rough tenderness

Chapter 6

When Yu Wen pushed the door open again and came in, Chu Qiubai was about to throw off the quilt and get out of bed, his expression was flustered, he spoke incoherently, and stammered, "This...this is you...your home...I... ..I gotta go..."

Yu Wen closed the door behind his back, stood by the bed with folded arms, frowned and said, "Do you know what time it is?"

Chu Qiubai froze for a moment, subconsciously looked at the closed dark curtains, then grabbed the hem of his clothes in a daze and stopped talking.

Yu Wen posted over, raised his hand to test the temperature of his forehead, "The fever has subsided, go take a hot bath and rest."

Chu Qiubai tensed his body and raised his eyes to look at him with a bewildered and bewildered expression.

Yu Wen stared at his face, "What, do you want me to help you undress?" His voice was deep, without any emotion.

Chu Qiubai came to his senses suddenly, shook his head indiscriminately, hurriedly put on his slippers and rushed towards the door in a panic.

After closing the bathroom door, Chu Qiubai let go of his guts and gasped for breath. He looked down and saw the clothes on his body that obviously did not belong to him, and he was even more uneasy. His heart was about to jump out, but he didn't know why he was nervous. What.

He sweated and his clothes got wet. As a friend of the same sex, Yu Wen helped him change his clothes. This is a very normal thing.Why do I care so much about myself.

Clenching the hem of the T-shirt tightly with his fingers, he was dazed for a while before realizing that if he just took off his clothes and took a shower, he would walk out embarrassedly wrapped in a towel like last time.

So he opened the door slowly, his body was shrouded in a sense of powerlessness after excessive tension, and even his eyes became dazed and innocent.

There were two slender legs in front of him, and when he raised his eyes to see the face of the owner of the legs, his heartbeat immediately lost its rhythm, and his body trembled slightly at a loss.

Yu Wen frowned and raised his hand to touch his forehead, "Why is your face so red? Still have a fever? Are you still not feeling well?"

Chu Qiubai shook his head violently in a mess, tried to adjust his breathing, and after a few seconds he stammered, "...do you...do you have pajamas..." His voice was still hoarse due to illness.

Yu Wen's expression became a little strange, he turned his eyes away and said, "You go take a bath first, I'll bring it to you." Facing Chu Qiubai who was still sick, he still couldn't suppress the thoughts in his heart, he was really crazy.

The two flustered people had no time to notice each other's unnatural expressions and movements.

After much difficulty, Chu Qiubai finally took a shower and lay back on the bed. The chandelier had been turned off, leaving only two dark lights at the head and end of the bed.

Yu Wen leaned on the bed and read a book, a pair of rimless glasses on the bridge of his straight nose.Chu Qiubai pulled the quilt all the way under his nose, secretly glanced at him, and when he realized that he was about to turn his head, he quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

For some reason, Chu Qiubai vaguely felt that Yu Wen's eyes seemed to stay on his face for a long time, those eyes were deep and hot, giving people an illusion of being loved.

Chu Qiubai tried his best to get rid of this trouble, thinking in his heart, stop thinking about it, why does Yu Wen want to see you in the middle of the night, go to sleep quickly.At this time, Yu Wen's cell phone rang.

The phone was picked up quickly, Yu Wen's voice was very soft, sounding very gentle, Chu Qiubai vaguely heard the other party's voice on the phone, it was a nice female voice.

I don't know why I feel lost all of a sudden, the person who will call at this time should be Yu Wen's girlfriend, that should be the beautiful woman who sat in Yu Wen's co-pilot a few days ago.Chu Qiubai felt a dull pain in his heart, he even forgot to pretend to be asleep, and stared blankly at Yu Wen's pretty side face.

Not knowing what the person on the phone said, Yu Wen turned to look down at him, Chu Qiubai looked at him blankly.Yu Wen kept looking at him until he hung up the phone before saying, "Did you wake up?"

Chu Qiubai shook his head subconsciously, but Yu Wen still looked at him.It might be because of the lighting, but Chu Qiubai actually felt that his eyes were very gentle, deep and easy to fall into.

In order not to let himself think wildly, Chu Qiubai clumsily tried to find a topic, and after much deliberation, he could only mention the phone call just now, "...was your girlfriend calling just now?"

When the three words "girlfriend" were said, the mouth suddenly became bitter, and even the eyes were sour, as if liquid was brewing.

Yu Wen didn't answer immediately, but just stared at him.Chu Qiubai dullly thought that he was too lazy to talk to him, so in order not to look awkward, he said to himself, "Is that the girl in the car last time? Well, in that case, you have to take care of it. Now it is said that the ratio of male to female is The difference is too much, even if you are as good as you, you can't take it lightly..." Yu Wen suddenly turned over and suppressed him.

Chu Qiubai was speaking very seriously, but was suddenly interrupted, only in a daze, and said dully, "Why are you pressing me down all of a sudden?"

Yu Wen stared into his eyes without speaking.

Chu Qiubai gradually became unnatural from that look, his whole body tensed up, and he stretched out his hand to push him, but Yu Wen suddenly said, "I don't like women."

Chu Qiubai didn't react immediately, and asked blankly, "What?"

Yu Wen grabbed his hand and held it in his palm, "I'm a gay lian, and I only like men."

Chu Qiubai's eyes widened suddenly, looking very surprised.Yu Wen waited for him to ask questions, feeling nervous anticipation and uneasiness that he had never felt before.In the end, what he waited for was Chu Qiubai's inexplicable "Oh."

Yu Wen's heart plummeted in an instant, and he turned back to the original position leaning against the head of the bed. After a long time, he said in a gloomy tone, "You don't have anything to ask?"

Chu Qiubai frowned and thought about it for a while, then dryly squeezed out a few words, "...just as long as you are happy."

Yu Wen couldn't tell what he was feeling at that moment, whether it was outrage, disappointment, bitterness tinged with despair, or a mixture of these emotions.All in all, not an uplifting mood.

Chu Qiubai also didn't understand how he felt in his heart, and his mind was still a little dazed. It seemed that Yu Wen's confession had overturned all his previous life, and it seemed that the facts Yu Wen said were irrelevant at all.But no matter what, Yu Wen is his good friend, and it is always right to hope that he will be happy. Besides, in this society, homosexuals are actually under a lot of pressure. Thinking of this, Chu Qiubai made love endlessly. One sentence, "...I will stand by your side."

Yu Wen looked down at his well-shaped ears, feeling itchy in his heart, couldn't help but want to taste the taste of his earlobes, when his eyes touched the man's indifferent side face, the itchy urge to heat up his whole body quickly changed For a bad psychology.He lowered his voice and moved close to Chu Qiubai's ear, "Do you know how men and men...do love?" That bewitching hoarseness made Chu Qiubai feel hot all over instantly, and his breathing became chaotic Rhythm, the head that was already a little slow, broke the string at this moment, and could only shake his head in horror, looking a little pitiful.

His frightened, ashamed, and clumsy appearance of trying to cover up made Yu Wen just want to slap him hard, press him down and bully him fiercely, until he cried out, he didn't stop.

Yu Wen gave a low laugh, and Chu Qiubai began to tremble.

"...Do you want me to teach you?" Yu Wen gently pressed over, staring closely into his eyes.

Chu Qiubai was so panicked that he was about to cry, he reached out to push his shoulder, "...I...I don't want to talk about this..." The voice was very helpless, with a hint of weakness.

However, Yu Wen grabbed his wrists and pressed them to the sides of his head. This imprisoned posture made Chu Qiubai's whole body tense, and his eyes were full of panic and helplessness.

Yu Wen's whole body became hot, and the overlapping posture of the two bodies was like the prelude to the ecstasy feast.An unspeakable part was already congested and hot.

The rage-filled sex disappeared without a trace after meeting Chu Qiubai's terrified eyes.

He is afraid of him.

The current self is just a terrible perpetrator in front of Chu Qiubai.

This fact made Yu Wen instantly discouraged, a dull pain in his heart, and a bitterness similar to self-loathing.

When Yu Wen rolled over and got down, Chu Qiubai finally breathed a sigh of relief.

The moment the two bodies overlapped, my body felt an unspeakable tingling feeling, and my whole body became hot and anxious, eager to do something.He was afraid that Yu Wen would notice this strange change in his body, so he tensed up, trying to cover it up clumsily.

Yu Wen only thought that he was afraid of himself.

The dark lights were also turned off.With their backs facing each other, both of them felt sleepy.

When I woke up again, it was already nine o'clock in the morning. What happened last night was swaying in my head in a mess. Go down and see how Yu Wen should speak, so that he can appear more natural.

Trembling down the stairs, looking around cautiously, the housekeeper suddenly called out, "Mr. Chu."

Startled, Chu Qiubai quickly stood up straight and replied, "Good morning."

The butler said respectfully, "Breakfast has been prepared in the restaurant. The young master told you to rest here after eating, and don't rush back."

Chu Qiubai licked his lips, "He...where is he?"

"Master is going to work." The butler gestured, "Mr. Chu, this way please."

After eating breakfast in a mess, Chu Qiubai was a little dazed. The butler took him around the villa again, introduced to him what there is to relieve boredom, prepared warm water, and brought cold medicine to him .

It was the first time that someone served him like this, Chu Qiubai sat upright in fear and trembling, not daring to relax for a moment.

The butler could naturally see his unnaturalness, so he took a step back politely and said, "You can rest here, if you need anything, please tell me at any time, the servants are always waiting."

Chu Qiubai hurriedly nodded and said, "You have worked hard."

Bored, Chu Qiubai nestled on the single sofa and read a book, thinking that when Yu Wen came back, he would leave immediately if he only had to look at him.The fever has subsided a long time ago, but there is still a little cough, which is not serious at all, so the store is still open, and the business cannot be delayed. Besides, Mr. Zhang is still in urgent need of money. If he earns money earlier, he can help him sooner. .

Just after twelve o'clock, Yu Wen's car drove into the gate of the villa, the butler trotted out to greet him, Chu Qiubai put down his book, clutched the corner of his clothes nervously with his fingers, and his breathing became short of breath.

As soon as Yu Wen entered the door, he saw Chu Qiubai standing at the entrance, looking at him with watery eyes, as if he had waited for a long time and finally met the person he wanted to see.

He became excited in an instant.The whole world lost its voice in an instant, only the violent and heavy heartbeat flooded the ears.

Chu Qiubai's appearance covered all his senses.

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