unspeakable ice

When I came out of the communicator, I didn’t know when it was snowing outside. There was a thin layer of snow on the ground. When I stepped on it, it melted into the soles of the shoes with the wet mud in an instant. I walked all the way wet and wet. Chill drilled into the body.

Xia Cong kept his hands in his pockets, walking in the cold wind at a leisurely pace, humming a song for a while, then turning around to look at Yu Xiaolong, as if the footsteps behind him were too soft to reassure him.

Walking all the way to the side of the car, he stopped, "Okay, it's time to make a choice, should I take you home, or... you go to my house."

He purposely made his words ambiguous, but his meaning couldn't be more straightforward.

Yu Xiaolong stood four or five steps away from him, his eyes were damp with cold air, and his pupils were downcast. From just now, he has kept this not far or close distance from him, until he saw him so determinedly Talk to yourself.

His interest has changed, even though he was not in high spirits when he got into the car, but at that time, when Xia Cong handed him the wine when he entered the bar, and when he turned his eyes to the stage, it was not like this.

Xia Cong didn't urge him, guessing what he might be thinking, he leaned against the car door and smoked a cigarette, the surrounding humidity was too heavy, he turned on the ignition several times but failed, he gestured to Yu Xiaolong.

"Do you know everyone here?" Yu Xiaolong asked him suddenly without moving.

"Some, why do you ask?"

"You told me you've only been here for half a year."

"Half a year is not enough for me to know these people?" Xia Cong saw that he was really not going to help himself, so he took down the cigarette and twirled it in his hand twice, his voice was calm, but his eyes gradually turned cold, "Are you here?" Doubt what?"

"I just don't know what I should suspect." The half-truthful eyes, specious words, and unusual behaviors, said that he was interested in him, but he never saw half of liking in his eyes.

"Then don't doubt it. As I said, things are not as complicated as you think." Xia Cong said.

"You just want to sleep with me, don't you?" Yu Xiaolong looked at him and asked, trying to find out the true intentions covered under the mask on his face, but Xia Cong's expression made him feel cold.

"Otherwise?" There was a strange flash in his eyes, as if he didn't understand why he would ask such a question. Could there be other answers besides yes? He joked, "You don't want to fall in love with me, do you?"

Yu Xiaolong also laughed, "Do you think it's possible?"

Two men, what love can we talk about?

Yu Xiaolong's nerves, which had been tense before, suddenly relaxed strangely after saying this sentence, his body and mind became clear, and even the sudden soreness gave people a sense of relief from a heavy burden.

It's just that the only thing he didn't expect was that the surrounding air would feel so cold after he stopped using force, as if they were waiting for an opportunity around him, waiting for this moment to counterattack.

His eyebrows are smiling, Xia Cong likes to see him smile, his eyelashes are very long, the tails of his eyes are narrow and drooping, and the curved arc is very interesting, especially the dimple on half of his face is faintly visible.

It was supposed to be a pretty face, but at this moment it made people look a little uncomfortable.

"I will solve the matter of the vegetable pole in the next year, and I won't let him have the energy to harass you again, and you don't bother me anymore." Yu Xiaolong threw a lighter over, "As the young master is happy, find a place to throw it away after using it." Bar."

"What do you mean?" Xia Cong didn't know whether his sudden change of attitude was because he accidentally exposed something, or his straightforward intention made him resist. After all, Yu Xiaolong had been resisting from the beginning to the end, so the former reason was too much. It was so ridiculous that he probably didn't even believe it himself.

"I mean you can't sleep, your thoughts and your purpose make me sick." Yu Xiaolong looked at him, "Have you made it clear enough?"

Xia Cong raised his eyelids slightly, "Did you take the wrong medicine?"

"I've always wanted to ask you this, are you too self-righteous, thinking that everyone in this world deserves to be roughed by you, what are you, Emperor Longgen?"

Xia Cong didn't speak, but his gaze was no different from the ice and snow around him. The cigarette was crushed in his hands, and fine slag fell down.

"We can't get along, if we don't have a good get together, then let's break up." Yu Xiaolong didn't want to say more, and turned to leave.

"You said that person won't come to harass me again, what if there is one more time?" Xia Cong stopped him.

"No." Yu Xiaolong gritted his teeth, "Even if there is, with your skills..."

"If there is, I will come and deal with you." Xia Cong interrupted him, word by word, "I will rough you up mercilessly, this time I will do what I say."

"Then you'd better remember your words, the more firmly you remember, the better." Yu Xiaolong clenched his fists by his side, "Because you will never have a chance in your life."

Yu Xiaolong walked back along the path, there was no movement behind him, Xia Cong didn't know if he went back, or went to other places to have fun, and those who wanted to be bullied by him went on and on, he really didn't need and shouldn't waste it on him anymore time.

He thought it was absurd before, whether it was Xia Cong's sudden enthusiasm or his unpredictable persistence.

Even he wanted to ask what he was looking for in him, but what he said now just confirmed that this is indeed absurd thing.

Maybe anyone, regardless of gender, in front of the sincerity you think, when you hear the person who keeps saying that he is pursuing you, generously admits that his purpose is only to covet your soft body, and there is no hypocrisy to cover up. not happy.

Like being humiliated, being teased, being treated like a commodity up for sale.

Yu Xiaolong did not expect that in his lifetime, he would actually start thinking about why he is so sexually attractive to the same sex?After all, besides being good-looking, what is the essential difference between Xia Cong and Xu Yinliang.

No, when he thought about it this way, he felt a lot more relieved, maybe because of his rebellion, some aspects can really arouse people's desire to conquer, that's all, after all, people can't help but feel uncomfortable when they are too comfortable. Want to be cheap.

Yu Xiaolong didn't go home, but went to the mansion. His solid wooden sailboat model only had a rough skeleton. He was busy during this time, and this one was promised to be completed within two months. when.

After taking a shower, he sat at the desk and forced himself to focus on it. The drawings were drawn by himself, and some rough places needed to be constantly readjusted when they were installed.

The same is true for those before, all of which he figured out slowly and researched by himself. Many ships were scrapped, so he bought the cheapest pine wood at the beginning, but the wood is soft, the wood grain is very ugly, and it is easy to dry and crack.

Now he will buy slightly more expensive basswood and send it to a shop he knows for cutting, but the accuracy is difficult to control, and sometimes waste is unavoidable, but he is the last to waste, so the work will only be slower, often after many hours. The round repeats.

Grinding the carbon black, slotting the keel, and installing the bow ribs are all delicate manual work, which is time-consuming and labor-intensive. At the beginning, it was difficult for him to concentrate. When he really did it, he would pay attention to the oppressive discomfort before. Not anymore.

Time passed by, until there were footsteps on the stairs, followed by Shi Jie's voice, "Damn it, you scared me to death! I said why is there a light in your room? It's so dark that I thought it was a thief! "

"Why are you here?" Yu Xiaolong glanced at him and kept moving his hands. In their place, there is nothing to steal except pots and pans. I didn't expect him to worry about this. have not thought.

"We've come here just by walking, don't you see a light here, come up and have a look."

In fact, he wanted to come back and look for it. He remembered that he used to have a little sun that was a little bigger than Zhao Fei's, and it was warmer than that. But thinking that she didn't even dare to open a higher gear, it would be useless if she found it. It was just a comfort. .

"Is the dumpling finished?"

"Yeah." Shi Jie touched his nose and didn't want to say more, Yu Xiaolong didn't ask, it's not up to him to decide, and his position is still awkward.

"Why don't you turn on the air conditioner, it's almost ten degrees below zero outside, brother, aren't you cold?" Shi Jie gasped twice, wrapped his clothes and went to look for the remote control.

"Forget." I really forgot, and I didn't think about it when I came in.

Shi Jie turned the temperature to the highest, with the air outlet facing Yu Xiaolong, seeing that his hands were red from the cold, he found a chair outside and sat next to him, "What's the matter with you, why did you run back, don't go home on New Year's Eve Are you going to live here?"

"It's nothing, I'll come back if I don't want to stay." Yu Xiaolong said.

"Are you arguing with your parents again?"

Seeing that he didn't speak, Shi Jie said, "I used to be very envious of you. You have a father and a mother, unlike me, who is an orphan, but then I felt that this couple was going to be shared by me. , I will definitely not be able to bear you."

The corner of Yu Xiaolong's mouth twitched into a smile, "You can't help but you can't help it, a woman, a sick person, can you still do something to them?"

"It's just because I can't move that I feel aggrieved." Shi Jie sighed, "When do you think this day will be a head, and you can't make much money? You've got involved in lawsuits. Seeing that I'm a year older, I'm really afraid that I will wait until I'm three years old." Ten, when others see it, yo, how can you still be so virtuous!"

"Those who celebrate the new year, what are you talking about, it's still early before [-]."

"It's early, but now, let alone thirty, I can see forty at a glance."

"Then you look a little far away, I don't know what will happen tomorrow." Yu Xiaolong put down the things in his hands, stretched, and it was already getting faster, "Aren't you going back?"

"Sit with you again, and there's no rush." ​​Seeing that he was done, Shi Jie leaned against the table and began to shake his legs, "Hey, I'm serious, if you don't want to find a place after the year, move out."

"what?"

"Be safe. I don't think the pervert has a heart for you. It's always right to be careful."

Yu Xiaolong sneered, this is not the only pervert who has a heart for him. He took off his coat and fell on the bed, "Grandpa, I don't have the word fear in my dictionary, let alone be careful. Who are you talking to?"

Shi Jie was serious, "There are so many missing, then your dictionary is a bit thin, it must be a pirated copy."

Yu Xiaolong was amused by him, laughed for a while, lay on his side, a little sleepy, he drank almost two bottles of beer at night, otherwise he would really be ashamed to stand on the street discussing such "deep" issues with that idiot.

"Forget it, if I don't go back, it's so late, and I'm arguing with their elders." Shi Jie said as he pulled the zipper and threw himself on the bed.

Yu Xiaolong jumped up like a black dog on the bed, rolled over, and cursed: "Fuck!"

Shi Jie jumped at nothing, and suddenly became angry, "Hey, what's the matter with you, day after day, year after year, I'm not a pervert, what's wrong with sleeping with you, you can't touch your dragon bed. "

"Get lost." Yu Xiaolong stroked his hair in embarrassment, but he refused to give in.

"Smelly problem." Shi Jie sat up and rubbed his face, "Forget it, I won't quarrel with you, I will get up at five o'clock tomorrow morning, and I will accompany you to the temple to offer incense, let's go."

"Close the door and let the dog in." Yu Xiaolong lay down again.

"Okay, I'll install a security door for you in the next year. I let the dog in a long time ago. Waiting for you, I'll freeze to death. Well, once this person leaves, no one will even take care of the dog..." Shi Jie broke Thinking about it, I went downstairs.

Yu Xiaolong heard the sound of closing the door, and also heard two dogs barking in the hall. He pulled up the quilt, wrapped it tightly, and was about to sleep, when a light suddenly appeared outside the window. It turned out that someone was setting off fireworks in the distance.

It wasn't full enough, the color wasn't bright, it was sparse, it was past twelve o'clock, and he was still interested. He opened his eyes and watched for a while, then went to draw the curtains.