fickle midsummer

At this point, he couldn't ask any more questions, Shu Shaoyuan seemed really satisfied with the present, You Yu looked at Shu Shaoyuan's appearance, and suddenly thought why bother with the past?

There will be a suitable opportunity to meet Fang Yuan in the future, and it will not be too late to ask again.What a person does not want to recall is usually the cruel memory of being hurt. Bringing it up again is just to reopen the scabbed wound and execute it again.

He respects Shu Shaoyuan.

Shu Shaoyuan rested after the meal, and You Yu took care of her and left after taking vitamins.

Before leaving, Shu Shaoyuan asked him when he would come back, and You Yu thought about it seriously, "If you feel bored, I just don't have classes."

"Okay." Shu Shaoyuan smiled, "Go home and be safe."

After getting used to not having classes on Fridays, there is really no holiday in the third year of high school. From the bottom of your heart, You Yu wants to go back to school, but his body doesn't think so.

After he went back to wash, he lay down on the bed to watch videos, slept for a while, and went out to buy food at seven o'clock in the afternoon.

The drawing has been half completed, and it can be regarded as the completion of the task assigned to him by Chen Cass before leaving. You Yu has been lazy recently, and his actions can't keep up with his consciousness.

After eating and enduring the torment in his heart, You Yu reluctantly sat in front of the easel and dawdled until Bao Shaoyi went home.

Bao Shaoyi was curious about the black plastic bag that Youyu brought back that night for a long time, and he did not open it while Youyu was away, out of principle and being polite.

Seeing that You Yu was in a good mood, he opened the snack cabinet and asked You Yu if he could open the bag.

"Did you not dismantle it?" You Yu was taken aback.

"I thought you had taken it apart."

These words were equivalent to permission, so Bao Shaoyi squatted down and unwrapped the black plastic bag, and quickly let out a voice of surprise, "What is this?"

"Dried apples."

The apples are washed and peeled, cut into thin slices and placed in the sun to dry. The water is gradually evaporated, leaving the original fruity aroma and sweet and sour.When Fang Yuan was making dried apples, he carefully removed the cores of the apples, making it easier to eat.Dried apples are tied with cotton thread, which is more convenient to eat. You only need to untie the cotton thread when eating, and take as much as you want, and it will not be messy in the bag.

Bao Shaoyi had never seen this before, so he immediately took a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, and asked while eating, "Are there any for sale outside?"

Yes, there is, You Yu said: "Someone gave it to me."

"Can I grab some more?" Bao Shaoyi asked.

You Yu smiled and said, "Eat as much as you want."

Fang Zhicai brought so much that Youyu couldn't finish it all by himself. Seeing that Bao Shaoyi seemed to like it, Youyu had been living with him all along, so there was nothing to give away.

……

The weather is getting cooler, and autumn is coming later than expected, but winter is sweeping across the city overnight.

You Yu found the down jacket from the closet. There was a calendar on his closet, and there was only one calendar left. December [-]th was marked with a red circle, which was the day of the art test.

The students who learn musical instruments are more than a month later than the art students, and the students in the class have already returned to school to collect their admission tickets.In mid-November, You Yu asked the teacher for leave, and stayed in the studio every day to practice for mock exams. Chen Kasi stopped asking him to learn coloring and let him review on his own.

Shu Shaoyuan is currently in a good pregnancy situation, and can go out occasionally for a few laps to relax. She proposed to accompany Youyu for a few days. Youyu was afraid of infecting her with a cold, so she hurriedly went to her place for a meeting on weekend mornings.

It's not just because of a cold, but because Youyu changed his residence again, from Bao Shaoyi's apartment to Bo's house.

It would be a lie to say that there is no pressure. You Yu has always been extremely unconfident in taking exams since he was a child, but he usually doesn't show too much emotion.The art test determines life and death, and the pressure is always around, and finally breaks down the fragile line of health defense.

On the second day after asking for leave from the teacher, Youyu began to have a low-grade fever one after another. Bo Shaoyi was worried that Youyu would stay at home alone when he went to school, so he asked Bao Qinan to take care of him.

Bo Shaoyi took it for granted. Bo Qinyan is a doctor, and doctors know how to take care of patients.

You Yu stood in front of the sink with deep thoughts, looking at himself in the mirror with deep bags under his eyes and pale complexion.He really didn't expect that an art test would completely destroy his mental state, even now he finds it incredible.

Bo Qinyan is in the living room, coming to pick Youyu back to Bo's house.

Before going to school, Bo Shaoyi helped move all of Youyu's painting tools downstairs and put them in the trunk of Bo Qin's car.

Bo Qinan knew that Youyu was under a lot of mental pressure, but he didn't expect to make Youyu into this decadent look.You Yu weakly gestured to Bo Qinan that I could do it. Seeing that Bo Qinan didn't believe it, he forced a smile and said, "It's really all right this time."

Bo Qinan stretched out his hand to touch the back of Youyu's neck, Youyu felt itchy, subconsciously flinched, and Bo Qinan said, "How many hours do you rest every day now?"

You Yu didn't speak, and then slowly stretched out three fingers, and the little finger stood up tremblingly after a moment's hesitation.

Bo Qinan sighed, "You should rest."

You Yu also wants to rest, but every time he closes his eyes, the exam time, exam location, and exam content are revolving in his mind.Occasionally, I still recall the school bell, or the noise from the playground.

He pointed to his ears, "I always feel that I can hear something when I close my eyes."

The tension before the test can only be relieved and cannot be completely eliminated. Bo Qinan asked You Yu if he needed psychological counseling?

You Yu shook his head, he would be fine after the exam, and the psychological counseling was just telling him to relax.

After arriving at Bo's house, You Yu sat by the flower table in the garden in a daze, with all the painting tools piled up at his feet, he was not interested in painting, he just wanted to sit quietly for a while.

It was too cold in winter, and soon he ran back into the house with his hands and feet curled up.

Bo Qinan was in a video call, and the other party was a doctor from a foreign hospital. They seemed to be discussing how to operate.Occasionally, Bo Qinan would raise his hand to demonstrate, while You Yu sat outside the camera and watched him speak English words that he didn't understand at all.

Even if everyone around him comforted him that this exam would be a piece of cake for him, Youyu knew that it was not that he lacked confidence at all, but that he would inexplicably want to retreat when faced with important choices.This exam determines his life. He wants to face the difficulties, but there is always a faint and clear cry from a certain corner of his heart.

You will fail.

The video conference was too long, so long that You Yu leaned against Bao Qinan's leg and fell asleep with a pillow in his arms.

The boy's soft hair was sticking to Bo Qinyan's legs in a mess. Bo Qinan cut off the video and leaned over to look at You Yu. He called him a few times, but You Yu didn't respond.You Yu suffered from insomnia the whole night, but now he fell asleep completely.

Bo Qinan gently picked You Yu up, but when he was about to stand up, he froze suddenly.You Yu leaned on his leg for too long, so that the blood in his right leg was not circulating. At this moment, his whole leg was numb. He couldn't help but wait for the numbness to subside before taking You Yu upstairs.

"Bo... Doctor Bo." You Yu suddenly opened his eyes in a daze.

Bo Qinan looked down at him, You Yu reached out and scratched his cheek, "What time is it?"

"It's still early, you can sleep for a while." Bo Qinan said.

"Oh." You Yu put his wrist on Bao Qinan's shoulder, gave a little hatch, and buried his face in his arms again and fell asleep.

You Yu is a little heavier than before, and finally there is a little more flesh around the cheekbones, and the whole cheeks show a healthy rosiness.Bo Qinan has embraced every stage of Yuyu, so he is very clear.

Bo Qinan put You Yu under the quilt, and You Yu groaned and turned over, with the corners of his clothes turned up, revealing an overly slender waist, white and thin skin wrapped around the bones, looking fragile and vivid.

Bo Qinan's eyes were dim, he wrapped You Yu in a quilt and left.

Time flies, the day before the art exam, You Yu went to see the exam room, and on the day of the exam, Bo Qinan drove him off.

Bo Qinan asked him if he was nervous, You Yu shook his head with a smile, but suddenly he felt relaxed when the situation came to an end, and he was not afraid of anything anymore.

Success or failure depends on one action, and there is no room for temporary repentance.

There are many parents gathered outside the examination room. Candidates enter with the admission ticket. There is still an hour before the exam, so they are not in a hurry to enter the examination room.You Yu leaned against the window and lowered his eyes and suddenly smiled. He didn't expect that Bao Tanan would accompany him in the exam.

"Thank you, Doctor Bo." You Yu said softly.

He had fantasized that on the day of the art test, Shu Shaoyuan would take him to the examination room, or take the bus by himself to the examination room, and choose between being accompanied or alone, but today he was actually sitting in Bo Qinan's car and was about to step into the examination room.Candidates outside the examination room were excited and sad, but they had more expectations, as if people of this age always moved forward with a sense of fearlessness.

After wandering around, I still chose to paint.

"You helped me so much, I don't know how to repay you." Just now, you still called Bo Qinan as "you", but when you thanked him, Youyu changed back to "you".

Bo Qinan held the steering wheel with one hand and asked, "Do you have anything in return that I should ask for?"

You Yu thought about it seriously, no.

"But no one will give selflessly to another person." Bo Qinan said.

He didn't wait for Youyu to think about it, and said again: "Is there any plan after the exam?"

"I have to see Fang Yuan." You Yu stumbled out his name, he was not used to being called Fang Yuan's father, and it seemed weird to call him uncle.

In fact, Fang Zhicai called a few days ago to say that Fang Yuan's condition had worsened and he was hospitalized again. On the night of hospitalization, his roommate failed to win the fight against the virus and left in the middle of the night.Fang Yuan was stimulated, and was pushed into the intensive care unit in the early morning of the second day, and the doctor issued a critical illness notice.

Winter is so hard that it seems that all death cannot escape the cold.

You Yu proposed to visit the hospital at the time, but Fang Zhicai refused very decisively. He said that Fang Yuan specifically asked you not to tell You Yu, but he still couldn't help but let You Yu know.He said that you are the eldest brother's son and the only person he cares about.

In the end, the two discussed and went to visit after the Youyu Art Examination was over.

You Yu wasn't ready, he didn't expect to meet Fang Yuan so soon, but if he didn't meet, maybe one day he would never see his blood-related father again.

"I'm going to see him. If he hugs me and cries, I won't be able to cry." How embarrassing that would be.

Bo Qinyan looked at his watch and reminded You Yu that it was time to enter the examination room.

When You Yu jumped out of the car, he thought for a while and said, "I think I will definitely perform exceptionally well."

"Come on." Bo Qinan encouraged.

"If I pass, I will send you a painting by Mr. Chen." You Yu said.

Bo Qinan asked, why is it not your own.

You Yu shrugged, "I'm not as good at painting as Mr. Chen."

Chen Kasi's paintings can be sold for money if you take them out casually, You Yu smiled and said: "I have nothing to give you, if you don't like Teacher Chen's paintings, it's worth selling them or exchanging them for other paintings you like .”

Bo Qinan was amused by You Yu's nonsense, and You Yu ran briskly to the examination room.