fickle midsummer

"Doctor Bo, please go and see the patient in bed 26." The nurse called.

Before Bo Qinan could speak, You Yu said again: "Good night, Doctor Bo."

Bo Qinan was silent for a moment and said, "Good night."

"Student, the chestnuts are ready." The chestnuts came out of the pot, and the store quickly bagged them, and put the steaming chestnuts on the weighing platform. You Yu got up and hooked the plastic bag with his index finger and left.

On his birthday, You Yu received a game console from Fu Xing and a cake ordered in advance by Bo Shaoyi, Chen Kasi gave him a painting album he had wanted for a long time, and Shu Shaoyuan was more straightforward, sending him an amount A considerable amount of red envelopes, Youyu can buy whatever he wants.

He clutched the roasted sweet potatoes he bought on the street, and while eating, he went to the address that Bao Qinan told him, which was a well-known mental hospital in the city.

Bo Qinan worked overtime, and You Yu didn't want to tell others, so he simply cleaned up and went to the hospital alone.

The doctor saw him pushing the door with the consultation form, and looked behind him, You Yu turned his body and smiled, "No one, I'm the only one here."

This is a doctor Bo Qinan knew. You Yu said straight to the point that I might be sick, so Dr. Bo asked me to see it.

He took the initiative to introduce his family situation and living environment, and explained his current confusion and psychological activities in detail.The doctor turned his pen and said with a smile: "You know your situation well, have you made any effective changes?"

You Yu thought for a while, "No."

But everything seems to be getting better gradually.

"The people around you have given you effective guidance and care." The doctor said, "You are very cooperative, but the stage of self-harm behavior is the most dangerous stage in my opinion. It is good that you can get through this safely."

"Do I need to take medicine?" You Yu said with a smile, "It seems that many people need to take medicine to assist treatment."

The doctor tapped the medical certificate with the tip of his pen, and said with a smile, "How about some vitamin E?"

"Show more sun, go out for a walk more, the combination of meat and vegetables is very important to the health of the body."

Entering the psychological consultation room at 11:30 in the morning, and walking out of the hospital at [-]:[-] in the afternoon, You Yu was stopped by the doctor before leaving. The doctor paused for a moment and said, "You are very lucky."

"You brushed past it."

Really, You Yu lowered his eyes and smiled, that was quite torturous.

After the art test is over, You Yu doesn't need to go to Chen Kasi's place to practice every week, and contact the make-up teacher again to resume the weekly make-up time.After the final exam, the school organizes a training camp for students, and the holiday is only seven days before the Chinese New Year.Students from other cities need to go home, so they sign the waiver agreement and leave at noon, while students from this city need to study by themselves until [-] pm.

The folder containing the test papers was full again, You Yu cleaned out the test papers in the folder, looked up and asked Bao Shaoyi if he could drink milk?

The milk I bought is too cold, so I put it on the heater for a while, it is best to put it hot, and drink it to warm up the whole body.

Every winter is a period of high incidence of tuberculosis. The school specially contacted the epidemic prevention station, and the epidemic prevention station drove a mobile diagnosis and treatment bus. The students went up one by one for physical examination, and a few were found out.During the day, the ground is sprayed with disinfectant, and at night, it is disinfected with ultraviolet light and white vinegar. The windows and doors are ventilated throughout the day and cannot be closed.

The students complained so much that the school finally agreed to install a curtain on the door. Who knew that the director found another way to cut the curtain in half and hang it on the front and back doors respectively.The nails that fix the door curtain are driven into the center of the door frame, and the curtain only blocks the wind around the legs, like a fence for sheep in a sheepfold, and the shoulders have to be blown when they should, and the director can see everything when he patrols the classroom.

You Yu sat by the radiator, took turns warming with Bao Shaoyi, lowered his head and pulled the cover on his legs to his waist again.

Bao Shaoyi asked Youyu in a low voice where he was celebrating the new year this year, and if he went back to Nanjing University, he should go to Yang Chengyu's house.

He didn't know that Youyu was not at home last year, he just thought that Luo Jing and Bao Qinan were together, Youyu thought about it and said that it should be with Yang Chengyu, Shu Shaoyuan's belly is also big, and the emotions of pregnant women must be taken care of.

"What about you?"

"This year, my dad and I will go back together for the New Year." Bao Shaoyi said, "My grandfather is not in good health recently, and he secretly wants my dad to go home for the New Year, but I don't know what my dad means."

The self-study class before the holiday is always difficult, and finally heard the bell ringing after school, You Yu suddenly didn't look forward to the holiday so much, so he packed his schoolbag slowly, went to the bookstore to read comics, and brought the new exercises he bought go home.Bao Shaoyi went back to his house in the suburbs for vacation, and when the apartment here was vacant, You Yu moved back to live in his own house.

After a simple meal, he lay on the side of the bed holding a book to memorize classical Chinese. When he opened his eyes again, it was completely dark, and he fumbled to find his mobile phone. The strong light forced him to cover his left eye and squint his right eye.

Three in the morning.

You Yu turned over and rolled into the inner side of the bed, pulled the quilt and fell asleep again.

He hasn't had much time to rest recently, and heavy sleepiness swept over him, wrapping him completely airtight.

After resting at home in such a daze for three days, Fu Xing ran down and knocked on the door, asking if You Yu was dead or alive.

You Yu leaned against the door and said that it was fine, that he was full of sleep.

Fu Xing asked him what plans he had next, and You Yu thought for a while and said that he bought new practice questions.

"Study, study, study, you won't be stupid." Fu Xing said, "Is it okay to give yourself a holiday during the Chinese New Year?"

In fact, it's not that I don't give myself a vacation, but that I really have nothing to do except review.

Instead, You Yu advised Fu Xing to review more, as the college entrance examination will be only a few days away after the Chinese New Year.

"I want to leave here." You Yu smiled, "You know that in China, apart from the Academy of Fine Arts of Nantah University, each exam is more difficult than the other."

He tilted his head and bent his eyes, "Don't think about me when I leave."

"Roll, it's Chinese New Year." Fu Xing dragged You Yu upstairs for dinner.

Youyu went to Shu Shaoyuan's place on New Year's Eve, and before the countdown, he washed and rested around ten o'clock. Shu Shaoyuan was supposed to go to bed early, but she was so excited that Yang Chengyu couldn't persuade her so she could only accompany her.

A door separates joy and silence, and You Yu lies by the window to watch the bright lights outside, and occasionally fireworks are lit.

In the wechat group between him and Fu Xing and Bo Shaoyi, Fu Xing and Bo Shaoyi took turns fighting for emojis. Youyu felt annoyed, so he turned off the Internet to listen to music software that automatically downloaded good music.

Another year passed in the blink of an eye, last year he was still resisting, but this year he had to live in the home shared by Shu Shaoyuan and Yang Chengyu.It would be a lie to say that he was not sad, but it was indeed not as difficult as he imagined.

Luo Jing attended the Spring Festival Gala this year, and sent You Yu a backstage photo before going on stage, wishing You Yu a happy new year.

You Yu rested his chin on the back of his hand, and said Happy New Year to himself in a very soft voice.

After all, he got back into bed and closed his eyes to rest.

There was a quarrel last year, but this year Shu Shaoyuan did not force Youyu to be free. After eating dumplings in the first grade of junior high school with them, Youyu went home with a bag on his back when there was more sunlight outside.

While waiting for the bus, he stood at the bus stop and thought for a while, took out his mobile phone to make a call, and suddenly remembered that it was international roaming, so he quickly hung up the voice call of switching traffic.

"Doctor Bo, happy new year." You Yu said.

You Yu didn't know if the New Year's blessings across the ocean had been conveyed, so he repeated it again.

"Have you had breakfast?" Bo Qinan asked after counting the time, his tone was calm and completely unable to hear the joy of the New Year.

"Eat." You Yu lowered his head and stamped his feet, "Dumplings stuffed with beef."

"Is it tasty?"

You Yu replied honestly, "It's not delicious."

"I don't like eating things with stuffing." Especially dumplings.

You Yu murmured that he didn't know what he said, but the person on the other end of the phone was very patient and asked a few questions around his topic from time to time.

Senior high school students cannot celebrate the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, and have to go back to school on the seventh day. You Yu asked Bo Tanan when Shao Yi would return to China.

"The third day of junior high school." Bo Qinan said, Shao Yi's grandfather was hospitalized, and the nanny resigned and he has not found a new one. He has to stay for another week or so.

You Yu asked: "Is your hospital not working?"

Can doctors take leave all the time?How come a doctor like you isn't fired?

Bo Qinan smiled, and didn't intend to answer. Instead, he asked Youyu how his homework was. The last time we met was two months ago, and we haven't seen each other since we came back from Fang Yuan.

Studying day and night, Youyu himself can't count the days, he can only see the class monitor updating the countdown board in the classroom every morning.When Bo Qinan mentioned it, he suddenly realized that it had been so long.

You Yu: "The psychiatrist you introduced to me last time must be unreliable, let me eat more vitamin E."

"I don't think I'm sick, and I'm cured if I'm sick." When the bus stopped, You Yu took out the bus card from his pocket and swiped it to get on the bus. There were only four or five passengers scattered in the bus. He found a seat by the window sit down.

Having said that, You Yu still took vitamins according to the doctor's advice, but stopped after finishing a bottle.He always forgets, he eats the last meal without the next meal, and it is useless to be idle.

"You take care of yourself too." You Yu said before the call ended.

Taking care of patients is exhausting and hard work, with double psychological and physical oppression.

"See you in China." Bo Qinan said.

You Yu also said, covering the phone, goodbye.

The more I grow up, the more boring I feel for the holidays, and it is not even as happy as the school showing mercy and giving half a day off.

It is still the old rule, the first day of back to school is the test, the next month there will be a mock test, several middle schools in the city will jointly produce the papers, and then simulate a few times, it is time for the college entrance examination.

Bao Shaoyi's interest was not high, he lay on the table, and said to You Yu in a listless manner, before he felt that life and death were far away from him, but now he really felt helpless when death came.

You Yu helped the class representatives at the front desk sort out the test papers that were about to be handed out, "Huh?"

"My grandfather is in the hospital, and several critical illness notices were issued in one night." Bao Shaoyi said sadly, "It was still the night of New Year's Eve."

You Yu froze for a moment, "New Year's Eve?"

"I saw my dad's hand shaking while holding the notice."

Bao Shaoyi recalled, "He has been a doctor for so long, when he issued critical illness notices and death notices to others, the family members of the patients cried, and the resident doctors were in tears, but he didn't respond at all."

It was thought that he had been trained to be hard-hearted, to see through life and death.I didn't expect that it would be my turn, but I would still have mood swings.

"But he didn't cry." Bo Shaoyi collapsed on the spot when he saw the critical illness notification, and Bo Qinyan didn't respond except for trembling hands.