Teacher, don't hide from me

Ye Fan stood downstairs at Song Mingchu's house for nearly six hours that night, and was drenched in snow for five hours.

She thought everything through that night, yes, who could she blame? She made a mistake, she crossed the line, she gave Song Mingchu a reason to avoid her, what else could she do? So, she can only accept it, and can only watch Song Mingchu get farther and farther away from her, but she has lost even the qualifications to say no.

After going back, Ye Fan didn't even have the strength to take off her wet clothes. She lay on the sofa in the hotel, smoking cigarettes one by one. She didn't know how long it took before she just fell asleep in a daze. .

Waking up the next day, Ye Fan was seriously ill. After waking up, she felt dizzy and groggy. At that moment, she really wanted to just fall to the ground with her head on her head, and never have to get up again. She held up her eyelids with great effort, and even her eyes became extremely dry and hot, and her vision was a bit double, and the wound on her mouth was also gone. There was a tearing pain, and even the consciousness became blurred.

Looking back, that day was the worst day in her history. Her headache felt like it was going to explode, her body was so hot that it seemed that she would spontaneously ignite in the next second, her mouth hurt, and her heart hurt even more. She said to herself in a decisive and cold tone: "Please leave now." Her heart ached like a thousand arrows piercing her heart. It was clearly an imperative sentence, but the decisive tone seemed to be passing a sentence, mercilessly Watching Ye Fan's ending.

She felt that the nerves and blood vessels in her body became scorching hot, and the death-like discomfort was nothing more than that,

She insisted on supporting her body and rushed into the bathroom, opened the shower head, and bathed in the icy cold water. The alternation of cold and heat made Ye Fan feel like his headache was exploding. Fortunately, the burning sensation all over his body eased a lot. The headache also woke her up a lot. She took off her wet clothes and threw them on the sink, dried her body and put on her pajamas. With such a distance of five or six steps, she felt that she had walked a long way, and finally reached the bedside, and fell down on the bed and fell into a drowsy sleep.

She had a long, long dream, dreaming that she was back in junior high school, and dreaming of the vicious words Li Ni had said to herself, and then Li Ni's face slowly changed into Song Mingchu's face for some reason, Said: "Don't pester me like a crazy person?! If I could do it all over again, I would never invite you to my house that day, and I would never get so close to you! I would never take the initiative to provoke such a monster like you." fetal!"

Ye Fan cried and shouted in his dream: "Teacher, I was wrong, don't hate me...I'm not a freak..." The next second Ye Fan woke up from the dream, already sweating profusely, his face became even paler, and the pillow didn't know what to do. When has been soaked with tears.

That dream was so real, thinking of what Song and Mingchu said to himself in the dream, Ye Fan's body felt chilly from the inside out as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

"At the beginning of the Ming Dynasty, would you hate me as much as Li Bi...why...what did I do wrong...don't I have the right to love someone if I like girls?...I was called a freak since I was a child...but even if I don't care if everyone around me says that, I only care about you... At the beginning of Ming Dynasty, do you think I'm a freak too?" Ye Fan woke up for a while, but her thoughts were still immersed in that dream, she clearly Knowing that it was just a dream, she still couldn't stop her tears, as if the dream would become reality in the next second, she was too scared, too scared that history would repeat itself, too scared that Song and Mingchu would become like Li Ni She hated herself, but she couldn't do anything about it. She really didn't know what else she could do to make up for the mistakes she made.

I looked at my phone and found that I had slept for nearly forty hours, but I didn’t feel hungry at all. After sleeping for so long, my fever subsided. It’s sad to say that I’m so excited and can’t wait to go back to China to accompany Song and Mingchu for the New Year’s Eve. , but now she can only be reduced to being alone in a hotel room, and no one takes care of her when she is sick. Healed, and no one will know that she suffered as much as death that day.

At this moment, Ye Fan's eyes turned to the wine cabinet on the side. There were all kinds of foreign wines in the wine cabinet. After a glance, the alcohol content was higher and higher. She didn't seem to have drunk wine with more than [-] degrees. She drank it at Song Mingchu's house. The wines are all more than ten degrees, but the lowest wine in the wine cabinet has to be forty degrees. I opened the cabinet door and took out the bottle of forty degrees wine. I unscrewed the lid and just smelled it. Fan couldn't help frowning, the smell of alcohol was too strong, and he took a sip, feeling that the taste of the wine he drank was no different from that of pure alcohol. Every time he took a sip, the wound on her mouth was painful, but In the end, she endured nausea and finished the bottle of wine, because she desperately wanted to get drunk, she was not as strong as she appeared on the surface, she also had things she couldn't bear, and she was not in pain, at that moment She wanted to get drunk so much, she knew that if she was drunk, she would no longer have to face the fact that Song Mingchu ignored her, and if she was drunk, she would no longer have to face everything.

The aunt who cleaned the room saw that the owner of the room hadn't come out for three consecutive days, so she swiped the door with her employee card and wanted to clean the room, but saw Ye Fan fainted on the ground with a pale face, and the cleaning aunt was flustered and didn't know What to do, I immediately called the lobby manager.

The lobby manager is a mature woman. When she came to the room and saw this scene, she thought about it calmly. She thought she should contact the child's parents first. She checked Ye Fan's bag and found Ye Fan's phone, but she couldn't solve it. After opening the password, I found another student ID card, and saw that it said, Ye Fan, No. [-] Senior Middle School in S City, Class [-], Senior High School,

The lobby manager immediately took out his mobile phone and dialed 120, and then dialed his uncle's number: "Uncle, help me check the contact information of a student in your school, Ye Fan's parents in the second and fifth grades of high school. This child fainted in our hotel gone."

After a while, I received a reply from my uncle: "Ye Fan's parents are abroad. You don't need to notify her parents before you confirm whether it is serious or not. It will save her parents from running all the way. Give you a call, Song Mingchu 138xxxxx91."

"Hello, is this Mr. Song, Ye Fan's head teacher?" The lobby manager called Song Mingchu.

"Yes, you are?" Song Mingchu guessed suspiciously.

"I am the manager of the xx hotel. Auntie Cleaning found her fainted in the room when she was cleaning the room. Now she is on the way to xx hospital,"

Before the lobby manager said, "Her guardians seem to be abroad, can I trouble you to come over?"

Song Mingchu said anxiously first: "Send me the detailed address! I'll be there right away!"

The lobby manager was a little stunned, lamenting in his heart that there are not many such responsible young teachers in this era, and nervous that his students are so nervous, while editing a text message and sending it to Song Mingchu.

Song Mingchu who hung up the phone hurriedly put on a coat, took a taxi and rushed to the emergency department of the hospital, listened to the manager of the hotel lobby explain the situation, and thanked her again and again,

Before leaving, the lobby manager couldn't help but said to Song Mingchu: "It would be great if I met a teacher like you when I was in school. She cares so much about her students. She is so lucky. When she returns to the hotel, I have to educate her for the teacher. , know something, don’t be in the blessing and don’t know the blessing.”

Song Mingchu couldn't help feeling a little guilty when he heard this, thinking "If she hadn't met a teacher like me, she probably wouldn't have drunk to soothe her worries."

But he said with a smile, "Thank you, it's okay. In fact, this child is quite sensible. He is the most sensible student I have ever seen. This is the first time that this is the first time. If I enlighten her, she will be fine. Hehe, you should stop educating her." , don't remind her of any sad things again."

The two chatted for a few more words before saying goodbye. Song Mingchu quickly walked to Ye Fan's bedside. From a distance, he could smell the alcohol on Ye Fan's body. Looking at the unconscious Ye Fan, Song Mingchu couldn't help but frowned.

At this time, the doctor came over and said to Song Mingchu: "It's not very serious. She's been in a coma for several days on an empty stomach and drinking alcohol. She still has a low-grade fever. When she wakes up and finishes her drip, she can go. You go there first." Let's pay the fee."

Song Mingchu couldn't help being a little angry when he heard the doctor explain the situation, thinking:

"Hunger strike? Drinking alcohol while having a fever?! Promise me to take good care of yourself?!"

After paying the fee, Song Mingchu moved a stool and sat beside Ye Fan's bed, looking at her with a haggard face, Song Mingchu's petty temper instantly turned into distress,

Ye Fan's cheeks were visibly thinner, the dark circles under his eyes became more serious, and the edges and corners became more distinct. Even the expression in his sleep was still so painful. Song Mingchu couldn't help stretching out his hand to smooth Ye Fan's frowning brows, and whispered to himself Said: "Fool... I don't deserve you to do this."

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This chapter was written in a hurry, it can be regarded as an addition, and the abuse will start tomorrow, and the abuse will be healthier~