love is perfect

The reserved hotel is located some distance from the city center. The place is not prosperous, but the business is very hot.More than 50 tables have been lined up for dinner at three o'clock in the afternoon.

Qin Liang drove over, and Huo Yang accompanied the carpenter who came tomorrow to calculate the approximate amount of materials to be used, and took some planning materials and got into Qin Liang's car.

When we arrived at the place, the surrounding lights were already on, Huo Yang rubbed his temples, he was a little tired, he didn't feel like he was busy with work before, now he just wants to lie down and sleep when he relaxes.

Fortunately, the restaurant lives up to its name. After entering, the privacy protection of each table of guests is well done. Various plants, rockery and the like are used to block the view. dine in.

The food was ready, Qin Liang didn't order any wine when he was going to drive, and Huo Yang didn't want to drink alone, the two of them planned to have a good meal and stop drinking.

"You live at Yu Luo's place, are you still used to it?" Qin Liang raised his head and asked casually with a piece of meat in his chopsticks.

Huo Yang felt depressed when he thought about it, and he couldn't express it in front of Qin Liang, so he said perfunctorily, "It's okay, I rented a bedroom, let's live in it temporarily, and move later when there is a suitable one."

"Hey, I don't think you should move. Isn't that his own house?"

"Really..." Huo Yang was stunned for a moment, he hadn't asked Yu Luo this question yet, "It should be, he lives alone."

"What? You don't even know this? Qin Liang looked up at Huo Yang a little funny, "Don't you know that his father is the big boss of our hometown?What is buying a tiny house? "

Huo Yang nodded expressionlessly, "I didn't ask him, but it's his own."

Qin Liang wisely did not continue this topic, and the two chatted about the company's recruitment of new employees.

When Huo Yang talked about other things, he always thought about these few words vaguely in his heart.

He only remembered that until high school, Yu Luo's lunch was delivered by the driver or the nanny. He had heard rumors about Yu Luo's family being very rich, but Yu Luo never put on the airs of a rich person. After wearing canvas shoes worth tens of dollars, Huo Yang didn't pay much attention to the situation in his home.

There may also be a reason that Yu Luo never seems to talk about her family.

Thinking of this, Huo Yang looked at the delicate dishes in front of him, feeling a little tasteless.

After Yu Luo left the clinic, he went back to University W directly. Although there was no emergency meeting as he told Huo Yang, the daily classes and scientific research projects never stopped.

When I was going to come out of the library, it was almost dinner time.

Yu Luo went to the literature area on the third floor to borrow a few books. The spine of the hard-shelled foreign literature books, which had been read countless times, showed the posture of an old man. It was uneven, and the paper inside had a rough texture. .After swiping his card at the automatic library desk, he carried a few books to the parking lot near the school gate.

Most of the students cycled or walked from the teaching area to the cafeteria at this time. When passing by the North Gate, a few students from the Department of Mathematics greeted the professor happily.

After they passed by, they discussed quietly, but Professor Yu seemed to be in a bad mood.

Naturally, Yu Luo didn't hear these discussions, he started the car slowly, went out from the school gate, and drove straight towards home.There was a book he borrowed on the passenger seat. On the cover of the top one was a foreign man with long hair and beard. He was obese. There were two large characters printed on the top of his head, "Howling".

When I arrived at the community, it was just getting dark, and the mobile phone reminded me to bring an umbrella, probably because it might rain at night.

After parking the car, he took the elevator upstairs with the book in his arms.Standing outside the door, Yu Luo stopped typing the password for a while, entered four numbers, and with a beep, the door opened.

The room is dark and there is no one.

Yu Luo stood at the door, the light from the corridor shone on him, casting a dim yellow shadow on the ground, like a child curled up on the ground.

He stayed in place for a long time, the voice-activated lights in the corridor dimmed, and the surroundings fell into darkness again.

He slowly closed the door and turned on the light in the living room.

It was a bit cold in the room, there were no Huo Yang's shoes on the ground, and the pair of slippers brought to him were neatly placed on the side.Yu Luo lowered her eyes to look at the pair of slippers, picked them up and put them in the shoe cabinet next to her.

He walked into the kitchen. In the sink were the plates and milk cups that Huo Yang had eaten for breakfast, soaked in the water and not washed.

The note is gone.

Yu Luo turned around and saw the torn pieces in the trash can.

He opened his mouth empty, sighed, turned his head, turned on the faucet, and slowly washed the tableware in cold water.

After washing in cold water, Yu Luo's hands turned red from the cold.

He turned off the light in the kitchen, took a cup, and poured a cup of cold-brewed coffee from the refrigerator. It was very cold, and the sides of the cup were soon covered with mist.

Yu Luo took a sip without hesitation, walked to the living room, and sat on the sofa.He was about to stand up, draw the curtains and sit down again, when he looked down, he saw a small pile of soot on the ground.

Soot?

I don't play soot directly on the floor.

Yu Luo didn't stand up, stared at the cigarette ash on the ground for a while, took a paper towel from the coffee table, squatted on the ground, and wiped the small piece of ground bit by bit.

The ground was already very clean, but he kept repeating the same movement, rubbing his right hand vigorously across the ground, and the paper towel in his hand was worn out.

The corners of his eyes were red, and his face was still expressionless, only the veins on his forehead appeared, and a tear fell on the floor he was mopping.

Yu Luo's movements stopped suddenly, and he quickly wiped away the drop of transparent liquid.Standing up was a little hasty, and he even staggered a bit.

He hurried over and drew the curtains, and turned off the light in the living room.When he wanted to go back upstairs, he paused, rang the cup of coffee on the table, stopped again, picked up the cup of black cold liquid, and went up the stairs step by step.

It was dark upstairs, and his figure seemed to be blurred into the black background.

He took a sip of the extremely bitter coffee, thinking that no one would come home tonight.

You can see the light scene outside from the windows of the sun room.Yu Luo hesitated for a moment, then looked at his bedroom, where the curtains were also covered during the day, and now it was pitch black.

He opened the glass door, walked into the sun room that was full of sunlight during the day, turned on the heater, and sat on the recliner.

Through the glass wall, most of the outside lights are in warm colors, and humans seem to be more eager for warmth at night.

When Yu Luo made the call, the person over there had a hint of surprise in his tone, and quickly helped him determine a time that was very close to now.He opened the memo and looked at the work schedule. There was no time conflict, so he agreed to the agreed time.

When hanging up the phone, Yu Luo hesitated for a moment, and politely asked Xu Wen to come out for dinner when he was free.

Sure enough, the other party politely refused, as expected.Psychological counselors usually keep some distance from their patients, even though Yu Luo is not strictly his patient.

Xu Wen was introduced five years ago, and Yu Luo had already received drug treatment from his teacher at that time.Xu Wen made some suggestions on his treatment plan, which were very effective.Afterwards, the situation stabilized and there were no accidents. It was easier for Yu Luo to find him, and he came into contact with him more often.

In Xu Wen's impression, Yu Luo has always been meticulously dressed in neat and decent clothes, rigorous and conscientious, a young and promising young man, and his social life does not seem to be affected at all.No one would have known that his adaptive mood disorder had been so severe at one point that he was heavily medicated if he hadn't seen him in the clinic.

Turning off the mobile phone, Yu Luo sat there quietly again, the neon lights outside the window gradually dimmed, the thunder was loud, and after a while, the raindrops smashed violently on the glass, crackling.

The scenery outside can no longer be seen clearly, only the rainwater can be seen pouring down the roof.

Under the warm light in the room, the young man was still sitting there holding a cup of coffee, with no trace of sadness or joy on his face.

The author has something to say

Suddenly I feel that Huo Yang is a bit scumbag hahaha (strike out)

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