after losing

Because I haven't been back here for many years, and there are no relatives left now, so when other people are visiting relatives during Chinese New Year, Li Weiran and Song Yi just stay at home and mess around. It's getting more and more like that.

"Tomorrow is the fifth day, let's go back. I will go to work on the eighth day."

"Ah."

"Okay, I'll go and clean up now."

"Don't tell me I'm really reluctant to stay here. When I come back next time, I'll buy some decent furniture, hahaha~ I'll be done little by little."

"Well, you can come back whenever you want."

That's not it, I think when will I need to report to you?Li Weiran could only say so in his heart.

"Just put me at the intersection in front of you."

"Oh, it's over, didn't you hear what I said, find a roadside and put me down."

"Did you also forget what you promised me?" Song Yi said while looking at Li Weiran.

"what?"

"I said to move out for me when I come back. You won't forget it."

"Brother, don't you look at what time it is now. Even if it's the soonest, you have to wait until tomorrow. It's six o'clock in the afternoon. Can you be reasonable?" Li Weiran knew that Song Yi had always been a man of one mind, but Faced with such a request from him, Li Weiran still felt a little too strong.

"That's not my business. If you think it's troublesome to move, I can help you."

"Then do I still have to thank you?" Li Weiran looked at Song Yi ignoring him, and was furious.After being sullen for a while, a person realizes that he is almost at the place where he lives.

"Okay, okay, but it will take time to find a house where I live tonight, and besides, I don't have any extra money now. I've only been working for a few months."

"You don't have to worry about this, just go back to the original place."

"What?" Li Weiran just wanted to prove that he heard correctly, and definitely didn't yell in Song Yi's ear on purpose.

"You heard me right, move back."

"I moved back, where do you live? Although you promised to return the house to me, but..."

"Where else can I live but there? Huh?"

"No, I refuse, I won't live with you, absolutely not."

What kind of thing is this? It's fine if we have to live together these few days. Do we want to continue?If things go on like this, he will be the one who will fall, and in the end will only be himself who will be hurt, there is no point in doing it, and when Song Yi understands his feelings for him, he will get on him.

"Then you say I'll send you there. Find a place."

"you……"

Li Weiran found that he couldn't listen to what he was saying to Song Yi, so forget it.Anyway, I won't live with him.

"That house belongs to you. You can live there temporarily. If you don't like it, I've asked Lin Sen to help me find a house. I'll move out in a few days."

Hearing what Song Yi said, Li Weiran suddenly felt that he was a little bit too old. Apart from the relationship between them, he and Song Yi could still be regarded as friends. Did he go too far, especially when he felt that Song Yi Yi's tone was exhausted.

"That's what you said." Li Weiran didn't go to see Song Yi after speaking, he was afraid that he would agree to everything if he was soft-hearted, he was afraid that he would not be able to reject Song Yi, he was afraid that he would regret it.

Song Yi got the answer he expected, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.Li Weiran, do you think that what you can say is what you say? You have no way to deceive your heart, so you absolutely cannot refuse my request, but this time it is different, I will make you sad if I am not here, and your love will be unsatisfactory if I am not here When it comes to responding, I know how painful it is for one person to love unrequitedly, and how sad it is when one's love is not responded to, so please believe me this time, your love is no longer alone solo show.Only reciprocal love can warm each other.

When Song Yi and Li Weiran returned to the rental house, they seriously looked at Li Weiran's living conditions in the past few months.This is a standard two-bedroom house, but in order to make better use of the space, it is rented out to three people. The living room is the cheapest, because there is basically no privacy due to the coming and going. Word.

"You live here?"

"Well, although the conditions are not particularly good, it's just a place to sleep at night, so there's nothing too particular about it."

Song Yi's face became even more gloomy after Li Weiran finished speaking, and he roared in his heart: You live here all day long, and you just lie here carelessly for me at night.How many people do you want to see your sleeping face?I haven't even had time to take a good look at it myself.You haven't seen enough, you just let a random outsider see it, what is this called.The more I think about it, the more I feel that I was right to force Li Weiran out.

In fact, the roommates who live together don’t have such thoughts, okay? As the bottom of the society, they rely on their own labor force to live, and they fall asleep as soon as they touch the bed.

"Why? You didn't want to come to me when you were in trouble. Or go back to Li's house?" Song Yi asked distressed and angrily.

"Why, if I were looking for you, wouldn't you still treat me like before? I don't want to go back to the past. The past self was reformed in prison, so why should I go to you. And Li Home, what qualifications do you think I have to go back? Although I'm famous for being thick-skinned, I still have face. It's not like I don't even want this. "

"sorry."

"I'm sorry, actually, I think the current life is really suitable for me. I was not able to bear the material of the Li Group. My father's guilt towards me is greater than his love for me. Now I want to make up for him the most.”

"Are you regretting it?" Song Yi was afraid to hear Li Weiran say that he regretted it, regretting that he had ended up like this because of himself.

"What do you regret?" Li Weiran looked at Song Yi who was nervous and asked. Now Song Yi seemed to be distracted in class and was suddenly called up by the teacher to answer questions from students.

Li Weiran stared at Song Yi and said seriously

"I haven't regretted it, but if I had to choose again, I would never attend your 15th birthday party."

After saying this, Song Yi's face turned pale for a moment.It was like a heavy criminal who was suddenly sentenced to death.Heartache, shock, and regret.

"I don't allow it, I don't allow it." Song Yi stepped forward and hugged Li Weiran desperately. He hoped that Li Weiran could take back what he said just now. What he said just now was just to make himself angry and revenge for how he had treated him before.

Li Weiran was so frightened by the sudden intimacy that he didn't have time to react.

"Hey~ Can you let go, people come and go here, can we show some face?"

Struggling while talking, Li Weiran's physical strength was not as good as Song Yi three years ago, and Li Weiran lost a lot of weight three years later, so there was nothing he could do.

"No"

After speaking, Song Yi let go of Li Weiran with a muffled sound.Li Weiran moved his elbow joint, if he hadn't used his elbow to push Song Yi's stomach just now, how could he break free.

"Okay, okay, hurry up and clean up."

Li Weiran immediately cleaned up. He was afraid that Song Yi was doing something to make others see him. Although he didn't feel inferior because of his sexual orientation, he was afraid of the way people around him looked at him, especially the people around him now. With a low level of education, he knew that it was difficult for them to understand him. He didn't want to be abandoned anymore. It was really uncomfortable for him to be alone.

Don't continue this topic, and in a short while, Li Weiran finished sorting out his things.

"Let's go."

"I'll take that thing."

As if he didn't hear what Li Weiran said, Song Yi picked up the two heaviest bags on the ground and walked towards the car parked downstairs.

When going up and down stairs.Li Weiran met a roommate in the same dormitory.

"Brother Xiaoran, are you going to move out?"

"Ah."

"Who is this? Looks rich."

Li Weiran knew that Song Yi didn't like being stared at by others, if he hadn't waited for him, he would have left long ago.Besides, he didn't want others to know about his relationship with Song Yi.

"My distant cousin."

"Brother Xiaoran, didn't you say you have no relatives?"

"We just met each other recently." Li Weiran didn't want to continue to entangle with him, and gestured for him, indicating that he was still holding something in his hand.

"Brother Xiaoran, why don't you use your living room, we will occupy it temporarily, thank you."

"That..." Li Weiran just wanted to say you keep it for me, he didn't know when he would come back, but seeing Song Yi's stinky face, he still endured it, who knows what shocking move he will do.Although Li Weiran never felt ashamed that he fell in love with a man, he didn't dare to say it.

"Well, can I live in the study?"

"..."

"How about the living room?"

"……what ever"

When I bought this house, I slept on the same bed in order to be able to live with Song Yi.Apart from buying a bed for their bedroom, Li Weiran didn't have any extra beds, and no one else would come to stay at home anyway, so naturally there was no such thing as a guest room.As for the rest of the rooms, Li Weiran transformed them into study rooms (as a result, Song Yi never used them once. Li Weiran himself felt sleepy after reading a book, so the so-called study room became a place for Li Weiran to play e-sports) fitness room .Think about it now.It would be great if I bought an extra bed in the first place, even if it was a foldable one.

I didn't bring many things, so I packed them up in a few clicks.For the difficult thing now, I have a place to live at night, but where to sleep is still a problem.

"Well, Song Yi, look, how about we go to a wire bed?"

"If you want to buy it, you go by yourself, I will go back to the company."

"I..." If I had money, would I still need you?

Looking at the back of Song Yi leaving, Li Weiran wanted to tear his heart apart, but he was limited to thinking about it.

Helpless, I can only find a few thick quilts to make the floor. Hey~ I think it would be better to live in the original place, but I don’t know when the days will end.

It was already late at night when Song Yi returned home. This was the first time he had given himself a holiday in recent years. Although Lin Sen was helping to take care of everything, there were still some things that he had to deal with by himself, even though he was tired A little bit, but it is undoubtedly the most relaxed and happy period of time in the past few years. I finally realized the happiness, anger, depression, and heartache of being an ordinary person... All of this was done by that guy Li Weiran, so How could it be possible to let go.It was the first time that I was so eagerly looking forward to going home and seeing the person at home.

Pushing open the door, I saw a small light left in the living room. The light was not bright, but it was enough to see the furnishings in the house.At this moment, Song Yi's heart was filled with warm affection.

Opening the food on the table, I felt that it would be nice to go home every day with such a scene, approached the study, quietly approached Li Weiran who was curled up on the ground, and brushed away the broken hair blocking his forehead with his hands , kissed his forehead, and gently picked up the person in his arms and put him on the bed.

There is no need to doubt whether Li Weiran is pretending to sleep, he is also very tired from what happened these few days, okay, he is tired.Besides, tomorrow is the day when I officially go to work.

After carrying Li Weiran back to the room, although he had some dinner when he was in the company, Song Yi still picked up the bowls and chopsticks and ate them into his stomach one by one after seeing the meals he had reserved for himself.He said that he would never ignore Li Weiran's intentions again.

After taking a shower, lay down under the blanket, and hugged the person in his arms tightly. In his sleep, Li Weiran felt something warm and close to him. It was not bad in winter, and it was very comfortable. He moved around to find a comfortable one. The posture continues to sleep.

The corner of Song Yi's mouth could not be restrained to rise, revealing his mood at the moment, and he hugged the person in his arms contentedly and fell asleep.I believe this will be a good dream.