love is perfect

On Wednesday next week, Yu Luo arrived at the clinic even a little earlier than usual.Xu Wen was a little surprised, the last patient did not come today, Yu Luo entered the consultation room, Xu Wen closed the white door behind him.

It was because after the busy period before, Yu Luo could really relax for a while besides going to class as usual.For at least a month, there are usually no classes in the afternoon.Of course, there was another reason because Yu Luo felt that Huo Yang was avoiding him.

Not the obvious ones, but for example, when he came home from get off work, Huo Yang would meet friends and prepare to go out, or he would wake up in the morning and would not go downstairs when he was ready for breakfast.

And the eyes, Huo Yang's eyes have been wrong for a while.

Yu Luo thought about it, but couldn't figure out when she made a mistake.

He has never made any mistakes, even if there were, Huo Yang's temperament would not be able to find out.He couldn't help pursing his lips, showing a smile that could be called a smile, but it was fleeting.

As expected, Xu Wen continued the topic from last time.He was wearing a different shirt and blue tie than last time, and was sitting straight in front of the computer. After a few minutes, he saw Yu Luo's gaze fixed on a book on the side of the computer.

This is the book that the consultant left here yesterday, a picture book I bought for my son.

A book that has been published many times, the work of a very famous picture book author.There are two long ears on the cover, and there is a line of small words written in children's fonts below.Xu Wen turned his head to see what was written in that line.

"Wednesday afternoon, the wind was blowing, and I fell asleep. The white curtains floated up gently." Yu Luo who was sitting opposite suddenly spoke softly, with an imperceptible tremor in his voice.

Xu Wen didn't speak, but just watched Yu Luo's expression.

"The plush bunny is here, calling me by whistling outside the window. Open the door, the forest is so quiet, the sun is so gentle. I haven't wandered in the forest for a long time."

The handsome man picked him up and handed a bag to his mother next to him.

"Do you like Luoluo?" The man's prickly stubble rubbed against his face, making it prickly.He likes his father holding him like this.

"like."

He doesn't remember much of what happened afterwards.That book sat on the shelves of every house he lived in, and was flipped through many times.He can clearly remember the illustrations on each page.

"Are you very dependent on your father?" Xu Wen asked in deliberation.

Yu Luo lowered his head, "For a while."

For a period of time.

There was a time before he was a teenager, when he could still be considered an obedient child.Even at that time, he was a little confused, and he really wanted to ask this naive question: "Do you want a healthy and healthy child, or a beautiful and decent marionette?"

But there is nowhere to ask, whether it is the domineering father or Xu Wen in front of him.

This kind of childish question is not a question that a rational adult should have.

On the way back to school, Yu Luo habitually turned on the music radio, and a female voice with a somewhat obscure base was humming the same soothing word repeatedly.

... The moment my eyes strike yours.

He began to resist being manipulated in the second year of junior high school, which looked very much like the rebellious period of a teenager.Dad would come home at 08:30 in the evening, standing on the corner, hearing the door slam, a stack of geography books in his hands.Footsteps came from the living room, and the mother's voice could not be heard carefully.

He went back to the house empty-handed, leaving the geography book in the gap between the display shelf and the wall in the stairwell.

 … The moments my eyes struck yours.

After falling asleep, it was the usual big search.Yu Luo protected her geography booklet.

He pretended to fall asleep when he heard the rustling of his father's clothes and the things on the table being turned.After a while, there was a sigh beside the bed.

The door is closed.He opened his eyes.

There was a red light ahead and there was a long queue of cars.Yu Luo put on a bluetooth headset and listened to a very short voice.

"Yu Luo, I have a courier, please sign for it for me." Huo Yang's voice.

Yu Luo took off the earphones with some disappointment.A voice message was sent for this purpose.

The diary about Huo Yang was discovered in the last midsummer of high school, probably because of my carelessness.Or, the father's defensiveness has become more cautious.

He didn't allow his son to lose control in the slightest.

"You must be the best child in the Yu family."

Yu Luo's hand firmly gripped the edge of the steering wheel.He reached out and turned the music back to the previous song.

Sorry to disappoint you.

It is also possible that father no longer needs this insincere, resentful apology.He should have been disappointed enough when he saw his son write down another boy in his notebook.

After Xu Wen sent Yu Luo away, he rested quietly on the chair.

Yu Luo's sleeping situation improved a lot, it may also be because she was too busy and fell asleep due to exhaustion.He asked Yu Luo to observe the situation when he came over next week before deciding on the medication.

Yu Luo's father should be a person who is very strict with his children, even though Yu Luo didn't mention it too much.He has always grown up in a very stressful environment. To put it simply, he lives in a different kind of stressful home where most people use to relax.

It can be seen that Yu Luo is willing to face these things head-on, much better than before.But directly uncovering the scar may cause severe pain, and he is not yet sure about Yu Luo's acceptance.

Sometimes people need courage, and Yu Luo didn't mention why he made these changes.

Xu Wen had no choice but to deduce that there should be someone more important to Yu Luo based on the few words.

A casually mentioned "she".

Yu Luo drove the car into the parking lot at the south gate of the school, didn't go out, and lay down on the back of the chair for a while.

A small space will give him some sense of security.

 … The moments my eyes struck yours.

He looked at his hand on the steering wheel. There was a faint scar on the back of his hand. It was not clear from the blue of the blood vessels and the white of the skin. Only he knew that it took half a year to fully heal. scar.

During those six months, sometimes when I went to the bathroom late at night without turning on the light, and accidentally bumped my hand against the wall, there would be the initial tearing pain deep in the wound.

04:30 now.

He rubbed the center of his eyebrows, and let out a slow breath.

 … The moments my eyes struck yours.

The music looped again, and he wanted to open the car door, but he closed his eyes and listened to the hoarse voice again, without making a move.

Iwaslost.

I was found.

I was free.

I was bound.

The moments my eyes strike yours.

He turned off the car, opened the door, and got out.

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ps The picture book on Xu Wen's desk is "Secrets in the Forest" by Jimmy.

The song played in Yu Luo's car was "The Moment" by Elysian Fields.