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Zhu Shen didn't even know how excited he was to rush back to Zhu's house. The whole journey was speeding like lightning, the palms of his hands were sweating profusely, as if he was afraid that the box that had been waiting for him for seven years would slip away.

After getting out of the car, Zhu Shen rushed into the door, but his footsteps gradually became heavy, as if dragging invisible shackles, every step was extremely heavy.

For a moment, my heart was thundering, and my sweat was pouring down like rain. The joy of regaining what I lost and breaking through the iron shoes lingered in my heart, but there was also a little unknown tension and guilt.

"Shen Shen is here," the third and fifth sisters were drinking tea in the garden, when they saw Zhu Shen, they hurriedly waved to him: "Come here quickly."

Zhu Shen walked to the table, tried his best to suppress his shortness of breath, and asked hoarsely, "Where's my box?"

Seeing the sweaty Zhu Shen walking towards them, the third sister couldn't help shaking her head, poured him a cup of tea, and comforted him softly: "Don't worry, drink some tea first."

Zhu Shen drank the tea in one gulp, fixed his eyes on the third sister, and said urgently, "Can you tell me now?"

The third sister was taken aback for a moment, but she had never seen Zhu Shen lose his composure before. She raised her finger and pointed at his moist lips: "Why are you so nervous, you look like a cat."

Zhu Shen followed the direction that the third sister pointed, wiped the dripping tea from the corner of his lips and chin, and looked more urgently, as if he couldn't care about anything, "Third sister, where is it?"

"Come with me, in the room." The third sister got up and said.

For a moment, Zhu Shen's eyes lit up, and he immediately followed behind her.

"Don't be nervous, if you really put the box in the box at that time, you will definitely not lose it." The third sister said as she walked.

Zhu Shen nodded firmly: "I put it in."

It recalled the situation countless times, and confirmed that it must have put the box in the box.

I can't help but regret it, if only I could open the box and take a look at it.

Unfortunately, no if.

The third sister nodded, seeing Zhu Shen's urgent expression, she couldn't help speeding up her pace, and said to him: "Didn't you send the suitcase home at that time, I think you must be useful in country L, so I decided to give it to you." You sent it. But you filled in the wrong address, so it was sent back.” Speaking of this, the third sister couldn’t help but smile apologetically: “I didn’t accept it, it was your third brother-in-law. That brainless ...Thinking it was my box, I put it in the warehouse casually, and forgot to tell me that it has been stored for so many years. If I hadn’t come back this time, I would have sold that property, and I would have checked the old things in the warehouse, and I would not Will find your box."

I didn't expect it to be such a mistake.But he has no right to blame anyone.

Zhu Shen didn't say a word for a long time, but silently lowered his head and pursed his lips, not knowing what he was thinking, looking very sad.

The third sister patted his arm lightly and said, "Youngest, I'm sorry."

Zhu Shen murmured hoarsely: "It's me... I'm sorry."

It was because he didn't keep Zhong Heng's gift well.

Pushing open the door and entering Third Sister's room, she saw a black trolley case standing beside the closet.

"Is it it?" The third sister said while looking at Zhu Shen, and found that his whole body was shaking.

The fifth sister immediately supported his arm, and the third sister hurriedly asked: "Youngest, are you okay..."

Zhu Shen's eye circles were red instantly, he bit his lower lip tightly, and rushed over suddenly, shaking even more violently.

A trembling hand touched the lockbox.He was so nervous that his knuckles trembled and collided with each other as if they were obeying someone else's command. They were out of his control, and they couldn't swipe the code at all.

Seeing this, the third sister quickly squatted down and held the back of his hand: "Don't be nervous, take your time."

The smell of blood came from Zhu Shen's mouth, and the blood gas made him calm down a little. He clasped his two fingers, and only heard a "click", the lock was opened, the box was divided into two halves, and a palm-sized gift box rolled down on the ground. on the ground.

Zhu Shen picked up the box carefully, with a look of remorse on his face.

The third sister, who didn't know why, looked at Zhu Shen and then at the fifth sister, and couldn't help feeling a little worried: "Is he all right..."

Fifth Sister shook her head, put her hand to her lips, made a "shh", and pulled Third Sister out the door.

Zhu Shen didn't know what happened behind him, and all his attention was attracted by the box.What he held in his hand was a black box, which didn't look very unusual. When he opened it gently, Zhu Shen was stunned.

On the top of the box was a piece of dried hyacinth, and in the middle was a watch. When I took out the watch, I saw a red heart folded from paper underneath.

For these three things, I waited for Zhu Shen for seven full years.

Holding the box in his hands, Zhu Shen felt a sudden severe pain in his heart, and his body seemed to be drained of strength, and he fell to the ground.

After a while, he raised his head with difficulty, his mouth was bloody and bitter.

Picking up the red heart, the reverse side of it is Zhong Heng's handwriting, the strokes are not connected like he used to sign documents, but "I love you" is written squarely with each stroke.

I love you.

It turned out that the confession he pried out that day was not the first time Zhong Heng said it-it turned out that he was loved by Zhong Heng so early.

But he didn't know, he didn't know anything.He is bitter and jealous, he doesn't believe that Zhong Heng really loves him, he only believes in the rumors he heard and those unintelligible illusions.

In a trance, Bao Liang's sigh echoed in his mind: "There are some things that you should look at with your heart."

And his heart was blinded by a leaf, wrapped in a thick shell, dull, dull, and self-confident, so he deserved to become like this, no different from others.

The palms were pressed against the chest, and the pain inside seemed to be so painful that it was almost impossible to breathe.

But this was just the tip of the iceberg. Immediately afterwards, he found that the watch in the box looked familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before.

The dial is square, and the strap is metal. It looks like a middle-aged watch, very chic, and it feels cold to the touch, with one corner slightly incomplete.

In an instant, Zhu Shen froze, isn't this a watch with a thin beam?

He can still clearly remember that when he was in the infirmary, he saw Bao Liang taking his temperature while he was half asleep.The only thing I remember is that when I put my palm on the wrist on his forehead, I felt a burst of coldness. It was a square watch, which felt cold to the touch, and one end of the strap was a bit incomplete.

He was in a daze with a high fever, and only remembered the watch, the figure and the hyacinth by the window.

As soon as he woke up, he saw Bao Liang beside him, and he said with a smile, "You finally woke up, everyone was terrified."

So Zhu Shen didn't distinguish anything else, following the logic of the fledgling complex, he decided that Bao Liang was the one who took care of him by his side, and after that, it seemed logical that he even brought himself to like him.

What's more, Bo Liang was also wearing a watch at that time.

But now that he thought about it carefully, Zhong Heng would definitely not give him something from the thin beam, so this watch must belong to Zhong Heng.

If this watch belonged to Zhong Heng, then it was Zhong Heng who took care of him in the infirmary at that time, so the back he saw...

It also belongs to Zhong Heng.

Every time he thought of one layer, Zhu Shen's heart would be cut open with another wound.

For a while, Zhu Shen had a splitting headache, looking at the glare of the bright light outside the window, he couldn't help covering his eyes with his arms.His eye sockets were hot, as if he was about to sweat profusely.

He leaned against the wall, raised his head, looked at the ceiling and couldn't stop laughing, the laughter was sad and hoarse, sad and barren, God made a big joke for him, he fell in love with the wrong person.

How ridiculous.

The arm could no longer cover it, tears slipped from the cover of the false and the real, and for a while his world was spinning and blurred into a hazy water.Raising his hand to close Mizusawa's blurred vision, his sight finally fixed on the white dried flower.

It was the white hyacinth, his favorite flower.

I don't know what method Zhong Heng used to preserve the petals.

I can't help but think that for so many years, I have held art exhibitions abroad, and I always receive such a bouquet of flowers.

But does he care?

— he never.

In those few years, he couldn't distinguish colors, and his painting regressed, so he exiled himself, and no longer bothered about galleries and art exhibitions.Even those gifts were mentioned inadvertently by Wu Xu after dinner, maybe in a corner of his heart he had praised that unknown person for what he wanted. So what?

He never stops for those behind him.

Not even looking back.

It is even more impossible to imagine how Zhong Heng has silently liked him for so many years.

If he doesn't speak, he will die silent.Maybe I feel hopeless too.

If it was just thinking about Zhong Heng's love for Jiang Yi for so many years, Zhu Shen's heart felt as if it was broken.So at this moment, as long as he thinks that Zhong Heng has always loved him with the most humble and sincere admiration many years ago, his heart seems to be ground into powder by the belated truths, scattered in the air, and every day that drifts away Every corner hurts.

【"Have you ever opened the box I gave you?"

"No... what's in it? Is it something important?"

"It's just an insignificant thing."]

When he said this sentence, Zhong Heng must have been in pain.

He, just thinking about it, feels unbearable.

How could it be irrelevant?

How can it be irrelevant?

How could they miss it for so long?

There was a painful roar in the room, Zhu Shen didn't even have time to wipe away the tears on his face, he just carefully put the three things back into the box, and rushed out desperately.

Ferocious as a beast, like this July heat, looks unstoppable.

The third sister who was outside the door immediately looked over there when she heard the commotion inside, only to feel a gust of wind behind her, and saw Zhu Shen rushing downstairs and running outside the gate.

The third sister shouted at his back: "Shen Shen! Why are you going!"

No one responded to her, replaced by the sound of a car starting.

Fifth Sister shook her head and sighed lightly: "Let him go."

The third sister couldn't help but asked in a low voice: "What kind of box is... in that box? Is it important? I have never seen the youngest in such a hurry."

After thinking about it, Fifth Sister shook her head and said to her, "That was his fate."

Zhu Shen got into the car and was driving back to Taoyuan at a fast speed. He had never driven such a fast car in Yancheng, and he had never felt that his journey home was so long.

Back to his and Zhong Heng's home.

Zhong Heng doesn't like Jiang Yi, but he likes him, then what will be the secret that Zhong Heng is hiding behind the bookcase in the bedroom at that time?

Is it too late for him to find it now?

Tears had blurred his vision, and Zhu Shen raised his heart, not daring to think about it anymore.

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