I'm afraid I won't survive [Quick Transmigration]

Xu Si trembled his eyelashes, pulled his arm calmly, dipped a cotton swab in physiological saline, and wiped the blood and sewage on his wound. "At this age, who would still talk about liking?"

"This is not like you when you met your boyfriend and jumped off the building." Xiao Jing's eyes flashed with disappointment, and he still teased, and there was a tingling pain on his arm. Xu Si pressed twice with more force, Xiao Jing frowned, without any Displeased, the topic changed, "After that, I went to you."

Xu Si raised her head in surprise. In fact, it’s not Xiao Jing’s misunderstanding. Back then, the oolong incident was quite a big deal, and even made headlines in the newspapers. Those reporters who were sniffing their noses for big news gave him and that bastard grandson indiscriminately. Putting on a big hat and saying that they could not bear the burden of society and public opinion, this pair of loyal college lovers chose to use the most extreme way to declare to the world that there is true love between the same sex. They were discriminated against and had no other choice but to Being able to protest with your life, and thus, promoted social topics, loudly condemned homophobia and called for the implementation of the gay affirmative action, which eventually triggered a large-scale climax.

Xu Si was lying unconscious on the hospital bed at that time, and right and wrong were all based on the nonsense of that stupid grandson. By the time he woke up, the matter had long since disappeared, and the public had habitually chosen to forget it. He wanted to refute it. It didn't help, so I had to let nature take its course, and now that it was brought up again, there was no other mood swings except the diaphragm.

"That incident...it's a long story." After cleaning the wound, he began to apply red lotion, "But, I didn't expect you to come to see me in the ward?"

"Yeah." Xiao Jing watched the red liquid being stained by the cotton swab, and then bit by bit his own skin, "The one who happened to bump into you is also in the ward."

"Probably because of guilt." Xu Si shrugged. Ms. Xu said that the turtle grandson stayed by the hospital bed every day for a while, and he couldn't stand it for a month before leaving.

"I even blessed you both at that time." Xiao Jing smiled, Xu Si couldn't tell what emotion was mixed in that smile, and looked a little bitter.

"But from the looks of it, my blessing didn't work. You seem to be single now."

If your blessings work, I will be forced to... Since there is no bandage, Xu Si put a few bandages on him, and it seems that he is still a little worried, "I have anti-inflammatory drugs here, you take it back, remember to take it .”

Xiao Jing answered it silently, without putting the small bottle of anti-inflammatory medicine in his pocket, just holding it in his hand.

Xu Si restarted the car and drove onto the main road. The rain became lighter and the speed increased.

Xu Si couldn't explain how he felt in his heart. The unexpected meeting seemed to ignite his dying heart, but when he saw a plain silver ring on Xiao Jing's left ring finger, the fire was blown away again. Cold water was poured down on the head, and the faint flame was extinguished without any hesitation without struggling.

Ten years have passed... If Xiao Jing had married early, the children would probably be able to make soy sauce.

He tickled the corners of his lips in a self-deprecating manner, and parked the car firmly in front of the hotel.

"Here's this umbrella for you." He copied the big black umbrella from the back seat and stuffed it into Xiao Jing's hand, and told him to remember to take anti-inflammatory medicine. After waiting for a while, the other party still hadn't got out of the car, so he voted questioning look, what?Want me to open the car door for you?

Xiao Jing leaned over and held the umbrella, staring at him motionless, the mixed emotions in his eyes made Xu Si's scalp tingle, and made him suspect that Xiao Jing might be a gay, if he hadn't clearly remembered that he once said that he had She is a childhood sweetheart and does not accept any other confession.

"You..." Xu Si tightened the steering wheel, "Do you want to exchange WeChat with me? It's convenient for later..."

Without saying a word, Xiao Jing handed the mobile phone in front of him, at a speed that did not have the slightest hesitation to get out of the car before.

It turned out that you wanted to exchange contact information but didn't want to take the initiative to speak up, so that's why you kept freezing?Xu Si laughed and took his cell phone.

"We will keep in touch in the future, old school friend." Putting the phone back, Xiao Jing looked at the phone and got out of the car in satisfaction.

Just as Xu Si drove the car out of the suspension area of ​​the hotel, there was a ding dong on WeChat.

The profile picture is the SpongeBob SquarePants that this person likes as always, Xu Si clicked on it.

Xiao Jing: Thank you for today, be careful on the road.

Xu Si put the phone back into her pocket, turned around, and returned to Ms. Xu's place.

As soon as she entered the door, Xu Hui was taking the reheated food out of the microwave. Xu Si looked at her watch, it was already 08:30 in the evening.

Hearing the movement of the door, Xu Hui complained, "But I finally hoped for you!"

"Oh, I'm starving to death. I miss you, Mom~" Xu Si gave her a big hug, and kissed her on the cheek by the way.

With a babble, Xu Hui burst into a smile, and the corners of her mouth could not help but rise, but the words she said were still disgusted, "Get out of the way, didn't you see the soup in my hand? Go, go, wash your hands."

Xu Si chuckled twice, took the thick white crucian carp soup from her hand, turned around to wash his hands, sat down and began to gobble it up.

"It's like being released from prison the day before!" Xu Hui passed behind him and slapped him on the back vigorously, almost knocking out the rice stuffed in his mouth.

Xu Si said, "Mom, your iron sand palm is as powerful as it used to be."

"That's right, square dancing is not for nothing, and morning running is not for nothing. When it comes to body, I am much better than you. Look at your sickly skinny cat. It is very important for you to move back and live with me." If you don't listen, the three meals are not delicious..."

Xu Hui began to chatter as soon as she picked up her job, and Xu Si listened cheerfully. Since he woke up from his injury, he and Ms. Xu had never quarreled or turned their faces once. Is nagging bad?The more you listen, the more you can hear the rhythm.

"Did you hear that?" Seeing his perfunctory appearance of going in and out of his left ear, Xu Hui slapped him again with his backhand.

"I heard that, I also want to move back to live with you. It would be nice to have a free cleaning lady, but mom, you don't worry about disturbing my two-person world?" Xu Si rolled her eyes and put a piece of Put the peeled shrimp into Xu Hui's bowl.

"Hey, you still have a world of two? Don't tease me. You are so busy with work, how can you have a small relationship? I think you should save more money to take care of yourself." Xu Hui didn't stay Debunk him sympathetically.

Xu Si pursed her lips, and was about to get another bowl of rice when her cell phone rang.

Xiao Jing: Are you home yet?

Xu Si sat back again, and stared at the phone for a while, pondering over and over again. The words she was typing lasted for a long time, and finally sent out two words: Arrived.

The other party was also in the state of typing, Xu Si stared at the words, his back was stiff, and then he received a word: Mmm.

……

"Tsk, why do I see something wrong?" Xu Hui noticed her son's deeply furrowed brows, his tense face, and she could feel the tension staring at the phone screen even when she was sitting across the table.

"It's nothing." Xu Si put the phone upside down on the table, picked up the rice bowl and took a few bites, only to find that the bowl was empty. As soon as she looked up, she met Ms. Xu's meaningful eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling. She was inexplicably guilty.

"When the fate comes, we must catch my son." Xu Hui encouraged.

Xu Si bared her teeth and smiled, it's not that I don't want to, but she is a married person...

After taking a shower, Xu Si lay on the bed and finished his work. It was almost twelve o'clock. With a strange mood, he turned on his phone and flipped through Xiao Jing's circle of friends.

The frequency of this person updating Moments can be said to be very low, posting once a month, sometimes even half a year, and they are all irrelevant and inexplicable statements.

The latest one was posted this morning: I have returned to China, long time no see.

Half a month ago: I accidentally heard the name I had been thinking about from the professor's mouth, like being stabbed heavily while playing fencing, tossing and turning all night, I decided to go back.

The more you scroll down, the clearer Xu Si's secret guess is, clamoring to break into her mind, it seems... there is no show of affection?No wedding photos?Not to mention showing off your baby?Looking at the dynamics he posted, it seems that he has a crush on others?So... are you single? !

Once this cognition is formed, it is like a spark falling to the ground, instantly starting a prairie fire.

His fingers were trembling with excitement, and he clicked several times to poke the profile picture. He edited several times, deleted, deleted, and modified. He asked: Xiao Jing, are you still single?

Well, the tone is very good, and the humor is full of teasing, which fits the setting of friends joking with each other, um.

Holding the mobile phone and turning around, for some reason, there was a feeling of anxiety waiting for the final judgment. He took two deep breaths, sat up, bent his legs, rested his chin on his knees, shook his body and nodded his head, his chin knocked. There were red marks on the hard kneecaps.

After 5 minutes, the ding dong sounded again, and Xu Si couldn't wait to turn on the screen.

Xiao Jing: Wang.

How can this person... be so cute? !Xu Si rolled on the bed. After rolling, he realized that his behavior was a bit naive. He coughed twice to calm down, and when he fished out his phone and wanted to send a message, Xiao Jing sent it first.

"Aren't you sleeping yet? You have to catch a plane tomorrow."

How does he know that I have to get up early tomorrow to catch a plane?Did I say that?Probably, regardless of this, he pressed the keys like flying, "I see that you are wearing a ring on your ring finger, so I thought your child could call him uncle."

Waited a while.

"No, I put on that ring ten years ago. I put it on on my own. I hope that one day I can wear another ring for that person myself."

Xu Si suddenly felt sad and sighed, "Is there a crush?"

"Have."

One word made Xu Si back off. Now he can't figure out whether Xiao Jing is straight or not. If he keeps trying, he might reveal himself, but he doesn't know what to reply at this time. I wish him to catch up with his sweetheart as soon as possible. I'd better advise him to be cautious, since after ten years of pursuit, he has no hope of finding it.

The chat conversation stopped here, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Xiao Jing was the first to break the silence: Do you want to see who my crush is?

I don't want to...Xu Si's heart tightened for a while, but she couldn't control her fingers: yes, let me see who is the beauty.

The other party was silent for a long time, probably looking for a photo.

Xu Si waited with his head empty, and when the ding dong sounded, he opened the picture mechanically.

Pupils dilated slightly.

The photo is a silhouette, the location is the lecture hall of the university, the person in the photo is sitting in the third row in front, sleeping on the table, the photo shows such a blurry sleeping face with half a face, that person is in class He slept extremely soundly, and he never predicted that he would be called up by the history teacher to answer a shit question he had never heard before, and then be kicked out of the classroom by the teacher.

There was a turbulent wave in his mind, like a time bomb that would destroy everything exploded in his world, scenes of memories flooded in, and all of Xu Si's cognitions were swept away to only three words: This is me. .

This tmd is me!Is it me that Xiao Jing has had a crush on for ten years?Isn't he straight?Where's his childhood girlfriend?With a "fucking" face, he was stunned for an unknown period of time, the small room was quiet and only his own heartbeat remained, until the phone rang.

It's an unfamiliar number.

Xu Si vaguely guessed who it was, his WeChat ID was related to his mobile phone number.

He picked up the phone and gave a hello, but the other party kept silent for a long time, Xu Si could only hear his heavy breathing.

"I want to see you." Xiao Jing opened his mouth, his voice was low, and the four words seemed to have exhausted all his strength.

Xu Si immediately jumped up, tilted her head, shrugged her shoulders and held the phone between her shoulders, and said while putting on her clothes, "You wait for me."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, took the key and rushed outside.

Hearing the busy tone coming from the phone, Xiao Jing clutched the phone tightly, all the blood in his body was throbbing, his heart hurt his ribs, he... he finally revealed the secret he had hidden for nearly 15 years, from half a year When he accidentally heard the name Xu Si at the professor's place a month ago, his longing never ceased.

Now that his wish had come true, he felt a sense of relief and joy.

He didn't dare to say it back then. He knew that Xu Si's private life was chaotic, and he didn't take his feelings seriously, so although he often received his ambiguous gaze, he always thought it was his own affection. After all... that person treats many people very badly. That way, male or female.He was afraid that his feelings would be underestimated and ridiculed. He had accidentally seen Xu Si's sarcastic remarks when he rejected others, with that look and tone, and the same thing happened to him. He was not sure that he could laugh it off.

At that time, I belonged to myself, but the girls who came to him confessed to him wave after wave, and he was powerless to resist. He could only lie and say that he already had a girlfriend in order to avoid too much harassment. Who knew that this matter would be like this After that, Xu Si didn't even make ambiguous eye contact. He knew that everything was hopeless.

When he finally suffered for four years and was about to graduate, he suddenly wanted to come out without giving himself any room for regret, but suddenly he jumped off a building. Shocked, he could only pick up his shattered heart and hold on Then he went to the hospital to visit him, and reluctantly sent his blessings.

That day he bought a pair of rings and flew to another country.

Xiao Jing caressed the ring on his ring finger, moved it a little, and there was already a ring that was one shade whiter than the surrounding skin.He opened the suitcase, took out the dark blue ring box from the interlayer, opened it, under the white light, the remaining brand new ring glowed with silver light, standing quietly, in the plain white The setting casts a black shadow.

The phone ding-dong sounded.

Little snot: room number.

He squeezed the ring box tightly and put it in his pocket.

When he ran down the stairs panting all the way, and found Xu Si who had changed clothes and was drenched at the door, all his emotions poured out, melted into the night, melted into the rain, and froze in the rain without an umbrella. on people.

Passing through the rain curtain, the sights collided and entangled directly, the turbulent and depressing ocean currents were churning under the calm sea, and there was no extra words, they just looked at each other like this, and after ten years, they saw such a pair of eyes again. I was so excited that I couldn't help myself, and my mood relapsed.

Xiao Jing forgot to open the black umbrella, and rushed to him holding the umbrella.

"My name is Xu Si. Xu from Xu Xu's picture, Si from tears." The rain washed Xu Si's face, he brushed the wet hair sticking to his forehead, raised his head, and looked into Xiao Xiao deeply like a knife. Jing's eyes, "Student Xiao Jing from the Department of Archeology, I have been secretly in love with you for a long time, so long that I can't fucking forget how long, I am a man, and you are also a man, but I want to spend my whole life with you, can you accept it?" me?"

This is what Xu Si wanted to say to him ten years ago, a self-introduction plus a confession, which he knows by heart.

Xiao Jing's back seemed to be trembling, the black umbrella fell from his hand, splashing water, he opened his arms, and hugged the person in front of him tightly, his body became feverish from the excitement, burning along his spine all the way to his brain.

"You stole my lines." Xiao Jing was next to his ear, breathing unsteadily, "I even have the ring ready."

He took out the ring box, knelt down on one knee, and attracted the attention of passers-by with a plop. All the people who got out of the car and entered the hotel with umbrellas stopped in a hurry, and a circle of people had already surrounded the hotel entrance.

"I've missed ten years, and I don't want to miss any second of your life. Let me stay by your side, okay?" The gentle voice soaked in the rain, and it could melt everyone's heart.

In the opened ring box, the ring is not without any patterns, but has six dots on it, and the dots are connected into a line to form a small six-pointed star.

Xu Si raised a smile and stretched out her hand.

The author has something to say: The main text is officially over.This article issued Chapter 3 on March 12th, today is August 1st, it lasted for four and a half months, intermittently interrupted for one or two days due to various reasons, thank you for accompanying me through these four and a half months until today My cuties, you are awesome.

In fact, this article has received a lot of bad reviews so far. This is my second book. Although it is not perfect, there are still too many flaws, but compared to the previous one, I have achieved better results than the previous one. Promise, I personally feel that I am making progress. I am not afraid of bad writing, but I am afraid of stagnation. I am also learning how to write better in all aspects, hoping to bring you better novels.

The outline of the next book is already being drawn up. The two protagonists are a rogue, a villain with a force value of max, and a sarcastic idol with a burden of three tons. I hope you can still see you in the next book! ~

There may be two, three, four, five extra articles in this article, huh, huh... At the end, shamelessly begging the author to collect it, cover your face