after losing

Soon, with the help of Wei Ge, Li Weiran tidied up the old house so that it can be used for the time being.Li Weiran refused Song Yi's financial help, but there were not enough manpower, so Song Yi wanted to help.Li Weiran did not refuse.

"I said, Weiran, is your relationship with that guy not very good? If you need help, just say hello."

"Hehehe, Brother Wei, you can see that, we are not on the same level, right?"

"Well, at first glance, I felt that he was full of nobility."

"Hahaha~ Brother Wei, you think too much, there is nothing between us, so you don't have to worry." Li Weiran didn't want to explain the entanglement between him and Song Yi.

"Well, that's your business. I'll just say it, and you can figure it out yourself."

"Well, I will"

After seeing off Brother Wei, Li Weiran couldn't help thinking of Song Yi who was still cleaning up.Even others can see that he and Song Yi are not on the same path after all, so there is no need to accompany each other on the journey.

"Song Yi, aren't you going back?"

"You don't want to see me that much?"

"No, you big president, shouldn't you be very busy?"

"Give it to Lin Sen."

"Oh, when are you going to return the ID card to me? You see, it's convenient to do anything without the ID card now."

"Did I say I took your ID?"

"..." You didn't say it, but you just told me about your behavior. Is my ID card in your hand? Well, if you want to get it, take it.When it is reissued, you can keep it as a souvenir.

"Li Weiran, what exactly do you want? What do I need to do to get back to me?

Finally, after waiting for several days, I still can't escape this topic, and it's time to summarize everything between us.Li Weiran and Song Yi were both thinking this way.

"You can't afford what I want, so I'll let it go, it's that simple." Li Weiran expressed his thoughts in the most direct language.

"Wei Ran, I don't know if I like you or not. I thought about how I feel about you all night yesterday. I have never liked anyone, and I don't know what it feels like to like someone. I don't know. I know whether I'm used to you or I like you, but I know I don't like the way you treat me now, I can't imagine life without you, I can't bear the time without your news every night, I don't know what counts I don't like it. I...

This is the first time that Song Yi showed a helpless expression in front of Li Weiran. Li Weiran stared at the person in front of him in surprise. He remembered that when he received the news that he suddenly had to shoulder the entire Song family, he had never been as helpless as he is now. In Song Yi's life, there is no setting of helplessness in Song Yi's life. He has always looked like he is in control of everything, so proud.Maybe the biggest accident in his life was meeting himself, otherwise he might have gotten married and had children.

"Enough, Song Yi, don't you just want to express your feelings for me? Are you used to my existence or something? You are really cruel, just because you don't understand your own feelings, you want to treat me like this, what if God, you suddenly found that you are just used to me, are you throwing me aside again and ignoring me?"

"No, listen to me..."

"No need, I said that since you want to determine whether you are used to me, then we will not meet each other when you go back after the new year, so that your habit may change. You don't want to meddle in my life anymore, okay? .”

"I can't do it." Song Yi looked at Li Weiran steadfastly, Li Weiran was stared at by him like this, his heart was like being held by Song Yi's hand, as long as he let go, it would break.

"Then what do you want?" Li Weiran didn't know that he would compromise again and again, as if he couldn't refuse everything about Song Yi, whether it was before or now, the result is the same, and he doesn't want the other party to have Not happy at all, but who cares about themselves?Still a bitch.

"Move back home."

"impossible."

"That at least shows me where I live."

"Wait, how do you know where I live?"

"This is my bottom line, you can choose whether to move out or go home with me." Song Yi didn't want to explain why he knew where he lived.

"I'm moving out."

"Don't hide from me, don't answer when I call you, tell me your address, don't see me, don't refuse my help, don't..."

"You are not finished yet, do you want me to make a list for you? Let me tell you, that is my freedom in life..."

"Didn't you limit sex at the beginning?"

"Uh, okay, okay... I can promise you the previous ones, but I don't want to accept your help. I can take good care of myself now."

"Ah."

"Then let me tell you in advance, I am no longer the person I was three years ago. I think I have changed a lot compared to myself three years ago, but these changes are all good in my opinion. A change, I don't want to go back to who I was three years ago, so don't you treat me like I was three years ago. I have my own life and I think I'm fine, I don't want you to ruin it. That's it Well, we can only do this while you haven't figured out your relationship. During this period, I have no right or thought to care about your personal relationship issues. Don't interfere too much with my affairs. .”

"What do you mean, do you have someone you like?" Hearing Li Weiran say this for a while, Song Yi couldn't accept that he admitted that he was unfair to Li Weiran, but he never thought that Li Weiran would fall in love with other people, at least until he figured it out. He didn't allow it before, never.

Li Weiran found that it was futile to say anything to Song Yi now, he didn't understand what he meant at all, and it was the first time he felt that talking was so laborious.

"I just hope you don't interfere with my personal problems, shouldn't you? Don't go too far." If it weren't for his own career, his self-worth has just had such a small achievement, Li Weiran would not have followed like this He has put in so much effort, he has long been hiding away, even if he is considered cowardly, he will not continue to entangle with him like this.

"Well, it's settled like this." Song Yi saw that Li Weiran had said this, and knew that if he was asking for something, based on his understanding of Li Weiran, maybe this guy would do something unexpected again. It's too late when I regret it.

"Let's go, what do you want to eat, you can't be too shabby for the New Year's Eve, right?

See Song Yi agreed.Li Weiran didn't continue to entangle, and didn't think about what kind of relationship they have now, just take one step at a time.Anyway, I also admit from the bottom of my heart that I haven't let it go completely, how can it be so easy, for 11 years, Song Yi has run through my entire green years, but this time I am not wholehearted, after all, maybe one day he will figure it out and be rejected. It's not yourself that's been abandoned.

"I want to eat the meatloaf you made."

"Huh? That's it?"

"Well, I've tried many, but none of them smell like you."

Looking at Song Yi who was staring at him affectionately, Li Weiran immediately turned his head away, and if he stopped looking at such affectionate eyes, he would drown himself.

"That's simple, what else? I'll just buy it together."

"I don't know, let's go together, so maybe you will know when you see me."

I'll go, Mr. Darling, you have to see the ingredients before you can order. Li Weiran wondered if he could swallow what he just said.

Naturally, the vegetable market in a small town cannot be compared with the supermarket in a big city, but for Li Weiran, he also said that he likes to visit such an open-air vegetable market. The ingredients here are all picked from the field on the same day, which is fresh and cheap. The ingredients are packaged well, but the taste of nature is missing.But this kind of open space also has its disadvantages, at least in terms of sanitary conditions, it completely defeats the supermarket.When choosing vegetables, Song Yi hadn't controlled his facial expressions enough, so that it seemed that he just said that his face was bad, and he hadn't reached the point of disgust.But when it was his turn to choose meat, Song Yi's face couldn't hold back any longer, it was full of disgust. In fact, it can't be blamed for Song Yi's hypocrisy, even Li Weiran couldn't stand the smell. But this is your own living environment, isn't it?

"If you can't bear it, just wait for me outside now. This smell is really difficult for you"

"It's okay, let's go together"

"what ever."

I can't jump away. Song Yi is thinking too much about following him like this. He can do whatever he wants. One day he will see clearly the relationship between them and understand the gap between them. In terms of social status, there are also education, ideology and other aspects received.

Song Yi simply wanted to stay with Li Weiran. He didn't know that after this period of time, after going back, their relationship would develop in that direction. He knew that now Li Weiran had agreed to his request. After that, he would come up with various reasons to reject himself, at least now they are still living under the same roof, aren't they?

Seeing that Li Weiran bought all the necessary ingredients with ease, and seeing him bargaining with the uncles and aunts selling vegetables, Song Yi felt that he had missed some important and beautiful things. Looking like a freshly graduated college student has a great advantage in itself.

"Young man, I've been selling vegetables here for so many years, so you're very unfamiliar? Who is this?" The aunt chattered as she picked up the vegetables.

"Oh, I haven't been back for many years, and I only have the chance to come back this year. This is my brother."

"Oh, the young people nowadays don't want to come back after going out. Why doesn't your brother look like you?"

"Uh... this... this is a cousin. Is that aunt ready?"

"Oh, oh, let me just say, the two boys are pretty handsome, and the ones in this family are all pretty good-looking. Come and take them."

"Hehehe~ thank you." Li Weiran didn't look at Song Yi's expression now, but he listened to others praising him like this, and his hearing was quite useful.On the way back, I couldn't help but asked Song Yi.

"You think I look okay?"

"Why are you suddenly asking this question?"

That's because you don't know the pressure of being by your side, Li Weiran only dared to complain in his heart.As long as he is with Song Yi, no one can compare him. People's eyes are all on him first. For Song Yi who has been exaggerated since he was a child, this is nothing.But it was different for Li Weiran.Although he is a man, being praised for his good looks is equally applicable to both boys and girls.Otherwise, how about distributing small advertisements on the street, as long as everyone you see is called handsome and beautiful, the leaflets will be distributed faster.

"I'll ask about that. I think I can be liked by others by looking like this."

"What's the use of trying to please others. If a person wants to be liked by others, he has to look inside him..."

"That's right, wasn't it the skin that I fell in love with at the beginning, or else..."

"what?"

"It's nothing, you are nobler than me, I'm just an ordinary person, okay."

"I didn't say that you are a vulgar person. The first impression is also very important. It determines whether you are willing to get to know this person in depth. As for the final result, it still depends on the person's inner self."

"Hahaha~" Seeing Song Yi trying to explain, Li Weiran couldn't help laughing.

"Then tell me, can a person like me give people the idea of ​​wanting to know more about it?"

"Why do you want to be understood?" Song Yi didn't want Li Weiran to be possessed by others, and he didn't want him to spend his mind on people other than him.

"I said, is it that difficult for you to admit that I look good, young master?" Li Weiran gave Song Yi a white look while speaking.

Don't worry about this problem anymore, the two of them just talked and laughed and went back to the place where they lived.It is the first time for Li Weiran and Song Yi to get along with each other now that they have talked about everything in such a way. It turns out that they can get along harmoniously like this regardless of everything before.Li Weiran once again felt that it would be good for everyone if he looked at the relationship between them differently.

"Hey~ Tonight, the two of us will just make do with it for a year."

"it is good."

For Li Weiran's proposal, Song Yi naturally accepted it happily. In my memory, I haven't had a family reunion dinner with my family for a long time. I spent the past few years at the company by myself, otherwise I would just invite Lin Sen to have a drink. .Did Li Weiran do everything at home like this before, waiting for him to go home?Did I make a mistake from the beginning?I haven't given Li Weiran a chance, is there still time for me?

After a whole afternoon of planning, at night, the whole house finally had a little New Year's atmosphere, and the mood naturally improved.

"Come on, let's see how it feels. Does it make you feel special?" Li Weiran was as excited as a child who got his favorite toy, his face exploded.

"It's very good. Weiran, I want to hug you." Under such an atmosphere, Song Yi didn't wait for Li Weiran to agree, and pulled Li Weiran into his arms and hugged him tightly.Feeling Li Weiran's heartbeat, enjoying the warmth of the moment, I suddenly realized that this feeling is called happiness.

Li Weiran, who was suddenly pulled closer to his arms, was surrounded by a familiar aura before he regained consciousness for a while.

"Don't move, just take it as my New Year's gift, okay?"

Song Yi's breath swept over his ears, wondering if it was because the atmosphere was too good or because he was reluctant to part with this warm harbor, Li Weiran no longer struggled, and quietly enjoyed the present beauty.