waiting for you to look back

Lu Chuan originally thought that his life was already dramatic enough, but he did not expect that his "coming out" was even more amazing.

In the past few years, he has been in a semi-retired state. When his first album was released, he wanted to retire.But at that time, he couldn't think of what to do when he was not filming. After these years, he gradually fell in love with filming, and felt that his sudden disappearance would cause criticism. You have to quit the circle to live a peaceful life.So Lu Chuan simply took his time, reducing the number of plays he received, and making fewer announcements.A year ago, he and Liu Huaiwei went to Switzerland to get married, and they only filmed one movie throughout the year.Kaiyu opened his own boutique for customers with obsessive-compulsive complex. It has finished products and also accepts customization, all of which are pleasing gradient color matching and symmetrical shapes. It is very popular, and his business is booming. Naturally, he is happy to see Lu Chuan's passive sabotage.

Only Li Junzhi, who hates iron but not steel, and his love are as sweet as honey, so Meng Wangni, who didn't expect the "little red man" Lu Chuan to make much money, described Lu Chuan like this: "Since he married Mr. Liu, he doesn't think about cooking. Don’t ask, just want to get into other people’s pockets, and never leave where they go, like a piece of dog skin plaster.”

Of course, Lu Chuan can't stick to Liu Huaiwei all the time. The male god often travels on business, so he can only stick to other people's homes to control the backyard. The longest record is that he hasn't returned to his room for four months.

But Lu Chuan will never be ashamed of it!Liu Huaiwei was also happy when he was bored by the side.

But after all, after getting married, there is still a big difference compared to the past. The two of them have not concealed their behavior before, and many people in the circle have learned about the situation of the two of them.Fortunately, although the two act more generously, they have always kept a low profile. Lu Chuan has no pursuits, and few people are offended by his indifference to fame and wealth;

But even so!Lu Chuan is still out!

His latest film "Gold Doesn't Change" was shortlisted for three international awards, and it happened that Liu Huaiwei was also there on a business trip, so the two stayed together for a few days.

The award ceremony ended that night, and Liu Huaiwei, who was about to fly to other regions the next day, sent him back to the hotel. When Lu Chuan got off the car, he reluctantly kissed Liu Huaiwei for a while, but this scene was accidentally drawn. Won a domestic magazine competition.

This magazine mainly published thriller mystery and suspense novels, and the theme of the creative cover contest also fit its style.Because the editorial department is not well-known, and the level of submissions is uneven, the cover image that Lu Chuan was not intended to draw was a big hit in the illustration circle, and was immediately awarded the first prize.The author of the cover didn't think too much about it, he just liked this non-mainstream magazine, and when he saw a game, he was eager to enter it, but he didn't expect to involve a series of gossip to make Lu Chuan lie.

This picture is called "Urban Weird Night".The main body of the picture is a window with one side pushed open and the other half closed.The window was installed on the snow-white wall, and in front of the half-closed glass window, a red high-heeled shoe turned over, and blood dripped from the heel, but the blood was crooked and discontinuous, looking like two bright red eyes.Seen from the window, several roses intertwine, vaguely forming a pair of girlish eyebrows and eyes, combined with the blood stains on the wall, it looks like a girl who has suffered unknown injustice and tightly purses her red lips.And in the middle of the rose flowers, there happened to be Lu Chuan and Liu Huai who were hugging and kissing each other!Liu Huaiwei was inside the car, while Lu Chuan bent down outside the car, and leaned over to kiss him. The two of them and the car body formed the girl's nostrils.It stands to reason that such a long distance should not be seen by the body, but the author is indeed superb, and the description of people and spirits is superb. Liu Huaiwei can't see clearly in the car, but Lu Chuan's face is mostly exposed outside, and he is familiar with him. People can be recognized at a glance.In the distance, there is the night scene of the city, the lights and the stars contrast each other, the sky and the world seem to be upside down, and the bustling scene is rendered with a weird atmosphere by the close-up.

Lu Chuan didn't know how to draw, and felt panicked when he saw it.

Li Junzhi asked Lu Chuan what he thought, and Lu Chuan said without hesitation, "It's a bit scary."

So Li Junzhi gave Lu Chuan a slap on the head.

Lu Chuan ran away with his head in his arms.

It can't be all because of Lu Chuan's unpreparedness. The award was a few months ago, and nothing was exposed at that time. Now it is exposed because of a painting that is too imaginative. It is too inexplicable.

But no matter how inexplicable something happened, it became a reality that had to be faced.

Li Junzhi has been mopping up Lu Chuan for these years, and he is about to become a fan of gossip and tabloids. In the past, there were rumors that were all rumors, but this time they were seriously drawn as evidence!He glanced at the honest and sincere painter in the video and was asked about the idea of ​​accidentally drawing a big gossip: "I usually don't follow stars, and I don't know him as a star... Later, he was recognized by fans and left a message. Many people I only found out after reposting... At that time, I just thought that they were very suitable for my aesthetics, so I recorded this scene as a material..." Li Junzhi wanted to yell, who the hell allowed you to use them as a material!

He took another look at Lu Chuan, who was staring at the computer with great interest, and scolded this idiot first!

After scolding Lu Chuan, he relaxed a little, and asked the retarded Lu Chuan, "What are you going to do?"

"Admit it." Lu Chuan didn't think twice.

Although he had expected this answer a long time ago, Li Junge still felt itchy in his hands and feet.

"Anyway, so many scandals have been exposed, and some of them are indeed true. It is difficult to deny it now. I don't want to find an actress pretending to be a couple. I just admit it. I have long wanted to quit the circle and talk to Lao Liu. Live peacefully." Lu Chuan was unexpectedly sober with a chicken coop on his head.

Although Li Junge also felt that this baby would go back to become a professional husband earlier and save him a lot of worry, he still regretted Lu Chuan's talent. In recent years, Lu Chuan's films have become more and more popular, and his popularity has been very stable. This is the same as he has always been The hard work and continuous improvement of acting skills are inseparable.But he left now as he said, and was beaten back by the big waves before he reached the peak, isn't it a pity?

Lu Chuan said with a smile: "My peak has already been reached. Filming, releasing an album, and marrying a male god, I am not satisfied and I will be struck by lightning. I want to use the rest of my life to travel to various places and create more Songs of different styles, and then just accompany Lao Liu to be filial to his parents, which is more in line with my character."

According to Lu Chuan, Li Junzhi, who was about to be struck by lightning, was silent, and then asked, "What are you going to do?"

"Just hold a press conference and admit it. Write a solid speech, saying that my partner is not an insider, and I don't want to involve too much gossip about him, and then announce my withdrawal from the circle."

Li Junzhi frowned: "Then what are you going to say to Liu Huai over there? If you do this, he won't agree."

"Don't tell him," Lu Chuan pursed his lips, "he has been trying to protect me, and I want to protect him once. If he knows my plan, he will definitely disclose it with me, and his company will be over. I It’s good to be alone, everything is coming for me.”

Liu Huaiwei would definitely not agree to such a crude plan.From Li Junzhi's position as Lu Chuan's manager, he should let Liu Huaiwei participate in this matter to reduce the risk of Lu Chuan's reputation being damaged, but he also regards Lu Chuan as a friend. It is convenient to mix with one foot.He patted Lu Chuan on the shoulder: "Since you've made up your mind, let me get in touch for you. Let's draw up a plan carefully."

The two kept discussing until Liu Huai went home soon, Lu Chuan thought for a while: "According to the arrangement, if everything goes well, we can hold a press conference the morning after tomorrow, right?"

Li Junzhi confirmed the process again: "Yes."

"Then let's open it the day after tomorrow. I don't know when Lao Liu goes to work." Lu Chuan smiled with eyebrows and eyes crooked.

"I don't have to take care of you troublesome guy in the future. I'm still not used to it." Li Junge got up, packed up the documents and went out. Lu Chuan sent him to the door, and couldn't help hugging his manager again: "Thank you, Brother Li."

Li Junzhi was caught off guard by Lu Chuan's head hitting his glasses, and his eyes were red from the pain: "Let go, what will your husband do if he sees a misunderstanding!"

That night, Lu Chuan did not behave abnormally, he was very calm, just like sitting on a chair with a smile on his face every time he accompanied the actor.

Liu Huaiwei is also very busy recently. As the end of the year approaches, he not only needs to deal with his own company affairs, but also finds someone to investigate who is behind the push for Lu Chuan to come out of the closet.Aside from the fact that the painting at the beginning was an accident, the subsequent developments were too logical, wave after wave, occasional one or two rebuttals proving that the black material was fake, and they were quickly overwhelmed by the new wave of revelations, especially the people who refuted It wasn't sent by their side, so more people came to watch the coming out, and now even the author of the original manuscript was pulled out for interviews.The opponent's careful plan kept him passive.Because this coming out of the closet was so powerful, Liu Huai couldn't rely on his connections to suppress the matter, so he could only take advantage of the situation to turn around and entertain the bosses of various entertainment journals. Guide public opinion in other directions.

Liu Huaiwei didn't let Lu Chuan know about the same hard work, but from the black eyes under his eyes, Lu Chuan still knew that he was very tired for him during this time.

This further strengthened Lu Chuan's desire to solve this matter by himself. No matter what the outcome is, all the gunfire should be aimed at him. The male god should be heroic and wear holy light, so as not to be implicated by him in this messy mess. thing.He should leave the circle early, not covet a little bit of glitz in the circle, and just hope that it is not too late to take the lead once and for all.

Liu Huaiwei went to work early, and when Lu Chuan adjusted his tie, he also told Lu Chuan not to go out, and after these few days things were over, they went out together to have a date and have a big meal, even if Lu Chuan wanted to eat perverted spicy chicken wings.

Lu Chuan said: "I want to eat today, how do you solve it?"

Liu Huaiwei was a little embarrassed: "I'll come back early at night and cook hot pot with you." It is true that he hasn't been with Lu Chuan for several days. Although he was clearing up Lu Chuan's troubles, it was also his negligence.Relying on a few clues, he has already found out that it was Xingcai who did it. If he had dealt with Xingcai's up and down people who had bad intentions towards Lu Chuan earlier, it would be fine, and Lu Chuan wouldn't have to be bored all day long. Can't go out.Liu Huaiwei thought to himself, he has almost investigated the dark history of Xingcai and the others, and has dug a hole against their company, let's let it go today.

Both of them made a decision and went to their respective "battlefields".

This is definitely the most difficult press conference Lu Chuan has endured in his life.In addition to various reporters present, there were also Lu Chuan's former fans-they may not still be now.When the incident was exposed on the Internet before, most of the fans stood by his side, fighting for the male god day and night.But later, with more and more revelations, it seemed more and more real, and the male god they admired was not what they imagined, and most of the fans "abandoned the dark and turned to the bright" and switched to Lu Chuan's side.Lu Chuan himself also understands that his seniority is not long, and most of his fans are Yan Fan, and they are all young and innocent girls. It is normal for such a situation to occur.No matter how much they like themselves at first, they will naturally change their attitudes when they know that they are so disgusting.This time, Lu Chuan's only fans were black, and even CP fans inevitably lost most of them. The one who stayed and was still distinguishing for him turned out to be that he seldom participated in offline fan activities, and even rarely reposted his Weibo. "Stealth powder".

But these are not important anymore, he wants to thank them, but he will not annoy the other part.He is about to quit the circle right now, there is no point in arguing, and it doesn't matter if he is infamous, he will spend the next few decades slowly cleaning up.A little freshman like him turns his head like a yellow flower, and it doesn't make much difference whether he is washed or not, and no one remembers him at all.It's a pity that Lu Chuan's music vest was exposed, and he couldn't upload the songs he wrote in the future.

The one-sided scene was deafeningly noisy, and many fanatic fans turned black and waved their hands and cursed Lu Chuan. A dozen security guards were so nervous that their foreheads were covered with sweat.

Lu Chuan waited until the scene was slightly under control before going on stage. He didn't want to host today, and he did everything by himself.He turned a deaf ear to the questions of the reporters and only did his own thing.

But as soon as he came on stage, the scene was on the verge of getting out of control. Even if he turned the microphone volume to the maximum and tried his best to speak, he couldn't hear what he was saying.Fortunately, Li Junzhi had already anticipated today's situation. There was a projector on the stage, and when Lu Chuan said something, a sentence appeared on it.

The manuscript Lu Chuan wrote himself was not long. He first thanked those who supported him, then briefly explained the recent incident of him being maliciously slandered, admitted his own sexuality, and finally explained his decision to quit the circle.

Many reporters were whispering to each other, but the sound of the scene became smaller and smaller, until he said the words "I decided to quit the circle", the scene was already quiet, and then there was a louder noise.

Lu Chuan didn't care so much, and before everyone could react, he stepped off the stage and left through the back door.

When he got into the nanny's car, Shui Kaiyu handed him the phone: "President Liu keeps calling, but I didn't dare to answer it. You can answer it."

Lu Chuan shied away with a guilty conscience: "Don't dare, you should come..."

Seeing that he was also cowardly, Shui Kaiyu connected directly, pressed the speakerphone in seconds, and Liu Huaiwei's angry voice came over: "Tell Lu Chuan to go home and wait for me! Beep beep——!"

"Uh..." Before Lu Chuan could speak, he was so sprayed that he dared not open his mouth.

Shui Kaiyu turned around in embarrassment: "I'll take you back first, Brother Xiaochuan."

When Lu Chuan arrived home, he found that Liu Huaiwei's slippers were gone. He stood at the entrance and hesitated anxiously.

Liu Huaiwei didn't rush out of the company when he heard from his subordinates that Lu Chuan had a press conference. He was worried that Lu Chuan's hard work would be in vain if he rushed to pick up Lu Chuan.After Lu Chuan's turn, he figured out Lu Chuan's intentions, and he was not as anxious as before. Now he stared at him for a long time before sighing: "There are many ways to solve this matter, but you chose the one that will hurt you the most." A sort of."

"But... this is the one that will hurt you the least..." Lu Chuan muttered, "I hope that such things will never happen again in the future."

"But even if you quit the circle, they will still slander you unscrupulously. It's not so easy to calm down." Liu Huaiwei twisted Lu Chuan's ears, and then hugged his head tightly into his arms.

Lu Chuan raised his head and his eyes were bright: "I don't have to care about the identity of an artist anymore. If they scold me, I can give them a good look!"

Liu Huai patted him on the head: "Think too much, you are not suitable to be a troll at all, honestly let me deal with them."

What Liu Huaiwei didn't expect was that the next day, Lu Chuan, who had teased Huang V, posted a Weibo: "Stupid, I don't deserve you to play. [Picture]" The picture is a pair of hands holding each other , hands of men wearing rings of the same style.Lu Chuan's hand was whiter, and it covered it. On the other hand, only a few fingers with distinct knuckles and the ring on them were exposed, so it was impossible to recognize people by hand.

When Liu Huai heard about this in the company, he posted on the trumpet and forwarded it: "You are stupid, male gods are not worthy of your play."

Since his little man dared to go all out, he had to fight even harder.

In less than a month, the stock market of Xingcai collapsed across the board. From the beginning, it was exposed that the artists under Xingcai were drinking, taking drugs, and gathering crowds to take drugs and fight, and the artists who bought navy and bribed Internet celebrities to frame rival companies, to the last few top old directors. The black material was also exposed, and Liu Huai dealt the crumbling Xingcai the final fatal blow for the capital trap set up earlier. Even if they tried their best to make an announcement and hold a press conference, the decline would be irreversible.

Earlier when Liu Huai found out that Lu Chuan was forced to lie to him by Xingcai, he only targeted those who had harmed Lu Chuan. Even Xu Xiao, he let him go after a little warning.Unexpectedly, the cancer had already spread all over his body. Liu Huai, regretting that he was not as good as before, acted quickly and ruthlessly, and directly sent the evidence of Xu Xiao's affair with Mr. Li to Mrs. Li's wife.His wife has a strong family background and is not easy to mess with. Mr. Li never appeared in Xingcai again, and Xu Xiao's reputation became three to five times that of Lu Chuan's before in three days.To say that Lu Chuan’s scandalous stories were compiled by other people except Liu Huaiwei’s homosexuality, and Xu Xiao’s stories were almost all things he did for his superiors. After some embellishment and exaggeration, It's hard to believe that this is just a popular first-line actor and not the boss of the underworld.

After the star fell, Liu Huaiwei's annual vacation began, and Lu Chuan was also happy.His Weibo is now full of affection - "Go out and play." "Eat a big meal." Which everyone knows well.

Lu Chuanhei still went to his comments to leave a message, but the stars fell, the navy was gone, and the few boring sunspots were not good enough, and Lu Chuan ignored them, and slowly turned to the blacks, which were more exciting and fuller. star.

"Look," Lu Chuan lay on the beach chair with a relaxed face, pushed his sunglasses, pointed to the screen and said to Liu Huaiwei, "My Weibo traffic has stabilized this week, combined with forwarding comments and likes, Heizi is now You are not interested in me anymore. Sure enough, beauty and bones are just a matter of a moment, and now you are the only one who is lucky enough to be with me."

Liu Huaiwei handed him the iced coffee he just bought: "It's hot, why doesn't your brain swell and shrink instead?"

"My brain has shrunk, but it's swollen here!" Lu Chuan winked at Liu Huaiwei.

Liu Huai almost choked out his mouthful of water. Lu Chuan was no longer an artist, and he was relieved of the burden of being an idol. His words and deeds became more free, and his thoughts became more polluted. He seduced him in public. Get up: "Go back, I'll reduce the swelling for you."

Although Lu Chuan has withdrawn from the circle, the script of his last movie "Gold Doesn't Change" won an awesome international award, and it still has to be released in theaters as originally planned.Lu Chuan performed well in it. Although he did not win the award, as one of the five nominated best actors, the producers and directors were unwilling to cut even a minute of his scenes.Taking advantage of the momentum of winning the award, and while Lu Chuan was being hacked, "Gold Doesn't Change" was shown on the big screens of theaters across the country.

The plot of the movie is not complicated. It tells the story of how a talented young pianist who became famous at a young age fell.The male protagonist has enjoyed the praise of a genius since he was a child. His parents are both masters in the classical music industry. He comes from a good background and is highly talented.At the beginning, he went smoothly, until he went abroad to compete with his parents. After the plane crash, his parents died protecting him. At the same time, he also lost a pair of healthy hands and could no longer play the black and white keys freely.His own flawed personality deteriorated, and he beat and scolded everyone who came to visit him. Even when he attended his parents' funeral, he was drunk and dirty like a homeless man.At the beginning, he still had money, but soon he ran out of money—was squandered by him, swept away by his cronies, sold the family villa and moved into an ordinary small apartment, not long after, he even bought this small apartment Unable to stay, he moved into a low-rent house converted from an underground garage.The underground garage is not connected to running water, so you need to use a bucket to carry it outside.What the male protagonist doesn't know is that there is a limited amount of water that can be supplied to them every day, and there will be no water when he goes late. He takes care of an old man who shines shoes to help him carry it, and sleeps until the sun is three poles before getting up to take the bucket out to the old man. There was no water long ago.The old man was not kind, but he saw the figure of his dead gangster son from this hostile young man, and wanted to persuade him to go on the right path, so he poured his own water for him.But the male protagonist didn't appreciate it. He had a violent fight with the old man and ran out. After drinking all night, he came back and found that the old man was gone. The neighbor said that he had a sudden stroke and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.When the hero arrived at the hospital, the old man was paralyzed on the bed, his mouth and tongue were crooked, unable to speak.Rao is like this, when he saw him, he even shed tears.Feeling remorseful, the male protagonist took the old man back and pooled money with his neighbors to barely cover the medical expenses.He used to sit and eat mountains and empty mountains, but now even the mountains are gone, and he still owes a lot of debts, so he started to find ways to make money.In the beginning, he stole and robbed for a lot of money, and got into the game.Losing the blessing of his family, of course he wouldn't be held up like he used to be when he caused trouble, and he was let out after a lesson.The old man's situation was even worse, because he couldn't move his whole body. Under the hot weather, his body was full of nasty sores. No one took his excrement and urine for him, and the whole house was full of stench.In the past, when he was down and out, the hero still thought it was the most demanding art, but now he feels for the first time that the world is evil.He didn't have the ability to make money from other sources, so he had to pick up his old job and apply for a piano teacher, but the owner of the piano shop knew him and didn't want someone with bad conduct like him.In order to take care of the old man, he could only find a job nearby, but everyone around him knew what kind of person he was and refused to take him.The only person who was kind to him was already lying on the bed, spitting.In the end, the male protagonist can only know about the work of coolies. His hands were originally insured. In order to play the piano, he never did any heavy work, but now they are covered with calluses and bleeding marks.The old man's condition has not improved, and the aggravation of complications has made him weaker. The male lead has become more irritable due to the pressure of life, and often fights with workers and hooligans, not only injured but also lost his job.The male protagonist's former colleagues found him and asked him to make a gun and write a song, play it, and send the recording to participate in the competition.The male protagonist agreed for a generous reward, but after the man won the award, he failed to get the reward.He went to ask for an explanation, but he was insulted. Everyone knew that he was a waste, and no one believed his words.The villain who stole his work was praised by everyone, but he was thrown into the alley.With the hero's temper, it is impossible to let him go like this. He planned in his heart to threaten the person who stole his work again when no one was around.At this time, the neighbor called and said that the old man had gone.The male lead hurried back, and the old man had already been covered with a white cloth, and no one touched his body because of the stench.When the male protagonist returned, he heard many people talking about it, saying that it was because of him that the old man had a stroke, and the environment in the house was so bad, smelly and stuffy, he must have abused the old man after he fell ill.The male protagonist didn't even have the strength to refute, he silently handled the old man's funeral, and didn't want to go to that colleague anymore.He finally took care of himself, put on the most decent clothes, put the suicide note in his pocket, and jumped off the tall building where the awards were held.

"I did something wrong, and that was wrong for the rest of my life.

I regret many things in this life, but I am the composer, I have a clear conscience, and I won’t have to look at your suspicious and sarcastic faces when I die.

It is said that the prodigal son will not be exchanged for gold... gold will not be exchanged, heh, who wants to exchange gold? "

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Liu Huaiwei: "What am I yours?" Lu Chuan: "You are my cleansing powder [shame]"

Longlongago, probably when the album was just released, Lu Chuan was very envious of watching other people's concerts, but he hesitated as an otaku when he thought of the need for good physical strength.When Mr. Liu heard about it, he pinned him on the bed and said, "Look at you, how strong are you? Are you still holding a concert?" Lu Chuan dismissed the idea.Mr. Liu comforted him, anyway, the concert is to make money, we are not short of money, it's fine.

The author has something to say: After more than a year of pitfalls, I finally filled it out. In fact, I have been writing Fanwai Yi for a year (...) but Fanwai II counterattacked and got stuck, so it has not been published.

When I finished writing the main text, I thought the text was terrible, and after writing Part 1, I thought that Part 1 was really bad. Now that I have finished writing the meat, I think the text is pretty good...

Talking, so the paragraph is attached to the main text. I found time to read the full text a few days ago before I recalled how to write it. I also revised it by the way. It does not involve changes in the plot, so I am too lazy to modify it here. I will throw the revised txt later. Group, excluding the author of most chapters.

The Fan 2 counterattack vehicle has already set off at Haitang Station, including parts failures such as OOC plot procrastination, please take it if you don’t mind.

In the short term, I will not challenge this kind of field that I am completely unfamiliar with. The full text is too unreasonable and uncomfortable to watch because of pure imagination.

Finally, I wish the little cutie here happy every day, and see you in the next story~