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When Zhu Shen woke up, he met Zhong Heng's heavy gaze.

He was taken aback, straightened up, the coat on his body fell to the ground quickly, and Zhong Heng stood up.

Zhu Shen picked up the clothes on the ground and returned them to Zhong Heng, and asked in a low voice, "When did you come back?"

Zhong Heng took the coat, folded it in the crook of his hand, and said lightly, "I just arrived."

He Xuan really couldn't stand her son's cowardly and reticent appearance, raised her hand to turn on the light, and said: "He has been here for almost an hour, I think you should go back, I am not here for you." The place where you young couple stay. It's really annoying to be in love with each other."

"Mom." Zhong Heng called her, and He Xuan immediately closed her mouth, her eyes still looking at the two of them.

Zhong Heng turned his head slowly, walked towards her, looked at her head and asked, "What's going on with you?"

He Xuan saw that the situation was not good, and Zhong Heng wanted to trouble her, so she hurriedly called for help: "Shen Shen, please take care of Ah Heng!"

Zhu Shen, who was named, had no choice but to hold Zhong Heng's arm and said to him, "Let's go back to Taoyuan and come back tomorrow."

Only then did He Xuan breathe a sigh of relief, she winked at Zhu Shen, and then looked directly at Zhong Heng, with a look of pretentiousness.

Zhong Heng stopped by He Xuan's bed, and said to her with a calm face: "There will be no next time."

He Xuan nodded and assured her, "Of course, Mom is not out of her mind. She will definitely not hang herself from a tree."

Zhong Heng: "..."

On the way home, Zhong Heng drove the car and said in a hoarse voice: "My mother has troubled you today."

But Zhu Shen shook his head and smiled: "Actually, I've always wanted to know what it's like to be troubled by my mother." After a pause, he said, "I finally know today."

Zhong Heng tilted his head to look at him.

"My mother never told me that she was sick. She only asked me to draw. She said that only if she can draw can she be her son. In order to be her son, I must keep painting."

This is the first time Zhu Shen has mentioned Fu Yunzhi to others.

Fu Yunzhi is the third young lady of the Fu family. People of the older generation in Yancheng would give her a thumbs up and praise her as a talented woman when they mentioned her, but then said with regret: "Heaven is jealous of beauty."

She studied under Zhang Shuowang, a master of traditional Chinese painting, and her landscape paintings are very poetic and unforgettable.It's a pity that she stopped painting after she got married.

Then she began to focus on exploring Zhu Shen's talent and urged him to paint.A large part of Zhu Shen's oil painting style is also formed by her influence, and she has not really been able to get out of her circle until now.

"Tired?" Zhong Heng asked him.

This is the first time since he was a child, someone asked him if he was tired.

Zhu Shen smiled lightly, but the smile didn't reach his eyes: "I'm used to it."

Zhong Heng suddenly felt some pain in his heart.

When the two returned to Taoyuan, they didn't go directly into the room, but stopped in the courtyard, looking at the peach trees in the courtyard by the dim light of the street lamp.

The peach blossoms fell, and the petals on the ground were all wilted by the wind, leaving only the leaves on the branches.

On such a night, their verdure cannot be seen, and they seem inexplicably lonely.

Hurry up and hurry up, the peach blossoms are still thankful.

Zhong Heng held the clothes on his elbows, gently rubbing the buttons on the clothes with his fingertips.

This was his first flowering session with Zhu Shen, but he missed it.

Maybe there won't be such a good day again in the future, he thought.

Inexplicable, just a little regretful.

Zhu Shen looked at Zhong Heng's side face through the light of the sloping roof, and for some reason, his deep eyes seemed a little lost.

"Hello..." Zhu Shen called Zhong Heng.

Zhong Heng immediately put away the superfluous expressions that were inadvertently revealed on his face, and when he looked at Zhu Shen in a blink of an eye, his face returned to its normal appearance.

Zhu Shen looked at him and asked, "Do you like peach blossoms so much?"

"like."

Zhu Shen was taken aback.

He has never heard Zhong Heng say what he likes.

Zhong Heng pursed his lips, the line of his jaw was still cold and hard.

Zhu Shen raised his chin towards him, looked through the flower trees towards the rooftop, and said softly, "Just wait."

"Ok?"

"It's nothing, I'm sleepy."

Zhong Heng thought of Zhu Shen sleeping by the window when he was in the hospital, with an undefended look on his face, a little softness appeared in his heart, and he said in a low voice, "Go to sleep."

Zhu Shen nodded, took two steps, then turned around and said, "Your mother will be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow, and I will go with you."

After saying this, he quickly walked back into the room. Zhong Heng stood alone in the dark night, standing like a lamp. In my field of vision, I couldn't help lowering my eyes, and stretched out my hand to caress my chest.

It was blazing hot and throbbing in there.

Zhu Shen had another nightmare at night, and it was an overseas phone call that brought him back to reality.

"Zhu Shen, how are you doing recently?"

Hearing a female voice speaking the L language on the phone, Zhu Shen rubbed his eyes to see the caller ID clearly——

Alice.

his attending physician.

"Well." Zhu took a deep breath: "It's okay."

"Are you having that nightmare again?"

Zhu Shen smiled: "You are really good doctors, you can guess right."

"I didn't guess." Alice felt helpless, "After all, you had so many nightmares in my treatment room before."

Every time I clutched my neck and struggled to get up from the dream of drowning, every time I got up, I would say that I was okay.

"When do you plan to return to Country L?"

Zhu Shen was silent.

Alice asked softly, "Have you really decided to stop taking the medicine?"

Zhu Shen remained silent.

Holding the phone, Alice sighed, feeling a little helpless towards this wayward painter.

Ever since Zhu Shen's mother passed away, Zhu Shen has been haunted by nightmares and drowned in his own dreams again and again.Alice knew that the dream was his knot, and the source of the knot was probably his outstanding painting talent.He once painfully asked her for help to make his color vision less sharp, and to block part of his senses just to stop being troubled by colorful and hideous dreams.

Color was his nightmare, every stroke his mother's curse.

So for a long time, Zhu Shen had to put down his most cherished brush because of the gloomy world in his eyes.

It is better to lose sight of everyone than to have nightmares of being slaughtered by geniuses all day long.

He desperately wants to escape from the vicious circle of colors.

Black, white and gray are protective colors.

Alice occasionally found out that Zhu Shen had stopped taking the medicine—it could be guessed based on the time of the follow-up visit to get the medicine.Vivid colors would appear before his eyes after the drug was stopped, but at night, without exception, he would still be strangled to death in the water by his mother.

Color is also his curse.

But Zhu Shen's attitude has never been as firm as it is today, as if there is a painting that must be completed.

"That shouldn't be my choice, Alice." Zhu Shen said in a hoarse voice, "I have escaped for many years, but now, I want to paint."

Alice paused for a while before asking, "Have you thought it through?"

"It's so boring to think about everything clearly, life seems to be so unclear." Zhu Shen casually joked: "Speaking of which, you and Wu Xu are really interesting couples, you paralyzed me with medicine color vision, but he pointed at me to make money by painting."

Alice was amused by Zhu Shen, "It seems so, but I am your doctor, and I should be responsible for my patients." Like a prophet, she said, "It seems that there are already people around you who can help you through the difficulties .”

Zhu Shenhuo jumped off the bed, his voice tensed for no reason: "No!"

Alice smiled and said, "Go back to country L early and talk to me."

"There's nothing to say." Zhu Shen frowned, glanced at the red velvet box under the bed, bent over to reach it, and finally got it.

Open the lid of the box, and there is a plain ring.

Inside lay his long-lost wedding ring.

He saw it in the suitcase when he first moved to Taoyuan, but he never saw it again.In fact, there were not many occasions when he had to wear the ring, so he put it behind him in a blink of an eye.

Holding the silver ring, Zhu Shen suddenly had a feeling of finding something lost.

"Don't run away, don't be afraid, you should follow your heart."

Alice said so.

Zhu Shen thought it was funny, thought about it, and put on the wedding ring by accident.

For a moment, he didn't know what he was doing.

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