aph hetalia i am country

"aph/Hetalia, I am the Country" Author: Ai Xuebi

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Yesterday, my name was Sun Ke, and I was a son and daughter of China.

Today, my name is Arthur Kirkland.

I am - the British Empire.

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"He's my best friend! I don't want him dead!"

"Arthur..." The boss showed me a helpless expression for the first time, "You are a country...you will see many people die in the future."

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"Is it okay to change the country?" I looked very embarrassed, "I, I think China, China...we can talk about it later..."

"Many of your people are suffering, and they need you to shine a light on them."

"Arthur..."

"You are a nation."

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☆、You are a country

I am a very ordinary person.

Ordinary, ordinary.

I'm even a little grumpy and emotionally unstable.

I can imagine that I will travel to an alien world in the future, I can imagine that I in the parallel world is doing things contrary to my wishes, and I can imagine that maybe I was a rough man in the previous life.

But I wouldn't have imagined that... I would cross into a country.

"Master of the motherland! Welcome to your birth!"

"My lord! We love you! We are your people!"

"The sun never sets on the British Empire!"

"Master of the motherland!"

"Master of the motherland!"

"Master of the motherland!"

Looking at the crowds of people below, I really didn't react for a while, I just stood there in a daze, until a person stroked my hair, I finally got over my nerves and looked up at that person.

"Master of the motherland, you have to grow up quickly."

The man who spoke to me was my first supervisor.

"Master of the motherland...me?"

Don't be kidding me...I'm just one person...

"That's right," the man smiled at me, "You are our motherland, and your name is England."

Me: "..." England/country... me?How can it be?

"I am alone."

"Arthur..." the man continued to tell me with a pleasant face, "You are a country."

I:"……"

A few days later, I realized that I had traveled to the anime "Hetalia" I had watched before, and became the British/country in it——Arthur Kirkland.

I have only watched a little bit of "Hetalia", and I thought it was fun and watched a few episodes... I never thought that I would travel here and become a country of people.

God knows that I am a flower of the People's Republic of China with three normal views.

I don't cross into China/country but become Britain/country?Why?

The sudden crossing made me terrified. I was emotionally unstable and irritable. After tossing and turning for a week, I didn't get the answer I wanted, and I became more and more irritable.

This is not a good thing, because my irascibility finds that my country's government is also becoming irascible.

【"Arthur...you are a country."】

I don't think that if I feel uncomfortable alone, I will make everyone feel uncomfortable. The ultimate moral bottom line allows me to self-hypnotize myself to stabilize but it does not suppress my irritability.

My character is more irritable than before.

Before long I was a pirate.

I didn't meet a single person in my land, but I met a kid when I was a pirate and got hurt in a fight with the French/Francis who I've been fighting against since I was born.

"You're injured!" The little boy ran to me with a really worried expression on his face, "Oh, how could God let war involve you?"

"..." I didn't speak but just looked at this little kid silently.

"Are you from the UK? My mother said that children can't go out at this time. Why are you injured all over your body?"

"Because there's going to be a war."

"You're still a child."

"Aren't you a kid?" I smiled mockingly, "Go back quickly."

"No! You go back with me," the little boy refused to admit defeat, "Aren't you the same age as me?"

Me: "..." You didn't even know the master of the motherland, and you came out to save people.

☆、I don't want your land

His name is John.

He was my first friend and my best friend.

He is the son of a merchant family.

He is one of the few people who is not affected by me and is very kind and polite during my current cranky period.

"Arthur!" John ran towards me happily carrying a fruit basket, "It's great that you came to play with me."

"I'm just here to return your things, you kid, don't misunderstand me and you." I handed him the towel, looked at his happy eyes and turned around embarrassedly, "Your house is quite beautiful of."

"Really?!"

He seemed to be very happy, then suddenly took my hand: "Come and play at my house, my parents will definitely welcome you."

John's parents liked me very much after listening to John's introduction to me.

It is said that it is a hero to fight for the country at a young age.

Now I finally know why John doesn't know me... because his parents are dumb!

To be honest, I really don't know which country even fights with little kids.

Like I said John was a very polite kid.

So he almost never asked about things I didn't want to say.

But I think he's a little too condescending when it comes to women.

For example, the last time I took a female cat to his house, John, who was rarely seen, was angry and slapped off my hand and took the cat away.

"Arthur, how can you treat a lady like this?"

"...Huh? That's just a cat."

"But it's still a lady."

"..." Well, as long as you are happy.

"Arthur, did you listen to me?" John shook his head helplessly at my silence, "You really should be a gentleman."

Me: "...you are becoming more and more like my boss."

John: "?"

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"Hey, little Arthur, what do you think of my long hair?"

Francis came over and yelled at me again today.

"Tch, I don't like being like a woman."

In fact, I am very envious of Francis' hair, but because I was a man in this life, my family's teaching method does not allow long hair, so I can only be stubborn.

"Huh? Little Arthur, you really don't understand my brother's art." Francis stopped my arm with one hand, "You're in a good mood recently."

"So what?"

"So ~ Little Arthur, do you want to give back some territory to my brother?"

Seeing Francis' flattering smile, I could only twitch my lips and knock off his hand on my shoulder with a sigh: "I won't pay you back."

"I won't give you any land," I looked into Francis' angry eyes calmly, "If you can..."

"I really don't want an inch of your land."

Francis changed from anger to consternation in an instant.

"I don't want your land," but this is the trace of history I need to enforce.

"I don't want to start any war." Because I am not my boss after all.

"If you don't have the strength, it won't be returned to you."

"If you want to take it back, just grab it with me. If you win, it's yours."

"My boss always says something to me, and now I'm giving it to you."

“[You are a country.]”

☆, friend

I don't remember Francis' expression at that time, I only know that I walked past him indifferently.

I'm now starting to feel sorry for every 'person' I've ever been born into.

Including Francis.

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"Arthur!" John ran over from a distance, and I was wearing a cape.

John looked at my cloak and shook his head helplessly: "Are you hiding from those leaders again by growing your hair?"

"Hush!" I glared at him, "Hush your voice, I don't want to be dragged back by them."

"You really want to grow long hair so much?" John looked helpless, and then remembered a puzzled expression, "Speaking of which, recently, many people also like to grow long hair following the fashion of France."

"Ah? Really?" I pretended not to know, "Then I really follow the trend."

Hearing me say this instead of reflecting on my mistakes, John gave me another look at me pretending to be angry, and finally shook his head: "You really have all the characteristics of our British Empire."

"yes."

I don't really care because I am.

"I'm hungry."

"Let's go, my mother made a lot of delicious food and waited for you to pass by. By the way, I feel that you eat a lot, Arthur, why don't you grow up?"

Me: "...concentration is the essence." I might be able to grow up in 100 years.

————————————【I used to think that such a day would always be with me】————————————

"But I was wrong."

I went out when the war started again, and I told John I was sure to come back victorious.

History is written that way.

I did win, too.

But... Whether it is victory or defeat, there will be someone's death to pave the way.

When I returned home, I learned from John’s parents that John secretly signed up to join the army after I left because he wanted to fight alongside me.

But I didn't see him in the team that came back this time.

As a nation I panicked.

I'm a pirate and I can shamelessly rob because of this.

I can kill and set fire. I've done enough.

Because I am a nation.

But after a long absence, I started to panic.

I desperately looked for him and learned from someone that he was seriously injured and was rescued by a French woman.

He was dying when I got there.

Tears flowed from the sockets.

The only friend I had was in front of me, and he was dying.

I wanted to save him, but I found that I didn't have that ability.

"Why are you going to the battlefield? Didn't I tell you to wait for me to come back victorious?!" I grabbed him by the collar and looked at his pale face still smiling gently at me, I finally couldn't stop crying, "Why are you following..."

"Arthur..." He put his hand on mine with some difficulty, and smiled softly, "I've known since I saw you carrying a gun covered in blood all by yourself when I was a child... You are my hero..."

"I didn't know until later, before you set off... So you are the master of the motherland in my heart."

Me: "...um."

"I am very happy," he continued, looking me in the eyes, "I am very happy...to be able to go to the battlefield with the Lord of the Motherland..."

I:"……"

"same……"

He suddenly stood up and hugged me, "It's a pleasure to be friends with you as Arthur..."

As soon as he finished the last word, I seemed to understand something.

Something walked past me.

Like the wind, it cannot stop him.

"Put him down, sir."

"Thank you for your condolences."

☆, grown up

People cannot be resurrected from the dead.

I have always known this truth.

When my friend turned pale and gray, I found that I was still in my youth.

I do not know what I did wrong.

But I know that becoming a country and gaining a life that ordinary people can't get - that is the greatest punishment God gave me.

"Calm down Arthur!"

The boss snatched the drink from my hand and pressed my arm, but it only got me to react more violently.

"Arthur..."

The boss shook his head: "You are a country..."

Helpless eyes, this is not the first time I saw him show this expression to me, nor is it the first time he said this sentence to me.

I think... I should be a failure as a country.

I pushed my boss away and rushed out with the bottle, ignoring his boss shouting at me from behind.

I don't know where I ran, it was raining heavily outside and it was very cold.

I thought this rain would calm me down a bit...but I find it just makes me more upset.

I felt hot all over my body, lost my mind, and started to shake when I walked.

I didn't know where I was going, I just looked at the road in a daze and bumped into a person.

"Arthur?"

The man supported me, I wanted to look up at him but I could barely open my eyes.

The other party said that I turned around as if looking at me: "Why did you suddenly grow up?"

I can't see what he looks like, and I'm delirious, I feel so hot and sleepy.

I grabbed the man's arm and pressed it against his chest for some coolness.

The other party immediately grabbed my hand and pulled a little distance away.

"You, have you been drinking?!"

"Hi, you... you... hiccup... why are you hiding, hiding... I, I'm hot! Still, still uncomfortable..." I started to lose my temper and started beating that person, "Okay, Uncomfortable...he, he is dead...why, I am still alive, he is dead..."

"..."

The other party didn't answer me, so I continued to cry and beat him.

"You sue, tell me...why"

"...Little Arthur, you..."

"why……"

I kept crying and talking... I couldn't see his face clearly and couldn't hear what she said at the end.

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Me: "..." It seems that something really happened last night...

I looked at the big bed where I was lying, and the clothes on my body had been changed.

I have a terrible headache. I probably don't hold too much alcohol. I drank so much yesterday...

"By the way..." I looked at myself in the mirror, "Why did I grow up all of a sudden?"

I have never grown a baby since I was born as a country, and I have always maintained the appearance of a little kid, but how did I grow up to be about 13 years old after sleeping?

Oh... no, where is this place?

"Yo~ Little Arthur, you're awake."

Hear his voice before he sees him, the voice of a bastard.

"Brother, I'm worried about you."

"...how is it you?"

I looked at the person leaning against the door almost twitching from the corner of my eyes, "What kind of tricks are you doing, Francis."

"Little Arthur, what you said really broke my heart." Francis said with a little sense of grievance. "Yesterday, I brought you back because you were crying and holding on to me."

Me: "... Nani."

"But brother, I'll come back with you in my arms, help you take a shower, and change your clothes..."

"Hold the grass! Shut up!"

☆, the same history

Francis had no intention of stopping and went on about what I did to him yesterday.

"..." I really don't know anything!

"Also, little Arthur's nose turned red from crying, so unexpectedly cute for me to hug~" Francis spread his hands and gave me a smirk, "Nissan, I don't suggest that you beg me to hug you."

"..." I resisted the urge to roll my eyes, grabbed the pillow and threw it at his face, "Are you trying to fight me again?! Damn BT!"

Francis didn't react at all and was hit by the pillow I threw.

Just as the two of us were about to fight again, someone knocked on the door and came in.

"Who didn't see... you?"

Originally, I was in a bad mood and wanted to beat this dead BT to vent my anger, but now someone is obstructing me, I immediately became angry and was just about to yell at that person, but when I saw her, I froze in place.

It was the French woman who helped John from the battlefield to the hospital.

"Oh, you're here." Francis warmly welcomed the woman and then kissed the back of her hand, "I'm sorry to let you see the scene just now, my little cat is still angry."

Me: "...Do you think I dare not hit you on your territory?!"

Although I really want to throw that bastard on the ground and bucket two knives, but I think I should do more important things first.

I walked up to the woman, who felt a little comfortable but didn't back down.

I closed my eyes, put my hands on my heart, bent down and bowed to her, and then straightened up under the different gazes of the two.

"Although I don't know why you saved John, but... I am very grateful that you are willing to lend a helping hand to him as an enemy countryman."

Francis was probably the one who was most surprised by my words and actions.

Although we are friends, we have been fighting since we were young. He knows how I behave.

I am a pirate.

Unreasonable pirates.

But now I must treat this person in front of me as a gentleman.

She extended a helping hand to my friend.

"You're welcome, Sir Arthur," the woman also made a courtesy to me, "Mr. John saved my life when I was hijacked by pirates and sent me back to my country. I also wanted to repay him, but I'm sorry I didn't Didn't save him."

What she said reminded me of John's face.

【"Arthur, did you listen to me?" John shook his head helplessly at my silence, "You should really be a gentleman."】

I:"……"

【"You should really be a gentleman."】

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I hate history but I can't get rid of him.

Like what he said, my pirate at the beginning gradually became a gentleman.

I love history because I met my first friend when he made me a gentleman.

I'm starting to get a little scared.

It's not the same fear as before.

I know history.

I know some of my fate.

It means I know the future.

This is a very scary thing.

I know too much, I want to avoid but find that I can't hide anyway.

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I finally understood why I grew up suddenly at that time.

Because Francis told me...

【"The size of a country is the size of your understanding."】

☆, forbidden fruit

Time will not stop because of me.

History will not change for me.

But I know that if nothing is done, change is even less likely.

I think I'm crazy that I have the idea of ​​changing history.

He is like my enemy, we know each other well, but I am in the open and he is in the dark, I don't know what he wants to do, but he knows what I want to do.

When I don't know how many times I have fought against Francis, I don't know how many times I won, and I don't know how many times I watched him kneel on the ground and smile at me on the blood-stained land.

I started to feel bad.

This proud fate does not allow any of us to look up to him.

Just like I am now looking down at Francis' voice without any emotion to suppress his self-esteem as a country: "You lost."

Francis still smiled at me forcefully.

I suddenly found a problem.

It was me who won, but I wasn't happy at all.

It was him who lost, but he smiled more happily than me.

"Little Arthur, I admit that you are very capable." Francis looked into my eyes, and the blood on his forehead flowed from the edge of his eyes, adding to his sharpness, "but you are very unhappy, aren't you?"

I:"……"

"I found that everything seems to be as you expected. You bet with me that you are either very firm or you will not stop if you are killed. You must know the outcome of some things."

"!"

I think my expression must not be pretty now, otherwise Francis wouldn't be able to smile so brightly.

"Arthur Kirkland."

I heard him call my full name for the first time, but I was a little scared.

"You are really bad."

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I am neither happy nor sad.

Because I know that Francis will take back the territory I have taken now.

History hasn't changed a bit.

When I went up to the battlefield again I found a man next to Francis.

She has golden hair and wears silver armor like an ageless brave.

i know her.

A great figure in French history - [Saint] Joan of Arc.

Francis looked happy.

At least it was the first time I saw him so excited.

He looked at Joan as Adam saw Eve.

"Master of the motherland."

The general next to me walked up to me, "The battle is about to begin."

"……Um."

The flames of war began to burn again.

I once again witnessed the ageless history.

"Little Arthur,"

I knelt on the ground without looking up at Francis.

It's a shame.

Disgrace to the country.

I don't have the face to look at him, and I don't have the face to smile like he used to.

I know this dignity is ridiculous.

Because the loser is me.

Francis didn't care that I didn't look up, but he was pleased.

Yes, happy.

He hugged me excitedly.

Looking at me with fiery eyes.

"Brother, am I finally going to get you?!"

I watched the way he looked at me.

There were many things in those eyes.

Excitement, joy, greed and other emotions that I don't quite understand.

If he looked at Joan with eyes like Adam and Eve.

Then his current eyes are more like the greed of seeing the forbidden fruit after being tempted by the snake.

"Little Arthur~"

"You will be mine."

☆、Country and people

His words were like the whispers of someone in prison, enticing people to follow his footsteps.

"I won't be yours."

I smiled at him like he used to: "Now and in the future, I will not belong to you."

"You know what, Francis."

"My British Empire, the sun never sets!"

I don't want to recall how Francis went berserk afterwards.

He kept saying "no" to me.

There was more emotion in his eyes that I didn't understand at that moment.

I know there are no good consequences for me to piss him off now.

But I know - I am a nation.

Joan of Arc is really a legendary warrior. In order to fight against history, I really want to try to defeat her to see if history can reverse anything.

But unfortunately I failed.

Maybe Joan is really an invincible warrior.

However, I also despised Francis severely for a long time about this point.

Although I used to be a woman too, I almost forgot about it.

Every time I go back from the war, I will go to see John's tomb.

It's a spiritual excuse and I tell myself that John's spirit is just there waiting for me to talk to him.

Although I lost the battle this time, I still went to see him in the cemetery.

"Sir, buy a flower."

A child stood in front of me and held up to me a basket with some beautiful flowers in it, and he told me what he thought with his blue eyes.

"If you buy it, sir, I can sing for you."

"Why not."

I replied like this, put five coins in the basket and took some flowers.

The child looked happy, playing with the coins in the basket, as if seeing a god-given treasure.

"thank you, sir!"

"you are welcome."

I patted his head.

I just try to help you - my people.

"Sir, let me sing for you."

"Ivowtothee, mycountry (I swear to you, my dear country,)

allearthlythingsabove (I would like to offer you everything in the world,)

Entire and whole and perfect

theserviceofmylov (e is my devotion to you :)

The love that asks no question

……

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…………

…………

Mostdeartothemthatloveher

......"

I didn't expect this kid to sing this song to me.

I was a little shocked, after all, I am the country.

The child smiled cutely at me after singing: "This is what my mother taught me to sing. He told me that this song is for her favorite motherland."

Me: "...your mother loves the motherland very much."

"Yes," the child continued with a smile, "Mom said that the Lord of the Motherland is very handsome! She said that the last time the Lord of the Motherland came back with a full load, he sang this song, and my mother learned to teach it to me. .”

Looking at this child, I don't know why my heart feels warm after a long time.

Maybe I've found my soul's comfort again.

"What does your mother do?"

"Nurse!"

"You take me to meet her, I really want to know your mother."

Hearing me say that, the child blinked and then smiled mysteriously at me, pointing to a star in the sky.

"Mom is right there!"

"?" I looked at him in confusion.

"My mother went to be a volunteer during the last war, and my father told me that my mother has become a star in the sky."

I:"……"

"My father said that my mother turned into a star and watched the motherland from a distance because she loved the motherland so much."

The child was very happy and his eyes seemed to be twinkling with stars, but when he saw me, he was a little puzzled, tilted his head and asked me: "Sir, why are you crying?"

☆、Alfred

["You know what, Francis."

"My British Empire, the sun never sets!"

"Then you know, Arthur," Francis looked at me tenderly as if looking at some treasure, "Your rise is based on how much I love me and the people I love."

"Cut, what is that thing?!"]

I look at the little boy.

Look into his innocent eyes.

I'm starting to regret it again.

I feel like I regret it every day, but this time I regret it to Francis.

I really should not.

【"Your rise is based on how much you love me and the people I love."】

"Look, sir!" The little boy suddenly grabbed my clothes and pointed to the sky, "The stars are so beautiful today!"

【"Sun Ke, look." Mom pointed to the sky, "The stars are very beautiful today."

Me: "Yeah, it's pretty."]

When I'm not a country... I'm a person.

There are parents, younger brothers, people.

But I've almost forgotten about it now.

A principle of life.

"Yeah," I also looked up at the stars in the sky, "it's very beautiful."

Your mom will be as pretty as these stars too.

"Then what is your mother doing, sir?"

"……my mom……"

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The little boy is gone.

I sat in front of John's grave and took it quietly.

【"Sun Ke, we're done eating! You'll go blind if you lie on the bed and play with your phone again!"】

【"You have to know, besides me and your motherland, the only ones who protect you when you grow up are happy."】

【"Sun Ke," my mother quietly looked at me who was losing my temper, "let go of your self-esteem and you can change everything."】

【"Sun Ke..."】

my mother...

【"They...are also looking at me from the stars."】

I am more sensitive than any country.

Because I know too much.

When the Hundred Years' War ended, when Francis asked me for countless triumphant hugs and kisses, when I saw my boss sigh.

...I thought the pain and war could finally be over.

But it never occurred to me that this was just the beginning.

As long as history exists, I will not stop.

【"Do you want to live forever?"】

In my memory, there is a person who asked me such a question, it should be my mother, but over the past hundred years, I have gradually forgotten what she looks like, whether she has long hair or short hair, what is her voice like...even if she is my mother Guessed by intuition.

【"Of course! I want to do a lot of things!"】

【"Really? That's a lot to go through."】

【"...I don't seem to know what you're talking about?"】

Longevity is not coming, prosperous years...

I would rather die now in exchange for my eternal peace.

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Efforts may not necessarily lead to success, but doing nothing will change nothing.

I have discovered a new continent.

He was a very, very young kid.

Although he was afraid of me at first, he also got in touch with me fully.

"So... why the hell are you here?!" I punched the uninvited person next to me with my fist.

Francis caught it subconsciously and then dodged back with some twitching corners of his mouth: "Although I like to flirt with little Arthur, brother, I don't like your fist at all~"

There are a few more veins on my head.

Just because I've always known Francis was so weird doesn't mean I'm used to it.

I could see that I was even angrier. Francis immediately changed the topic and pointed to the child hiding behind the bushes and said, "Brother, I came here this time to bring the United States home. I don't have time to fight you."

"... Who do you say he is..."

"Little Arthur, you don't know why every day monkeys come to play with him in a hurry," Francis said with a contemptuous expression, "America, Alfred..."

☆, try to change

I am not at all unfamiliar with this name.

I am no stranger to this country.

A country whose history can never be separated from me.

I almost forgot.

North America now, America in the future.

Today's children, future world overlords.

"Al..."

I was a little dazed and called his name.

The child seemed to know that I was calling him, and poked his head out of the grass to look at me.

Just when I was about to take a step forward to talk to him, that vicious Frenchman grabbed me and pulled me into his arms.

"Hi~Little Al, I'm your Brother Francis," Francis winked at Al and then pointed to me who was tied in his arms and continued, "This fierce man is my little cat~ Little Arthur."

"...You fucking court death."

Without saying a word, I kicked Francis heavily on the dominant male reproductive organ below Francis, then threw him over the shoulder and threw him to the ground, staring at him fiercely: "Are you trying to fight a hundred years' war? !"

Francis was caught off guard by my kicks and falls, and immediately shook his hands at me in fright, but still smiled: "Hey, hey, little Arthur, we have something to talk about, and little Al is still here You don't want to leave a bad impression in front of him either..."

It was only after he said this that I realized that there was Al next to me. I immediately turned around and found that Al shrank back into the grass in fright.

"..."

So I punched Francis in the stomach again with a dark face, "It's all your fault."

"How can I blame my brother? It's Arthur, you..."

How could I be in the mood to listen to him and give him another punch: "I said it was you, it was you!"

Francis: "..." He found out, his little Arthur wanted to hit people when he was happy, and he would hit people when he was angry. You have no reason for him to hit you, but you have a reason. If you talk back to him, he will still hit you!

It's really a wild cat full of claws.

After beating him until I almost lost half of my anger, I gave up and withdrew my hand, and continued to squat in front of the grass.

Continue to be in a daze.

Al will come with me.

History says so.

He will be my brother.

But he will also be my enemy in the future.

I am a little scared.

I looked at this shy child hiding behind the bushes.

I'm a little scared about this kid.

If I have affection for him, I think I will cry when the United States becomes independent in the future.

I know better than anyone what a sensitive person I am.

【"Sun Ke, hard work may not necessarily lead to success, but nothing will change if you do nothing."】

"elder brother,"

It was only when I was pulling my clothes by myself that I regained my senses from being in a daze.

I looked at the person pulling my clothes in surprise.

It's Al.

He came out from behind the grass.

"what happened?"

I knelt down and stroked the kid's hair, seeing how he looks really good now