The young and frivolous I walked with him

"Cheng Chen~"

"What?" Lai Chengchen felt uncomfortable for a while. This was the first time he heard Shen Hao calling himself that, especially in such an environment, where there was only the independent space for two people, and he could quietly hear each other's breath.

"Remember what I told you, do I have someone I like?"

"Why did you mention this all of a sudden?" When he said it, even Lai Chengchen himself didn't notice the impatience revealed in his tone.

"I think it's time to do something. I admit that I have been cowardly all the time, so I postponed it until now."

"So, have you figured it out now? You're going to follow the fashion and put on a graduation confession, and I'm still wondering, who is she? We hang out all day." Lai Chengchen became more and more angry when he said that, originally he didn't want to Reasonable, but he couldn't bear Shen Hao's infatuated look, who would he show him to, and panicked.

"Chengchen, please don't ask who it is, I promise you, you will know, just pretend that I can't help but want to talk to someone, just listen to me."

"Whatever you want." This is still Shen Hao revealing such a helpless side in front of him. When we are together, he always looks like he is in awe. If he doesn't pour a few pots of cold water on him, he might go to heaven long ago.Although I don't want to see him like this, what else can I say as a good brother, just accept it.

"I'll just ask, do you still like it now?"

"Um"

Damn, you play Qiong Yao, we haven't seen each other for at least two years, can't you forget?No, could it be his junior high school classmate, or the girl from the family around the house?It's still possible to meet on vacation like this, otherwise, I have never seen him in contact with any girls when I was by his side, except of course Li Sisi, because Shen Hao has already denied it, and Shen Hao can't lie to me.After a series of psychological activities, Lai Chengchen targeted the girls around Shen Hao's home or his junior high school classmates.

"I really like him." Shen Hao murmured.

"Well, I see, if you like it, go and confess, I'm going to sleep."

What the hell, I just can't see Shen Hao's infatuated look, isn't it just that I like a girl and dare not confess, what's the point of telling myself, it seems that I have no one I like, thinking about it this way , Lai Chengchen realized that he really didn't seem to have any feelings for any girl, it was all caused by Shen Hao, who pestered him all day, and didn't have time to find out what outstanding girls were around him, right~ that's how it was, it delayed me , and now I’m still shamelessly talking about my secret love history in front of myself. If I have the ability to make it clear for me, I will show it off, cut~

He kept watching the figure of the other party deliberately turning his back on him, until he heard his steady breathing in his ears, Shen Hao was reluctant to fall asleep.

I only hope that when you know that the person I like is you and has always been you, you can not treat me like this now, maybe this is not bad, at least I can still see you.People always feel happy when they are close to happiness, but worry about gains and losses when happiness is in progress.But for Shen Hao, when he was close to happiness, he also had to worry about gains and losses, just because he fell in love with his buddies.

"You said, will this be the last time we play football together?"

Although the plan is that the two will still be studying in the same city, Lai Chengchen will still sigh whether the relationship between them will be weakened because of the distance, plus hearing that Shen Hao wants to confess to others, if he succeeds, then naturally I have nothing to do with myself.

"Yes... This is the last time we played football in middle school, so cherish it. If we want to play football on this field again, I think we have to climb over the wall."

"Okay, you can come to my school to find me in the future, or I will find you"

"Let me find you"

"It's done, don't forget about me when you have a girlfriend."

"only you"

"What?" He was so happy that he didn't hear what Shen Hao said.

"It's nothing."

Three days passed in a blink of an eye. Even if he stayed with this person all day, facing the knowledge points that he had read over and over again, Shen Hao still felt that time was not enough. This was the longest time the two of them stayed together. , From opening to closing eyes, there is each other's appearance.How nice it would be if every day in the future was like these few days.It's a pity that time has never been controlled by any obstacles. Some people think it is a good medicine that can heal scars, and some people think it is sex, so that longing keeps piling up until the oppression goes crazy.

"come on!"

"come on!"

The two arrived at the examination room at the same time, and had to separate because they were in different examination rooms.But at the moment of separation, they both sent their wishes tacitly and smiled at each other, even though the two of them once complained: I am not a car, what kind of gas do I need? Every time I say this, I mistakenly think that I am car.But when it really came to this time, what I blurted out was: come on!Two words.

Years of tacit understanding, it's like never asking about the other party's grades, but privately knowing each other's weaknesses in every subject, and caring more about the other party's exams than their own grades.After each exam, neither of them mentioned any topic about the exam.

The ringing of the bell for the last exam means the end of three years of hard study and the opening of a turning point. I don’t know how their fate will overlap, just like three years ago, I didn’t know that I would meet each other. .It can be said that the ringing of the bell announced the end of 12 years of hard study. After that, no one will use learning as an excuse to limit their own ideas and actions. Everything in the future will be achieved by actively pursuing it. The result is no longer passive acceptance.

"Remember to meet at the Confucian Temple tomorrow, and then report to the tour group together." Lai Chengchen packed his things, and after he helped him carry them into the car, Lai Chengchen was afraid that the other party would forget, so he emphasized the agreement between them again.

"Okay, let's go. Remember."

It wasn't until Lai Chengchen's figure completely disappeared from his sight that Shen Hao showed a lost expression. He kept pretending to be nothing in front of Lai Chengchen, with a normal look. Only he knew that for this last exam, his How flustered I was, when I took the comprehensive exam in the morning, now I think I was too careless, and I have already missed [-] points.Only those who have experienced this kind of exam bell ringing, only to suddenly check that they have made a mistake in one step, can experience such despair.He didn't know what the final result would be, but he always had a feeling of uneasiness.

The next day, Shen Hao met with Lai Chengchen as previously agreed.

"Take it" and hand him the breakfast he bought

"Hey..." Lai Chengchen opened it and took a look. He found that he liked it, and he didn't say much polite words like thank you. He was already used to him treating him like this, and he ate it on his own.

"Let's go, I've made inquiries, you can take a look, and then we can pay."

"Walk."

Both of them looked at it and felt that there was no problem, so they handed in the front and signed up on the spot.

"See you the day after tomorrow." Lai Chengchen has never been so excited like now, waiting for the next journey with great anticipation.

At this time, Shen Hao had an indescribable contradiction in his heart. He knew that this might be his last chance, and he had to seize it firmly.However, if the result is to lose him, he would rather choose that he will never know. This should be regarded as a substitute for his hesitation and hesitation, and let himself bear the unspeakable pain of this feeling alone.

……

Looking at the person leaning on his shoulder, how good it is to stop time at this moment, seeing him relying on himself defenselessly, this is the first time I have looked at his sleeping face so closely, even if I have been watching him all day Faced with this face, I still feel that I can't see enough, what should I do?

The tour group will gather at seven o'clock.Lai Chengchen was so excited that he couldn't sleep all night. In order not to miss it, he even bought breakfast for himself and bought a copy for Shen Hao. The excitement at the beginning, after bumping in the car for a while, felt sleepy. It struck, and when Shen Hao felt his ears were clean, he turned around and found that his eyelids had already started to fight.

"Quick, let me lean on your shoulder." Before Shen Hao could respond, he leaned his head on his shoulder and fell asleep.

……

Just like the scene presented now, a boy is leaning on another boy's shoulder defenselessly, and the other boy is staring at the boy leaning on his shoulder dotingly, and the surrounding environment, whether it is people or objects, is blended together. Don't come into his line of sight, because his eyes are only left with his appearance, his every frown and smile affects every heartbeat of his.No one around can squeeze into the atmosphere created between them.