Song Song

In the evening, Lin Xiaosong took his daughter to the supermarket and sold goods for two consecutive weeks, earning a lot of money.He's not stupid. If he clicks into those people's circle of friends, he can guess their identities from the clues. For example, they will forward some medical-related content.

Occupation is obvious.

Lin Xiaosong pretended to be deaf and dumb to earn his little money, but didn't try to expose it. Chu Yi was lying in his contact list, and there was no intersection at ordinary times, and this was probably the only use left for critical moments.

It was freezing cold, and the north wind howled bitterly. The father and daughter went out, bound from head to toe, fully armed.

Bump after bump, from the bus stop to the entrance of the supermarket.

It’s almost Chinese New Year, and the major shopping malls and supermarkets seem to be free of money. At first glance, people are crowded. I don’t know if it’s because of the opening of the second-child policy. As soon as the birth rate of newborns is counted, it shows a decreasing trend year by year.

One can't help but wonder, where did such a huge population base come from?

"Dad, I want to buy a lot of bear biscuits and chocolates." Lele bounced happily all the way.

"Okay." Lin Xiaosong tossed a dollar, took the cart out, "but you have to brush your teeth every night."

"I brush my teeth every night."

Lin Xiaosong humiliated her: "A child who lies must have a long nose."

Lele pursed her mouth, drooped her eyes, and said pitifully, "Hmph, I don't want to talk to you anymore."

Lin Xiaosong held the cart, looked down at his daughter, and said in a teasing tone, "If you don't talk to me, then who do you want to talk to? Do you want to sit on it?"

Lele chicken pecked rice and nodded.

Lin Xiaosong carried her into the cart and told her, "Be obedient and don't move around."

Going straight to the snack area, the little girl pointed at whatever she wanted, and Lin Xiaosong tried her best to be satisfied if she wanted this or that, unless it was too expensive.

After going around and around twice, the cart was almost full of snacks and some gift items bought by Lin Xiaosong, and was about to go back, when the little girl came up with another trick, clamoring to buy the Barbie doll she saw at Youyou's last time.

The family bought a lot of dolls, and they were all piled up beside the bed. Lin Xiaosong lied to her: "There are no Barbie dolls in the supermarket, so there are a lot of dolls on the little bed where Lele sleeps."

"That's a small doll, I'm going to buy a big Barbie."

This is probably what Youyou told her again, otherwise she is such a little girl, how can she know Barbie or not.

Lin Xiaosong said softly, "But there are none in the supermarket, let's go home first."

Lele couldn't say anything at the moment, she just stood up, and the cart was still moving, and she swayed along, looking unsteady.

Lin Xiaosong stopped and fixed the stroller: "Sit down, don't make me angry."

"I don't, I want to buy it today!" Lele's stubborn temper is quite like him.

Lin Xiaosong pretended to beat her up, the little girl was frightened for a moment, and immediately burst into tears, attracting many people to watch.

Lin Xiaosong also got angry: "Don't cry!"

Lele was still crying, her little face was flushed from crying, and her cheeks were covered with tears, which made her feel very distressed.Lin Xiaosong was helpless and sad, the grievances of raising children for so many years to make a living came to his heart, and the circles of his eyes were slightly red.

He was only 20 years old in his lifetime. Liu Yang said that when the child can jump, jump and talk, life will be easier.But he could never wait for that day. His baby had an accident when he was less than two years old.

"I never wanted to have her."

—— These are the words he comforted himself over and over again, but he didn't want to die, why did he bother to bring Lele home?

The contradictions in life, one after another, are woven into a ring and a network. It may take many years before Lin Xiaosong will gradually realize the root of this contradiction.

From the moment he took the child home, he owed the child a lot emotionally, and Lin Xiaosong once again compromised for his original decision.

"Stop crying, okay, dad will buy it for you." Lin Xiaosong rubbed a tissue to wipe the child's tears.

Lele shook her head: "I hate you."

Lin Xiaosong felt aggrieved, but he couldn't show it as a father, so he could only hold back his tears and say, "We are now

Just go buy it. "

When Lele heard this, tears were like opening the gate to prevent floods, and she couldn't stop, sobbing: "I don't want it anymore..."

"Xiao Song." A deep male voice came over.

Lin Xiaosong looked up, and there was a man standing by the nearby shelf, wearing a black down jacket over his formal suit, wearing it open, looking very casual.

Lin Xiaosong was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it, it was Zhou Yubin who had left contact information with each other before.

"It's you, what a coincidence." His voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes were still red.

"It's a coincidence, I'm here to buy some New Year's goods." Zhou Yubin glanced at the snotty child, "What about your daughter?"

Lin Xiaosong held the ball of paper that had just wiped the child's tears, turned sideways and wiped the tears with the back of his hand, then turned around, "It's nothing, I just lost my temper."

Zhou Yubin didn't look at him as if he was understanding, but turned to Lele, "Tell Uncle, why are you crying?"

Lele stopped crying, with tears in her eyes, and refused to speak.

Lin Xiaosong explained for her: "I was clamoring to buy a doll, but I didn't agree."

Lele looked at her father wrongedly, while crying, she reached out and rubbed her eyes: "I didn't argue for..."

Zhou Yubin said: "The place that sells children's toys sells dolls, let's go and have a look."

The two groped to the place with the child.

Zhou Yubin grabbed a box of pink Barbie doll suits and asked the little girl, "Do you want this?"

With teary eyes, Lele hummed, and then said, "I don't want it, I even said I don't want it..."

Lin Xiaosong bent down, his eyes were at the same level as hers: "Hey, it's my father's fault, let's buy a doll and go home to play with."

"I do not want."

Lin Xiaosong couldn't hold it back for a while, and scolded the child with red eyes: "I said I bought it for you, what kind of Joe did you get, what delicious food and drink, daddy didn't save it for you first, how could you hurt daddy so much?" heart of!"

Back then, Pingping was also ignorant like this. He went to the hospital and never came back, which broke Lin Xiaosong's heart completely.

They met twice unexpectedly, both times he was alone with the child, Zhou Yubin roughly guessed what happened.

"Children are not sensible, so teach them slowly in the future."

There were people around to join in the fun, Zhou Yubin backed away with a few frightened eyes, and stood behind the father and daughter.

Lele was frightened by Lin Xiaosong, and looked at the adults innocently with tears in his eyes.

Zhou Yubin handed the doll to Lele and whispered, "Say 'I'm sorry' to your father."

"Dad, I'm sorry..." The tone of the baby's voice changed, and I felt that if I continued to speak, I would immediately burst into tears.

Lin Xiaosong ignored her and pushed the cart forward.

Zhou Yubin pushed the cart next to the father and daughter, and two people walked over from the front.

While checking the expiration date, Mother Chu picked and said, "What's wrong with your dad? He suddenly called me yesterday and asked me if you were going to get married. He was happy. My son got married without money or effort. Dare to come for a formality."

Chu Yi was wearing a black woolen coat with a crisp fabric, a shirt and a sweater inside. He was dressed in a regular manner, "How do you think he will contribute?"

"At least I have to buy you a suite. If you can't afford a house, you can always afford the down payment."

Chu Yi said: "He only has that little salary, and he still has a wife and son to support. Where can you ask him to change a house for you?"

Mother Chu picked up a jar of honey and looked at it again and again, without saying a word. After a while, she said bitterly, "Oh, you are not his son anymore."

Chu Yi didn't intend to get entangled in such a boring topic, and looked at the things in the cart, "It's almost there, grandpa won't be home for the New Year this year."

"Your grandfather is not in good health recently. After the new year, let him go to the hospital for recuperation, so he can go to your hospital."

Chu Yi held the cart: "We'll talk about it later."

Mother Chu is inconvenient to say anything about her son's appearance of being indifferent to the world. She wanted to say that your grandfather's house has just been demolished and divided into three suites.

Thinking about these words in peace, I always feel that this should be the case, but I can't directly say it to my son.

So this matter has been stuck in her heart, and she panicked. She went to the hospital for an examination two days ago, and her blood pressure soared again.

At this age, I can't stop worrying.

It was Chu's mother who first discovered Lele who was coming towards her. She felt that the child was very pitiful. In such a cold day, if she cried like this, her little face would be frostbitten after a while, so she said, "Look at that little girl. Crying, parents don't feel bad."

Chu Yi was not interested in paying attention to these things. He lowered his head and replied to the WeChat message. After typing the last word "good", he raised his eyes, and that person came into his sight.

At that time, the man had only one thought: Why are you crying again?

When they ran into each other later, Lin Xiaosong regarded him as a stranger and didn't say a word to each other, but Lele recognized Chu Yi instead, and called "Uncle" in a crying voice.

Chu Yi responded to the child, and glanced at Zhou Yubin lightly, without any special emotion.

Zhou Yubin has grown from a salesman to a middle-level manager today. He has accompanied many dinners, large and small, and he is definitely not a vegetarian in terms of observation. He can vaguely feel that the man in front of him has thoughts about Lin Xiaosong.

——The idea of ​​a man, to be simple and straightforward, can be translated as desire.

Chu's mother likes children, and she is especially envious of other people's grandsons and granddaughters. Her son's situation is special, and she will only be adopted as an adopter in the future.

She smiled kindly at Lele, then looked at Lin Xiaosong, smiled and nodded.

The woman obviously didn't remember Lin Xiaosong anymore, and she didn't remember those harsh words in the cold wind at all.

Lin Xiaosong rubbed shoulders with them, but did not respond to Chu's mother's greeting at all.

In the end, only Jue Jue's back was left, and Chu's mother wondered, "Who is that person?" Looking up at Chu Yi, "Do you know him?"

Chu Yi didn't say a word, turned around, pushed the cart and continued to move forward.

Over the years, he has imagined it more than once: If he had fulfilled Lin Xiaosong's wish back then and married him with a license, he should be doing well now. The child is obedient and obedient, and he will always ask him for advice when things happen. At least there will be no fire in the backyard. .

But he was really afraid of Lin Xiaosong back then, afraid of the naked love in that child's eyes, now that he's getting older, he still misses him occasionally.

The author has something to say:

Thank you for the soft grenade!hold on~

My desire to survive had to give me a spoiler: Pingping didn’t die.