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It was already afternoon when the two arrived at the hospital, You Sheng was lying on the hospital bed, and there was a child standing beside the bed.

It should have just finished the injection, and the child was gently pressing the needle port with a cotton swab.

It is a picture of a loving father and a filial son.Zhu Shen took a look, curled his mouth, and entered the ward.

Zhong Heng patted him on the shoulder, but did not speak.

This was a three-person ward that couldn't be more ordinary. You Sheng's other two patients were pushed out for a checkup. When they saw someone coming in, they thought they were visiting his patients and didn't pay much attention.

After Zhu Shen entered the door, he took a quiet look at You Sheng.This man is over fifty years old, his hair is already gray, his dark face is covered with wrinkles, he is obviously very mediocre and ordinary, and for some reason it is worth remembering until death.

The child pressed You Sheng's needle, walked towards Zhu Shen, and threw the cotton swab into the trash can next to him.

Zhu Shen looked down at the child's profile, and asked You Sheng, "Is he your son?"

You Sheng nodded, his eyes gradually became softer: "Yes, Mu Yun, hurry up and call brother hello."

The child was a little shy and said: "Brother, brother..."

Zhu Shen paused, frowning: "You call him 'Mu Yun'?"

You Sheng nodded, and waved to the child, "Mu Yun, pour water for the brothers."

The child obediently went to the drinking fountain and poured water for the two of them.

"Mu Yun." Zhu Shen chewed the name, his eyes were like a knife, cutting straight at him, and his voice turned cold: "Which two words are they?"

"Twilight of twilight, he was born in the evening."

Zhu Shen looked at him, squeezed the box in his hand, and said quietly: "I thought it was the 'mu' of admiration."

You Sheng was stunned for a moment, with a cold smile on his lips, after a while, he muttered to himself like mocking: "How could it be that 'Mu', how could it be..."

While talking, Mu Yun had already brought two glasses of water, one was handed to Zhu Shen and Zhong Heng at the same time.

Zhu Shen took the cup, but didn't drink any water. Looking closely at Mu Yun's appearance, he was a bit too gentle and delicate, and he didn't quite get along with You Sheng.

At this time, You Sheng also looked at Zhu Shen's eyebrows and eyes carefully, and a bold guess faintly arose in his heart, but he held back his thoughts and dared not ask him.I saw him clenching his fist and pressing it against his heart. He used too much force for a moment, and the back of his hand that had just been transfused was bleeding back.

Mu Yun saw it, stomped her feet anxiously, and ran to take out two pieces of toilet paper to cover the bleeding wound.No matter how sensible he was, he was just a child after all, and he cried while pressing.

You Sheng comforted him gently: "It's okay, it's okay."

Mu Yun clung tightly to You Sheng's bedside, even crying sobbingly.

Zhu Shen whispered: "He is really clinging to you."

"Yeah, his mother left early, he followed me since childhood." You Sheng touched Mu Yun's head: "Don't cry, it's fine."

Zhu Shen narrowed his eyes and said softly, "It sounds like you miss his mother very much."

You Sheng was startled.

Seeing Zhu Shen approaching, he lowered his voice and asked, "Will you miss my mother?"

asked out.

Asked for you.

The sapphire blue box in his hand was covered more and more forcefully.

You Sheng was terrified, and looked at Zhu Shen's face over and over again, the more he looked at it, the more restless he felt in his heart, right now he was restless, stirring up the wind and waves.

The car accident injured his leg, but at this moment he felt the pain in his heart the most. After a long while, he said with difficulty: "Mu Yun, go to Dr. Li and get the medicine list."

Mu Yun nodded and ran to the door.

Zhu Shen looked at the child's back and didn't speak.

Finally, You Sheng asked with a trembling voice: "Your mother is..."

Zhu Shen got closer and closer, and stopped at the head of You Sheng's bed, and put down the cup in his hand.

With a very soft sound, You Sheng even seemed to be able to clearly hear the sound of the bottom of the cup falling on the table, but it was a heavy muffled sound in his heart.

Zhu Shen said expressionlessly, "Her surname is Fu, do you still have any impression of her?"

In an instant, You Sheng's pupils dilated suddenly, his chest heaved violently, his eyes revealed dead sorrow, and his body leaned back heavily.

"Surprised?" Zhu Shen's hand knuckles turned white, and his nails almost sank into his palm: "She's dead. You shouldn't know."

His eyes are complicated, and there is a layer of unknown emotions in his eyes, like hatred, but he doesn't know who he should hate.

Whenever he thinks about his mother's tragedy, he always blames himself.He knew that without him, Fu Yunzhi probably wouldn't have come to this point.

His body gradually began to tremble, but someone grabbed his arm suddenly. —— Zhong Heng stood beside him at some point, took advantage of the situation and held his cold hand, and stabilized his trembling body.

For a long time, You Sheng seemed unable to accept the blow, and fell powerlessly on the hospital bed, muttering to himself: "She is not dead...not dead..."

Zhu Shen handed over the box and put it in You Sheng's hand.

Not worth it.

Really not worth it.

So is this man.I didn't keep your appointment when I was alive, and I can't believe the news of your death after being dead for so long.What qualifications does he have to be worthy of your love?

Let you miss the most, become the person who is obsessed with you all your life, but you are just an ordinary person, decadent and useless, vulnerable to a single blow.

"This...is this?" You Sheng took the box tremblingly, and asked him cautiously, with a hint of hope in his eyes, as if he had put some hope on Zhu Shen.

"This is her only last wish." Zhu Shen ruthlessly pierced You Sheng's luck: "She said she wanted to stay by your side."

Suddenly, two lines of clear tears flowed from You Sheng's cloudy eyes.

"She used to want to ask you, why didn't you come that day?" Zhu Shen said coldly, "But later, she felt that she was not qualified to ask."

You Sheng covered his head in pain, "She's not dead..."

Zhu Shen leaned to his side, Zhong Heng was too warm, he subconsciously wanted to draw warmth from him.

In Fu Yunzhi's diary, she madly described her obsessive love for You Sheng. She admired his talent, talent, and good character.The diary also said how they fell in love and had to separate, just like a girl in Huaichun, immersed in her own beautiful fantasy, always firmly believing that You Sheng must be waiting for her.

But is such a person really worthy of her love?

Zhu Shen looked at You Sheng who was muttering to himself with a dejected face, and couldn't help sighing.

In an instant, a shocking roar erupted in the ward—the man in front of him, who was over fifty years old, covered his face and cried like a child.

Holding the box, he cried very subduedly.

Fu Yunzhi once said with a smile that what she likes the most is his indomitable nature, like a tough grass with great vitality, as if no difficulty can knock him down.

But what Fu Yunzhi didn't know was that since she left, he was just a weed.

How the Zhu family coerced him, he couldn't tell others. He still has a long scar on his right hand, which almost made him unable to draw and paint.

On the rainy day when he agreed to elope, he was beaten half to death, left behind a letter, and fled from Yancheng to Nicheng alone like a poor wretch.He only dared to hide in a remote corner in the north of the city, painting Fu Yunzhi's portrait day after day, and following her news like masochistic.

I heard that she married her fiancé, that she gave birth to a child, and that she moved to another country...

He is a bug in the gutter, he is only fit to huddle in a small corner and silently pick up all traces of Fu Yunzhi.

Even the little mole around the eyes of the pregnant scavengers on the street grew up in the same place as Fu Yunzhi, and he could take people home, but he dared not disturb Fu Yunzhi who was as far away as the sky.

Later, I heard that Fu Yunzhi had died.

He shook his head and smiled, tearing up the newspaper.

Fu Yunzhi cannot die.

How could Fu Yunzhi die?

His bedroom was full of portraits of Fu Yunzhi. Fu Yunzhi was alive and well, how could he die?

For a moment, You Sheng raised his head and stopped crying, as if there was a knife stuck in his throat, he couldn't say anything, his mouth kept making strange hoarse noises, and he didn't know what he wanted to say.

Wiping away her tears, she opened the box, and a pair of hands with a few scars intertwined indistinctly grasped the necklace in her hand, holding it gently to her heart, shedding tears silently, staring at Zhu Shen.

This is the person most similar to Fu Yunzhi in the world.

He spoke with difficulty: "Your mother—"

"You don't deserve to mention her!" Zhu Shen suddenly rushed over and pushed him down on the bed. He raised his fist high, but he didn't drop it for a long time.

Zhu Shen's fists were trembling, and he almost gritted his teeth and said, "Sometimes I wish this world didn't have me!"

Without me, Fu Yunzhi would have been freed a long time ago.

She will not feel guilty about you, nor will she prove her love for you by dying.

You Sheng closed his eyes, stopped struggling, and didn't move at all, like fish on a chopping board, hoping that Zhu Shen would give him an end.

"Xiao Shi!" Zhong Heng hugged Zhu Shen from behind, brought him into his arms, clasped Zhu Shen's wrist tightly with both hands, and said over and over again: "Xiao Shi...Xiao Shi..."

He didn't want to see Zhu Shen punish himself like this.

Just by keeping that necklace, Zhu Shen has had heart knots for so many years. If this punch hurts his mother's most beloved person, how long will he punish himself?

Just thinking about it like this made Zhong Heng's heart ache, but he gently comforted him: "I'm here, don't be sad, don't be sad."

After a while, the clenched fist slowly loosened, and Gao Yang's hand was gradually lowered.

Zhu deeply bit his lip and tried his best to restrain himself. After a while, his eyes turned red.

He saw that You Sheng was holding the necklace tightly in his hand, the ashes of Fu Yunzhi were contained in the falling gemstone, the gemstone was still dazzling, quietly emitting a dazzling light.

It was as if Fu Yunzhi was watching him.

With his arms hanging down weakly, Zhu Shen bit his lower lip and looked at You Sheng.

You Sheng maintained that embarrassed posture without moving, and asked Zhu Shen in a low voice: "Is she walking... Painful?"

After a moment of silence, Zhu Shen said hoarsely: "For her, living is the pain."

You Sheng seemed to understand Zhu Shen's meaning, closed his eyes in pain, and remained silent for a long time.

Zhu took a deep breath, suppressed the sudden chill on his back, took one last look at the necklace, and said to Zhong Heng, "Let's go."

"Xiao Shi..."

"I'm fine." Zhu Shen took Zhong Heng's hand tightly and held it tightly with his fingers interlocked: "I hate people pitying me the most, especially, especially you."

Zhong Heng shook his head and firmly held Zhu Shen's hand, and walked out of the ward with him, saying in a low voice, "I didn't pity you."

The moment the door was closed, You Sheng held the necklace devoutly, lowered his head and kissed the gem lightly.

It was a kiss that was more than 20 years late, breaking everyone's vain fantasies.

Those who stay by force hand over, and those who deceive themselves see clearly.

In this world, no one is better than anyone else.

Walking out of the hospital full of disinfectant, Zhu Shen stubbornly raised his head and looked up at the sky.

Zhong Heng saw through the tears in his eyes, gently stroked his cheek, and said to him: "If you want to cry, you can cry."

But Zhu Shen shook his head: "She never allowed me to cry."

All along, Fu Yunzhi had told him that to be a strong grass, her children should not cry.

It was only later that he realized that every word that Fu Yunzhi seldom uttered was related to You Sheng.

"You can cry in front of me, Xiaoshi." Zhong Heng's thumb gently stroked his face, as if opening a tear channel, and Zhu Shen's tears fell in response.

Zhu Shen was a little dazed, his eyes widened in disbelief, and he didn't expect to actually cry.

For a moment, the tears seemed to be unstoppable.

"It's disgusting, Zhong Heng." Zhu Shen said in a choked voice, wiping away tears.

"Yes, blame me." Zhong Heng followed Zhu Shen and hugged him into his arms, another line of tears fell on his shoulders.

I will bear all the charges, and it will be sunny after you cry.

At first, Zhu Shen cried very subduedly, but the more he cried, the louder he cried, and the grievances accumulated in his chest for more than 20 years seemed to erupt in this afternoon.

Only people have ever told him that you can't cry, you can't do this, you can't do that, but no one told him that you can cry in front of me.

You can be weak because I'm here.

Fortunately, there were not many people on the road at this time, and a few trees covered them, so no one noticed them.Zhu Shen really cried happily in Zhong Heng's arms.

When his voice stopped, Zhong Heng handed out a tissue and asked him, "Where do you want to go?"

Zhu Shen wiped his red eyes and said sullenly, "I want to go home."

As soon as the words came out, he subconsciously touched his empty neck, and a moment of bewilderment flashed in his eyes.

He no longer knows where his home is.

For so many years, he has been traveling all over the world with that necklace, like a bird without feet, he can only keep flying.And just now, the necklace has been returned to its original owner.

So what about him?

Where can he go?

"Go back to Taoyuan." Zhong Heng whispered, "Go back now."

Zhu Shen stared blankly at Zhong Heng, his curved eyelashes were still dripping with water, and his nose was a little red from crying just now, such Zhu Shen seemed more real.

Zhong Heng couldn't help turning his head away, and handed out another tissue.

"But my mother can't go home." Zhu Shen squeezed a tissue, lowered his head, as bewildered as a child.

"She has her own place to park."

"But she never wanted to stop in front of me."

"Someone always thinks about it." Zhong Heng took his hand again.

Zhu Shen looked up at him, his heart pounding, his facial features were still as sharp as sculptures, but his eyes were a little more tender for no reason.May I ask, who can push away such a Zhongheng?

"Go home." Zhu Shen held Zhong Heng's hand tightly: "We."

That night, they returned to Yancheng.

On the plane, Zhu Shen leaned on Zhong Heng's shoulder, suddenly seemed to think of something, and said very regretfully: "I was in a hurry today, and I forgot to see my grandma."

Zhong Heng was taken aback for a moment, surprised that Zhu Shen still remembered this matter.

Laughing inwardly, he said hoarsely, "Grandma won't mind."

Zhu Shen nodded, still feeling sorry for himself: "Then... shall we go there to hang Spring Festival couplets during the New Year?"

Zhong Heng nodded and looked at him with heavy eyes: "Okay."

After thinking about it, Zhu Shen said again: "But I really like our current wedding couplet. Zhilan...Zhilan..."

"Zhilan is luxuriant for a thousand years, and Qin Sele is for a hundred years." Zhong Heng's voice became deeper and deeper.

"Yes." The corners of Zhu Shen's lips gradually opened into a smile, and he repeated: "Zhilan is flourishing for a thousand years, and Qin Sele is for a hundred years. It's really nice."

"Then hang them up." Zhong Heng said.

Satisfied, Zhu Shen closed his eyes.

Zhong Heng didn't close his eyes for a long time, his heart was sore and swollen, and he always felt that he would wake up from a good dream in a blink of an eye.

He became more and more timid, like a desperado holding a box of gold coins, running in a busy market.There was a lot of people around, but he was like a soldier.

He made an appointment with Zhu Shen to do something together, but he was always worried about long nights and dreams.

After all, this worry is not unreasonable. Zhu Shen rejected his appointment when he was a child, and he didn't remember who he was when he came back.

Pulling up the blanket for Zhu Shen, he couldn't help looking at Zhu Shen quietly, carefully planning his work for the second half of the year.

I'm going on a business trip to country D next month, next month...

Half of a year will pass, and Zhong Heng is already looking forward to the Spring Festival of the next year.

It would be best for them to have a second and third Spring Festival, and it would be best to post Spring Festival couplets with Zhu Shen every year.

……May I?

Zhu Shen beside him closed his eyes in peace, knowing that since last night, he would not have any more nightmares.

Last night, he was immersed in Paradise Lake by Fu Yunzhi again.Still that familiar dream.

In the colorful and distorted dreamland, he was bleeding profusely, and Fu Yunzhi smiled ferociously beside him.

"Look who else can save you? Zhu Shen, you deserve to die here!"

His head was immersed in the icy water time and time again, the bone-biting chill gradually paralyzed his consciousness, but in the haze, he could see the other end of the mist, someone was moving towards him through the mist.

Call him again and again: "Xiaoshi, Xiaoshi..."

In an instant, his consciousness came back, and he turned his head and said to Fu Yunzhi, "Mom, I'm not afraid anymore."

The shackles on her body were gradually loosened. Zhu Shen pushed her away and ran towards the other side of the mist. He said to Fu Yunzhi, "Someone is here to save me."

"I know, no matter what danger I encounter, no matter how many times, he will come to save me."

"Goodbye."

"Mother."

The author has something to say: finally get the two together

And finally solved the deep nightmare

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