fickle midsummer

Although she also came from a family with a strong artistic atmosphere, Tang Yuqi is obviously not a girl who is willing to be arranged for her life. She walked with an ice cream and asked, "I heard from my grandfather that you are the same age as me, and I will also take the college entrance examination this year. Where are you going?"

You Yu said that if possible, he would like to go to the United States.

Tang Yuqi clicked her tongue twice, as if she had seen through the future of Youyu, "Are you like my old man who is covered in paint every day and refuses to socialize?"

You Yu was stunned for a moment, and Tang Yuqi laughed loudly: "Are you stupid for Huahuahua?"

"What about you?" You Yu asked, which university do you want to go to.

Tang Yuqi's clogs clattered, and she didn't answer You Yu. She frowned and muttered, "I said I wouldn't wear clogs a long time ago. The sneakers are so comfortable."

Before the heat of the day dissipated, You Yu soon broke out in sweat. In the past two days in Tokyo, he used a small hairpin to hold the broken hair on his forehead together, so that the sweat would not wet his bangs, like As if just out of the water.

Tang Yuqi didn't come to Japan for artistic influence, she just likes to travel and watch her favorite musical stage by the way.She asked You Yu if she had time tomorrow. She had to go to the mall to help a friend buy for her tomorrow, and she was short of a bag.

"Wait." You Yu lowered his head and turned on his mobile phone to send a message to Chen Kasi, and after obtaining his consent, he raised his head and said, "Yes."

"Why me." You Yu asked again.

A bright girl like Tang Yuqi doesn't look like she lacks the opposite sex around her. You Yu is not the only boy who participated in the art exhibition.

"You are a student of Mr. Chen, so you know the basics." Tang Yuqi smiled and said with curved eyes, "You can think that among so many people of the same age, I only think you are more pleasing to the eye. Of course, it doesn't mean that I have a good impression of you. Don't think wrong."

You Yu pointed to a stall not far away to buy candy apples, and asked, "Do you want to eat?"

Tang Yuqi stomped her feet and said her feet hurt, and directed You Yu to buy them.

Getting along with girls like Tang Yuqi is obviously much easier to get along with than the girls You Yu has met before. Her personality tends to be straightforward like a boy but lively like a little girl.

Most of the people who come to watch the fireworks are young people, and most are couples.You Yu watched high school dates in anime, and often liked to go to fireworks displays. I didn’t believe it before I came, but after I came, I saw many young and flushed faces, and the bold ones would hold hands and eat a marshmallow together.The shy ones will keep a vague distance, but you can tell that this is a couple just by looking at each other, and the eyes that look at each other can't deceive people.

Tang Yuqi sighed, really envious of the young couple.

"Is there anyone you like?" she asked instead.

You Yu has been following Tang Yuqi, protecting her from being knocked down by the crowd.Hearing this, he opened his mouth and couldn't say anything, but his heart suddenly started to feel sour, and his eyes were blurred immediately after.

Chased by light and shadow, his arms were dappled against colored lights, and his fair cheeks were softly surrounded by dim light. This atmosphere reminded him of a certain winter, and reminded him of a person who had a high fever and gradually collapsed. Own.

Inexplicably, he felt a pain in his heart as if being pinched, and then the half-gnawed candy apple fell to the ground, and he slowly squatted down with his arms folded, his forehead resting on his knees.

The sweet smell of fried sugar filled the air, as well as the whispers of a foreign country, in a language he didn't understand.

Tang Yuqi saw that You Yu's face suddenly looked down and she was about to cry, she looked around, bent down in embarrassment and said, "Get up, others will think I'm bullying you."

"Why are you going to college...don't cry, don't you cry, why are you crying?" Tang Yuqi couldn't see anyone crying, let alone Youyu, who was suddenly aggrieved to death after asking a word.

"I just want to ask why you cried and got dumped?" Tang Yuqi comforted, "Which girl dumps you so blindly? She is handsome and outstanding. She still studies art. She has a bright future. Being with you is an investment." Potential stock."

"Don't cry, don't cry, you're handsome even if you cry, but this face can't help you cry like that."

"The more you cry, the uglier you become." Tang Yuqi propped herself up on her left leg, half took off the clogs on her right foot and eased off, gritted her teeth and pulled You Yu up from the ground with all her strength, and walked towards a place with few people in her arms .

In fact, You Yu didn't cry so badly, she didn't speak, she didn't make a sound, her eyes were red and she shed tears silently. She was already hot, her cheeks were red, and the tip of her nose was also red after crying.He was sitting on the bench with the tissue Tang Yuqi gave him in his hand.

He didn't use it to wipe his eyes, but used his hands to catch his tears.

Tears dripped down, Tang Yuqi took a cooling spray from her bag and sprayed it on the back of You Yu's neck.

"Don't spray." You Yu raised his head, his voice trembling.

Tang Yuqi laughed angrily, but she wasn't angry, and she couldn't say why, but she thought You Yu looked so funny, so she sprayed on You Yu's face again, and You Yu covered his face and said sorry.

"I don't want to cry." You Yu said, not intending to cry, but just couldn't help it.

Soon Youyu was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe. He found Bao Shaoyi from the chat interface, clicked on it, and made a voice call.

Bao Shaoyi quickly picked it up, "Xiaoyu? What's the matter?"

You Yu choked and said, "Shao Yi, can you talk to me, you can say anything."

Bao Shaoyi felt something was wrong when he heard You Yu's voice, and frowned, "What's wrong with you? Are you still in Tokyo?"

"Yeah." You Yu opened his mouth and a new wave of tears filled his eyes. He wiped his eyes vigorously and said, "I'm fine, you can tell stories, as long as I hear the sound."

"Wait." There was a rummaging sound from Bao Shaoyi's side, and he cleared his throat soon, "You asked me to talk, but I don't know what to say, I'll read you a text, and I don't have any other books at hand. "

The books are all high school ancient poems that must be memorized before the college entrance examination has time to throw them away. Bo Shaoyi is not serious about memorizing the texts.Youyu's breathing gradually stabilized, and his sobbing became less frequent. He turned another page and was about to continue reading. After reading this classical Chinese article, Youyu would probably recover.

"Click."

The door of the room was suddenly opened from the outside, Bao Shaoyi reacted quickly, he immediately said a few words to Youyu, clutching his phone and said, "Dad, why don't you knock on the door!"

Bo Qinan just came back from the hospital, when he entered the door, he heard the sound of ancient poetry reciting from the second floor.He neglected to discipline Bo Shaoyi, it was purely herd, but he knew Bo Shaoyi's temperament well.After the college entrance examination, Bo Shaoyi never touched anything related to study, even a pen was too eye-catching for him.

The aunt who was cooking at home was peeling beans and watching TV on the first floor. He asked aunt Bo Shaoyi what medicine she had taken by mistake, and the aunt said that Bo Shaoyi answered the phone.

Then I read the text for more than half an hour, and went downstairs to get a drink.

Aunt Doujiao worked hard and said to Bao Qinan, "Sir, we will eat roasted fish and dry-stir-fried beans this afternoon."

……

You Yu waited quietly for Bao Shaoyi, he had just put his phone on the hands-free, Tang Yuqi was dumbfounded after hearing the classical Chinese text and asked You Yu, why do you still have this hobby?

Are you not nervous about the college entrance examination?

"Youyu."

The voice sounded again from the opposite side, he was familiar with the deep and calm.

The man's voice came along with the electric current, and You Yu lost the phone all of a sudden like an electric shock, as if the phone was such a cheap and free thing.Tang Yuqi quickly leaned over to catch it, and put it on his lap again.

You Yu looked down at the phone in a daze, tears fell again.

"Youyu, talk."

"I'm sick again." You Yu curled up her fingers and said cautiously, "Bo Qinan, leave me alone, I'll be fine in a while."

"Won't bother you."

He couldn't see Bo Qinan's expression, but he knew from his tone that Bo Qinan must be angry. Every time Bo Qinan was angry, he jumped out word by word.

He didn't call Dr. Bo, but called him by his name, and he must have been even angrier.

"Come back to China and find me." Bo Qinan said again.

You Yu bowed his head back to him, "You told me to go back, Doctor Bo, didn't you hand me over to a new doctor?"

From the emergency department to the orthopedics department, from a doctor who has changed departments to treat patients and save lives, to a psychologist in another hospital.

"Bo Qinan, you are no longer my attending doctor." You Yu's mood that had just calmed down was instantly shattered, and he could even hear the sound in his heart like glass being shattered by some metal.

It was crisp and sweet, and every sharp fragment fell firmly on his damaged organs.

Embedded in blood vessels, mixed with blood.

He covered his ears in dismay: "Bo Tanan, can you just leave me alone?"

"I beg you."

"I should be sick because I should. I will see a doctor and I won't bother you. Can you..." As he spoke, You Yu's voice gradually became softer, and he tried his best to pinch his clothes so that he could not As for the loss of voice.

"Can you pretend that you don't know me?"

Before the words finished, You Yu woke up suddenly, realizing the weight of his words, but he didn't regret it, and even had a little luck in his heart, luckily, if he didn't fall ill, it would be impossible for him to blurt out so smoothly.

He bent his waist to the lowest point, and his whole body was attached to his legs.The brain was congested, entrained with hot air, wave after wave like waves.

Bo Qin An didn't reply for a long time, You Yu felt that he would stop talking, so he hung up the phone with trembling hands.

When he looked up, he saw Tang Yuqi looking at him with astonished eyes.

You Yu said apologetically, "Sorry, I scared you."

Tang Yuqi shook her head first, then frowned and said, "I will keep it secret for you."

You Yu nodded and said, crying is really embarrassing and needs to be kept secret.

"Actually, I don't often do this." He lowered his head and played with the little rabbit lantern made of paper that Tang Yuqi bought back to appease him.

The lantern is not big, it can be fatter than a slap, and it looks like a child's plaything when it is held in the hand.

But You Yu likes it very much, the rabbit has pink ears, and a small bright yellow flower is painted on the tail.

Tang Yuqi is lucky, if this happens often, who would dare to take you out.

"Does Teacher Chen know?" she asked.

You Yu shook his head.

Girls are sensitive and delicate. Youyu probably thought of a lot after such a long commotion. She was silent for a while and then said: "I don't mean this. The one who reads the text is your friend. What about the one who doesn't read the text?"

"It's my doctor." You Yu answered quickly, as if he had prepared his speech in advance.

After the fireworks show was over, Tang Yuqi couldn't stand the clogs, so she went to a nearby shopping mall to buy a pair of sneakers to replace them. She walked a few steps with satisfaction and said, "Let's go for a late-night snack."

The next day, You Yu went shopping with Tang Yuqi. Before leaving, Chen Cass smiled and told You Yu to come back early.

You Yu is helpless, after crying last night, Tang Yuqi will most likely regard herself as a sister.

Later, Tang Yuqi also proved this point by herself.

The day before returning to China was the day when the college entrance examination results were released. Tang Yuqi didn't dare to check, so she squatted on the computer and covered her eyes to ask You Yu to enter her ID number.

You Yu didn't dare to check it by himself, so he gave his ID number to Fu Xing who was far away in China.

When Fu Xing called, Tang Yuqi was screaming and jumping on the bed with bare feet, as if she could see her brilliant future from the test scores for her super-level performance.

"Have you passed?" You Yu lowered his eyes and asked, subconsciously picking the barbs on his nails.

Fu Xing was more excited than Tang Yuqi, and his laughter was mixed with roaring.

"Passed! Youyu! You will definitely be able to go to the United States!"

"Don't pinch me, I can't breathe anymore." Zhou Yi's weak voice came.

You Yu sniffed, turned around and said to Tang Yuqi, "I want to..."

"Cry, cry." After Tang Yuqi said, her face drooped in an instant, and then she fell down on the edge of the bed, covering her face and crying.

When You Yu saw Tang Yuqi crying, she suddenly felt that she was not so sad.

For the first time, he was finally qualified to leave a city, a place that had trapped him for more than ten years, and a life that had held him hostage.

Leave Shu Shaoyuan who hides many secrets, and get rid of so many people and things related to him.

There is no need to use excuses to escape your cowardice so hastily.

He always hazily accepts all people who are kind to him, but in the end he realizes that if the relationship between people can be kept at a distance, that is the best kindness to himself.