There is a Wall Behind the Shadow

No kisses, no holding hands, life...but still the same.

Feng Qianqian is very clear that everything is due to the choices she made, so this life has not become easier because of Ning Chuyang's giving up. This sour, sad and unspeakable mood is what she deserves. of.

Of course, no matter how hard life is, no matter how bad the mood is, there is still nothing that can stop the handicraft emperor from continuing to live.

The wool that has been washed several times, scalded in boiling water and then dried in the sun has returned to its original whiteness, and is no longer as dusty as it was when it was just cut.

The washed wool has shrunk a bit, so you need to use a small brush to fluff them up a little bit.

Feng Qianqian didn't ask others to help with this job.After all... She really needs to relax her mind by quietly doing repetitive manual work.

Brushing and brushing, the flat white hairs are puffed up little by little, and piled up in one place, which really looks like white clouds floating down from the sky.

Feng Qianqian worked quietly and silently, just as seriously as she used to do other manual work.

No one could read the strangeness hidden under her plain expression, except... well, Ye Liu.

Of course, after Ye Liu talked to Yao Yuxi last time, she didn't mention it again.After all, her original intention was not to ask Yao Yuxi to give Feng Qianqian more attention and love.

At the beginning, Feng Qianqian was very thankful that Song Shiyue had come back and had sheared so much wool for her.

Just brushing and fluffing the hair again is enough for her to work for most of the day.

In the future, there will be spinning, spinning double-ply wool, and knitting sweaters... After doing the math, there will be a lot of work waiting in the back, and there is no need to worry about doing nothing but thinking about it.

Ideas are beautiful, but reality is always cruel.

In fact...the job is to be done, but the mind can't be empty no matter what.

Obviously, when doing handicrafts in the past, it was easy to calm down and let go of the mind, but somehow it became so difficult.

Feng Qianqian was not anxious, she knew that she still needed some time to digest that Ning Chuyang might really have given up on this matter.

As the days passed, the fluffy wool was piled up like white clouds, twisted into fine threads, and then turned into sweaters and woolen trousers under the wooden sweater needles that Song Shiyue cut for Feng Qianqian...

It was already quite cold near the end of November, and Feng Qianqian, who was in the worst health, had already changed into a new thin jacket for the past few days.Others didn't think it was necessary, but the jacket had already been added to two layers.

Feng Qianqian sped up the knitting speed. When the first set of clothes for Song Shiyue was woven, Song Shiyue was still in the camp and did not travel far, so Feng Qianqian was slightly relieved.

This time Song Shiyue stayed in the camp for a while, helping Feng Qianqian with chores such as wool for shoe soles, and also finished the stone walls added to the outer layers of several bedrooms and the kitchen. Those wooden tiles were also replaced by stone tiles in batches.

In addition to doing these projects, Song Shiyue would take two of the three other than Feng Qianqian out every day, looking for places to herd sheep and continue mowing grass.There are so many sheep, even those who are eaten and cut, many places around are a little bald.

When Song Shiyue got the new sweater and trousers, she was thinking about whether to take the sheep and people for a walk a little farther away.In this way, a batch of grass from a distant place will be stored for the winter, and the nearby ones will be eaten by the sheep at the end before winter comes.

Because there were things to consider, Song Shiyue, who couldn't keep things on the surface, was naturally noticed by Yu Nianbing that her mind was a little wandering, which made Yu Nianbing shudder, thinking that the least favorite thing was coming again .

Song Shiyue was just thinking about where to go to herd sheep, but when she was about to get up early the next morning, Yu Nianbing dragged her back to lie down.

The words that hadn't been mentioned for a long time were brought up again, and the time changed from late night to early morning. This time Song Shiyue couldn't avoid the topic by pretending to be asleep.

Yu Nianbing seems to have been preparing for a long time. From the already abundant supplies in the camp, he talked about the sudden drop in temperature recently, and also talked about the inconvenience of moving in the mountains in winter and the hiding of animals after winter, and then began to mention the present situation. The edible autumn wild plants that should be found nearby have almost been found, so it is better to go out and look for them again in the spring.Maybe when winter turns to spring, purslane, Chinese toon, Malantou, spring shepherd's purse, golden cauliflower, wild chrysanthemum, elm money, sophora japonica and wild celery will all sprout tips and sprouts, and then go out and fry them Wouldn't it be nice to mix the soup.

Some words seemed to catch Song Shiyue's life, and the freshness and deliciousness of several wild vegetables jumped from Nian Bing's lips to Song Shiyue's heart, and it was only a matter of explaining the recipes of each dish in detail. Shiyue's heart should be firmly tied to that spring.

In fact, Song Shiyue was very skeptical. If she refused, Yu Nianbing would really be able to perform a recitation of one hundred and eight wild vegetables in spring for herself on the spot.

It's almost the end of November now, and the temperature has dropped continuously these days, and it's getting cold very quickly.No one is sure exactly when the seasons change on Wildstar.However, judging from the situation in the past few days, Song Shiyue felt that compared with going out to find food, what should be done is to store up winter consumables such as hay and dry firewood.

Even if Yu Nianbing didn't mention it, Song Shiyue didn't think about looking for food far away.

but……

Song Shiyue gently moved her left hand, and the strength of pulling her cuff did not slacken in the slightest. It was the same persistence as the seriousness on Yu Nianbing's face at this time.Song Shiyue suddenly had bad thoughts and wanted to tease someone, but just said a hesitant "but..." just started, the persistence in Yu Nianbing's eyes turned into sad stubbornness, which really made Song Shiyue feel a little embarrassed live.

The originally funny words were swallowed back at the tip of her tongue, and Song Shiyue complied with Yu Nianbing's request to look for new food after the beginning of spring.

At this point, the tension between the sleeves disappeared instantly.It was obviously just a cuff, but after such a loosening, Song Shiyue felt empty for a moment.

It's just that such involvement has hooked the heart, the old house is really on fire... Song Shiyue secretly complained to herself.

Just looking at Yu Nian Bing's suddenly relaxed eyebrows, and the faint smile that could hardly be hidden on the corners of her lips, Song Shiyue felt again, let alone something she agreed with, in order to get Yu Nian Bing's relaxed and happy appearance , even if you let yourself agree with things you don't actually agree with.

Nodding her head, Song Shiyue still added two things in time.One is the pear that Yu Nianbing found together, now it should be ripe, and I have to pick it back.Song Shiyue can do this by himself, and at most it will take more than a day to go back and forth. If he catches up, it shouldn't be a big problem to come back that day.Another thing is that Song Shiyue started to think about herding sheep and mowing grass. He had to take people and sheep a little farther, but it was also within a day's journey.When the time comes, the sheep will be herded on the spot, cut the grass and cut some firewood, and the grass will be bundled up and blown in the sun. If there is enough, Song Shiyue will pull a cart, and let the sheep drive back again and again.Strive to prepare the forage needed for winter as soon as possible.

Leaving aside the matter of pears, before the weather has completely cooled down, it is appropriate to go to a place farther away to grow vegetation.After all, if the winter is longer than expected, the surrounding vegetation can still be used, and there is no need to go too far to get it back.

Yu Nianbing is not an ignorant person, so he won't be unhappy because Song Shiyue nodded and brought up these two things again.

On the contrary, Song Shiyue finally agreed to this matter, which is worthy of praise. Yu Nianbing is going to make shredded sweet potatoes in a while, and spend some sugar as a celebration together.

Yu Nianbing got up in a good mood to make breakfast, but Song Shiyue lay on the bed with her arms under her head.

These days, Yu Nianbing, Zhuang Jiachuan, and Ning Chuyang have been exercising.Song Shiyue thought at first that they were working hard to get more power to protect themselves.Just watched it for a few days, not to mention Zhuang Jiachuan and Ning Chuyang, Song Shiyue always felt that... Yu Nianbing was not just for this.Thinking about it now, Yu Nianbing mentioned it twice. The food in the camp is enough to last until the beginning of spring. Why not go out in spring and mention the various crops in spring... Although he didn't say it clearly, Song Shiyue always felt that Yu Nian Bing is implying that the two of them will go out together in Kaichun...

If so, push back...

Is it because I can't bear to bear myself, because I can't bear to bear myself, so I want to go out together, so are you exercising well... Song Shiyue indulged herself and spent a few seconds to imagine it, just thinking about it like this, I'm so excited that I can't stop.

Forcing herself to restrain her thoughts, Song Shiyue listened carefully to the movement in the kitchen, made sure that Yu Nianbing was in the kitchen, and then quietly stretched out her hand to check the remaining temperature on the other side of the bed.

It is something different from the elation of imagination, it is the reality that can be touched.

The warmth from Nian Bing quickly dyed into her heart from her fingertips, and Song Shiyue secretly smiled.

However, the better Yu Nianbing was, the worse Song Shiyue felt about herself.Just being greedy for the unilateral love of the other party...it's like scum.

Song Shiyue suppressed her smile and sighed softly.The last time I brought the sheep back to the camp, during the few days I stayed in the camp, Ning Chuyang finally took out the pattern of the ring he wanted to make, and he made the sample for her on the spot.I don't know if Ning Chuyang gave it away later, or if he planned to carve a new one... But looking at it now, the two of them don't seem to have made any qualitative leap, so I don't know...

Forget it, anyway, the samples have already been made, and when the forage and firewood are almost ready, this winter will be my time for making up lessons.

When Song Shiyue unilaterally decided the class time, in the next bedroom, Ning Chuyang, who had just woken up, reached out and touched the small ring hidden in the corner of the pillow.

It took her a long time to study the many rings in her jewelry box that Song Shiyue brought back from the castle, and then draw a pattern, and imitate the samples made by Song Shiyue, secretly It took a long time to make a finished product that still looks good.

Of course... the same wooden ring, the one made by myself and the one made by Song Shiyue... There is still a big gap in quality.

However, Ning Chuyang felt that this kind of thing was a matter of heart, otherwise he would just take the ready-made ring in the jewelry box.

It's a pity... the ring is made, but Ning Chuyang's courage is getting more and more clean.

Especially these days, Ning Chuyang began to reflect on whether he was a rascal who took away unreasonably and brought all kinds of unhappiness to Feng Qianqian... This ring, let alone give it away.

Fortunately, this time it is a wooden ring, so it can be hidden in the corner of the pillow.

Unlike the original grass ring, it just rotted away...

It was like the indomitable courage that Ning Chuyang once possessed.