unspeakable ice

Shi Jie called Yu Xiaolong, but a strange man answered, saying that he was drunk in their shop, if he knew him, he would come and pick him up, Shi Jie quickly asked for the address and ran over.

Then Yu Xiaolong lay on the edge of the bar, called him a few times, and still knew to answer in a daze. The shop was in the bar street, and Shi Jie knew him. After saying hello, he led him away.

It was cold outside, Shi Jie sniffed, wrapped his clothes tightly, pulled out the hood of the sweater from the down jacket for Yu Xiaolong and put it on, then stretched his waist and carried him on his back.

I don't know why, I drank myself like this alone, except that time when his father came back and his mother decided to continue living with him, he got himself very drunk, Shi Jie hasn't seen him for so many years so drank.

"Be patient, ah, be patient." Shi Jie carried him on his back and walked on the deserted path at night, "It will definitely be all right after you have endured this for a while. Do you remember how hard it was when you first came here? Ah, didn’t our brothers get through it too?”

The cold was penetrating all around, it was very cold, Shi Jie's hands were frozen, and he could barely support him, Yu Xiaolong's damp hot air penetrated from his collar, barely able to keep him warm.

Shi Jie smiled, and said: "Let's wait for another year or two. We both have saved enough money, so we'll quit the gold basin and start a small business. When the time comes, we will need the bar street. He is, we are not rare."

"Don't give it to him..." Yu Xiaolong moved and said vaguely: "...can't give it to him...there are so many students..."

"Okay, don't give it to him, let's pass it on to Xiao Ding." Shi Jie said: "This kid has a sense of propriety, like the two of us, and Uncle Yin is quite satisfied with him. How about it, you should rest assured Alright."

Yu Xiaolong didn't speak, Shi Jie weighed it up, regardless of his 1.8 meters tall, carrying it like this is not as heavy as imagined, thinking of what happened during this period, Shi Jie's nose felt a little sore.

"Zhao Fei always persuaded me before, and let me persuade you more, telling us not to do this, I think she is a bitch, but I know in my heart that what she said is right, didn't you always tell me not to think too much before, Said there was nothing to think about."

Shi Jie paused at this point, "There is nothing to think about. With this level of education, if I think too much, I should have read more books, fuck."

Turning a corner by the light of the chess and card room, Shi Jie leaned against the wall and stopped for a while, turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and he walked this road a lot in the past two years, but he never dared to turn on the light once. Well, today is a bright day.

"Taking back what I just said, one or two years is a bit too optimistic. With the current situation of you and me, it is conservatively estimated that we will work until thirty."

Shi Jie said to himself, "But it's hard to say, think about it, in case your father's illness is cured, and your mother is cured, it's not impossible, right, you have to believe in miracles, look at your mother She just believed it."

"At that time, we will go into business again. We will have time to explore slowly, and we will not be afraid of losing money."

"Thinking about it later, when we get older, marry a girl with similar conditions to ours, have a big fat boy, and live like this for the rest of our lives."

"...don't marry a girl." Yu Xiaolong said suddenly.

Shi Jie was amused by his back and forth, "Okay, you don't marry, you are single, you are aristocratic, how chic you are alone, there is nothing wrong with you, when you get old, go to a nursing home, like you, some are old My wife will chat with you."

"No old lady either."

"Hey, you're kidding me, are you drunk or not?"

Yu Xiaolong fell silent again.

Shi Jie smiled, and for some reason, tears fell down. He didn't have a hand to wipe, and the paste on his face was itchy and cold, so he could only keep tilting his head and rubbing it on his collar.

He couldn't even remember the last time he cried, he must have been bewitched tonight.

In order not to make Yu Xiaolong laugh, he didn't even dare to suck his nose hard, just endured it intermittently, his ears ringing, until he burst into tears and scolded himself for being an idiot.

Afterwards, Shi Jie didn't speak any more, just walked dully, and returned to the mansion, he put Yu Xiaolong on the bed, wrung out a hot towel to wipe him, locked the door for him, and then went to wash his face .

Xia Cong went out to throw out the garbage in the morning. When he opened the door, there were three people sitting or standing at the elevator entrance. Cong pushed into the house.

Xia Cong was stunned for a while, then sent a message to Yu Xiaolong, 【Where did you come from, imprisoning me? 】

Yu Xiaolong replied, 【You can go out, just let them follow you. 】

Xia Cong: [Then I'd better starve to death. 】

Yu Xiaolong: [Up to you. 】

Xia Cong: […]

Xia Cong suddenly felt quite bored, the exam was over, it didn’t matter if he couldn’t get out, he thought about it, and went back to his room to sleep again, when he woke up and was looking for something to eat, Song Ye called and asked him: "Are you back for winter vacation?"

"Does it make a difference whether you go back or not?" Xia Cong took a can of Coke, pushed it away with one hand, took a sip, and sat on the sofa to turn on the TV.

"It must be for me. I haven't seen you for more than half a year. Brother Yi, does he have any objections?" Song Ye said in a dissatisfied tone.

"He came here last month. If he stopped by a year ago, he should come again. Let's talk about it then." Xia Cong said.

That's right, Song Ye heard his tone, most likely he didn't come back again, he ran all the way to this hellish place to exchange, not just to avoid Huo Yujie, Song Ye didn't think of what else to say for a while, just Can be silent.

"Unhappy?" Xia Cong smiled when he heard him not saying a word, and softened his tone, "Why didn't you say you came to see me, I'm alone."

"Forget it, the college entrance examination will be next year, and the holidays are less than a week. My parents don't know what they think this year. They still want to go back to their hometown and torture me to death."

"Then after you finish the exam, how about I accompany you on a trip to the country during the summer vacation?" Xia Cong said.

"Let's talk again, depending on my mood."

"Don't look, you're not in the mood." Xia Cong said the words behind his back for him, "Every time I listen to you, I'm listless. I asked you last time. Are you really worried?"

Song Ye didn't say yes, but he didn't jump to refute. With his character, this is tantamount to admitting in disguise, which amused Xia Cong, "Really?"

"Let me guess. A boy your age should have no other worries except being in love. Tell me the truth, is it a boy or a girl?"

"I... Fuck?" Song Ye was startled, "Which relative asks such a question like you?" The strange relatives would not be able to ask this kind of question when they gathered together.

But Xia Cong should have figured it out too. If it was a general relationship problem and it wasn't difficult at all, he must have talked about it with Brother Yi long ago.

Song Ye was so miserable that he was almost suffocating.

After a moment of silence, he said, "Just...we were on the same team before."

Xia Cong whistled.

Song Ye: "Don't make a sound, listen to me."

Xia Cong: "Okay."

After being interrupted by him, Song Ye coughed twice before straightening out his words, "Where do we start...it's just one team."

"In the beginning, we didn't get along. We didn't like each other. At that time, I thought he was dragging me. Everywhere I went, I kept a cold face, as if everyone owed him money. I looked really stupid."

"However, his grades are really good. He returned to the top three in his grade and he is also handsome. There are countless girls in and out of school who like him. As you know, there are such people in every school."

"He doesn't like to talk very much, and he has nothing to say with me. If we disagree, we will get angry on WeChat. We can scold each other for a class and can't stop. It's very naive."

"But he is very cooperative on the court, and he has a tacit understanding than others. After a long time, I feel that he has a strong sense of presence. He can be found everywhere. At that time, I wanted to choose science for the division of arts and sciences. You know it... Forget it ,you do not know."

Xia Cong: "..."

"I'm actually not good at science. I'm not as good as liberal arts. No matter how many times our old Liu persuaded me, I felt as if I was in a daze. I wanted to choose reason. At that time, I didn't even calm down and think about why."

"In the end, our physics teacher saw it. Although I don't know how he saw it, he said that I didn't like science, but I liked him. That moment really scared me enough, and I had a nightmare when I went back that day."

Xia Cong smiled, "What happened next?"

"It's nothing later, just like that." Song Ye's voice was a little low, "I don't know what he thinks, I guess what he thinks every day, I don't want to guess, but I just can't help it, I only found out later It's not that he is outstanding in all aspects, so I can always notice him because of his strong presence, but that I want to pay attention to him, and I pay attention to him all the time, that's why he has such a strong sense of presence with me, this feeling... God is so annoying."

"Ah."

"Have you ever had one?" Song Ye asked.

"No." Xia Cong said.

"That's right... so who, Gu actually didn't have it?"

"Don't mention him."

"Okay." Song Ye sniffed, and in order not to let his parents hear, he ran out to call him. He was about to freeze to death, but he still had a strong desire to talk, "We had a party yesterday, and he also went Come back at night, I don’t know how to walk, only the two of us are left, and then can you imagine, neither of us spoke, nor did we say a word, during the period, I couldn’t help it for no less than a hundred times I wanted to open my mouth, but seeing him like this, I felt that I was talking fart, and people might not want to hear it. Later, he sent me downstairs and left. I stood alone in the corridor. At that time, I really wanted to rush over and ask. Ask him if someone poisoned his drink to make him dumb at night."

Xia Cong: "..."

"What do you think he is thinking, don't send it if he has nothing to say, and no one is forcing him... Forget it, I don't want to think about it, I'm getting bored to death, I just want to die in place now, whoever the fuck... oh , Also, I think I may be really crazy, we are not in the same class now, and we have less time in the third year of high school, so we can’t get in and out of class, but every time I have time to go outside, I can always see him on the balcony, occasionally Once or twice when I couldn’t see him, I was very angry, but seeing him standing outside in such a cold day, I was still angry... Do you think there is something wrong with me? Is it because I like him? I really like him? If you don’t believe me, besides being handsome, I’m not bad looking myself..."

If Xia Cong was a little sympathetic at the beginning, and felt sorry for the nervous brother he had grown up watching since he was a child, by this time he really couldn't help but want to laugh, and wanted him to say a few words less, he understood .

"What are you laughing at?" Song Ye called out.

"It's been a long time since I smiled, I want to smile."

"Do you think I'm so stupid, I'm about to take the college entrance examination, and I'm still thinking about something."

"Then don't think about it." Xia Cong said: "Anyway, it sounds like you like him, and he is also interested in you. Hold on for another half a year. Once the college entrance examination is over, you two can be together. When the time comes, I will send you off." Let's go abroad to play."

"You..." Song Ye froze, and he hesitated for a while before saying, "Don't talk nonsense..."

"How about making a bet? If you lose, he's not interested in you. Just give him to me. From your description, he can be regarded as my favorite type. Do you have any photos? Send them over to see..."

"I won't tell you anymore." Song Ye broke down and said, "I shouldn't have told you!"

After hanging up the phone, Xia Cong thought about it carefully, he should be right, but in this way, maybe the pure and kind children of their family can't accept it for a while, and they will have nightmares that night.

He felt a little guilty about this, and in order to appease his guilty conscience of thinking about something before the college entrance examination, he immediately went online and bought him a set of five-year college entrance examination and three-year simulations, specifically marking one set for liberal arts and one set for science.