Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

After Lin Chuchu's phone call back then, Ye Mu also wavered in his mind to go back, but in the end he still refused.

It's not that he doesn't want to go back, it's just that the relationship between him and his mother has long been deadlocked, and now that he suddenly goes back during the Chinese New Year, I'm afraid it will be a bad year, and he doesn't want to go back to make things difficult for his mother.

In fact, the relationship between Ye Mu and his mother has been bad since childhood, at least it is much more distant than the ordinary mother-child relationship.

His father passed away unexpectedly before he was sensible, and his mother gave him to his grandparents to take care of him in order to make money. Later, when he was older and sensible, he married again and gave birth to Lin Chuchu. The position becomes extremely awkward.

When he was in high school, two of his closest relatives passed away one after another. Then he returned to his mother, but he never thought that not long after, Lin Chuchu's father passed away unexpectedly again. Inexplicably, he was forcibly involved in the relationship, and received all kinds of cold eyes and condemnation.

Ye Mu was also confused once, his existence seemed to be superfluous, although some people always said that a person must have his value when he comes into the world, but he lived like an exception.

He never went back since he left after going to college. He grew up in that small town and left after he was admitted to college. However, it has been eight or nine years since he was a freshman.

Thinking about it carefully, I just feel that the time is horribly fast.

On the way home, Ye Mu wrapped herself tightly with a scarf, hat and mask, and did not breathe a sigh of relief until she got into the car.According to the announcement he received, he can officially rest in two days until the end of the Spring Festival.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help stretching. At this moment, his phone vibrated suddenly. He took it out and saw that it was Lin Chuchu who sent him a message saying that he had arrived home safely. After taking a few pictures of landscapes, Ye Mu clicked on each of them and looked slowly, and found several familiar places.

The photo was taken by Lin Chuchu in the car. The streets seemed so familiar. He looked at the impressive places for a while, and felt that he could count one, two, three now, but the buildings in his memory were still not found. , reckoning that it's either gone, or it's been refurbished and lost its old appearance, so he can't recognize it.

After saving all the photos on his phone, Ye Mu began to think about how he should spend the Spring Festival alone. He didn't think of a reason until after taking a bath at night.

Lying straight on the bed and looking at the ceiling, the soft light was a bit dazzling after staring at it for a long time. He looked away, took out his mobile phone and looked through the photos that Lin Chuchu sent him again, and suddenly felt a little lonely.

Ye Mu, who dares not go home now, is like a thirsty person passing by a well, but because the number of times of disappointment is so high that even holding hope has become an extravagant hope, so he dare not approach him, fearing that disappointment will once again kill him. submerged.

Probably this is what people often call cowards.

After putting down the phone, he tossed and turned for an unknown amount of time, when the ringtone suddenly rang, and Ye Mu had no choice but to get up to answer the phone.

Zhan Shu's voice sounded from the other end: "Are you asleep?"

Ye Mu replied: "Not yet, what's the matter?"

Zhan Shuduan on the other end touched his nose. The variety show on TV finally came to an end. He turned it off with the remote control, and then said dryly, "Are you going back for the Spring Festival?"

Ye Mu was stunned for a moment, then regained his senses and said calmly: "I won't go back." After saying that, he pulled the quilt over it, shrunk in, and wrapped himself into a ball.

Zhan Shuduan was surprised to hear the disappointment in Ye Mu's tone through the phone, and couldn't help but regret the question he asked, and changed the subject: "When are you on vacation?"

Ye Mo tucked his head into the quilt and rubbed against the pillow, "Sister Jingjing said that it will be over in two or three days' notice." After speaking, he felt a little awkward again. The boss asked him when his subordinates would be on vacation. Now it's a bit unspeakably weird.

Maybe it's because Ye Mumeng is under the quilt, Zhan Shuduan always feels that Ye Mu's voice has a muffled nasal tone, which is different from the usual cold tone, and somehow feels——cute?

Confused by his own thoughts, Zhan Shuduan fell silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "Where are you now?"

"I'm at home." Ye Mu blinked in confusion.

Zhan Shuduan asked nonsense, "Where are you at home?"

Ye Mu continued to answer in puzzlement: "What's wrong on the bed?"

Now it was finally Zhan Shuduan's turn to be unable to answer. He scratched his hair, not quite understanding his sudden feeling, so he held back a nonsense, "Just ask."

Ye Mu: "..."

Two people are separated by two places, one is sitting on the sofa, the other is huddled under the quilt, chatting with each other, the content is extremely boring, what kind of food did you eat at night, what kind of work did you do today, who did you meet , and even talked about tomorrow's weather, it took almost half an hour to talk bluntly, and in the end it was so boring that Ye Mu couldn't help yawning.

"I watched the variety show recorded by your crew." Zhan Shuduan suddenly changed the subject.

Ye Mu was finally so bored that he had to stick his head out of the bed to breathe, he didn't react when he heard Zhan Shuduan's words, "Ah?", Zhan Shuduan repeated and explained it again.

"I forgot, so it was broadcast today..." He has been busy with work for the past two days, and even forgot about the show, but why did Zhan Shuduan suddenly mention this?

Remembering that he sang the theme song at the scene, he suddenly thought, could it be that he wanted to tell him that he sang out of tune on the show?

Ye Mu couldn't help becoming nervous.

Zhan Shuduan hesitated for a moment, and said, "Your high school...is there someone you like?"

Originally, she was prepared to be said to be tone-deaf, but unexpectedly, she got such a question. After a moment of sluggishness, Ye Mu came back to his senses, and finally remembered the game session about love quizzes in the show.

"Well, there is one." Since Zhan Shuduan had watched the show, he must have seen the game to ask about it, and Ye Mu admitted it without concealment, but the other party suddenly fell silent. He asked again: "What's wrong?"

Although he had expected this answer a long time ago, Ke Zhan Shuduan was very angry, especially depressed!

He took a deep breath, not knowing what was wrong with him, he just felt that his breath was stuck in his chest and he couldn't get up or down. Hearing Ye Mu's voice, he couldn't hold back a word for a long time, but realized that he was I'm mad at myself.

Suddenly, apart from being angry, there was something inexplicable.

It is perfectly normal to have someone you like during adolescence. Although Ye Mu looks indifferent, it cannot be ruled out that the other party has not even had a person he likes in the past 20 years of life.It would be better to say that his first love actually appeared in high school, which is considered late compared to ordinary people.

Zhan Shuduan calculated that Ye Mu should be seventeen or eighteen years old in high school, and he was about to graduate from college at that time. If they had known each other at this age, they probably wouldn't have had any intersection.

At that time, Zhan Shuduan was self-confident, young and energetic, and his family background and growth had been smooth all the way. He was inevitably cultivated into a conceited temperament. Save the world - in layman's terms, it is the second disease of the elderly.

At that age, he definitely wouldn't be interested in someone like Ye Mu who had nothing to show for other than his face. However, people like Ye Mu would only be attracted to him if he got to know him after getting along.

Ye Mu took down the phone and took a look, and found that Zhan Shuduan on the opposite side didn't hang up the phone, but there was no sound. He wanted to hang up, but he was worried that the other party just had something to say, so he tentatively asked: "Are you still talking?" Are you there?"

Zhan Shuduan, who came back to his senses, coughed lightly, suppressed the complicated and chaotic mood in his heart, lowered his voice and pretended to be calm and asked again: "Then you are still in contact with the other party?"

"No more." Ye Mu narrowed his eyes as if thinking about the past, "What's wrong?"

Hearing this answer, Zhan Shuduan inexplicably felt a lot better, and was no longer as depressed as before, "It's okay, just ask casually."

Fortunately, Ye Mu didn't hear the concealment in the other party's tone, he yawned, feeling sleepy, and Zhan Shuduan on the other side also noticed it, so he didn't say any more.

Zhan Shuduan whispered: "Sleep, good night."

Ye Mo rubbed his eyes, murmured, "Good night." He hung up the phone immediately.

Zhan Shu had a word hovering in his throat, not knowing whether he should say it or not. After Ye Mu hung up, he held the phone and kept moving for about half a minute, then muttered something in a teeny volume to the phone that was almost hot to the touch. I can't even hear the words.

The whole body fell into emptiness again, without any sound, he had always come here like this, but at this moment he felt a little too quiet for no reason.

Zhan Shuduan rubbed his brows, not knowing why he was acting like a high school student at his age, he closed his eyes, leaned back on the sofa and rested for a while before getting up and walking to the study.

When he walked to the door, he suddenly thought of a question, which high school did Ye Mu come from?

When he went to the company the next day, Zhan Shuduan asked his secretary to check it out. After all, it would be strange to ask such a question directly to himself.

Ye Mu had a small interview back then, and he mentioned which school he was from in high school, so it was not difficult to know his school. After a short wait, the secretary came over with a report, which not only wrote Ye Mo Which school did Mu High School study in? Even the historical background, evaluation of writing style, and even the enrollment rate of the school were clearly written.

Zhan Shu looked at the name of Ye Mu High School, and couldn't help being taken aback.