The young and frivolous I walked with him

"Chengchen, move in and live with me. Huh?"

"Huh...you let me go first"

"No, promise me, I'll let you go."

"But... we are both men, so it really doesn't matter?"

"No but, but. I just ask you, do you like me? Just answer this."

"That...I..."

It can be seen that Lai Chengchen is struggling. Shen Hao knows that if he wants him to admit that he likes a man, there will be a lot of psychological obstacles to overcome. It doesn't matter, he can wait until the moment when he can tell himself that he likes him.

"It's okay, if you are not ready, I don't want to force you. You can live in another bedroom first, I just hope you can stay within my sight. OK?"

Now that Shen Hao has already talked about this, it seems unreasonable to refuse, and I also like Shen Hao, otherwise how can I allow him to treat me like this, just thinking that both of them are men , Lai Chengchen wanted to grab the hand of happiness and then retracted it. Although the tolerance and understanding of homosexuality in real life is constantly increasing, it is not the mainstream thought after all. It doesn’t matter if I am alone. Anyway, after the college entrance examination, I have no home Yes, although I still sometimes contact my parents in the past few years, but I have never returned home during the Chinese New Year, and I have been abandoned. He does not want Shen Hao to be the same as himself because of his own reasons. The feeling of not being blessed by his family is only for each other. The pressure he was under was too great, he was afraid that one day Shen Hao would be unable to bear it and abandon himself again.So it's not better to not get it in the first place.

"Well, I'll pay you the rent."

"up to you."

Seeing the hesitation and uneasiness in Lai Chengchen's eyes, Shen Hao was always confused. There was a reason why he didn't go to the appointment at the beginning, so what was the reason why Lai Chengchen didn't answer his phone that night?I always feel that the current Cheng Chen is a little less warm and more indifferent than the memory of him.Always give people a sense of distance and protect themselves well.If it was the result of his six-year absence, Shen Hao decided to use his life to make up for the mistakes he made.Everything can be left to him, and he wants to be the only person he can rely on and trust.

"Then let go, I'm hungry."

I can't bear to let go of the person in my arms, but when I hear him say that he is hungry, I have no choice but to let him go hungry, so I can only let go temporarily. Anyway, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future, and it won't be long before this time, people have already abducted The home is gone, and there are plenty of opportunities.When she let go of Cheng Chen, she left a kiss on his forehead.

"Okay, okay, I'll get it for you, who told me to care about you."

I heard that only those who are cherished will leave their own kiss on the forehead. Thinking of this, Lai Chengchen's face turned reddish involuntarily, fearing that something might happen if he stayed any longer, that guy ran away with his mouth full.

"By the way, eat less fruit, and the meal will be ready soon."

"..."

"Did you hear me?"

"it is good."

How many years has it been since Lai Chengchen heard such a warning, and how many years has it been since no one has treated him like this? Even when Lai Chengchen was most helpless and lonely, he never thought that one day he would enjoy such treatment. During the years, Lai Chengchen did not try to contact other people, just like when he met Shen Hao at the beginning, he no longer handed over his heart easily, nor did he try to fall in love, at first he thought it was the affection of his parents As a result, he didn't believe in love, and he was afraid that it was a mistake for two people to be together until they got married, and repeat the same mistakes. He didn't want his children to go through the same experience as himself.It wasn't until he met Shen Hao again that he realized that it wasn't that he was afraid to try, but that he didn't meet the right person.As it is now, he is enjoying the moment.

Seeing the rich dishes on the table, every dish is Lai Chengchen's favorite. It turns out that it is such a happiness to be put on the tip of my heart.