My little junior sister cuts black
Chapter 46
Hearing Wei Jingyun's question, Xi Xuezhen gave her an affirmative answer without even thinking about it. "Yeah, otherwise what do you think?" He asked in such a natural tone, as if there was no other answer.
But then Xi Xuezhen was stunned for a moment, he frowned hesitantly, looked at Wei Jingyun, and asked speculatively: "Could it be that...you still don't like Junior Sister?"
[Of course I didn't. 】
Wei Jingyun wanted to say this, but she was about to say that sentence, but she lost her voice first.Wei Jingyun raised his eyes slightly, with a little daze and bewilderment in his expression, he looked at Xi Xuezhen in front of him.
The two people looked at each other, Xi Xuezhen's eyes were full of inquiry and puzzlement, after a while, Wei Jingyun took the lead to look away.
For some reason, Xi Xuezhen's question made her panic, with an inexplicable sense of crisis, her heart trembled slightly, as if she was afraid of facing something.
At the same time, Wei Jingyun also asked herself in her heart, does she... really dislike Junior Sister?
She raised her eyes to look at the snowflakes falling all over the sky, at the silver-white ground in front of her, and at the foggy scenery in the distance due to the snowfall, she felt a little confused again in her heart.
Does she really have no liking for Jhin Wang?
If it was the past, no matter who she was facing, even if Jin Wang asked her personally, Wei Jingyun would say without hesitation that of course she likes Junior Sister, but it is definitely not the kind of liking for a lover.
But this time, Wei Jingyun became hesitant, the original affirmative answer was hesitating between her lips and heart, and she could no longer say it.
...Obviously, all doubts and problems can be solved by just saying "no".But that word weighed heavily on her tongue, making her freeze in place, like a stone.
So she also knew, and had to admit, that she really didn't feel nothing at all.She wasn't as indifferent and indifferent as she was at the beginning, otherwise she wouldn't subconsciously want to say no after hearing Xi Xuezhen's question.
It's like the embankment of a thousand miles is destroyed by an ant's nest. Maybe it didn't feel or be affected at all at first, but as time got longer, the water droplets also pierced the stone, and Wei Jingyun's heart seemed to be loose.And this moment of looseness was squeezed in by Jin Wang.
Seeing her absent-minded appearance, Xi Xuezhen asked with a little worry and concern, "Jing Yun?" He scratched his head, "I don't know what kind of thoughts you have, I just think, look, after practicing The road is hard enough, and we don't need to find trouble for ourselves."
Wei Jingyun raised his eyes to look at him, blinked quickly, and shook off a snowflake on it.
Xi Xuezhen casually pinched the snowflakes on the stone next to him, and then continued: "I am a very simple person, but I think it will be a lot easier and less tiring. I think that if you really meet someone you like, then Just rush, whoever she is. After all, life is short, even if you cultivate the Tao, it will only last a few hundred years. When you look back before you die, there must be such a moment of regret."
He tilted his head, then looked at Wei Jingyun with a smile, then moved closer to her, and tapped her forehead while she was not paying attention.
"What we want in our life is not to have such moments of regret." He took Wei Jingyun's hand and put the snowball he made just now into her hand.
"Look, it's like a snowball. If you don't grasp it now, it will melt later. So, if you have such thoughts, impulses, and ideas in your heart, why do you deliberately ignore them? Jing Yun, face it squarely. Your own heart, emotions and desires are not something to be ashamed of."
Wei Jingyun looked down blankly at the snowball in his palm, because it touched the palm, its edges were already showing signs of melting, leaving some water stains in Wei Jingyun's palm.
Her hands became cold, and her fingertips were red from the cold.But it was precisely this kind of cold and stinging that woke her up, as if a gust of cold wind had blown away all the fog in the altar, making her extremely calm.
Don't have that moment of regret...do you?
Would she regret it if she and Jin Wang were separated and missed?If Jhin Wang stopped looking up at her and chasing her because she was too tired from chasing her, would she regret it?
Wei Jingyun slowly held his hand, pressed his fingers tightly against the snowball, and closed his eyes.No need to think too much, the answer has already surfaced in my heart.
She originally thought that she was not stupid, but she never expected that compared with the silly Xi Xuezhen, she would have such moments when she couldn't see clearly or think clearly.
It wasn't until all the knots in his heart were untied and the fog cleared away that Wei Jingyun seemed to be able to face his own heart squarely and see it with incomparable clarity.
What has she been struggling with and caring about all this time?
Although she has never fallen in love with the same sex before, Wei Jingyun knows that if she really likes someone, then no matter what gender that person is, it won't hinder Wei Jingyun from liking her.
But why can't she look away when she arrives at Jinwang's place?
Obviously the two of them have reconciled with each other in the previous life, why would she still stubbornly close her heart and ignore it, as if she could shut everything out by doing so.
But the truth is...
In the end, even she was almost unable to deceive herself.
After Wei Jingyun made up his mind and figured out his heart, he felt relaxed all over his body. The inexplicable pressure, restraint, and tension when facing Jin Wang before were all gone. They turned into expectations and longings, and turned into beautiful longings.
Wei Jingyun threw away the snowball in his hand, then wiped the water off his palm casually, then raised his head and smiled at Xi Xuezhen, "Thank you, Xi Xuezhen."
Seeing her changes, Xi Xuezhen raised his eyebrows, "Have you figured it out? Are you no longer autistic?"
Wei Jingyun curled the corners of his lips, and gave him an annoyed look, "You're just autistic."
Xi Xuezhen came over and put her shoulders casually, but his tone was slightly serious. "So, you have to face up to your own heart. I am surprised to say that it seems to me to be such a simple thing, but you do it so hard. It is obvious that there is only a layer of window paper between you and your junior sister." But you still don't want to break it."
Wei Jingyun: "...I'm not willing to expose it, I just can't be 100% sure yet."
"Ha." Xi Xuezhen laughed at her, "When Zhan Zhengqing came last time, your attitude towards him was not good."
Wei Jingyun said: "How can I treat him...Forget it, it's just because I don't feel very good about him as a person, so I don't treat him particularly well. It didn't show up."
Xi Xuezhen raised his eyebrows slightly, pointed to his own eyes, and then pointed to Wei Jingyun, expressing that he saw her in his eyes. "Are you sure it's just because you have a bad impression of him, and not because he likes Junior Sister?"
Wei Jingyun subconsciously wanted to refute, "What nonsense are you talking—"
Then she stopped there.There is no other, just because Wei Jingyun couldn't refute it so confidently, because there was a voice in her heart saying: Isn't it?
Xi Xuezhen was right, this was something Wei Jingyun was unwilling to admit publicly.Her dislike of Zhan Zhengqing was indeed partly due to his entanglement with Jin Wang in his past life and this life.Thinking of his feelings for Jinwang and his stalking attitude, Wei Jingyun finds it hard to like him.
She bit her lower lip, shifted her gaze, and did not refute anything.
Xi Xuezhen shrugged his shoulders, did not tease Wei Jingyun further, but patted her on the arm, "So, I think this kind of thing is just for the onlookers to see, look, you brother Xi gave you a little bit like this, don't you think Suddenly, it's like being enlightened?"
She gave Xi Xuezhen an angry look, "Okay, let's go back and change clothes."
Hearing what she said, Xi Xuezhen suddenly remembered that he was still wearing wet clothes, standing in the ice and snow and chatting with Wei Jingyun for a long time.
And then he remembered the murderer behind the incident.
Xi Xuezhen felt that he was really a contemporary Confucian sage, repaying grievances with virtue.Wei Jingyun has treated him like that. As a senior brother, it is really not easy for him to be so friendly and kind.
Xi Xuezhen hurriedly ran to his residence, leaving behind Wei Jingyun behind him.
Wei Jingyun shook her head amusedly, and after releasing all the backlogged problems in her heart, she felt as if a weight had been lifted, and she became more relaxed from body to mind.
Then, she picked up her steps and left here.
Wei Jingyun returned to her residence first, because she calculated the time on the way, and thought that according to Jin Wang's speed, she should buy food first and then take it back with her.
After all, it is winter now, how can eating in a restaurant be as warm and comfortable as eating in a room with a heater?
So without thinking, Wei Jingyun knew what Jin Wang would do.
When he came to the door, Wei Jingyun was a little nervous.This kind of tension comes from her new mentality, as well as a change in Jin Wang's identity and perspective.
In the past, no matter whether Jinwang recovered his memory or not, in Wei Jingyun's heart, she was just her junior sister. Even if he knew that Jinwang liked her, after a few days, Wei Jingyun could still adjust his mentality. There will be many troubles, let alone the tension.
But now, Wei Jingyun also has to admit that the so-called senior sister who is calm and calm in dealing with things without being surprised or changing her face is all fake, and it is all because she has never experienced it, so she never knows—even if it is her , At such a moment, I will also be nervous.
The heart was pounding, as if it was about to jump out.Wei Jingyun took a deep breath, as if to suppress the violent beating a little bit, but at this moment, her fingers were already a little cold.It's not because of the cold, but because of tension.
Wei Jingyun did mental work for a while, then opened the door.
Jin Wang was taking out the food from the food box with his back to her. Although she was wearing winter clothes, it was probably because the clothes were not thick, so her waistline and figure were clearly outlined.After hearing the voice, she looked back, and the black hair behind her was like smooth silk, some of which fell in front of her shoulders.
Jin Wang raised his eyelashes, and Shui Ling's black eyes looked at Wei Jingyun.Probably because she just came back and was exposed to the cold outside, the tip of her nose and chin were slightly pink, making her look very cute.
"Ping Ping curled up for more than thirteen, and cardamom tipped at the beginning of February. The spring breeze is ten li on Yangzhou Road, and it is better to roll up the bead curtain."
Wei Jingyun suddenly lost all words at that moment, leaving only the figure of Jin Wang in his eyes.
She couldn't feel the beating of her heart more clearly than at this moment... and the emotion that burst out suddenly and drowned her like a sea wave.
Wei Jingyun's lips moved slightly, and he closed his eyes.
Jin Wang: "Senior Sister?"
Wei Jingyun came back to his senses, opened his eyes, then walked into the house and closed the door behind him.She approached Jinwang step by step, and she didn't know what kind of expression she had now, but probably...it wasn't very scary.
Wei Jingyun was thinking in her heart how to tell Jinwang, although she had already figured it out so she didn't need to rush at this moment, but Wei Jingyun still underestimated her inner thoughts.
It turns out that wanting to tell someone who is interested in what I want in my heart is such an emotion of anticipation.
She has never experienced it.
"Senior Sister...?" Seeing that Wei Jingyun didn't speak, Jinwang frowned slightly, already looking worried, she wanted to put down the vegetables in her hand and come over to Wei Jingyun's side to check on the situation.
However, at the next moment, Wei Jingyun had already abandoned all the reserve, self-restraint and observance in his heart, took a step forward, and moved closer to Jinwang.Then he lowered his head and kissed her lips.
The author has something to say: "Pingping is more than thirteen years old, and cardamom is on the tip of early February. The spring breeze is ten miles away from Yangzhou Road, and it is better to roll up the bead curtain." Du Mu's poem
This week bye qwq sad
But then Xi Xuezhen was stunned for a moment, he frowned hesitantly, looked at Wei Jingyun, and asked speculatively: "Could it be that...you still don't like Junior Sister?"
[Of course I didn't. 】
Wei Jingyun wanted to say this, but she was about to say that sentence, but she lost her voice first.Wei Jingyun raised his eyes slightly, with a little daze and bewilderment in his expression, he looked at Xi Xuezhen in front of him.
The two people looked at each other, Xi Xuezhen's eyes were full of inquiry and puzzlement, after a while, Wei Jingyun took the lead to look away.
For some reason, Xi Xuezhen's question made her panic, with an inexplicable sense of crisis, her heart trembled slightly, as if she was afraid of facing something.
At the same time, Wei Jingyun also asked herself in her heart, does she... really dislike Junior Sister?
She raised her eyes to look at the snowflakes falling all over the sky, at the silver-white ground in front of her, and at the foggy scenery in the distance due to the snowfall, she felt a little confused again in her heart.
Does she really have no liking for Jhin Wang?
If it was the past, no matter who she was facing, even if Jin Wang asked her personally, Wei Jingyun would say without hesitation that of course she likes Junior Sister, but it is definitely not the kind of liking for a lover.
But this time, Wei Jingyun became hesitant, the original affirmative answer was hesitating between her lips and heart, and she could no longer say it.
...Obviously, all doubts and problems can be solved by just saying "no".But that word weighed heavily on her tongue, making her freeze in place, like a stone.
So she also knew, and had to admit, that she really didn't feel nothing at all.She wasn't as indifferent and indifferent as she was at the beginning, otherwise she wouldn't subconsciously want to say no after hearing Xi Xuezhen's question.
It's like the embankment of a thousand miles is destroyed by an ant's nest. Maybe it didn't feel or be affected at all at first, but as time got longer, the water droplets also pierced the stone, and Wei Jingyun's heart seemed to be loose.And this moment of looseness was squeezed in by Jin Wang.
Seeing her absent-minded appearance, Xi Xuezhen asked with a little worry and concern, "Jing Yun?" He scratched his head, "I don't know what kind of thoughts you have, I just think, look, after practicing The road is hard enough, and we don't need to find trouble for ourselves."
Wei Jingyun raised his eyes to look at him, blinked quickly, and shook off a snowflake on it.
Xi Xuezhen casually pinched the snowflakes on the stone next to him, and then continued: "I am a very simple person, but I think it will be a lot easier and less tiring. I think that if you really meet someone you like, then Just rush, whoever she is. After all, life is short, even if you cultivate the Tao, it will only last a few hundred years. When you look back before you die, there must be such a moment of regret."
He tilted his head, then looked at Wei Jingyun with a smile, then moved closer to her, and tapped her forehead while she was not paying attention.
"What we want in our life is not to have such moments of regret." He took Wei Jingyun's hand and put the snowball he made just now into her hand.
"Look, it's like a snowball. If you don't grasp it now, it will melt later. So, if you have such thoughts, impulses, and ideas in your heart, why do you deliberately ignore them? Jing Yun, face it squarely. Your own heart, emotions and desires are not something to be ashamed of."
Wei Jingyun looked down blankly at the snowball in his palm, because it touched the palm, its edges were already showing signs of melting, leaving some water stains in Wei Jingyun's palm.
Her hands became cold, and her fingertips were red from the cold.But it was precisely this kind of cold and stinging that woke her up, as if a gust of cold wind had blown away all the fog in the altar, making her extremely calm.
Don't have that moment of regret...do you?
Would she regret it if she and Jin Wang were separated and missed?If Jhin Wang stopped looking up at her and chasing her because she was too tired from chasing her, would she regret it?
Wei Jingyun slowly held his hand, pressed his fingers tightly against the snowball, and closed his eyes.No need to think too much, the answer has already surfaced in my heart.
She originally thought that she was not stupid, but she never expected that compared with the silly Xi Xuezhen, she would have such moments when she couldn't see clearly or think clearly.
It wasn't until all the knots in his heart were untied and the fog cleared away that Wei Jingyun seemed to be able to face his own heart squarely and see it with incomparable clarity.
What has she been struggling with and caring about all this time?
Although she has never fallen in love with the same sex before, Wei Jingyun knows that if she really likes someone, then no matter what gender that person is, it won't hinder Wei Jingyun from liking her.
But why can't she look away when she arrives at Jinwang's place?
Obviously the two of them have reconciled with each other in the previous life, why would she still stubbornly close her heart and ignore it, as if she could shut everything out by doing so.
But the truth is...
In the end, even she was almost unable to deceive herself.
After Wei Jingyun made up his mind and figured out his heart, he felt relaxed all over his body. The inexplicable pressure, restraint, and tension when facing Jin Wang before were all gone. They turned into expectations and longings, and turned into beautiful longings.
Wei Jingyun threw away the snowball in his hand, then wiped the water off his palm casually, then raised his head and smiled at Xi Xuezhen, "Thank you, Xi Xuezhen."
Seeing her changes, Xi Xuezhen raised his eyebrows, "Have you figured it out? Are you no longer autistic?"
Wei Jingyun curled the corners of his lips, and gave him an annoyed look, "You're just autistic."
Xi Xuezhen came over and put her shoulders casually, but his tone was slightly serious. "So, you have to face up to your own heart. I am surprised to say that it seems to me to be such a simple thing, but you do it so hard. It is obvious that there is only a layer of window paper between you and your junior sister." But you still don't want to break it."
Wei Jingyun: "...I'm not willing to expose it, I just can't be 100% sure yet."
"Ha." Xi Xuezhen laughed at her, "When Zhan Zhengqing came last time, your attitude towards him was not good."
Wei Jingyun said: "How can I treat him...Forget it, it's just because I don't feel very good about him as a person, so I don't treat him particularly well. It didn't show up."
Xi Xuezhen raised his eyebrows slightly, pointed to his own eyes, and then pointed to Wei Jingyun, expressing that he saw her in his eyes. "Are you sure it's just because you have a bad impression of him, and not because he likes Junior Sister?"
Wei Jingyun subconsciously wanted to refute, "What nonsense are you talking—"
Then she stopped there.There is no other, just because Wei Jingyun couldn't refute it so confidently, because there was a voice in her heart saying: Isn't it?
Xi Xuezhen was right, this was something Wei Jingyun was unwilling to admit publicly.Her dislike of Zhan Zhengqing was indeed partly due to his entanglement with Jin Wang in his past life and this life.Thinking of his feelings for Jinwang and his stalking attitude, Wei Jingyun finds it hard to like him.
She bit her lower lip, shifted her gaze, and did not refute anything.
Xi Xuezhen shrugged his shoulders, did not tease Wei Jingyun further, but patted her on the arm, "So, I think this kind of thing is just for the onlookers to see, look, you brother Xi gave you a little bit like this, don't you think Suddenly, it's like being enlightened?"
She gave Xi Xuezhen an angry look, "Okay, let's go back and change clothes."
Hearing what she said, Xi Xuezhen suddenly remembered that he was still wearing wet clothes, standing in the ice and snow and chatting with Wei Jingyun for a long time.
And then he remembered the murderer behind the incident.
Xi Xuezhen felt that he was really a contemporary Confucian sage, repaying grievances with virtue.Wei Jingyun has treated him like that. As a senior brother, it is really not easy for him to be so friendly and kind.
Xi Xuezhen hurriedly ran to his residence, leaving behind Wei Jingyun behind him.
Wei Jingyun shook her head amusedly, and after releasing all the backlogged problems in her heart, she felt as if a weight had been lifted, and she became more relaxed from body to mind.
Then, she picked up her steps and left here.
Wei Jingyun returned to her residence first, because she calculated the time on the way, and thought that according to Jin Wang's speed, she should buy food first and then take it back with her.
After all, it is winter now, how can eating in a restaurant be as warm and comfortable as eating in a room with a heater?
So without thinking, Wei Jingyun knew what Jin Wang would do.
When he came to the door, Wei Jingyun was a little nervous.This kind of tension comes from her new mentality, as well as a change in Jin Wang's identity and perspective.
In the past, no matter whether Jinwang recovered his memory or not, in Wei Jingyun's heart, she was just her junior sister. Even if he knew that Jinwang liked her, after a few days, Wei Jingyun could still adjust his mentality. There will be many troubles, let alone the tension.
But now, Wei Jingyun also has to admit that the so-called senior sister who is calm and calm in dealing with things without being surprised or changing her face is all fake, and it is all because she has never experienced it, so she never knows—even if it is her , At such a moment, I will also be nervous.
The heart was pounding, as if it was about to jump out.Wei Jingyun took a deep breath, as if to suppress the violent beating a little bit, but at this moment, her fingers were already a little cold.It's not because of the cold, but because of tension.
Wei Jingyun did mental work for a while, then opened the door.
Jin Wang was taking out the food from the food box with his back to her. Although she was wearing winter clothes, it was probably because the clothes were not thick, so her waistline and figure were clearly outlined.After hearing the voice, she looked back, and the black hair behind her was like smooth silk, some of which fell in front of her shoulders.
Jin Wang raised his eyelashes, and Shui Ling's black eyes looked at Wei Jingyun.Probably because she just came back and was exposed to the cold outside, the tip of her nose and chin were slightly pink, making her look very cute.
"Ping Ping curled up for more than thirteen, and cardamom tipped at the beginning of February. The spring breeze is ten li on Yangzhou Road, and it is better to roll up the bead curtain."
Wei Jingyun suddenly lost all words at that moment, leaving only the figure of Jin Wang in his eyes.
She couldn't feel the beating of her heart more clearly than at this moment... and the emotion that burst out suddenly and drowned her like a sea wave.
Wei Jingyun's lips moved slightly, and he closed his eyes.
Jin Wang: "Senior Sister?"
Wei Jingyun came back to his senses, opened his eyes, then walked into the house and closed the door behind him.She approached Jinwang step by step, and she didn't know what kind of expression she had now, but probably...it wasn't very scary.
Wei Jingyun was thinking in her heart how to tell Jinwang, although she had already figured it out so she didn't need to rush at this moment, but Wei Jingyun still underestimated her inner thoughts.
It turns out that wanting to tell someone who is interested in what I want in my heart is such an emotion of anticipation.
She has never experienced it.
"Senior Sister...?" Seeing that Wei Jingyun didn't speak, Jinwang frowned slightly, already looking worried, she wanted to put down the vegetables in her hand and come over to Wei Jingyun's side to check on the situation.
However, at the next moment, Wei Jingyun had already abandoned all the reserve, self-restraint and observance in his heart, took a step forward, and moved closer to Jinwang.Then he lowered his head and kissed her lips.
The author has something to say: "Pingping is more than thirteen years old, and cardamom is on the tip of early February. The spring breeze is ten miles away from Yangzhou Road, and it is better to roll up the bead curtain." Du Mu's poem
This week bye qwq sad
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