fickle midsummer

It wasn't until this moment that You Yu realized that, in fact, accepting the reality made his life more difficult than refusing.

Grandma Fang's death, Fang Yuan's death, Shu Xia's birth, and the marriage between Shu Shaoyuan and Yang Chengyu.These people who were related to him strangled his neck with countless hands.He was imprisoned with both hands and feet by the so-called responsibility and intolerance. When he was about to step in and stand, he finally made the most correct decision for him.

He lowered his head and looked at the sunlight streaming in from the window.

It was hot, the windows were closed, and the central air conditioner kept the room at a cool temperature.He put his hand in the sun and could feel a little warmth.Although there was only a little bit, it was enough, and even a little bit of warmth was enough to make him feel grateful.

He finally had to rely on the warmth, summoned up the courage to shout.

In the small, empty room, there was a painting by Shu Shaoyuan on the opposite wall, and in his hand was a paintbrush that had been ground smooth by the barrel.The pigments he is familiar with are on the palette and blended into other colors according to needs.What he hates, what he likes, what he admires and what he admires are all poured into the painting with unforgettable emotions.

A work is a window to a person's soul, to understand the most primitive instinct of the world.You Yu never thought that his paintings could be loved by everyone, as long as one person understands, he will feel very happy, that's all.

Bo Qinan took over from Bao Shaoyi after get off work. In fact, Youyu only needed to get injections in the hospital during the day, and he could still go back at night.

The father and son seemed to be at odds, You Yu asked a few words when he remembered, and Bao Shaoyi vaguely walked over without saying why.

But You Yu could guess some, but he couldn't escape the fact that he was with Bao Tanan.

The university's alma mater celebrates, and the school leaders want to invite him to give a speech as an outstanding graduate.You Yu couldn't make a speech to discuss his learning methods with a large audience, so he could show his works in the exhibition hall in a compromise with the school.

The celebration party was held in the evening, and many graduates who came back to visit their alma mater gathered at the school entrance.According to the registration submitted by the graduates on the official account of the school in advance, the current students will be issued to them the prepared short-sleeves for the school celebration.

The school celebration is held on Sunday, and as far as possible, most people can come to participate during the holiday.You Yu participated in the club when he was in college, and studied the piano quite seriously for a period of time.

He went to the Conservatory of Music with ease, and the piano room was in use, with ding ding dong dong or stumbling or smooth music coming out of it.

Before the school celebration, the school hired a florist to plant a new batch of roses in the flower bed, and they were in full bloom. You Yu sat by the flower bed and listened to the music, moving his fingertips by his legs a few times, imitating the posture of playing the piano.

"I found it." The light in front of his eyes suddenly dimmed, he raised his head, smiled at the person who came, "Don't you want to come?"

Bo Qinan leaned over and brushed off the fallen leaves on his body, "The food street is very lively, shall we go?"

You Yu shook his head.

In the final analysis, he is still a quiet person, too lively makes himself uncomfortable.

"You haven't heard me play the piano." You Yu said, "I played very well when I was in college."

Bo Qinyan smiled, "Then I'll take you to buy a piano in a few days."

"No." You Yu reached out and took his hand.The high-intensity painting has already made his wrist unbearable, if he plays the piano as a pastime...

"I don't want to go to the hospital anymore." You Yu rubbed his wrists and said with bent eyes, "Have you gone to the exhibition hall? The dean said that my painting is the most beautiful of all, and it is placed in the center of the hall."

After a while, You Yu said again, don't look at it.

The finish is not high, and it is not as beautiful as the one you bought from abroad.

He seldom mentioned buying paintings to Bo Qinan, and Bo Qinan seemed to avoid it as much as possible.You Yu has not seen Bo Qinan for nine years, but it has been thousands of days and nights that Bo Qinan has been watching.

When he was in China, he didn't think the distance was so far, and it only took two hours to fly by plane, but the year after Youyu went abroad happened to be the busiest time for Bo Qinan. The thread called Youyu in his hand had been cut long ago.

Through his relationship, he learned from the school where You Yu was going after he left, so he took the time to take a look.It happened that I saw You Yu talking and laughing with my classmates in the school cafeteria. I thought You Yu's personality was not good at socializing, but I didn't expect him to be quite likable.

Yuyu was with him, wanting to let go but reluctant.If a talented young man stays by his side, although he gains emotional enrichment, he also gives up his future at the same time. This is not the destination that You Yu should have.

You Yu asked Bo Qinan, "I've been expecting you to come to me."

Whether at home or abroad, he believed that Bo Qinan had the ability to find himself.

"But now I figured it out, if I stayed with you all the time, I don't think I would get what I have now."

Bo Qinan gave him enough freedom, and he worked hard himself, and finally he was not so humble when they met again.

Taking advantage of his lack of work, You Yu went home again and moved his household registration out of Shu Shaoyuan's.Shu Xia had already been found, but Shu Shaoyuan was visibly older, and when she sat with You Yu, her back was hunched.

You Yu said: "If you have nothing to do in the future, don't contact me."

After hearing this, Shu Shaoyuan stared at You Yu in a daze, and cried bitterly while hugging him.

"Don't cry." You Yu patted Shu Shaoyuan's back lightly with his hands, and when he looked up, he found that Shu Xia was standing in the hallway connecting the living room to the bedroom at some point, with red eyes.

He said to Shu Xia, "Take care of her."

From now on, you will be the only child in the family. Shu Shaoyuan will be a mother for the second time. No matter how ridiculous you make, she will help you clean it up.

"I'm an experiment, and you are a mother's experiment." You Yu said softly, "You should be happy for me."

"Even if you don't like Bo Qinan, you have to admit that he was a good father when he was a father."

"As a doctor, he treated my heart disease."

You Yu said that no one can replace him.

Like a person who knows whether drinking water is warm or cold, he thought that he would never be able to live without Bao Tanan in his life.

He left from Yang's house, and Shu Xia followed him until the entrance of the community.

You Yu turned around and squatted down, touched Shu Xia's head and said softly, "Go back."

"Brother, do you really not forgive mom?" Shu Xia's voice was crisp, but also crying.

You Yu shook his head, "Xia Xia, she is your mother."

She can be kind to everyone, but she is cruel to her adult son, like an executioner wielding a butcher knife, cutting off the pitiful friendship between her and him.

With relief, he returned to the place where he had lived since he was a child.

In recent years, Shu Shaoyuan has completely converted the suite in the employee's family building into a studio.All furniture is stacked in the storage room, and the living room and bedroom are freed up for students to attend classes.

Youyu's room was locked and she couldn't move.

The desktop is covered with heavy dust, and the windows are mottled because they haven't been cleaned for many years.You Yu took off the tarpaulin covering the bed, rested on the edge of the bed, and woke up only an hour later.

He never felt that he could get anything, only grasping what was in front of him was the most important thing at the moment.Fortunately, he was persistent enough to get back even what he lost.

The notification sounded on the mobile phone, and he opened the lock of the mobile phone with dim eyes.

"Is it packed?" Bao Tanyan asked him.

You Yu turned over and muttered for a while before saying clearly, "Okay."

He had nothing to take, but he wanted to look back again on a whim.There are countless trash cans where Shu Shaoyuan discarded his sketches upside down day and night, and black and white sketches piled up under his desk with tears in them.

Now that things have happened, You Yu can't be happy. He seems to have lost a lot of fun that his peers should have along the way.The only thing that can be left is probably the crying that made him hug the quilt in his midnight dream and bite the pillow to keep from making any noise. That was his most precious and brave first love.

He bravely walked towards Bo Qinan, although it was a bit bumpy.

Every time something happened about Shu Shaoyuan, Bo Qinan would feel very worried that Youyu would go off alone.This time when I went home to apply for the account, he didn't show up, but he would come out when Youyu needed it.

"Drip!"

Suddenly a whistle sounded downstairs, and You Yu hurriedly got up and leaned against the balcony to look in the direction within sight.

A black Mercedes was parked on the side of the road, and a man was getting out of the car.

You Yu immediately called Bo Qinan.

"Bo Qinyan."

"Ah."

"Do you regret it?"

You Yu didn't give him a chance to speak, "If I was willing to look for you back then, we would..."

"No." Bo Qinan interrupted him.

"Youyu, if one person can live well without the other, this is true independence and growth." He bent his eyes and smiled, like two people living together, he hoped that Youyu could leave the original The shackles of his family.

Sometimes you don't have to be together when you like someone.

What he likes is Youyu's strength and stubbornness. If the child he likes always depends on others' help when he cries, then it doesn't matter if he doesn't know him.

You Yu fantasized many times that he could see Bo Qinan waiting for him as long as he stood by the window sill.

He quickly went downstairs and threw himself at Bo Qinan, who caught him and kissed the corner of his eyes.

"Cried?"

"Crying." You Yu nodded and said with a smile, "I heard that sad tears are salty, but happy tears are sweet."

"Do you want to stop licking?" He suggested, pointing to his eyes.

Bo Qinan patted his forehead, "Nonsense!"

Tang Yuqi's side was very fast, and after He Zhizhou settled out of court, he asked to meet You Yu.You Yu really didn't want to break up with He Zhizhou anymore, so he didn't agree.Later, He Zhizhou blocked the door of his house once, and You Yu was so angry that he cursed and strained not to punch him.

It was already early autumn when I went to Canxing to report.

Canxing didn't get the disease control project, but was picked by a dark horse who rushed out suddenly. It is said that he is related to the leader of the disease control side, and he didn't ask about the twists and turns.On the first day of work, Canxing's boss held his hand and said that Xiaoyou would do a good job, and what kind of treatment you get from Mr. He's side, we only have a lot more.

The attention that He Zhizhou didn't get was fully respected in Canxing Youyu.To Canxing, in fact, Youyu wanted to anger He Zhizhou.Changing from a partner to an opponent is embarrassing no matter where you see it.

On the day when the salary was paid, You Yu invited Bo Qinan to dinner with the salary.

On the way home, Bo Qinan suddenly took out a small square box from his pocket, and You Yu knew what it was without looking at it, and said with a smile, "Do you want to propose to me?"

"Would you like it?" Bao Qinan asked.

You Yu blinked and said, "It's not romantic at all."

Bo Qinan smiled lightly, "I can't do anything too romantic, and I don't think you like it either."

Although the law does not allow us to get married like ordinary couples, there are relatives and friends around you who cannot accept the relationship between the same sex.But there is always a way for you to be my real family and we have shared property.When I die, your property will be inherited by you, and when you die, I will live with your property.

"I don't want to find a surrogate." You Yu took the ring from Bo Qinan's hand, raised her head and placed it in front of her eyes, following the orange-red light of the setting sun.He saw the bird from the ring, just as it turned green to allow the newcomers to pass.

The evening wind passed through his fingers like silk, and he returned the ring to Bao Tanyan.

"Just the two of us."

There is only the life between You Yu and Bao Qinan.

He joked: "Let your son take care of me when I'm old."

"Okay." Bo Qinan agreed.

You Yu once fantasized about how he would be moved when he was proposed, but when things came to an end, Bo Qinan used his most comfortable and acceptable way, which was enough to iron his whole heart.

Make him feel at ease.

Going forward is a new life, and going backward is a warm home.

He met him in midsummer and left him in early autumn.

He met him again in midsummer and fell in love with him in early autumn.

In his memory, Midsummer was like standing in front of the wide open refrigerator with ice cubes in his mouth, looking for sugar-free sparkling water from it.

He doesn't like to eat too much sweetness, but he still drowns in sugar water in the end.

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From early autumn to spring, thank you for meeting, and wish you all have a midsummer in your heart.If you have any doubts about the article, you can come to the Weibo comment at the end of the love and ask me^^ You are also welcome to put forward your own opinions or thoughts after reading the full text.Long reviews are even better! ) have not been confiscated yet!The new article "Dangerous Love Game" will be updated on Children's Day on June [-].Cyberpunk, ancient blood.The pre-acquisition of new articles has been opened, and a small preview will be posted on Weibo in mid-May.