It's not easy being a star

Lai Zining has been visiting Zeng Lan for the past few days. Zeng Lan was injured in order to save him. He is very grateful to this brother, and today is no exception. But for some reason, he dare not go in again today. He raised his hand The action of knocking on the door was repeated several times, and he wanted to knock on the door in front of him countless times. Since this morning, he has felt an uncontrollable panic in his heart, as if he would lose something today, so he came here for more than ten minutes and still stood there. outside the door.

The door of the room suddenly opened from the inside, and Liu Shan's tired face smiled after seeing him, "Zining is here, come in quickly."

He obviously had a sad face just now.

"Come on," Liu Shan pulled her into the room, "Boss, Zining is here."

Zeng Lan, who was sitting on the bed, nodded.

"You talk." Liu Shan smiled and went out, closing the door behind her.

"Brother," Lai Zining dragged a chair and sat down beside the bed, touched Zeng Lan's leg that had been casted, and asked worriedly, "Does it hurt? Will it be inconvenient to sleep?"

"No," Zeng Lan shook his head, looked at his guilty expression, paused, raised his hand to gently cover his hand on his lap, patted it but held it instead of taking it away, and said, " Unexpectedly, you don't have to feel guilty."

Lai Zining shook his head, "Thank you."

Zeng Lan nodded.

Liu Shan opened the door with the cleaned fruit and saw her boss holding Lai Zining's hand. She paused, and the smile on her face became wider. She walked over to put the fruit down, and said, "Zi Ning, you don't care. Boss is so happy to know you're here, boss, don't stare at me, yesterday I knew that Zining was coming to see you, and I don't know who stayed up most of the night."

Lai Zining pursed his lips and smiled: "It should be, my brother was injured. As a younger brother, I should come and see more. Moreover, my brother was injured because of me. If you don't even come to see, it would be too heartless." .”

Liu Shan backed out quietly.

It may be because Zeng Lan was tired and leaned against the pillow with his eyes closed. It was inconvenient for Lai Zining to sit next to him and play with his mobile phone with his left hand. Pulling back, he had to maintain this awkward posture.

After a while, Lai Zining's cell phone rang. It was Sister Zhao. He looked up and found that Zeng Lan opened his eyes and looked at him at some point. He smiled at him and said, "Brother, I'll answer the phone."

Zeng Lan nodded and let go of his hand.

Lai Zining stood up and went to the corridor to answer the call.

Sister Zhao said on the phone: "Zining, when will you be back?"

"Maybe a little later," Lai Zining replied, "What's wrong?"

Sister Zhao was silent for a few seconds, "It's okay, I'm just worried that you didn't eat well."

Lai Zining couldn't help laughing: "Sister, don't worry! Where can Sister Youshan and Brother Zeng Lan starve me?"

It's only because they are there that I worry.

But Sister Zhao couldn't say it out. She felt that something was wrong before, until Assistant Han told her something secretly, and found that things developed unexpectedly. Maybe Zi Ning didn't have any ideas now, but there was no guarantee that something would happen in the future , For the sake of the future and the future, we have to take precautions before they happen.

"Come back early." She could only say this in the end, and then gave a lot of instructions on the phone before hanging up.

After hanging up the phone, Lai Zining turned around and walked back. When he walked to the door, he found that the door was not closed. He was about to push the door when he heard Sister Shan crying. It's not good to break in, hesitate to leave but hear your own name.

"What will happen if Zining finds out?"

"Boss, do you think Zining will not be sad if he finds out the truth?? You know him better than anyone else, and you still don't know what kind of character he is? If he knows the truth, you think he will have a better life in the future ?"

"He won't know."

If it's about yourself, you can listen to it, right?

Lai Zining gently opened the door, and saw that Sister Shan was standing in front of the window, and Zeng Lan was frowning, what happened?Lai Zining was really curious, but felt that it was impolite for him to eavesdrop like this, and just as he was about to leave, he stunned him with just one sentence.

"Then why have you liked Zining for so many years?"

"..."

Brother Zeng Lan likes me? ! ! !

like me? ! ! ! !

Lai Zining was completely shocked by this news, his mind was in chaos, even Liu Shan didn't notice it when he turned his head, but was so shocked by this sentence that he couldn't react at all, his mind was completely occupied by Zeng Lan. Like yourself this message is stuffed.

"Zining?" Liu Shan turned her head in surprise, she looked panicked, and walked over in a panic: "You, why are you here??"

"I..." Lai Zining stared blankly at her, unable to form words, so he went to see Zeng Lan.

Zeng Lan didn't feel nervous at all, and looked at him with his usual calm expression.

"I..." Lai Zining took a deep breath, "I should go back." He didn't want to stay here anymore because he didn't know how to face Zeng Lan. No matter who it was, he was suddenly told that his brother who had always been good to him I can't accept it even if I like it, so he can't accept it either.

"Zining..." Liu Shan wanted to say something, but Zeng Lan spoke.

"Sister Shan, you go out first."

Liu Shan bit her lip and looked at the two, but finally went out.

Lai Zining stood in the middle of the ward.

Zeng Lan looked at him and said, "Zining, come here."

Lai Zining shook his head and took a few steps forward in hesitation, stopping two meters away from the bed.

Zeng Lan didn't force it, and said calmly: "I know, you can't accept this news, I understand."

"Brother..." Lai Zining pursed his lips, "You...we are all men! How could you..." He stopped here, because the society is actually much more open to same-sex relationships , the acceptance rate is very high, he felt that it was inappropriate to say this sentence, although he didn't have any other opinions, but it seemed that he would be considered discriminatory if he said it like this, but he couldn't face it directly, What's more, the protagonist is still himself.

Finally, Lai Zining looked up at Zeng Lan and said, "I'm sorry brother, you are really nice, but I always feel that you are like my family, like my relatives, my real brother."

"I know," Zeng Lan nodded.

He acted so calm but made Lai Zining at a loss, standing two meters away from the bed in a dilemma.

Zeng Lan raised his hand, "Although I know I like you, but you are so far away from me, am I so scary?"

Lai Zining shook his head.

"Come on," Zeng Lan looked at him: "Come here."

Lai Zining stood still and didn't move.

Seeing that he was not moving, Zeng Lan simply lifted the quilt to get out of bed, so scared that Lai Zining rushed up to hold the man's shoulder, "Brother, don't move! In case you hurt your leg!"

Zeng Lan looked at him, raised his hand to cover his, but Lai Zining wanted to withdraw it but was held tightly.

"Zining," Zeng Lan held his hand, looked at him and said, "Let me see you."

From the moment Lai Zining knew this person in Zeng Lan's eyes, he never seemed to pretend to be anything, only when he looked at some people would he have a soul, so Lai Zining felt that this brother was very kind to him, and he didn't He doubted it, even if it was a year and a half, he hadn't seen it a few times and contacted it a few times, but he still believed it.

But I didn't expect to know a somewhat unbelievable and unacceptable truth so suddenly.

The room was very quiet, and the two of them didn't say anything.

After a while, Zeng Lan let go of him and said, "Go back, Sister Zhao is waiting for you."

Lai Zining stood up, wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, Zeng Lan obviously liked him, but he acted more generous and calm than him, but he was at a loss because he was uncomfortable.

Lai Zining took a while to say: "Sorry..." Then he turned and walked out, and after opening the door, he turned around and said to Zeng Lan seriously: "Brother Zeng Lan, no matter what, you will always be my respected brother. ’ and left.

Liu Shan walked in and looked at Zeng Lan.

"Sister," Zeng Lan said, "You know Zining is outside the door."

"Yes," Liu Shan nodded, her eyes were red, and she said, "Boss, you also call me sister, so how can I bear to look at you... You should let him know, haven't you been doing this for so many years?" ?”

Zeng Lan shook his head: "Lai Zining's life should not have such a fork in the road, and his future should not be like this."

"What about you?" Liu Shan burst into tears: "You have been living like this, watching her for so many years, for the sake of Zining now, in order not to let him suffer as much as you used to, why didn't you tell me ?”

Zeng Lan looked at her quietly: "Tell you what?"

Liu Shan wiped away her tears, "It's all my fault, I didn't find out earlier."

Zeng Lan shook his head: "I expected him not to accept it, and it's exactly what I hoped. This road should not be the one Lai Zining wants to take." He showed a smile-like expression, "I just hope He can't be tortured by illness like I was when I was young." He got out of bed and walked to the window, thinking that he might be able to see the people who left.

"Zining." Liu Shan looked at his back and asked, "Do you regret it?"

No regrets.