitalized, and only Chen Fan came to him.

It was nothing before, but it was different now, and he didn't want the two of them to be embarrassed, so after taking a shower, he went directly to the second bedroom with ease.

Early the next morning, they drove to Chen's father and mother's house.

Ms. Chen made a big fuss again. Yi Yang and Chen Fan had told her many times before, saying that it doesn't need to be such a hassle.

In the former case, Chen's mother didn't even look at it, but in the latter case, she thought about it once, but after Chen Fan Yiyang finished cooking a dish, she tasted it, and she felt disgusted again, pushing and shoving him away. The two rushed out of the kitchen and performed the operation by themselves.

The conscience of heaven and earth ignores Yi Yang. That dish was fried by her personal disciple Chen Fan. It tastes like a delicacy on a jade plate, but at least it is delicious in color and fragrance.

Chen's father said from the side, "Don't worry about her, she just has itchy hands, waiting for you two to come back every day to show her hands, and she feels that you are not as good as yourself when you fry Yushanfang."

Mother Chen shouted in the kitchen, "Chen Zhiye, what are you talking about! Do you still want to eat today?!"

As if facing a formidable enemy, Father Chen quickly replied loudly, "Eat, eat, your fried food is the best!"

Both Chen Fan and Yi Yang smiled helplessly, and never said that again.

The children have grown up and are no longer dependent on the family and parents, but the elderly always want to do something for them, even a meal.

In the evening, Yi Yang said that he still had some work to do. After eating, he didn't ask Chen Fan to send him off, so he took the subway home by himself.

Standing in the subway, looking at the blurry silhouettes flashing past the window, he thought about what Chen Fan said just now when he sent him out.

"My home is your home, and we can live like this forever if you want."

How tempting, he thought.

What a blessing to have such a home.

After returning home, he walked to the entrance of the corridor, and saw Xiao Yuan standing at his door again.

The author has something to say:

It seemed to be a little pumped yesterday, so I didn't send it out.

... I have been obsessed with studying recently, so I am writing more slowly.

Then I saw that the collection has increased by one, which means that if someone reads it, then continue to write.