Datang beauty walk

There was silence in the room, Bi'er silently waited beside the bed, this was her last journey with the young lady.She watched the unconscious young lady with a lot of thoughts, and the past was still vivid in her mind. In a flash, one of them had already reached the end of her life.

She didn't know how the young lady spent these years. Even though she had thousands of words to say, she couldn't say a single word to the young lady at this moment.

She was too sleepy to sit, so she put her arms on the side of the bed, rested her forehead with her hands, and closed her eyes for a little rest.

Just as she was sitting and sleeping like this, suddenly, she felt a finger of the young lady in her palm move slightly.She opened her eyes, looked at the young lady, and saw that the young lady was still the same as before, unknowingly.

She closed her eyes again, but she felt the young lady's fingers move again in her palm. This time she opened her eyes, leaned over to look at Pu Yu's face, and saw the young lady's eyelids and eyelashes moving slightly. .

"Miss," she called softly.

She observed the changes on the young lady's face, and called out again:

"Miss"

At this moment, Pu Yu slowly opened her long-closed eyes.

"Miss!" Bi'er called softly.

Pu Yu looked at her, her pale lips moved slightly, but no words came out of her mouth.

Bi'er hurriedly got up and left the round stool, poured some water over there, put it on the young lady's lips, moistened her lips for the young lady, and then gave the young lady another two sips.

Seeing Puyu looking at her without moving her eyes, Bi'er said:

"Miss, I'm Bea."

"Bill?!"

Pu Yu uttered these two words with difficulty, two lines of tears flowed out immediately, she slowly raised her hand, when Bier saw it, she hurriedly held her raised hand.

"Bi'er... why are you here? Am I dreaming?"

She spoke weakly, and was about to sit up, but Bi'er quickly stood up and supported her, letting her back lean on the pillow.

Seeing Puyu's breathing stabilized slightly, Bi'er said with tears:

"Miss, why are you like this?!"

When Pu Yu saw Bi'er, her mood changed from sadness to joy:

"Bi'er, I... I thought, I'll never see you again, how have you been all these years? Where are you?"

Bea looked at Miss:

"I have been in Chang'an Qingdu Temple before, and then I went to the temple in Luoyang."

"Luoyang is so far away, why are you here alone? Can they let you in?"

"Miss, don't worry, I didn't come alone. Also, because I am the abbot of Dongxiao Palace, they dare not stop me."

"Imperial seal?"

Pu Yu looked at the exquisite lotus flower crown on her head and the purple Taoist robe. This is not something that ordinary female Taoist priests can wear. It is of a higher level than ordinary female Taoist crowns.

"Have you seen the emperor and queen?"

"Yes, the Emperor and Empress Wu summoned me and gave me a purple robe and a goldfish bag."

"Bi'er, I'm really happy for you that you can have today."

Bi'er saw that Pu Yu's face was red, and her eyes were filled with brilliance.However, there was no joy in her heart, and she knew what it meant.

"How long have I been asleep?" Pu Yu asked.

"Young Master said, I have been in a coma for two days today, and I arrived in Yangzhou today."

Pu Yu nodded and asked:

"His father, Shen Fuquan, didn't make things difficult for you, did he?"

"He doesn't seem to be here, even if he is, there is no need to worry now." Bi'er comforted her.

Pu Yu looked at Bi'er, and then she said affectionately:

"Bi'er, you are still the same as ten years ago, you haven't changed at all, and I'm already old, I'm content to see you before I die."

When Bi'er heard this, her heart ached unceasingly, as if a sharp knife pierced through her flesh and blood, she suppressed the tears welling up, and said:

"Miss, you'll be fine."

With a smile in his eyes, Pu Yu said calmly:

"I don't have any fear of death. Death is a kind of relief for me. I was really surprised to see you today, but we met at this time..."

"Miss, please don't say that again," she begged.

Pu Yu stretched out his hand to touch her cheek, and said:

"Bi'er, do you know how I have come here for more than 20 years? I have lived to this day with the memories of those 11 years when we were together. During that time, every little thing I got along with you, accompanied me After spending half of my painful and lonely life, I thought my tears had dried up and I would not cry anymore when I saw you, but I still shed the same..."

"Miss..." Her voice choked up.

"I have always regretted it. Why did I want you to run away from me back then? How dangerous would it be for you to be a weak woman wandering alone? Letting you leave alone was the only mistake I made in my life. At that time, why didn't I think about it, how difficult is it for a woman to travel? You are traveling alone, there are poisonous insects and beasts infested in the mountains, people in the world are sinister and unpredictable, and ghosts are rampant at night. You will... After you leave, I worry about you all day and all night. I blame myself and regret every day. If at that time... I didn't let you go, aren't we together in this life? My heart will Is it that painful?"

Hearing Pu Yu's mournful complaint, Bi'er burst into tears, and she said: "Miss, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have left you, I shouldn't have left you far away." In my arms, tears kept streaming out.

"Sometimes... I also think, if we hadn't met each other, would I still be in such pain? If so, my life would be different..."

Bi'er, who was crawling in Puyu's arms, was panting when she heard the young lady's words, and her chest was obviously rising and falling. She left the young lady's body, sat down on the round stool again, held the young lady's hand, and listened to her continue. .

"But I still hope to meet you...Because of you, there is an irreplaceable sweetness in my life. Sometimes, I hate God, why let me know and love you, but can't stay with you Sleeping? Why am I born as a daughter, but can’t be born as a man and marry you? But...for my parents, for these two families, I have no choice but to keep this love deep in my heart...many people hope Put it in the next life, but I just want to be just a star in the sky in the next life, no matter where you are, I can look at you quietly..."

"Miss……"

Bi'er clenched Pu Yu's hand and called out, she saw that her breath was beginning to weaken.

"Bi'er, the meeting between you and me today has exceeded my expectations. You also know that although we are masters and servants, I... don't treat me as a master and servant. Until now...do you still call me Miss?"

Her hands and arms became weak, and she closed her eyes tiredly, but she tried to open them again, and looked at Bea:

"Bea, take care of yourself..."

Seeing that Bi'er hadn't finished speaking, she slowly closed her eyes, and her sitting body softened.

"Miss……!"

Bi'er cried out in pain, threw herself on Pu Yu, suppressed her trembling voice habitually, and wept in a low voice.She felt Pu Yu's body temperature recede little by little.

night!O this dark, all-encompassing night!You took everything from me, why did you leave me alone with this pain as deep as the sea?Let it use all kinds of methods to torture me severely, and burn the red iron on my heart time and time again, making my skin and flesh scorched.

night!O dark, endless night!Why don't you take me with you, but let me continue to drink the bitter wine that fate has brewed for me?

No longer lamenting that I have no father and no mother, no longer lamenting that I am a leaf of grass floating without roots, but I don’t understand what kind of mistakes I made in my previous life?I want this humble soul in my body to be chained to this heavy and painful invisible emotional shackle for the rest of my life, and I can never get rid of it...

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