unspeakable ice

Xia Cong looked around, but did not find Yu Xiaolong. He asked Lin Weiqian to take care of Xia Yi, went to the corner and called him.

The reminder sounded twice and was hung up, followed by a message, [Come up. 】

When checking in at the beginning, Yu Xiaolong refused to accompany him, and he felt awkward to ask for a big bed room, so Xia Cong was the only one who registered.

The conference affairs group needed to count the number of people, and only one room card was given to him.

He thought that Yu Xiaolong had left something in the room, and after greeting Xia Yi, Xia Cong walked out of the hall and took the elevator up.

Yu Xiaolong leaned against the wall and squatted at the door of the room. Xia Cong thought he was smoking a cigarette, but when he got closer, he found that he had nothing in his hands, but his head was resting lightly. The narrow space and dim light in the corridor gave people a kind of depression and decadence illusion.

The sound of the soles of his feet stepping on the thick carpet was very dull, but Yu Xiaolong heard it immediately. He looked over and stood up. When Xia Cong came to him, he tilted his head expressionlessly, motioning for him to open the door.

With everything written on his face like him, it is easy for people to feel that his emotions are not right. Xia Cong wanted to ask him what's wrong, but when the door opened, Yu Xiaolong didn't speak, grabbed his shoulder and pushed him in.

The bed was not close to the door, more than ten steps away, Yu Xiaolong didn't let go, almost dragged Xia Cong onto it.

Xia Cong grabbed his hand and didn't really resist. For a moment, he thought that Yu Xiaolong was flirting with him. Although he knew that this would not be possible with his personality, he still cooperated with it pretendingly and willingly. one time.

Yu Xiaolong pushed his knees against the edge of the bed, turned over and sat on him, ripped off his collar, and went in with his hands. The action was so brutal that it scratched somewhere. The hands on his body exerted a lot of force.

After Yu Xiaolong checked his neck, he went to his arm and his hand.

Empty, nothing.

"Where's the ring?" he asked.

"What ring?" Xia Cong's front was turned so badly by him, he looked down, and simply pulled off his tie, the reception was coming to an end, and he wanted to go to that concert, thinking Yu Xiaolong would like it.

Now it seems unnecessary.

"Don't fucking ask what you know!" Yu Xiaolong's face was a little ferocious, he gritted his teeth, and almost said every word.

"If you mean the one you lost before." Xia Cong looked at him, "Shouldn't I ask you for it?"

"Gu Ranran." Yu Xiaolong didn't want to play around with him anymore, he was in a bad mood, and if Xia Cong led him away again, he was afraid that he would not be able to speak properly at all.

"How much more do you want me to explain?!" He lowered his head and sneered in a low voice, "You and his ring, your pair of rings, are now on his finger!"

"Have you seen him?" Xia Cong frowned, sighed softly, seemingly helpless, "I asked Xiaoye to watch him for me, it seems that he didn't take it seriously."

"Why did you lie to me?" Yu Xiaolong asked, "You said that person is dead, but that person is Gu Ran, he is obviously alive and well!"

"He didn't live well." Xia Cong said, "In my opinion, he is almost dead."

When Xia Cong said this sentence, his voice didn't fluctuate at all, as if it was a casual and commonplace sentence, and to match it, there was no emotion in his eyes. Perhaps in his opinion, this is really a Not worth mentioning.

However, Yu Xiaolong's expression became a little weird at that moment. He was not afraid of suspicion, but he had to hold back his doubts. Asking more questions seemed to be humiliating himself. Laughed.

He had very low requirements for this person, and he told himself that it could be lower, but when he really lowered and lowered, he found that he didn't know when there was no bottom line to make concessions.

He stood under a dangerous wall, but still hoped for luck again and again, like a crazy and inferior gambler.

It's just why it was him, just because they met, he deserved to be the prey of being teased.

Yu Xiaolong's fist clenched tightly enough to make a sound, and he put his other hand on Xia Cong's neck, approaching the vitals inch by inch, this was the first time he felt such hatred, he wanted him to stop laughing, and wanted to tear him apart , want to hear him beg for mercy.

Seeing the fist come down, Xia Cong raised his hand suddenly, turned over neatly and pulled Yu Xiaolong to Shen's lower body, his expression was finally covered with seriousness, "Just do it in just three words, when will your bedding get better?" .”

"Why did you lie to me?" Yu Xiaolong struggled, Xia Cong didn't dare to be careless this time, he admitted that Yu Xiaolong was an evenly matched opponent and he didn't want to fight him, although he liked to tease him, he also admitted that it hurt feelings.

"You care so much about this ring, can I understand that you are with me because of it, you feel guilty about losing it, don't you?" Xia Cong looked at him, "If you say yes, I'd be very angry."

"I asked you why you lied to me?!" Yu Xiaolong couldn't bear his irrelevant answers any longer, he pulled out a hand and strangled his neck tightly, "How many things have you lied to me? Is there a truth?!"

Xia Cong looked at him, and after a slight silence, he held his hand, opened it one by one, pulled it towards the shrimp, and opened the hem of his shirt.

Yu Xiaolong thought that he wanted to leave all the problems on the bed to solve them again, he threw them away angrily, and began to regret that his urge to rush up in anger to question the result was extremely boring, he couldn't wait to make a move, and leave after moving.

Xia Cong persisted in grabbing him over and over until he reached the ugly crooked scar on his stomach, "If you ask me if I have the truth, I will tell you."

He moved his face closer to Yu Xiaolong's neck, "This sentence is true."

"I never talk about my family with anyone, do you know why?" Xia Cong moved a little, in order to let Yu Xiaolong breathe better, but he only gave up half of his body, and his hands were still tightly wrapped around him .

"Because it's ugly." He lowered his voice, "Being born in it made me feel ugly."

Yu Xiaolong has not fully recovered from Xia Cong saying that the scar is real, he recalled that Xia Cong joked to him at the time, saying that it was because he was too skinny when he was a child, he was hated by others, and he was bought and hunted down... …

After listening to it at the time, I just thought it was absurd.

"Where do I start? There's no clue to this rotten and long story." Xia Cong thought for a while and said, "You know that Xia Yi and I are not real brothers, right?"

Seeing Yu Xiaolong's strange reaction, he sighed, "Looks like I never said that we are actually half-brothers."

"His mother, who is a scholar, is intelligent and gentle. Back then, my grandfather liked her very much. He asked my father to marry him, and he married her."

"My father is filial at best, but he is weak in nature. He had someone he liked at the time, but he didn't resist at all. After marrying him back, he ignored him. Not long after Xia Yi was born, his mother Sick and dead."

Yu Xiaolong moved, and Xia Cong made sure that he had calmed down, so he stood up and moved a little distance away. He smiled, "You must be thinking now, my mother is the one he likes, right?"

"..."

"I hope so, I always have hoped."

"It's a pity that she is just an ordinary person, just a small cashier under Xingming. The only thing she relies on is her good face. She thinks she can catch Xia Zhoufu's eyes. That's not good about her. She never recognizes herself clearly. .”

"She fell in love with Xia Zhoufu at first sight. She pursued boldness. Men, aren't they all like this? There's no reason not to accept someone who offered her arms. Xia Zhoufu neither took the initiative nor refused. After a few times, they had I."

When Xia Cong said this, he hummed shortly, seemingly sneering, "To Xia Zhoufu it was an accident, maybe my mother didn't think so, but at that time Xia Yi's mother was still alive, but she was dying, Xia Zhou He was ready to move, planning to marry his beloved woman as soon as she left, one can imagine how angry he was when he found out about it."

"Unfortunately, my grandfather also found out about it. Until now, I have doubted whether my mother used some means. He was afraid of publicizing his family's ugliness, so Xia Zhoufu must marry her. He was unwilling. , but disobedient, can only marry."

"So history repeated itself."

"If Xia Yi's mother is a fine piece of high-grade porcelain, and he respects her more than anything else, then my mother is just inferior rough pottery that can be thrown away everywhere. , or even choose the lesser of two evils, one day she suddenly realized that she shouldn't have treated Xia Yi's mother like that."

"When I was young, the Xia family never liked me. Only Xia Yi was willing to accompany me. He was smart and had a good personality. Although Xia Zhoufu didn't like him very much, but because he felt ashamed and his grandfather liked him, so Never been harsh but I was different, I was the source of his pain and none of this would have happened without me, I knew from a very young age that he didn't like me, except for no beatings, he ignored and hated My everything."

Xia Cong gently stroked Yu Xiaolong's side with his hand, Yu Xiaolong didn't move, Xia Cong looked at him, there was no pain in his eyes, as if these old things had already failed to arouse any emotion in him.

Yu Xiaolong said, "Then what about your grandfather, is he treating you well?"

"He likes Xia Yi better, but he treats me well." Xia Cong said, "He is the only one who treats me well, at least his emotions are normal."

Yu Xiaolong frowned, "Who is abnormal?"

"My mother." Xia Cong said, "The reason is very simple. How could a woman like her, who was admired and admired by so many people grow up like her, be able to bear this humiliation?"

"She didn't get a response from Xia Zhoufu, so she focused all her attention on me, trying even harder to make me stand out so that she could win over her."

Yu Xiaolong remembered the walnut that Xia Cong said, and finally understood where the weirdness came from, "She hit you?"

"She just can't think about it."

Xia Cong turned up and looked at the top of her head, "Day after day, she became more and more extreme, and my grandfather took me away from her. Later, I heard they said she was crazy. When she died, I Went to see her one last time."

"I was young at the time, and I didn't know what death meant, until one time, the teacher sent us a form to fill in the parents' information. After I filled it out, she called me to the office, saying that I had filled it out incorrectly, and then she On the other hand, I crossed out the column of my mother with a pen, and I realized in a daze at that time that after passing away, I could no longer have a name...Not long after that, Guo Feiyan came in and became Xia Zhoufu's third , he finally got his wish and married the person he really wanted to marry."

When Xia Cong said this, he stopped, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down. For the first time in such a long time, Yu Xiaolong felt the change of his emotions.

After a long time in the darkness, Xia Cong spoke again, "Before and after the wedding, in order to avoid suspicion, they sent me to my hometown and asked me to stay there for a while. Xia Yi was worried that I would be alone, afraid that I would be lonely, so he insisted on going with them. Unexpectedly, on the day I came back, there was a car accident on the road, the whole car was hit beyond recognition, the driver died on the spot, I passed out for a while, and when I woke up, I saw Xia Yi lying next to me, covered in blood."

"I was terrified, crying and screaming, trying to wake him up, but he didn't respond after shaking for a long time. I thought how much my grandpa would be sad if his name was crossed out because he liked him so much. "

"I climbed out of the car and wanted to find someone, but I couldn't stand up. Here, I was cut by the broken window glass."

"It was night at that time, and there was no one around. I could only crawl on the ground, draining out my intestines while crawling. That was the first time I knew that human organs can be exposed outside like this."

"How old were you then?" Yu Xiaolong asked.

"Seven or eight years old, I can't remember exactly."

Yu Xiaolong's limbs were stiff, his fists were clenched and then loosened, he pressed his hands on Xia Cong's abdomen, and stroked the scar carefully.

He is no stranger to deformed, ugly, and irregular protrusions, and he doesn't want to say anything about them.

In fact, the pain should have stopped a long time ago, but his hand couldn't help lightening it again and again.

"Yu Xiaolong." Xia Cong called his name with a dissatisfied tone, but Shen Ti leaned towards him unconsciously, "You came to comfort me at this time."