Forced Marriage ABO

Do you really want to understand?

When Yue Zishou said this sentence, his tone was the same as when he recited the phrase "I hope you have mercy on me like this".

However, does a person like Yue Zishou need pity from others?

Fu Xinchen felt that he was thinking too much.

Fu Xinchen picked up the phone and stared at Yue Zishou seriously: "Have you monitored my phone?"

This question is very direct, and the tone is firm, as if there is no need to answer at all.

And Yue Zishou moved his lips weakly like a prisoner who gave up struggling: "Yes."

Although Ai Ni had reminded her earlier in the morning, when she actually heard Yue Zishou admit it, the impact was still great.

Fu Xinchen's face turned pale: "Why?"

Yue Zishou finally stopped turning his back to Fu Xinchen, and slowly turned around to face Fu Xinchen.

The bright bedroom is not well lit, and the insufficient light falls on Yue Zishou's face, which is as dark as if it is covering something.

"I told you," Yue Zishou replied, "I'm sick."

Fu Xinchen was stunned.

Yue Zishou stretched out his hand again, and gently held Fu Xinchen's hand.

Fu Xinchen could feel that Yue Zishou's palm was very cold.

"I'm different from others. I may do things that are hard to accept." Yue Zishou's tone was full of helplessness, "Didn't you marry me because you promised to accept it?"

"You said that..." Fu Xinchen choked.

Before marriage, Yue Zishou did take the initiative to confess that he was sick, had demons, and was different from ordinary people. He hoped that Fu Xinchen would be mentally prepared to accept it before getting married.

But... now this situation...

Fu Xinchen cast a sideways glance at Yue Zishou: "You are too cunning to say that."

Sly indeed.

Yue Zishou said that he was sick, and said that it would not affect his normal life. He said that he was different from ordinary people, but he only said that he was not used to other people's smell. Clouds and mountains are shrouded in mist, and you don't know where you are.

But to throw out the "overlord clause" that "you have to accept it before we get married" is simply treacherous.

This is tantamount to forcing Fu Xinchen to agree with his heart disease. No matter what he does, Fu Xinchen has agreed in advance to accept it.

Rao Fu Xinchen was pure-minded, and now he also understands that this is a language trap, an unjust overlord's treaty.

Yue Zishou looked at Fu Xinchen quietly, without saying a word, but his eyes were still as soft and gentle as before, which made Fu Xinchen unable to bear to get angry at him.

Sly... this man is really sly...

Fu Xinchen seemed to realize just now how scheming the man in front of him was!

Fu Xinchen subconsciously took a breath, and withdrew his hand from Yue Zishou's fingers.

Yue Zishou felt that his hands were empty, and his watery eyes froze, cold and glistening.It's just that he drooped his eyelids, withdrew his cold look, and slowly changed back to that gentle look, saying: "I know, I'm very annoying in this way, do you hate me?"

Fu Xinchen's heart is soft, he will eat soft but not hard.

If Yue Zishou continued to say "You clearly agreed to accept me", Fu Xinchen would definitely be disgusted.But now Yue Zishou asked pitifully, "Do you hate me?" Fu Xinchen couldn't get angry.

Unconsciously, Fu Xinchen's happiness and anger were completely under Yue Zishou's control.

Fu Xinchen only said: "I don't hate you, I just want to explain it to you. You are so half-hidden, I am very..." Fu Xinchen wanted to say "I am very annoyed", but looked at Yue Zi Satoshi's haggard, pale and sickly face couldn't bear to get angry, so he had no choice but to change his words and say, "I'm helpless too!"

Yue Zishou had no choice but to say: "When you saw me before, did you think that I always carried it? A little unreasonable?"

"Uh... yes." Fu Xinchen didn't expect Yue Zishou to say that suddenly.

If it was normal, Fu Xinchen would definitely not admit and say "I think you are carrying it".

But at this moment, Fu Xinchen felt that it was better to be frank.

Yue Zishou does give people a feeling of "holding".

As the abbot of Wuming Temple, Yue Zishou is already a "symbol", representing a spirit or even a belief, and it is understandable to put on the airs of "exile immortal" in front of people.

However, Yue Zishou seems to have a heavy "idol burden" in getting along with each other in private, and even in married life after marriage, which also makes Fu Xinchen feel a little awkward.

Yue Zishou sighed deeply and said, "I did it on purpose."

"Yeah." Fu Xinchen nodded, "I also kind of see it."

"Do you know why?" Yue Zishou smiled wryly, "When I was a child, I was a kind of underground mud, the kind of mud that was trampled by others. Maybe you can't imagine it?"

Fu Xinchen really couldn't imagine it, and froze in place.

Yue Zishou continued: "I grew up in a poor and closed village. Anyone in the whole village can bully me and spit on my face. No matter who it is, they can treat me like a wild dog treated the same."

When Yue Zishou said this, his tone was very calm, but Fu Xinchen could still feel the undercurrent in Yue Zishou's tone.

"Abbot..." Fu Xinchen's expression gradually softened.

Yue Zishou continued on his own: "After I became the adopted son of the abbot of the Wuming Temple, I was still regarded as a lowly bastard. The relatives of the abbot tried their best to squeeze me out and make me unhappy."

Fu Xinchen remembered that the relatives of the first abbot were very displeased with Yue Zishou inheriting the Wuming Temple.Now that Yue Zishou is the abbot, they can still provoke him many times.It is conceivable how much harsh treatment Yue Zishou could suffer as a child.

Fu Xinchen didn't know what to say, he just stretched out his hand silently, and took Yue Zishou's cold hands.

Fu Xinchen took away his hand just now, and now he took the initiative to hold Yue Zishou's hand again.

——Seeing Fu Xinchen's change, Yue Zishou lowered his head, and hooked the corners of his mouth imperceptibly.

Yue Zishou lowered his head and said, "But the thing I hate the most is being pitied by others."

Fu Xinchen could also understand that Yue Zishou was an arrogant person.

Yue Zishou said: "The abbot first taught me that if you want to be the abbot of the Wuming Temple, you must be admired. Only when you are looked up to you can you be the spokesperson of a temple. Therefore, for many years, I have Tirelessly learning how to be admired seems to be written into my breath. It's like... If I don't behave noble enough, I will lose my qualifications to be a 'Yue Zishou'. I will Fall back into the dirt and become that humble 'Luo Zi Beast'."

Fu Xinchen frowned: "Luo Zi Beast?"

Hearing these three words, Fu Xinchen's heart throbbed inexplicably.

"Well, that's my real name." Yue Zishou replied, "Everyone in the village where I was born has the surname Luo. The name 'Zi Beast' was also randomly chosen by the villagers."

The so-called Zishou, also known as Zishou, refers to the cubs of wild beasts.

From this casual name, it can be seen how Yue Zishou was belittled when he was young.

Fu Xinchen's anger completely disappeared, and his heart was filled with sympathy and care for Yue Zishou.

He suddenly remembered the information that Annie found.According to the information, Yue Zishou grew up in Luojia Village, which is also consistent with Yue Zishou's self-report.However, it is also written in the information that Yue Zishou was raised by a single mother.Since he was raised by his mother, how could the villagers choose his name casually?

Fu Xinchen asked suspiciously: "Your name...wasn't your parents' choice?"

When the word "parents" was mentioned, Yue Zishou's tone became more serious: "My mother is mentally abnormal. As for the so-called father... it's just a criminal who saw my mother's mental disorder and committed aggression."

Fu Xinchen never expected Yue Zishou's life experience to be like this, and felt even more sad. He put his arms around Yue Zishou and said, "I'm sorry..."

"Why do you want to apologize to me?" Yue Zishou said softly, "You didn't hurt me."

Saying that, Yue Zishou's tone became deeper: "On the contrary, you are the one who protects and warms me."

"I really don't know..." Fu Xinchen frowned, "I really didn't mean to expose your scars."

"It's okay. Don't you want to make it clear? Then let me make it clear." Yue Zishou said lightly, "In Luojia Village, the only thing that is meaningful to me is..." Yue Zishou seemed to want to say something, But she paused, and continued after a few seconds, "It's my mother. But she passed away. I also went crazy and stayed in the hospital for a year. After that, I was adopted by the former abbot and lived in the Wuming Temple .But not many years later, he also passed away. I always feel that my life is meaningless, just experiencing loss again and again..."

"Abbot..."

Yue Zishou, who has always been stable and noble, suddenly showed a fragile appearance like glass, which broke Fu Xinchen's heart.Fu Xinchen had tears in his eyes at the moment, wishing he could hug Yue Zishou tightly and comfort him carefully.

"So, after I fell in love with you, I developed an extraordinary desire to control..." Yue Zishou said in a deep voice.

After Fu Xinchen heard the words "I'm in love with you", he was in a daze for a while.

Although he can feel that Yue Zishou cares about him, Yue Zishou has always been inseparable.He never thought that one day, he would hear "I'm in love with you" from Yue Zishou's mouth—and the tone was still so strong.

In an instant, Fu Xinchen's heart almost jumped out of his chest.

"I'm always afraid of losing the important person in my life again." Yue Zishou said in the most sympathetic tone, "So, I can't wait to keep you by my side for 24 hours. It's like I stay with my favorite person 24 hours a day. The same as in the Wuming Temple. But I know this is not okay... You have your own life and your own job. If I force you to stay, you will definitely be unhappy. I can't be so selfish. But I always It’s because I can’t stop thinking about you, that’s why I… find a way to know your information every moment. I know it’s hard for people to accept me doing this, but I can’t control myself…”

Fu Xinchen understood that Yue Zishou had severe PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder).

After knowing Yue Zishou's pain, Fu Xinchen could no longer be angry with him.

Fu Xinchen touched Yue Zishou's shoulder and said softly, "Abbot, it's not wrong, you're just sick."

"...Then do you hate me? Do you hate me when I'm sick?" Yue Zishou doesn't "hold" at all now, and looks pitiful.

Of course, experienced people will know that this is the acting of green tea and white lotus.

But Fu Xinchen had no experience.

Fu Xinchen hugged Yue Zishou's shoulder even tighter, and said, "How could I hate you?"

Yue Zishou felt relieved: "Really?"

"Of course." Fu Xinchen said seriously, "However, you need to see a doctor and get a good treatment."

"Okay," Yue Zishou nodded happily, "I promise you."

Yue Zishou responded quickly, which even surprised Fu Xinchen.

"You promised so readily?" Fu Xinchen was a little puzzled.

"Why not be happy?" Yue Zishou said.

Fu Xinchen was surprised: "...I...I thought you would have some...hidden diseases...otherwise why haven't you been treated?"

"Didn't I say that I once saw a doctor and studied Buddhism, but it was useless. I also thought that this 'inner demon' would not affect my daily life, so I ignored it. It's not that I shy away from medical treatment." Yue Zishou replied , said, looking at Fu Xinchen again, "So, I'm worried that if I go to the doctor again this time, it may not be cured."

Fu Xinchen was startled, and thought: That's true.Such a serious heart disease is not curable.

"It's okay." Fu Xinchen suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, forced a smile, "I will be with you."

"Your words are enough." Yue Zishou nodded and smiled.

After this dialogue, Fu Xinchen not only didn't care about Yue Zishou's surveillance behavior, but even cared more about Yue Zishou.

Probably any man has a heart of sympathy for his partner.With pity, love will deepen.

Yue Zishou, who has always been very self-respecting, suddenly lowered into the dust, revealing a fragile appearance, which made Fu Xinchen feel pity and distress from his internal organs. "The idea of ​​​​forgot to go to Java.

And Yue Zishou hugged Fu Xinchen firmly again, his face under the shadow was satisfied, like a dragon guarding a treasure that was about to be lost.