Self-cultivation of third-rate stars

The first time Lu Qin expressed his feelings for Zhan Shuduan was after he graduated and two years after Guan Wei disappeared. However, Zhan Shuduan said that because he is Guan Wei's best student, it is absolutely impossible to have a relationship with him. Together, and completely rejected him, and even now did not give him a chance.

When Ye Mu heard Lu Qin say that Zhan Shu had been thinking about Guan Wei for ten years, he couldn't help feeling sad, but soon, he had an expected feeling.

It didn't seem so unexpected. Ever since Guan Wei appeared that day and the two met, he had noticed it to some extent.

After drinking the ginger soup, Lu Qin left without staying too long. When he reached the door, he turned to Ye Mo and said, "I'm sorry about the last photo. Although I didn't post it, I took the picture. If I didn't take pictures of you, you don't have to be involved in this kind of thing." He said in a very solemn tone: "I'm sorry."

Suddenly receiving an unexpected apology, Ye Mu couldn't help but froze his head. After recovering, he didn't shake his head or nod, but just accepted the apology by default.

Lu Qin finally didn't say any more, but turned around and disappeared into the elevator.

Ye Mu stood at the door and looked at Guan Yue's house from afar. At this moment, the door was still closed tightly. He stood there watching for a while, and finally turned around and entered the house. Standing at the entrance, he suddenly realized that he had lived for such a long time. house to come.

Thinking of what Lu Qin said just before he left, Ye Mu silently looked at the ceiling and rubbed the back of his neck, understanding in his heart what the other party meant to tell him.

It's nothing more than telling him that Guan Wei is back, let's give up Zhan Shuduan as soon as possible.

And Lu Qin didn't know that he didn't need to say these words at all, because Ye Mu's heart was already like a bright mirror, and he never had such an "extravagant hope".

In fact, Ye Mu is not completely unmoved, he is too withdrawn, not many people are willing to approach him, Zhan Shuduan is just one of the few people, although the relationship between the two is not clear, but they just entered the entertainment industry by mistake , when the situation was extremely difficult, the only person who reached out to him was Zhan Shuduan, without him, Ye Mu would not know what he would be like now.

It is also because of this that he is too aware of how much he weighs, and understands that Zhan Shuduan and him are not people in the same world, so he once tossed and turned all night because of his wishful thinking, and finally extinguished the rising pain in his heart. It is better to live in the moment than to dream unrealistic dreams.

Ye Mu returned to the room silently. When he passed the mirror, he stopped and looked at himself in the mirror carefully. All kinds of past and future events flashed in his mind, but in the end the picture stayed at the place just now. The half-closed door of Guan Yue's house.

An indescribable sadness and melancholy welled up in his heart, and he took a deep breath to suppress these emergent emotions.

Come to think of it, it was all expected.

As soon as Zhan Shuduan came out of the room, he found that the living room was empty except for Hu Feng who was snoring loudly on the sofa. He didn't see Ye Mu, and his eyes darkened. Just at this moment, the phone in his pocket vibrated. Ye Mu sent a WeChat message and he went home first.

After replying with a good word, he added another sentence: I will go there later.

Ye Mu also quickly replied: "Okay."

Looking at these two words, Zhan Shuduan couldn't help but feel better, and the corners of his mouth could not help but curl up. This person speaks in a well-behaved way on WeChat, and his personal style is very obvious.It's just that Ye Mu has a vague feeling in his heart that something is abnormal.

Before he had time to figure out why, Guan Wei behind him closed the bedroom door and walked out. The drunkenness in his eyes was no longer as obvious as before. He looked at the living room suspiciously, "Why is Ye Mu missing?" gone?"

"Going back." Zhan Shuduan put away the doubts in his heart, and the smile in his eyes dissipated instantly, "Aren't you drunk? Why don't you lie down and come out?"

Guan Wei frowned and said: "The more I lie down, the more uncomfortable I am, I am afraid of vomiting in the room."

Zhan Shuduan glanced at him, did not answer, but turned around and took out a cigarette, then thought that smoking in someone else's house was not good, and was about to take it back, but Guan Wei suddenly stretched out his hand to him.

"Would you mind giving me one?"

Zhan Shuduan frowned slightly, looked at Guan Wei, and found that most of the drunkenness in the other party's eyes had dissipated, and his whole body was not as wobbly as before. After hesitating, he handed him one, "Do you also smoke?"

Guan Wei took it with a smile, and didn't answer the question, but walked towards the balcony. Zhan Shuduan took back the cigarette case and followed. Since he was on the balcony, there was no need to restrain himself from smoking.

Standing on the balcony, the biting cold wind blows head-on, blowing away all the drunkenness in my mind, and my still a little drowsy brain finally wakes up.

After lighting it up, Zhan Shuduan just took a sip when Guan Wei reached out to ask him for a lighter.

Guan Wei did not smoke like a novice. He leaned his back on the balcony fence, half-closed his eyes and exhaled familiarly. There was still a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, which was exactly the same as what Zhan Shuduan remembered. Like Guan Wei, he always smiles at all times.

But you have to know that Guan Wei was a good citizen back then, he didn't smoke, drink or play cards, he was a good young man who didn't even tell dirty jokes.For this reason, Hu Feng teased him face to face many times.

After so many years, he also drank alcohol, smoked cigarettes, and played the lousy game of dice and wine with ease, so he only had to tell vulgar jokes.

"What do you want to talk about?" Zhan Shu asked straight to the point.

Guan Wei turned his head to look at Zhan Shuduan, propped his chin with one hand, and said, "It's actually quite long to tell the truth. I just got a little dizzy after drinking alcohol. If you have any questions, just ask me." One answer, make sure to tell the truth without any concealment!"

Zhan Shuduan didn't know what Guan Wei meant, so he glanced at him, and then looked away at the community downstairs. There wasn't much green in the cold winter months, but when he looked around, he saw a lot of bare trees, and the branches were still stained. less snow.

He smoked silently, and when he finished smoking a third of the cigarette, he finally said, "You were forced to leave by my father?"

A look of surprise flashed in Guan Wei's eyes, he didn't expect Zhan Shuduan to be the first to ask such a question.

"Well, it's really hard to say, yes or no." Guan Wei replied vaguely, he took a puff of cigarettes, and continued: "But now I can't understand my uncle's behavior back then. As a parent, I always have to , Different positions have different ideas, right?"

Zhan Shuduan frowned slightly, Guan Wei sensed his confusion, and continued to explain with a smile, "Are you particularly puzzled as to why you were not sent abroad, but me?"

Guan Wei's just one sentence explained the doubts in Zhan Shuduan's heart.

"Would you believe me if I said that I agreed to go abroad?"

Hearing this, Zhan Shuduan's expression changed. He had thought about this answer before, but he subconsciously denied it. This matter has always been a thorn in his heart. After all, life is not a novel. It is not easy for a strange adult to go abroad, unless he himself is willing to go abroad.

He pursed his lips tightly, frowned and looked at Guan Wei, holding the cigarette in his hand for a long time in silence, finally took a deep breath, turned around and walked into the living room to put the cigarette out in the trash can, and got out of the chair again. He took his coat and said coldly without looking back: "If Hu Feng doesn't wake up, kick him, and then let him call his driver to pick him up."

Guan Wei looked at the back of Zhan Shuduan walking towards the entrance, and said, "Do you have anything else to ask?"

Zhan Shu stopped holding the doorknob, squinted his eyes, and sneered, "No." Then he turned the handle, closed the door and left without looking back. With a bang, the room was restored again Silence, Guan Wei looked at the re-closed door, did not return to his senses for a long time, until the cigarettes in his hand were burned, he finally looked back and sat down on the sofa.

He covered his eyes with his hands, and after a while, he sighed deeply.

"I said when did you become like this?" On the sofa, Hu Feng, who was still drunk and unconscious just now, suddenly opened his eyes, looked at the ceiling with one leg crossed, and said carelessly.

Guan Wei took out another pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one, threw it on Hu Feng, lit it, "You're good at acting, it's a big loss that you didn't go into the entertainment industry."

Hu Feng also took one and put it in his mouth, but he didn't ignite it. He said rather narcissistically, "It goes without saying that I have a lot of talent, but I just didn't dig it out." , Going back to the topic just now, "Why didn't you tell the truth? Back then you were forced out by Zhan Shuduan's father and your father. Put forward conditions..."

"You are still gossiping as always." Guan Wei interrupted Hu Feng, pursing his lips and laughing silently.

Hu Feng clicked his tongue, turned over and sat up. Before Shuai finished playing, he felt a pain in his neck, "I rely on this special trick, I don't know how to strike, dragging me like a sack, it hurts to death..."

Seeing this, Guan Wei couldn't help laughing, "It's not easy for a big guy to get you off the dinner table, and he still expects his movements to be gentle, which is pretty cool."

Hu Feng rolled his eyes, "I really didn't expect your character to become so impure after being abroad for a few years."

"Isn't it good?" Guan Wei accepted Hu Feng's evaluation generously, took a puff of cigarettes, and said with deep eyes: "I always have to be forced to change, and I don't want to, but the conditions don't allow it."

Hearing this, Hu Feng squinted his eyes, and it was rare that he didn't talk poorly, but said seriously: "So what are you doing back this time?"

"Aside from meeting you, of course I have business to deal with." He didn't know what to think of, squinted his eyes, and said, "Some things can't be delayed forever, such as... your family should also urge the marriage, right? Huh Comrade Feng."

Hu Feng, who was also shot while lying down, was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but rolled his eyes again, knowing that the purpose of the other party's sloppy behavior was that he didn't want to answer directly, and he was completely too lazy to talk to Guan Wei.