unspeakable ice

Luo Shaoqin asked Yu Xiaolong out, and after Xia Cong left, he asked him out for drinks three times.

But not this time, this time I went to watch a car race, and stopped by for a drink after the end.

Luo Shaoqin is quite an interesting person, and it's very relaxing to get along with. Even if Yu Xiaolong doesn't say anything except nodding and shaking his head, and just sits in a daze, he can still control the speechless atmosphere of the conversation to the right level.

Not awkward, not too enthusiastic, like an old friend who has known for a long time, no matter what kind of state you want to show in front of him, he will accept it according to the order, and he will accept it freely.

Looking at the student who is only in his early twenties, his experience is extraordinary. He can chat with people about everything. According to him, his family runs a hotel, which is the same way as a bar, so after two extra trips, He also got to know Shi Jie well.

Shi Jie also specially came to ask Yu Xiaolong what his background was, he looked quite normal and down-to-earth, hinting that if he didn't reject him, he could try it first, he was more reliable than Xia Cong no matter what.

Seeing Yu Xiaolong's expression changed, he quickly changed his words again, saying that it's okay not to try, no one is forcing him, but he just can't understand how he always looks out of his mind recently.

Day after day, nothing is going well, people are getting more and more gloomy, the three words Yu Xiaolong in Bar Street during this period of time are almost to the point of being terrified.

When beating people, they don't recognize their relatives, and their strikes are steady and ruthless. It's often a tactic that kills one hundred enemies and hurts three thousand. From the east end of the street to the west end, there are few opponents.

Recently, not only did Shi Jie treat his wounds and numbness, but even Xiao Ding and the others were lamenting that Brother Long's symptoms would have erupted earlier, so there was no reason for that fellow to jump.

Seeing this, Shi Jie was anxious, and tried to persuade him countless times, but Zhao Fei was annoyed and forbade him to talk to Yu Xiaolong about the so-called life again.

Unless he comes to talk to you on his own initiative, has he ever been here? Not even once, and he said it was because of his affair with Xia Cong. Maybe his father's illness has put him under too much pressure.

They didn't understand the whole story, Shi Jie was so rampant, it might be counterproductive to expose his scars again and again, maybe Yu Xiaolong never wanted them to give him any sex in this matter.

And in her opinion, Yu Xiaolong is already sensible enough. With so many things on his shoulders, he never complains. It is normal to have emotions to vent.

She asked Shi Jie to accompany him more, just sit with him without talking, so Shi Jie was relieved to see that Yu Xiaolong was willing to accept Luo Shaoqin's invitation, because Yu Xiaolong had no friends except them.

Speaking of this, he wants to say again, as long as he has more friends, with Luo Shaoqin's experience and insight, he won't just talk in a few words and be played around by a scum of scum.

Luo Shaoqin never came to him and talked a lot. As long as Yu Xiaolong is willing to listen, he can talk about a lot of interesting things in the circle and school, but he almost never mentioned Xia Cong in front of him.

Although both of them knew it well, the reason why they knew each other, would meet and sit together drinking and watching the game was entirely because of him.

So when Luo Shaoqin came back after walking for a while, and handed him a bottle of drink, saying that Xia Cong was angry at him, and that he was not allowed to take him out for a drink, and that he didn't have the capacity for alcohol, Yu Xiaolong suddenly suffocated.

"When did I tell you to come out and not report to him." Luo Shaoqin sat down on the chair next to him, and gave him such an expression, "Otherwise, he is so narrow-minded, how dare I."

It's impossible to say that he didn't feel it at all, but Yu Xiaolong could more or less guess Luo Shaoqin's motive for looking for him.

It's just that with Xia Cong's ability, even if he wants to know his every move every day, it's not difficult, so why bother.

And what's the use, this relationship, they all admit that they shouldn't start, so what's the difference between breaking up like this and repeating the same mistakes.

"Don't worry, you're not my type."

"Neither are you." Yu Xiaolong said.

His tone was so decisive, Luo Shaoqin was caught off guard by an arrow, and immediately recalled the fear of being dominated by Xia Cong when he went out to hunt for beauty in those years, and suddenly new and old hatreds rushed into his heart.

He leaned closer to Yu Xiaolong and purposely whispered in his ear, "Who can say for sure whether you are a type or not. Aren't you the type he likes back then?"

As he spoke, he stretched out his index finger and shook it in front of Yu Xiaolong's eyes, "Nothing is static, especially likes."

Yu Xiaolong gave him a cold look.

Luo Shaoqin's back shivered, he laughed twice, and smoothed things over for himself, "I can only say that the world is impermanent, but let's go now, the game will not be as interesting as before."

Indeed, Luo Shaoqin didn't call him out to watch the competition. Some of the participants were students from his school, and some were from out-of-town clubs. They were all newbies, and they didn't need to compare with Xia Cong. They were amateurs just watching.

Luo Shaoqin knew a lot of people there, and they had a long chat just now when they went to greet each other. The two were sitting, and Yu Xiaolong asked him when he would graduate. .

"At the end of June." Luo Shaoqin leaned idly, biting his straw and talking, "It's almost the end of June. Anyway, I don't need to look for a job, and I will join my dad's company when I get back. Our family relationship is simple, not as complicated as his."

"He told you?"

"I mentioned one or two things, but I don't know the details." Luo Shaoqin leaned on the back of the chair and raised an eyebrow at him, "You probably know more than me."

Yu Xiaolong didn't speak, Luo Shaoqin suddenly laughed, "It's interesting, did you know when we first met, one time I went out with him, and found someone following us on the way, I was so scared, it was bright and sunny."

"He is calm, as if nothing happened. I thought this person was not simple." Luo Shaoqin was silent for a while, and the straw dropped with a "boom", "He came here because he had to, and he must have left."

During the game break, Yu Xiaolong saw Zhang's familiar face. The man leaned against the car door and just turned around, and waved his hand in their direction.

He was looking at his phone, sending a message to someone, and when he glanced at Yu Xiaolong's profile picture, he always thought it was someone he knew, but he never asked, subconsciously, the two people shouldn't have any intersection.

The man from the stands walked towards them and sat down beside Yu Xiaolong. Luo Shaoqin realized it later and looked up from his mobile phone, greeted him, and introduced to Yu Xiaolong, "Yang Ren, the next junior. "

"Hi, handsome guy, we met." Yang Ren tilted his head and looked at Yu Xiaolong. Under his handsome appearance, he spoke with a somewhat disproportionate familiarity. Recalling the last time he was restrained when facing Xia Cong, Yu Xiaolong felt a little unreal.

"You guys met, when did you meet?" Luo Shaoqin frowned, for a moment he couldn't remember what he had commented on before.

"Last time, didn't he come with someone?" Yang Ren said with a smile, and looked at Yu Xiaolong unceremoniously, "It's the first time I saw this model next to him. It’s hard not to be impressed.”

Yu Xiaolong's face changed slightly, Luo Shaoqin winked behind his back, telling Yang Ren to shut up quickly.

In the end, this person didn't know whether he didn't see it, or he really owed it, but he was still excited.

He pushed Yu Xiaolong with his elbows, he couldn't hide his gossip, "Hey, you and Xia Cong, whoever gets on and who gets off, he said he doesn't make zeros, you look at it...it seems too different. "

Luo Shaoqin's face turned dark, Xia Cong specially took care of him, saying that Yu Xiaolong was taboo to talk about these things, and told him to be careful when joking around, but he never thought that someone he had just met would shoot him at the muzzle and try to drag him into the water.

"Aren't you curious?" Yang Ren winked at him.

"" Luo Shaoqin looked at Yu Xiaolong's appearance and thought he was about to strike. He thought he was no match for the punch he punched Xia Cong last time. He just wanted to remind Yang Ren to ask for blessings, but Yu Xiaolong's clenched fist loosened again. He sneered, "Have you slept with him?"

"No." Yang Ren said: "Although I really want to, but really not."

Luo Shaoqin breathed a sigh of relief, regardless of whether this denial is true or not, at least in the current situation, this person still knows how to measure, but to be honest, he would be surprised that Xia Cong had never slept with him.

I only heard Yang Ren say again: "He has been gone since last year, is it your credit?"

"It's fine if you don't have one." Yu Xiaolong said every word, his voice extremely cold.

"Oh, so you value this." Yang Ren smiled sarcastically, not quite believing it, "You have been with him for so long, and you probably have gained a lot of benefits."

Yu Xiaolong got up, stepped on the back of the chair in the front row and jumped off, Yang Ren looked at his back, and exaggeratedly glanced at his mouth, "It's really jealous, but it's not good to like someone, a word of advice, like him, But it will hurt."

Yu Xiaolong went to the bathroom to wash his face, of course he wouldn't do anything just because of these few words, but tonight, Xia Cong was mentioned too many times, which made him feel like he had been forcibly exposed and had nowhere to hide.

It has been half a year, and he actually knows that he has counted the days, and he has not let go of a single day. Many memories are rooted in the depths of his memory. They live in peace and harmony because he deliberately suppresses them.

Not turning over doesn't mean it doesn't exist, and it won't be entangled by trivial details. Some things are like viruses, which have taken root and nested in his nerves, just waiting for an opportunity to spread wildly.

He suddenly felt tired for no reason, as if the energy stored in his body was emptied at once. He looked at himself in the mirror, almost unrecognizable, haggard, dull, lifeless, and even the newly grown stubble was withered. Light.

How did he become like this...

When did he become like this?

He thought it was ridiculous, how could anyone fail to see who was up and who was down between him and Xia Cong.

Of course he was humbled, so he became like this.

The water was still flowing, and the roar of the engine in the distance was still piercing, but the surroundings suddenly became very quiet. He couldn't hear anything, and his ears were filled with all kinds of screams, which seemed to be screaming at the same time. Slit his throat.

He felt that everything was dying, and he was the only seedling in this world who was still alive.

It turned out later that what died that night was not his Wanwu, but Cai Qunying's. After several rounds of critical illness notifications, Yu Xingqiang's life finally came to an end at this moment.

Yu Xiaolong finally felt relieved, no matter what Yu Xingqiang did to this family, he didn't murder and set fire, there was no unforgivable crime, he just didn't love his wife and children as much as they expected.

He went to see him off for the last time, and wanted to shake his hand before he died, but Yu Xingqiang thought he was wishful thinking and didn't want to make peace with him, even at this point, he pulled his hand away with one last breath.

Yu Xiaolong felt that Yu Xingqiang was blaming him, blaming him for being unfilial and not doing his best to save him.

So until he died, he never got close to him.

A few relatives whom Yu Xiaolong couldn't even name came to visit, wailing loudly or whispering around the hospital bed.

Yu Xiaolong leaned against the cabinet and sat in the corner, and took out the receipt he had just printed out when withdrawing the money. The card Shi Jie gave him still had more than 3 yuan left to spend...

No, more than that, he also has a house that can be cashed in at any time, which is very valuable.

He really didn't try his best, at least a year ago, he shouldn't value what he couldn't get, he should take advantage of Xia Cong's desire to get more from him.